Fate is a matter of good if you can live up to each other.

It's really hard to live up to this life.

"The other party is typing......"

"Friends only show the last three days of friends"

“Wa

g.h has turned on friend verification, you are not his (her) friend now, please send a friend verification request first, and after the other party has passed the verification, you can chat and send friend verification. ”

"Hello, the number you are calling is not in the service area."

"Hello, the phone you are calling is off."

Liu Ya said that this was the last intersection between her and him.

Because of her work, Liu Ya has to come into contact with a lot of people every day, but as the lowest-level job in this society, no one will pay attention to her.

Therefore, in the city of Beijing, she has no friends, not even anyone who can talk.

In the TV series, it is said that Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou do not believe in tears, and Beijing, a city that is too old, really carries the dreams of too many outsiders, and also carries the helplessness of too many people.

Every day, thousands, tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, or even millions of people come to Beijing or leave it.

In the crowded subway, in the glow of high-rise buildings, in the hustle and bustle of the crowd, in the luxury stores filled with the smell of expensive perfumes, in the musty basement, three or so musicians with electric guitars and drum kits hysterically sang songs about dreams.

Everyone seems to be dragging a huge, lonely shadow and wandering through exhaustion and helplessness.

And then in this exhaustion, I looked for the imprint of youth again and again.

Liu Ya said that there are two reasons why she resolutely chose to come to Beijing to work, one is because Beijing is close to home, and it is more convenient for her to take care of her younger brother.

Then there are too many impossibilities in Beijing, a poor child like her, no money and no power, can only rely on her own brute force to support, she is just thinking about trying her luck, what if the dream comes true?

For example, when you walk on the streets of Beijing, even if you are wearing pajamas or going out naked, no one will look at you.

Everyone walks on the track of the subway and time, no matter whether you look good or not, whether you wear a famous brand or a rough cloth, whether you ride a motorcycle or drive a BMW, it doesn't matter whether you are a rich second generation or a farmer second generation, here, no one will care, and no one will care.

Here, you can be yourself, you can be plain face, and you can go three days without washing your hair, you can be you, you can be the most authentic you.

"His name is Wang Hao, a native of Tianjin, if I knew what happened from the beginning, I would definitely jump off the table, and I would definitely chase him out......"

Liu Ya said that before she met him, she would not think about anything else for the rest of her life, or at least until her brother finished school.

She just wants to make money and make money wholeheartedly, and then study for her younger brother to finish college, and the love of her children is something she can't think of.

Maybe life is like this, meeting the wrong person at the right time, the person you shouldn't love, will really ruin yourself.

Zhao is like this, and so is Liu Ya.

But Zhao Xun is different from Liu Ya, at least Liu Ya has been sincere, paid, and loved.

"Then you're in love, aren't you?"

"Yes and no, sister, I really don't know what to do now! What else do you think I can do? ”

"I may not be able to give you some delicate emotional advice on the emotional side, but I will always be your listener, your supporter, as long as you are willing to tell me what happened."

Here's the thing, but no one is allowed to shed a tear when listening to the story.

"He is 5 years older than me, he takes care of me, protects me, buys me food, buys me clothes, and gives me money to let my brother go to school, but later I also learned that this is called first love, and it turns out that this is the sweet taste."

"And how long have you been together?"

"It's been more than 5 months, almost half a year."

"You started talking last time you came to the house for dinner, didn't you?"

"Well, I didn't say it at the time, I don't think it's time yet, it's just that I never had a chance to talk with you and my uncle again."

"So you're separated now, aren't you?"

"Thousands of mountains and rivers, in my hometown, it is my luck to meet him, but also my nightmare."

"Xiaoya, what happened? What makes you so different from yourself? How did you meet? ”

"He I met in KTV, at that time, the business of the barbecue restaurant was not good in winter, and there were few customers, so I was naturally sent away by the boss, and then I found a job in the nearby KTV, that is, every time the guests came, we had to take them into the private room, and then give them some drinks and other work, it was at that time that I met Wang Hao for the first time."

Liu Ya said that after all, it is not a regular large-scale amusement place, who comes and who leaves, except for the daily foreman in the roll call, you will find that there is one more person today, no one will pay attention, today they have added a new colleague.

But he wasn't, he wasn't like those with red hair, green eyelids, and cigarettes in their mouths.

"I don't know why Wang Hao was so kind to me at the beginning, and why he was so cruel to me later.

As soon as the roll call was finished that day, everyone had just memorized the slogan, cheered each other up, and then returned to their posts.

The manager came over with a wine list and said, there are big people in 5 boxes tonight, if any of you can push out our new wine, in addition to tonight's commission, this month's bonus will be twice as high as others.

