Chapter 19: Those who find the way will feel that it is dark
From childhood to adulthood, Daylight was a "child of someone else's family". He is not only outstanding in appearance, but also sensible and well-behaved. Reading, all the way to the point; work, always advanced. If you can marry a girl you like, positive and sunny, that is the most ideal state in your mother's heart. Daylight felt that he had been working hard in the direction he wanted, and he didn't dare to waste an inch of time or do a relaxing thing casually.
Originally, he thought that night, after he confessed, everything would be perfect, but in life, he was suddenly hit astray by the little nanny who rushed out with the child in his arms. He actually turned into a little white face overnight, robbed people's wives, and was fostered...... was especially beaten beyond recognition, which really made him completely psychologically broken......
What other face to face Ning Qian? What else would you have to explain to her?
He didn't know how he got home, and his motorcycle almost hit the opposite vehicle several times, and his vision was blurred by tears again and again......
If it weren't for his helpless mother and sister, he would have wanted to hide from now on and never see a familiar face again.
He saw Ning Qian's calls and messages on the BB machine again and again, he knew that she was waiting at his house, but he didn't dare to go upstairs. Seeing that she had been wandering anxiously downstairs and looking, he wanted to rush up and give her a warm hug as he had imagined before, but he couldn't let her see such a rotten face of himself, let alone let her see himself crying.
Seeing her leave disappointed, he sneaked home. My mother and sister were asleep, and when I heard the door, my mother called and came back, and I let my mother sleep peacefully during the day, and quickly hid in the bathroom. Looking at the scarred self in the mirror, the shirt with lipstick marks twisted and crooked, a strong sense of humiliation suddenly came to his face, tearing every inch of his skin......
There are also photos that Luo Xia said, if they are spread everywhere in platinum boats, what should he do? Paper can't hold the fire, and my mother, who is also in the foreign trade system, will be disappointed in herself when she sees such a photo! My sister, who is just eighteen years old, will not be able to be a person because of such a subordinate brother...... He really felt like he couldn't bear it......
Afraid that his mother and sister would see him injured, he left a note before they got up early the next morning, saying that he was going to the factory, and went out.
If you don't have a reputation, will you lose your job? How will a state cadre live in the future if he is dismissed from the unit?
Before he knew it, he was back in the office. He arrived early and didn't see many acquaintances, but he felt that anyone who saw him had strange eyes. He forced himself to do his work, trying to pretend that the sun rose today was the same as yesterday, but why, it was dark......
Xiao Zhu, Xiao Zhang, and Xiao Huang, who returned to the office one after another, were startled when they saw him, and they wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, but as long as they went out to the toilet, they knew what was going on, and the atmosphere in the entire department became very delicate.
Luo Xia only returned to the office in the afternoon, and as soon as they saw the bruises on the corners of her mouth and the more exaggerated eyeshadow, they knew that the rumors outside were inconsistent. Luo Xia also had no scruples, and in front of the other three people, she said to Bai Day: "You must make it clear to Ning Qian today, saying that you don't like her and have never liked her!" It's her shameless who keeps pestering you! ”
When the other three people heard this, you look at me, I look at you, but they didn't dare or make a sound.
The day was silent, and his face was like ashes.
Luo Xia repeated these words over and over again, and when she saw the unresponsive daylight, she was even more annoyed:
"You have to say! If not, I'll send the photos to every office in Platinum Boat! If you don't make me feel better, I won't make you feel better! ”
Daytime felt like he was falling all the time, falling into a bottomless abyss...... He was suffocating in pain, and he couldn't feel where he was, what he wanted to do, or what he could do.
Even when he saw Ning Qian, his heart was numb. He didn't know what he said to Ning Qian, he only remembered that her eyes looked at him from tears and questions to calm and cold, and he felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, and the voices around her, all the people and things around her, were getting farther and farther away from him...... At some point, Xiao Gong sat beside him.
