Chapter 20: Even though there are thousands of miles of starlight, I still think of the moonlight

Not long after Ning Qian returned to Guangzhou from Hong Kong, Mr. Ning invited her to dinner at home and officially met her godmother. Godmother Fang Qianping has the unique temperament of the principal of a key primary school: majestic at first glance, and kind at second sight. When the godmother saw Xiao Ning, she felt that her husband really understood herself: this goddaughter is really like the daughter who belongs to her in the dark, as soon as she sees it, she feels very close.

The first time they met, the godmother knew what her goddaughter liked to eat and what she didn't eat, and said to her two sons: Xiao Ning will be the daughter of our family in the future, you must treat her well.

Mr. Ning's eldest son, Ning Jiawei, is three years older than Ning Qian, and after graduating from secondary school, he entered the special tea department of Bozhou and is already a qualified salesman. The youngest son, Ning Jiabin, is the junior brother of Ningqian Foreign Trade College, three years lower than Ning Qian, and is now preparing to study in the United States.

Jiawei has known Ning Qian for a long time, but he is more introverted, and he will not take the initiative to get close to her, and he admires this little girl very much, and now she suddenly appeared at home, and was recognized by her parents as a goddaughter, and she suddenly became her brother, and said vigorously: "It's good, it's good." ”

Jiabin had heard of this senior sister Fengyun when she was in school, and now she has become her sister, and she feels very happy. As long as Mr. Ning returns to Guangzhou, or his godmother cooks beautiful soup, the family will sit together, talk and laugh, and use home stereo K songs, which is very warm.

Jiabin's study abroad procedures have been completed, although this is a great joy, but this time, I really don't know when I can come back. Mr. and Mrs. Ning decided to send him there.

In the days they left, Jiawei heard some things about Ning Qian, and went to ask Ning Qian specifically, worried that she would be more stressed; Don't ask, I always feel that I shouldn't ignore it. was very worried, Hong Xuantao came to chat with him.

Although Hong Xuantao is now the manager of the first section of comprehensive trade, he went out from the special tea department, and during the lunch break, Jiawei was his fixed partner, and the relationship was very good. Hong Xuantao saw Jiawei's sad appearance, and asked with a smile: "Are you worried about your godsister?" ”

"What's the sister, the sister, okay? My parents like her more than they like me. Jiawei was half-joking, half-serious.

"Then how are you going to help your own sister? Now embattled. ”

"My sister is not who they say she is! These people are irresponsible. ”

"Although you are a brother, boy, always be careless, Ning Qian is not necessarily embarrassed to say anything to you, in this way, Xiao Jin in my department, people are very careful, you and Ning Qian said, let Xiao Jin accompany her more, girls, it is always convenient to be together."

Jiawei also felt that Xiaojin, a girl, didn't talk much and looked very stable, so he took Jin Qiu to Ning Qian's office and told Ning Qian that if she felt lonely or had any inconvenience in life, she would talk to Xiaojin more, so that she would be more relieved to be an older brother.

Ning Qian also has a very good impression of Xiao Jin, but neither of them is the kind of person who knows each other, and there has been no direct communication. After such a formal docking, the two of them smiled heartily.

may be because of learning Japanese, Jin Qiu, like Yan Fan, behaves very much like Japanese youth, such as being very polite and polite, listening very carefully, and nodding at any time, making people feel that everything you say is listened to.

Hong Xuantao repeatedly explained to Jin Qiu: You must find ways to accompany Ning Qian more, if you feel that something is wrong, you must tell him quickly.

Hong Xuantao himself has been staring at Bai Day, because he is Yang Sui's ex-boyfriend.

If you study tea professionally, only by joining a professional counterpart central enterprise like a platinum boat can you give full play to your value and honor your ancestors. Hong Xuantao, who is excellent in character and learning and outstanding in appearance, is the pride of the whole family and the county.

