Chapter 571: Don't Forget
What night is tonight, the moon is bright tonight, and the people have heard of the bitterness of the deceased today? Zhao Yun stood on the roof, looking at the starry sky overhead, feeling that he was so small, he thought that the two of them would grow old, and imagined that after many years, the two of them sat in the courtyard, the stars were dense and the stars were comfortable admiring the moonlight, and the flowers bloomed and fell to remember Jiangnan. He once boasted that he was half a layman, and that the mountains were mountains, and the sea was the sea. The tentacles of insects tickle the world. He walked alone in the mountains, rivers and lakes, and did not ask about the world, until he met that person later. The mountains and rivers began to shake, and the lakes and seas began to boil. The whole world was silent, only she was left, and the man stood there quietly, and he ran to the mountains and rivers to run to her. But now that person is gone, he is the only one left in this world. Zhao Yun wanted to cry because he didn't know what he could do but cry. I was afraid that the corpse of that person could not be found, and it was also myself, and I deeply hurt that person in the end.
Zhao Yun continued to drink, and it turned out that he really borrowed wine to eliminate his sorrows.
"Lin Kite...... I miss you so much, will you come back......" It's just that no one answered, only the night wind kept whimpering.
Du An saw it in her eyes, she was distressed, but she couldn't step forward to disturb her, in fact, she knew, she knew how much Zhao Yun loved that woman, but she loved it too, she didn't want to miss it, no matter what, the person standing next to him now was herself, and she wouldn't let go.
Later, when the wine ran out, Zhao Yun went to the cellar to get wine, and met a little eunuch sitting on the floor secretly drinking, looking extremely painful, and saw Zhao Yun coming, but he didn't have the reaction that he should be afraid of.
Zhao Yun felt funny, "Why, as a subordinate who secretly drinks the wine here, he is so calm when he meets me?" ”
The man also laughed, "I want to drink, but I don't have the money to buy it, the fruitless wine here is really delicious......
"To no avail? That's a good name. Zhao Yun also sat next to the next person, he was bitter in his heart, and when he met a person who was also bitter, he couldn't help but want to get close to each other, he knew that this little eunuch had an unspeakable story in his heart, and he was too, bitter in his mouth, bitter in his heart, bitter everywhere.
Zhao Yun picked up the fruitless wine and poured it into his mouth, the entrance was bitter, and the aftertaste was bitter. Only when it stays in the middle of the mouth is sweet, Zhao Yun always feels that he seems to have heard the name of this wine somewhere, and after thinking about it carefully, it turned out that Lin Yuan told him about what happened on the island in southern Xinjiang, and that person was really around him all the time.
"Aren't you afraid of death?" Zhao Yun asked softly, "Stealing is a capital crime in the palace." ”
The man shook his head slightly, "I was afraid before, but now I am not afraid." ”
Neither of them spoke again, just leaned quietly together and drank the wine in their hands. They all know that they have their own stories in each other's hearts. Reluctant to speak, unwilling to recall. I can only say it to the passing wind, but the story is too long, and the wind is not willing to wait. If you can choose it again. They both knew that they would choose what they had chosen. It's just that the years are too long, and they can't go back to the beginning.
The little eunuch stood up suddenly, staggering and about to walk forward, Zhao Yun called out to the man, "I will drink here in the future, so I don't need to come secretly......"
The man stopped, smiled bitterly and left, but his steps were so heavy, as if he was carrying a shackle weighing thousands of pounds, tightly locked to his ankles. Zhao Yun didn't know what kind of story he had, but at this moment, he knew. You are not the only one who hurts.
Zhao Yun returned to the palace, and suddenly called for a meal to eat in a big gulp, but it was still the same as in the past few days, and he was dizzy and dizzy after not eating a few bites, Zhao Yun suddenly cried, and tears kept sprinkling in the bowl, but Zhao Yun still kept stuffing things into his mouth, and finally his stomach vomited and he was embarrassed.
When Princess Du'an saw Zhao Yun like this, she immediately ran over and snatched the chopsticks from Zhao Yun's hand, and roared loudly, "Who are you doing this now, who are you showing it, Lin Kite can't come back!" Can you sober up a bit! ”
Zhao Yun also roared, the voice was hysterical and hoarse, "Now like this, shouldn't you all be satisfied!" Lin Kite is dead! She will never come back...... Never again......"
Du An frowned and explained, "That's not the case, I don't want to......"
"Huh...... Get lost! Get out of here! ”
Du An had no choice but to turn away, tears from the corners of his eyes kept falling.
In the past few days, Zhao Yun suddenly had stomach problems, insomnia all night long, every night, those past memories would appear in front of him, Zhao Yun was haggard, living like a walking corpse.
Princess Du'an saw it in her eyes, and secretly went to find the court dancer, wanting to learn a dance for Zhao Yun.
"How long will it take to teach my country the morning dance?"