"Are you alright?" Xiao Gong whispered, but immediately added: "How can it be okay?" That's what I ask. ”
"You still stepped on that mine, alas......" Xiao Gong couldn't help but sigh.
"You have to run, run away from this terrible woman! But I have already inquired: Our national cadres need to be ordered by the other party when they are transferred to other companies, and now for a while, where can we find this company that can issue orders? ”
The day was still silent. He couldn't hear what Xiao Gong was saying, and he didn't want to hear it.
"Xiaobai, you can't sit here like this all the time, you have to go home, otherwise your mother will be in a hurry!"
Yes, Mom, I can't leave Mom alone, from the day Dad left, I made up my mind to take care of Dad for her!
Xiao Gong suddenly slammed his head against the wall, letting out a miserable scream, which scared Bai Tian awake all of a sudden: "Old Gong, what are you doing?" ”
"Don't worry, even if you call me Lao Gong, I won't accompany you to martyrdom!" Xiao Gong touched himself and instantly arched the forehead of a big bag.
Xiao Gong insisted on going home with Dayday, humming and chirping all the way, and kept saying: "It hurts so much, it hurts too much, I can't stand this bag, why is that guy so ruthless, so heavy, how much pain do you have to have!" ”
When the mother saw her injured son, she was frightened and asked my God, what is the matter, what is the matter. Xiao Gong said with a hippie smile: "Auntie, we played ball today, and we met a few bastard boys, and if we couldn't win, we would do it, you see, I was so clever, I was beaten like this, your son you don't understand, you have to reason with others without hands, and the result was beaten the worst." But don't worry, they were driven away by the security guards later, if it weren't for your son's kindness, he would have sent them to the police station long ago! ”
Mom knows that she likes to play basketball and football during the day, and it is common to bump and bump into each other, but this time it was too ruthless, and she was very distressed, so she quickly found all kinds of oil to smear on her son, Xiao Gong deliberately rubbed it on: "Auntie, I am also your son, you can also wipe it for me." "Coaxed so much that the mother couldn't care about her son's injury during the day.
Only then did he know that Xiao Gong had injured himself, and winked at Xiao Gong gratefully, and Xiao Gong finally breathed a sigh of relief.
No matter how painful it is, you can't go to work; No matter how uncomfortable it is, you can't help but face Luo Xia. Every day, I thought about how good it would have been if I hadn't gone to the 13th Department of Comprehensive Trade at that time, or if I hadn't gone upstairs to get samples!
Luo Xia said that she bought a new car and parked it downstairs, she was not in good condition and was not familiar with the new car, so she asked Daylight to drive it for her and go to the factory. Daylight no longer dared to be alone with her, and called Huangshan alive and dead. Luo Xia had no choice but to let Huang Shan sit in the back seat and sit in the passenger seat.
This is a very explosive red imported Tamoto Geya with a sunroof, and everywhere you go, you have a 300% return rate – you can't see it clearly at one glance, and you have to go back and make up for it three times.
Luo Xia said that there were documents left at home, and she had to go back to get them first, and when she heard her say "home" during the day, her stomach began to twitch. He endured it and slowly drove the car in that painful direction. He suddenly noticed a very familiar figure on the sidewalk, pulling a large suitcase, waiting to cross the street. It's actually Ning Qian! How could she be here at this time? Why was she carrying such a big suitcase? Where is she going? Only then did I realize that now my heart began to twitch, painful, and chaotic......
"Stop the car!" Luo Xia said sharply. During the day, he slowly walked along the sidewalk and parked the car right next to Ning Qian.
Luo Xia pressed down the automatic window, and said to Ning Qian triumphantly through the day when she was holding the steering wheel: "I bought this car for Bai Day." She also picked up a brand-new mobile phone at hand and said, "This is also what I bought for Bai Day." ”
She suddenly put away her smile and became very fierce: "You TM get me out of the platinum boat and get out of the daytime and get out of sight!" ”
Bai Tian turned his head and looked at her angrily, and was about to speak, Luo Xia stared at him, gritted his teeth and said, "Photo ......"