Hearing these words, everyone was very excited, and everyone wanted to pick up this pie-in-the-sky good thing, after all, it was a night club, and in the big city of Beijing, if you can earn one more, you can earn one more.

After listening to the manager's words, those red men and green women went to change into more fashionable, more revealing, and cooler clothes, and it seemed that the makeup was thicker. ”

Liu Ya looked down at herself, she had no breasts or ass, and she hadn't painted any makeup.

But I also want to get this money in my heart, if I can win this order today, my younger brother will not have to worry about the tuition and even living expenses in the second half of the year, and he can continue to work here for a long time.

But who can stand the helplessness of reality, and what man will not like those flowery girls, who can buy this kind of rustic, one-horse Pingchuan single?

Thinking of this, Liu Ya's own inferiority complex spontaneously arose, she found the manager and asked the manager to take a lipstick and put it on, at least she felt that she might look a little embarrassed in the box.

Sure enough, Liu Ya that day was like having God's help.

The women who were most of their breasts didn't even push out a bottle of wine, and then walked out of the box one by one.

A cigarette was hung out of the bag, and then cursed in his mouth, a bunch of poor, uninteresting guys.

Liu Ya was actually retreating at that time, she only followed the old man before to the box and saw one or two times pushing wine.

It's okay to meet people who are good talkers, they will symbolically buy two bottles, and then let you take them back to the business.

But if you run into a man who is not good at talking, and there is a little bit of a shirtless man, if you don't push it out, let's not talk about it for the time being, and you can keep the festival as lucky.

But then think about her younger brother in the family, her parents are not there, as the eldest in the family, she has to grit her golden teeth to bear all this, even if her heart is full of fear.

"I thought you could live well in Beijing, in addition to working hours, you can also go to see our great Tiananmen Square, see the Great Wall, and see the drum tower that Lei Zi sang in the lyrics......"

"Sister, Beijing is so big, so big that I almost lost myself."

"And what about later? Didn't your wine go out either? ”

"I mustered up the courage to go into the box that day, and I found that the men sitting on the sofa were not on the left, but on the right, hugging the women with very red lipsticks on their mouths, as if they were talking about work, but they didn't.

Anyway, when I went in, an uncle was singing a Cantonese song, which I hadn't heard at the time, and I certainly couldn't understand what was being said from inside and outside the stereo.

All I remember is that the uncle put down the microphone in his hand, and the people stopped chattering.

Maybe it's because I don't wear makeup, and I add a look that hasn't been seen before, and then I stumble and say, "This is the new beer in our store, and I hope the owners will laugh at it."

It's a few simple words, but it seems so difficult to me.

When I said these words, all of a sudden they were all laughing, I thought there was something on my face, I rubbed my arm against it, and it turned out to be nothing, I don't know what they were laughing at.

I was so nervous inside, I kept spinning around with the beers in my hand, maybe they saw my nervousness, and some people started to tease.

"Little sister, how old is it? Why do you wear so much? ”

Liu Ya couldn't answer this at all!!

"Little sister, it's so cute, why don't you wear the clothes you should wear for pushing wine?"

"Okay, okay, people are just here to push wine, not dance, you just run into the theme?"

"That's it, girl, since you are here to push the wine, if you can drink this dozen by yourself, we will buy your wine, and we will cover all the wine in the store tonight!"

Liu Ya thought to herself, sure enough, it is a big customer, all the wine in KTV, so wouldn't she be the manager who gave her a bonus again, Liu Ya, who had begun to secretly rejoice in her heart, suddenly thought that what she needed to drink later was a dozen wines!

Damn, it's a dozen drinkers, will it hang up after drinking.

Alcohol poisoning may be a trivial matter!

The atmosphere in the box instantly reached its peak from freezing, clapping, snapping fingers, and whistling.

As if everyone was ready to watch a prosperous show, they moved the small benches one by one, waiting for the curtain to kick off and say it began.

For what she thinks in her heart, for her brother's tuition, and for her brother's living expenses, Liu Ya has only one word in her head at this time, drink! Drink! Drink! Drink to death!

As long as he can push the wine out, his younger brother will have hope for the tuition fee for the next semester, and it is this belief that Liu Ya couldn't get up until he drank it.

Liu Ya, who has never drunk much alcohol, choked on the first bottle when she just blew the first bottle, put down the wine bottle, and wiped her snot and tears.

If it wasn't really because she didn't have parents, if it wasn't really because she was forced by life, how could a teenage girl suffer this crime.

should be at a comfortable age, but she is holding her small body and fate to the death!