The dancing girl is the most powerful master in the court, and she is also famous in the rivers and lakes. At this time, he also hesitated and said, "This dance is more difficult, and you need to practice it well from a young age." If you learn it now, I'm afraid it will take a lot of effort to complete it. ”
Princess Du'an remembered Zhao Yun's depressed appearance all day long, and couldn't help but speak, "It doesn't matter, no matter how hard and tiring it is, I'm willing to fight." ”
It's just that the dance is really difficult, Princess Du'an hurts so badly, every time she presses her leg and lowers her waist, she cries out in pain. But as soon as I thought that learning this dance could make that person a little happier, I was willing to die for him like a moth to a fire, and Princess Du'an was also in pain, and she couldn't sleep every night. Finally, after high-intensity practice and perseverance, Princess Du'an has learned that dance completely.
The dancing girl was very surprised, "I thought you would be afraid of pain and wouldn't be able to persevere." But it gave me a lot of knowledge. ”
Princess Du'an nodded, thinking about the suffering she had suffered during this time. Actually, it really hurts, but what can I do? She didn't want to see the man unhappy.
Zhao Yun paints in the house, and the people who paint are all Lin Kites without exception, the naughty appearance when he is happy, the cute appearance when he is wronged, the sad, angry, and coquettish ones are all Lin Kites that he never forgets in his heart.
Du An changed into his carefully selected gorgeous clothes, and cautiously spoke in front of Zhao Yun, "I recently learned a dance for you. I want to make you happy. ”
After speaking, he began to jump up, with long sleeves fluttering, soft waist, and a smile that was all amorous, but Zhao Yun just yelled when he saw it, "Get out." ”
Du An didn't stop, she had paid too much for this dance, and she didn't want to be kicked out like this. But Zhao Yun directly threw out Du An, who was still dancing, Du An had a lot of soreness on his body because he had been practicing during this time, and he was thrown away by Zhao Yun at this time, and the whole person inhaled cold air in pain, she looked coldly at her swollen ankles on the ground, and left without saying a word.
Zhao Yun was looking at the portrait on the table, when he heard someone outside saying that he wanted to catch the little eunuch who was secretly drinking, Zhao Yun remembered that person, they would still drink together these days. I just didn't open my mouth to communicate. Zhao Yun came to the place where the little eunuch was held and interrogated, this should be the eunuch's residence, and the chief eunuch interrogated the man.
"Can you plead guilty? Theft is a capital offense. ”
The man was as calm as ever, "Yes." ”
When the big eunuch saw that the person who came was so ignorant, he also laughed, "Okay, pull it down and beat it to death." ”
Zhao Yun walked out, "I agreed to him going to the cellar to drink, who dares!" ”
The big eunuch immediately spoke respectfully, "The horse, it turned out that the horse agreed, and the small one has eyes and doesn't know Mount Tai, hurry up." I'm offended to let people go. With that, he took the people and left.
Zhao Yun and the man looked at each other, and the man spoke, "Accompany me to the wine cellar." ”
The two came to the cellar, and the man began to tell his story.
Zhao Yun listened, but he couldn't speak.
"My name is Murong Qing, and I used to be a big family in Ancheng. Later, when my father remarried, the woman killed my mother, and I saw it with my own eyes, but my father did not believe me...... Scold. ”
Zhao Yun frowned, and Murong Qing continued, "Later, I was framed by jealousy in the mansion, my father always hated me, I was a childhood sweetheart with Miss Mu, I thought that she loved me very much." Actually, it's not, it's because I'm stupid......"
"Then why did you enter the palace and become a eunuch?"
"Miss Mu and my father had an affair, and when the Master of Mu Fu found out, my father pushed me out and asked me to give an explanation. The old man of Namu Mansion is in front of Miss Mujia, hahaha! Let people castrate me, huh......"
Murong Qing was so painful that his body trembled, "That woman! She didn't even look at me, and I was dying! She actually came to kill me at night...... Ha ha! How ridiculous, I gave all my feelings to treat her sincerely, but she wanted me to die! Haha, I don't have anything left...... Am I ridiculous, you say? ”
Zhao Yun listened quietly, "So you've been drinking?" Have you forgotten? ”
Murong Qing shook his head, "I can't forget it!" How could it be forgotten? I don't dare to sleep, when I close my eyes, it's all those disgusting and dirty things, I can't forget...... ......"
Zhao Yun stood there and looked at Murong Qing quietly, "You hurt too much." ”
"Spring is too vibrant for death, I'll wait until summer, and then it will be. So kill me, okay, kill me and it will be over, I don't dare to kill myself, because my mother said I have to live well, but I really hurt ......"
"Okay, it's time to wrap it up." After speaking, a knife stabbed into Murong Qing's body, watching Murong Qing slowly fall, Zhao Yun wiped the blood on his face and turned to leave.
Yes, it's better to end all this, it's too painful to live, how cold is Lin Kite alone in hell, he has to accompany him, how can he be alone...... Just live in the world.
Zhao Yun felt that death was such a beautiful thing, as long as he died, it would all be over, and he quickly found a horse and ran to the beach, he remembered that Lin Kite loved the sea the most......
In front of him was an endless sea, Zhao Yun jumped down and sank to the bottom of the sea, and those memories of the past slowly faded, Lin Kite, I love you......