Daylight lowered his head and remained silent.
"That picture of you and Daylight, come back!"
Ning Qian watched this scene silently, and suddenly heard the sound of collapse - she knew that it was a person who was once so tall, so arrogant, so shining, and so unique in her heart, and at this moment, she fell down so violently......
But why does my heart hurt more? Tears, why are they surging?
Ning Qian was notified by the General Affairs Department to move from her current place to the dormitory building opposite. On the eighth floor, there is no elevator, no door number, and one of the three bedrooms without a hall is hidden on the upper floor of the seventh floor. Of course, in order to make Ning Qian feel better, the largest room was arranged for her. When she was stopped by Luo Xia and Bai Day's car, she was moving.
After putting the box on the eighth floor, she found the group photo, and although she repeatedly reminded herself not to cry for the day, it was not worth it, but she still burst into tears when she looked at the two people in the photo...... She returned to the company, handed over this group photo to Director Xu, and asked Director Xu to help Bai Day. She didn't want to give it to Luo Xia, if it had to be ended, it would be returned to Bai Day, whether he tore it up or burned it, let him make a break himself.
When Director Xu got this photo, he looked at these two young people who were full of vigor and talent, and sighed: "The two of them are really a good match, how could things get to this point today, this Luo Xia is really a harmful spirit!" ”
When Bai Tian received a call from Director Xu, saying that he wanted to talk to him alone, he was very nervous, he knew that it must have something to do with Ning Qian. Director Xu handed him the group photo, and then said lightly: "If you have already made a choice, the matter between you and Xiao Ning, let's stop here, don't make any more trouble." She returned the photo to you, and in the future, you and Luo Xia will no longer affect her life, and she will bless you. Then, Director Xu walked out of the office.
Bai Tian thought that Director Xu would talk to him eloquently and persuade him with good words, and he could hear more news about Ning Qian, but he didn't expect that it was just a photo and such a few words.
It seems that in the eyes of Director Xu, he is no longer a good person, and Ning Qian's heart has been cold......
Ning Qian was slapped by Section Chief Jian's wife, and then put on her wings and flew in the group.
Then, some words came directly to Ning Qian's ears:
I've been in the platinum boat all my life, and I'm still an ordinary clerk, why did this Xiao Ning come here to be a deputy section?
At the team meeting, she actually expressed her opinion on it, a person who has only graduated for a long time, does her opinion matter? I really take myself seriously!
Our platinum boat worker lives in dire straits, but she went to Hong Kong to enjoy ......
Work is work, where did so many uncles, second uncles and third uncles come from......
Even the clothes she wore became a target for criticism.
When she was hospitalized, there was an endless stream of people who came to see her, and now, the people who hide from her can't avoid her.
Zhu Ke deliberately came to Ning Qian's office and said softly: "Xiao Ning, don't pay attention to those people, they are pink eye patients." You will deal with personal problems in the future, find a good husband, and be angry with these people! ”
Sister Zou often took her husband and daughter, saying that she was walking, but she actually dispersed to the eighth floor where Ning Qian lived and brought her breakfast bread and milk......
Director Chen always said that his family's hairtail fish couldn't be eaten, so he asked Xiao Ning to go to his house to help eat it, Director Chen's lover has been busy in the kitchen, making Xiao Ning's favorite fried hairtail fish, Director Chen and his daughter sang and told jokes in harmony until Ning Qian was amused.
Section Chief Liu of the General Affairs Department, who lives upstairs in Ning Qian's former dormitory, has not met much before, but since rumors about Xiao Ning have spread, he has always invited Xiao Ning to his house for dinner.
Director Xu also got off work from time to time, saying that the house was deserted, or the little nanny needed help when she went home, so she brought Ning Qian to her house to eat and chat with her parents, grandparents and grandparents.
Ning Qian knew that they were all stars in the boundless dark night, bringing her hope and light.
However, the night was too dark and too long......
None of them saw that Ning Qian was silently preparing for a big event......