The heartbeat Zhao Yun heard gradually decreased, did it turn out that death felt like this?

When Zhao Yun opened his eyes again, he was lying on the shore. It was a sunny day, and he still had a shell on hand. The facts in front of him proved that he was not dead, Zhao Yun looked at the endless blue in front of him, and suddenly he didn't want to die, and suddenly a coughing sound came from his ears, "Young man, are you awake?" ”

Zhao Yun nodded, "My heart is already dead, what's the point of me living?" ”

It was a white-haired old man, and his loud voice slowly faded away from his face, only to hear him say, "The red dust is not broken, and the obsession is not ......"

Zhao Yun returned to the palace, looking at the still festive decorations, and only felt extremely sarcastic about himself. It seems that everyone here is happy and satisfied, and only he is struggling with whether to live or not. But in the future, he will not have to live well, because he still has his Yu'er, as the old man said, his concern is not broken.

Lin Kite was in Xie Mansion, and she suffered a lot during this time, but Lin Kite always suffered lightly, neither resisting nor being lost. Xie Xi has been busy with the affairs of the previous dynasty during this time, so he didn't take care of Lin Yuan.

"Go, wash these clothes for me, and do as much as you can every day." A subordinate said to Lin Kite with his chin up.

Lin Yuan lowered her head, "This was originally your business, why did you push me to do it?" ”

"Yo! You don't resist on weekdays, why are you so good today? ”

In fact, Lin Kite does not resist on weekdays, she always does love. Whether it's her own share or what others impose on her, she just wants to keep herself busy so that she can forget the harm that person has done to her, and she can forget the deep affection in the past.

It's just that Lin Kite came to the moon today, and the abdominal pain was not stopped, she didn't want to touch the ice water, naturally she didn't want to, but the next person still didn't want to let Lin Kite do these things, Lin Kite refused, and the next person directly poured a basin of cold water on Lin Kite, and Lin Kite quietly watched the ice water flow from her head to her feet. She finally understood that some people would go crazy if they were pushed to the extreme. He never thought about fighting with these people for anything, but today's incident really offended her, Lin Yuan kicked down the subordinate, and said in a very calm tone, "I didn't say anything about everything you did to me before, but today, you offended me." ”

The companion of the subordinate soon came over to bully Lin Kite together, saying foul language that was unbearable.

"Yo! Isn't that the fox? Why can't you seduce the young master and bully us here? ”

Lin Yuan was helpless, "I didn't want to argue with you, but you don't want to deceive people too much!" ”

Those subordinates quickly fought with Lin Kite, Lin Kite had more than abdominal pain, and he couldn't show his fists and feet, so he could only endure those beatings and insults deeply. Lin Kite resisted desperately at first, but in the end she was indifferent, she found that her previous days were like the walking dead, only the pain now can prove that she is alive.

At this time, there was a woman who pulled up Lin Kite who was constantly curling up on the ground, it was a woman, and she seemed to be strong in martial arts. She said coldly to the subordinates in front of her, "Leave something for him to see each other today, and I hope you will do it yourself." ”

The woman took Lin Kite to her room and gave Lin Kite the injury medicine, but Lin Kite refused, "No, I don't hurt...... Really, it doesn't hurt at all. ”

The woman was silent for a while, and said to Lin Yuan seriously, "If there is no hope in life, does it mean that there is no need to live." ”

Lin Yuan shook her head, "But everyone has their own concerns. ”

"What about you, are you worried?" The woman looked at Lin Kite's hesitant face, "As long as there is still a little hope, we will live well." When I first met you, I thought you were just like me, so I wanted to be your friend and find a good place in these troubled times. ”

Lin Yuan nodded, "Okay, we all have to live well." ”

After that day, Lin Kite worked hard to do every little thing. Soon he was appreciated by the chief butler and became the housekeeper in this house.

At the same time, Zhao Yun is carving a stele, he has carved this rank for many days, he always feels that such a sacred thing should be done by himself to that person, from then on he only wears white clothes, he thought about it, for that person to wear a lifetime of filial piety, this matter quickly spread, by the imperial city of various families are pointing fingers, they all think that this is very inappropriate for the fate of the country.

Princess Du'an heard it in her ears and went to find Zhao Yun, "Now there has been a lot of rumors outside, saying that you have been wearing linen and filial piety, affecting the national fortune of our country." She's dead, so why should you do that? ”

Zhao Yun was furious, "What if he dies?" I'm telling you, she's here forever. He pointed to his heart.