Not long after he joined the platinum boat, he was introduced by the enthusiastic chairman Dai - the other party was Yang Sui, the granddaughter of Yang Lao, a retired veteran cadre of the platinum boat. Yang Sui's family lives in the Air Force compound, her father is the Air Force, her grandfather is an old cadre, she is an only daughter, she has a first-class appearance and figure, a lively and cheerful personality, not squeamish, not tossing people, except for just graduating from high school and having no education, everything else is outstanding.

Of course, if she is also a college student, there will be nothing wrong with Hong Xuantao – he also knows that people don't want him to be a college student, educated, and promising? Before Yang Sui fell in love with him at first sight on a blind date, he had no confidence in his appearance, and the little girl with such outstanding conditions and well-informed conditions in a big city could like herself at a glance, which was more exciting for Hong Xuantao than the advanced evaluation of the company.

He read almost all the novels, essays, and poems he could find, and fully searched for all the materials he could use for love. Sending flowers, kissing unexpectedly, hugging at the right time, reciting poems, singing love songs, writing love letters, and even gritting your teeth to eat Western food...... At that time, Yang Sui was so happy every day that his little face was red and his little hands were hot. Hong Xuantao felt that he had really exhausted all his efforts to love this girl.

Until one day, he was targeted by Luo Xia.

There are two or three thousand people on the platinum boat, and Hong Xuantao is just a very ordinary staff member of the special tea department. He knew that Luo Xia, who robbed Chen Mei's husband, and Luo Xia didn't know him. Hong Xuantao's living environment since childhood and his subsequent learning environment have not been as flamboyant, so unbridled, so beautiful, so sexy, so seductive.

Luo Xia is attractive to Hong Xuantao, but he knows that he can't find this kind of woman as a wife – where can he submit it? Don't talk about submission, maybe you can't even be equal – she will definitely think that she is dirty, stupid, and has never seen the world. And although Yang Sui's conditions are good, she is a very simple girl, and it is much easier to get along.

When Luo Xia came over with a smile, stretched out his hand for him to shake, and said angrily: "I have never seen someone who learns tea, there is such a handsome person", he was instantly surrounded by the aroma of the soul. When his hand touched her white and tender fingers, Luo Xia took the initiative to hold his stiff hand tightly with her palm.

He never thought that an ordinary first-time social handshake would make his heart beat faster and his soul flutter. Luo Xia, like a queen, just wanted to kneel in front of her the moment she saw her and smear her liver and brains.

But reason reminds myself: I am already a person with a girlfriend, Yang Sui is very, very good, and no one is more suitable for me than her. He wanted to see Luo Xia, but he was afraid to see her. But I always see her, as if she was everywhere. As long as she smiled at herself, her whole heart was numb.

Hong Xuantao remembered the chat he had seen, and a thought came out of his mind and scared him: Why don't other beautiful women have this function, but Luo Xia's smile can hook the soul? She can't really be a vixen, right? Then he was frightened again by his own stupid thoughts.

The company organized the backbone of the business to study at the Conghua Hot Spring Hotel, and after Hong Xuantao checked in, he met Luo Xia in the hotel lobby. Luo Xia greeted him warmly and asked for his room number. He didn't think much about it, so he told Luo Xia. Luo Xia asked him how many people lived, and Hong Xuantao said that there was just one more man, so he lived alone.

When Luo Xia heard this, she smiled: "You are really lucky!" The rest of us have to be two people in a room, so why are you alone? Then, suddenly, she whispered to him, "Aren't you lonely when you live alone?" Do you want me to stay with you tonight? As soon as Hong Xuantao heard this, the blood in his whole body immediately spurted to the brain for emergency gathering.

Unexpectedly, she really came to knock on the door at night, and as soon as she returned to Guangzhou the next day, she went to find Yang Sui and announced that she had captured her boyfriend.

