I took his words: "Yes, Mama gently told me that I can practice tomorrow, standing barefoot on horseback, it must be very cold." When I slid off the horse, I was beaten so badly that from then on all the stables were locked. ”

Na Miantang stared at me teasingly, "That was a long time ago, and you were already a violent little girl at that time. ”

"Come, brave girl." He continued to extend his hand to me as an invitation.

I felt a commotion of an almost unfamiliar emotion, an unbridled rage. I stepped on the rock, my hands on my waist, and I knew that I was acting very rudely. I spat on my right palm, raised my hand, slapped his palm hard, and mischievously said, "Come on." ”

There was amusement, amusement, and some kind of look in his eyes that I couldn't explain.

I grabbed him by the hand, stepped on the horse's pedals, and jumped on another white horse. I'm sure Na Miantang would gloat if he saw my cowardly, cowardly side. I'd rather break my neck than let him get his way. I touched the white horse's neck with the handle of the whip. "Let's try a jot and see if I can keep my balance." My caressing tone murmured to the white horse.

He's looking at me, he's waiting to see me make a fool of myself. I thought to myself: just let that Miantang take a good look, even if I break every bone, no one will dare to laugh at me, especially him.

"When you ride, relax and sit upright and see how I sit." Namian said to me gently. I did as he said, and I felt my palms sweating, and I was stunned for a few seconds, and that Miantang helped me spur my horse! The white horse galloped away.

Now to worry, it's too late! I didn't consciously adjust my center of gravity, and I felt that the white horse began to run, and there was a tendency to run faster and faster. The horse jumped over the mud easily, I was fine, I was fine! I laughed, 16 years without riding a horse made no big difference, and my fear faded away.

The Miantang galloped next to me, provocatively, "What a bold girl, cat, do you dare to give me a ride with Marseille?" ”

"Well," I said sweetly, "the problem is that there is a lot of dirt in the crops, and I'm afraid that the dust raised in the back will choke you to death." ”

Na Miantang laughed and raised an eyebrow. "The loser drinks liquor to help us clear the dust from our throats.

"Good! See you at the head of the village! ”

"Go to the village."

Without waiting for me to be ready, the cunning man immediately rode away with a drink. I failed to overtake him on the way before I was dusted and choked as I whipped the white horse. I yelled, "Ouch. ”

That Miantang was still righteous enough, and when he heard my shout, he immediately turned his horse around, and his face flashed with a trace of horror, and he asked nervously, "What's wrong?" I clutched my belly, and when he approached, I kicked the white horse, leaving him behind, and I looked back and smiled, and I could hear the laughter behind me.

I was engrossed, and the quick thinking and unpredictable topics of the Miantang made me dare not relax my concentration and defense for a moment. He makes me angry, I laugh, he makes me full of energy.

Galloping across the fields with all our strength somewhat relieved the oppressive tension, the competition between us has gradually become clear, and our common denominator, callousness, has also been exposed. But the excitement I felt when I pushed my courage to the limit of its recklessness was dangerous and terrifying. I realized that something powerful, indescribable, was hiding deep within me, aggressively waiting to break free from my grasp.

That Miantang whipped up faster than me, and the laughter shook the sky. I leaned forward and yelled at the white horse, urging it to run faster, and almost at the same time I had to hold on to the reins. Because he stopped ahead of me and turned the horse's head in the middle of the dirt road.

"What are you crazy about?" I angrily rebuked. "Are you testing my skills? I might bump into you! ”

"That's exactly what I mean." Before he could figure out what was going on, he grabbed the white horse's mane with one hand and pulled the two horses closer, and his other hand hooked my neck and put his head on mine, and he was obviously restraining his emotions and panting, but he couldn't move. I inadvertently leaned into his clinging thighs, obviously feeling his great strength, and blushing inexplicably.

I had just gone through a frenzied hunt in the field, and I was out of breath. At the same time, I was distraught with shock, fear, and surrender to his power, and I hated myself for panting too hard.

"Father has a letter that I must leave tomorrow. Y- will you miss me? His dark eyes sparkled.

I was shocked, "I think too much of myself." Pony Six they will miss you. They all said—"At the same time, at the thought of him leaving, I felt a little strange sense of loss stung me, and I could not say what the reason was."

"What did they say?"

"They said you were going back to Shanghai to take care of business, and there was a bride who hadn't passed through the door."

I've been curious about this for a long time, so I couldn't resist asking this question bluntly.