Then he yelled at Du An to get out, Princess Du An didn't know how many times he had been yelled out by the horse like this, but every time his heartache was more painful. Du An was guarded by the secret guards brought by Zhao Yun, and Du An didn't care, after all, it was in his own country, and Du An knew that person just didn't want to let himself bother him anymore. But she couldn't help it, how could she easily let go of the person she had loved?

Princess Du'an ran out secretly, but saw Zhao Yun who was drunk on the roof, the back looked too desolate, Du'an watched from the side, but he didn't dare to step forward, sometimes love is like this in humility, and he can only see that person from a distance and be satisfied. Zhao Yun got up and went to the room, and then caressed Lin Kite's tablet, crying affectionately.

Princess Du'an didn't step forward, she seemed to suddenly understand her status, how much Zhao Yun loved that person, she saw it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart, how could she replace that woman, was she ...... It's time to leave.

Back in her room, Du An wrote and left the book in tears, her heart was as sad as a knife, it turned out that falling in love with someone she shouldn't love was so painful, but she was really reluctant, she was going to leave that person!

The maid couldn't help frowning when she looked at her young lady tearfully writing and leaving the book.

"Princess, isn't this a little too reckless?"

Du An shook his head, "But he doesn't love me, no matter how much I do for him, he just doesn't love him." ”

Du An remembered that he had learned the dance for Zhao Yun before, and he didn't know how many injuries he had suffered physically, and how many days of pain and torture he endured before he finally learned it. But that person didn't want to read a sentence of light drifting, so he let all his efforts go to waste. If you really care about yourself, even if it's just a little bit, how can you break your heart beyond measure?

The maid continued, "The horse's depression can only be temporary, and he can't be so depressed forever, not to mention that the princess is gone, who will take care of the horse?" As long as the princess holds on where she needs to hold on the most, one day the pony will see the good of the princess. ”

Du An wiped the tears from his face and asked in disbelief. "Is it true that one day I'll see me, okay?" After thinking about it, he comforted himself and said, "He will definitely see my kindness to him, he will!" ”

The book was pressed back under the bed.

On the other side, Lin Kite also tried to slowly come out of those hardships, and often cooked some good dishes for the woman who saved her in the first place. The woman's name is leisurely, and she is also a poor person.

"You, don't be so tired, always make me these foods." Smiling leisurely, it was a very gentle woman.

"No, I'm glad to meet you, besides, I like to cook a lot, and I'm working on a new dish recently, so you're going to be my first guest to try it!"

At this time, Xie Xi's voice came from outside the door, "What you eat, I want to taste it too." ”

Lin Yuan smiled, "I can send it to you." ”

leisurely looked at the way the unusual feelings between the two of them were exchanged, and silently withdrew.

Xie Xi spoke, "Lin Yuan, I didn't notice the last time someone bullied you. I'm sorry for you, I've already sent someone to punish them. ”

Lin Yuan nodded, "No, it's normal for me to be bullied by people who have been making soft persimmons before." ”

Xie Xi smiled, "You are really very different from others. ”

Lin Yuan quipped, "Isn't it? I'm the only one in the world, unique. ”

"I'm going to hold a banquet in the mansion recently, and your cooking is so delicious. Why don't you help me? ”

"Okay, I'll help, when?"

"Three days later."

Three days later, the banquet in Xie's mansion was lively, but no one knew who this banquet was for. When asked about Xie Xi, the man only said lightly.

Lin Yuan got up early in the morning and was busy making a lot of table dishes, and when she was cooking, it was her happiest thing, so Xie Xi moved a chair and sat aside to watch him busy quietly.

During the meal, Xie Xi accompanied Lin Yuan, but there were only two people on the table. Lin Yuan was puzzled, "Who is the protagonist of your banquet today?" ”

Xie Xi smiled, "He doesn't know it now, but I'll know later." ”

Later, in the evening, Xie Xi took him to the lake in the house to see the scenery, and as soon as Lin Kite got on the boat, Anbian gave up all kinds of fireworks and fireworks, and the fireworks were set off for a long time, and Lin Kite kept watching, and he was not moved to be fake. No one has ever done this to themselves except the man.

"Xie Xi, what are you doing here?"

Xie Xi took out the hairpin in his arms and held it in his hand, "Lin Kite, today is your birthday." You have to be happy. Be good. ”

Lin Yuan suddenly burst into tears, "So, is everything today prepared for me?" Including the previous banquet, are the decorations in the house all for me? ”

Xie Xi nodded, "Yes, you are the protagonist of this banquet, I am afraid that others will bully you, so I have to spend your birthday in this way, you have to remember that there will always be someone who cares about you." As he spoke, he put the hairpin on Lin Kite's head.