Yang Sui was so resolute to get rid of him, which he never expected. He had asked himself: would he make a mistake if he had to choose again? The answer is: Yes! Not only did he not resist Luo Xia, but he was flattered that she could take the initiative to send it to the door. But he knows: his lover must be a serious girl like Yang Sui, Yang Sui is the most perfect candidate for a wife!

Even if this mistake was inevitable for him, the regret after that was increasing day by day: the family had heard that he had found a partner from a high-ranking family, and they were so proud that they had already beaten gongs and drums to announce it to the villagers, but suddenly it blew, and their disappointment turned into accusations, asking him why such a good daughter-in-law could not be kept. How dare he tell them the real reason.

Luo Xia openly challenged Yang Sui and had a showdown, which also made rumors spread that people who complained about Yang Sui could make him die more than a hundred times a day with their eyes. The most important thing is that after Luo Xia succeeded, when she saw him again, she was always arrogant, as if there were two words on his head from this moment: "slave".

Luo Xia once said to him: Men will feel a little pity for the women who are attached to him, but women despise the men who are attached to them.

This feeling is so humiliating and painful that he will have nightmares for a long time. Fortunately, Luo Xia later shifted her target and no longer pestered him. After he did a comprehensive trade department, people gradually forgot that paragraph, even if someone occasionally asked, he also firmly denied it, saying that it was not like that, and after a long time, it really seemed like it had never happened.

When he heard about the day, all those feelings of fear and helplessness immediately returned! Can't let Daylight repeat the mistakes of the past, he is such an excellent young man, how can he be planted here and never recover! He made up his mind: he must help Daylight climb out of the bottomless abyss!

Mr. Shi hadn't said a word to Ning Qian for a long time, and even pretended not to see her when he saw her, and hurriedly changed directions and took a detour. Ning Qian became more and more frustrated: Shi is always my direct leader, so he doesn't even talk to me, what is the value of my work?

The people around her were either sneering or deliberately finding fault, as if overnight, she became their enemy.

Jian Tong's inexplicable wife came to block Ning Qian every once in a while, and often found the dormitory unexpectedly to check if her husband was there.

Reporting the final of the performance, she was even asked to watch it. When she took the bus for more than an hour, squeezed into the most remote seat, and watched her companions perform, she kept thinking to herself: How many times have I practiced those movements, and that position should have been my walk...... Looking at the colleagues who hugged and celebrated on the stage, she felt that she didn't matter at all, who the earth was separated from, the same singing and dancing, the same laughter, and the same ability to win the first ......

Ning Qian encountered so many blows, Director Xu couldn't stand it, she was worried and distressed, but Xiao Ning looked calm beyond everyone's expectations. Yuan Wenwen and Huang Peony both felt very strange: several times they rushed out to scold Ning Qian's bullies, but Ning Qian herself did not refute, or even get angry, as if she didn't hear it, and left behind the people who scolded her, and even the people who helped her resist. Both of them admired her for being so light and breezy.

But they didn't know that Ning Qian went to the pharmacies around the Bozhou dormitory every day after work to buy sleeping pills. The purchase of sleeping pills is limited, and each person can only buy a maximum of two pills at a time, so she is very patient and attentive to buy them from door to door.

Another day after work, she was walking on the road, and Luo Xia's arrogance stopped beside Ning Qian again. She rolled down the window and said viciously to Ning Qian: "You shameless person, why don't you get out of the platinum boat?" Why haven't you disappeared from the light of day? If you don't get out, I'll splash your face with acid and see how you live! ”

What's even more sad is that Dayday sat in the passenger seat next to her, still expressionless and silent......

Ning Qian felt that the sunset that day was black, and everything around her was not important, including herself, and it was not important at all.

She went back to the dormitory, took a shower, put on her most beautiful clothes, wrote a letter to her parents, and swallowed the fifty-two sleeping pills she had carefully accumulated.

That night, the stars were thousands of miles, but why, I still miss the moonlight so much......

I'm so tired that I want to get a good night's sleep......