His gentle eyes suddenly became wary, and then he noticed that I was staring at him, and he looked at mine until my cheeks flushed slightly.

"That's important to you?"

I showed a pure look of reluctance to be a comrade-in-arms: "Well, I don't want to lose your friendship." ”

He suddenly smiled briefly and said, "Look at me, cat ninety-nine." His hand hooked my back and took me to his chest, and he threw my head back, and his lips were firmly pressed against mine, at first gentle, and soon became more and more passionate, so that I grasped him tightly. His kiss was so strong that it forced me to open my mouth, and his mouth was insisting on parting my trembling lips, sticking his tongue between my two rows of white teeth, making my menstrual meridians tremble like crazy, and causing me to have a sensation that I never knew I could have on my own. A vertigo-making spinning sensation kept turning my body, and the kiss seemed to never end.

"Stop, I'm going to pass out." I whispered, weakly turning my head away from him. He threw my head back tightly and pressed it against his shoulder; I looked at him dizzily, his eyes wide open and gave a strange light that frightened me, and my trembling arms grasped the reins of the horse, and my heart pounded so hard that I shuddered, and I was terrified of his strength and my own weakness. What is he going to do? Didn't he have a fiancée?

I had never been so intimate with the opposite sex, and my heart was beating with shock, fear, and the war of surrender to his power, and I felt a surging reaction, and by the time he let go of me, I was so weak that I trembled.

The two horses were so close together that I was frightened and moved our steps, separating us in the warmth, and I was almost hanging from the saddle. I tried to hold my center of gravity and my thoughts in the saddle. I can't let him get complacent and give in to him. If I do, then once he conquers me, I'll be worth a dime.

I didn't come back to my senses for a long time, I couldn't be too excited, no, never, I stroked the white horse, comforted it, and thanked it from the bottom of my heart for saving me from this stupid trap. My mouth was dry, and his eyes were full of smiles, but there was a longing for that. For some reason, I couldn't meet the way he stared at me, and I was so excited that I looked down at the ground.

He spoke, and his voice was calm.

"I'm leaving."

"I know you're going to have to leave sooner or later."

"I'll write to you, what about you, will you wait for me here?"

I couldn't answer because I didn't know what to say, and I couldn't look him in the eye. He reached out a hand, held my chin, and lifted my face.

That Miantang stubbornly asked: "Mao Jiujiu, I'm waiting for you to answer, you won't go and run away quietly, right?" ”

Then I turned to the room, a smile tugging at my swollen lips.

"Why don't you put on animal skins, pull me by the hair, and lay me on the grass?" There was a palpable sense of humor and contempt in my words, "so that you don't startle the horses." I urged my horse and trotted in the direction of the orphanage. I whispered to the white horse, urging it to pick up speed, as if trying to suppress the churning of my thoughts, and my mind went blank.

I know I'm a coward.

We came back all the way back to the weird atmosphere, I didn't dare face him, he was making fun of me, but there was no malice, I thought to myself: should I kill him? But I can't beat him.

His dark eyes began to tease with mockery, teasing, "I bet you've never kissed a man."

Oh! Is he in love with me? Even if he had his fiancée kissing me like that, he must have regretted kissing me like that on the road. Definitely, don't be impulsive, you will fall for his plan if you are impulsive. That Miantang guy dares to step on two boats before getting married, and he wants me to be his concubine? Phew! He's going to play cat and mouse with me? Lead me to the bait? Hum! He's going to have to be cunning to catch my pigtails! I pouted, my eyes lit up, and I had to be extremely cunning to outmaneuver him. I felt a throbbing of excitement in my throat. Competition is always exciting.

The sun had all set, and it was already dusk when we returned to the orphanage. Na Miantang dismounted first, and then, with both hands, grabbed me by the waist, and lifted me down to stand beside him. I have regained my composure.

"You said you're looking for me everywhere," I kept looking up proudly, "what do you need?" ”

We stopped in front of the stairs at the back, there was a dark light shining in front of the courtyard, he was against the light, I didn't see his expression clearly, only the outline of his body could be seen in the darkness, his voice was clear, his face was hidden in the shadows.

"Wait until I get back."

"I have heard the girls in the village say to their friends, 'I have decided to give you my life'. This sentence frightened me, and I handed over my life at every turn, which is too scary, and the subtext is: I will lie to you in this life. You don't think I'm going to make me say that. ”