The years go by, and the older you get, the more lonely you become.

Loneliness is the carnival of one person, and carnival is also the loneliness of a group of people.

In fact, you can live a very prosperous life alone, such as working hard, working hard to make money, working hard to fitness, and then when you have a certain amount of capital to say no, you can work hard to do whatever you want to do.

Liu Ya said that this was when she was with Wang Hao, what Wang Hao told her, but she didn't expect it, and this record will be remembered for a lifetime.

But later, Liu Ya also spent a lifetime, but she still didn't understand what Wang Hao was thinking when he said these words.

Is it about growing up? Is it about friendship? Is it about love? Or it doesn't matter with any of him.

That night, Liu Ya said that she drank all the wine in her life, and she also met the first man in her life who made her heart, so much so happened later, in fact, this is also reasonable and expected.

When Zhao Xun asked Liu Ya why her memory of that day was so clear, Liu Ya said this.

"That was my second time in addition to my father's incident, and I realized what a terrible thing it is to have no money, it rings above my head every day like an alarm bell, it tells me again and again, warns me, I must work hard, I must climb up, not only for my brother, but also for my low, worthless self-esteem."

"Drink, drink! Hurry up and drink it! ”

"Yes, drink! Drink it now, if you can drink it all the dozen, we'll buy all your wine, and if you can continue to drink, we'll give you more money! ”

Liu Ya's head was not only drinking or drinking, she couldn't imagine that a bunch of money spent in vain could come so easily, without her effort, and without her getting up early and night every day to squeeze the bus and the subway, of course, she could work a few fewer jobs.

Only she can still drink.

One bottle, two bottles, three bottles...... Six bottles into the stomach, that is, today, Liu Ya knew that she was so able to drink.

The beer mixed with a few alcohols filled every inch of her skin, every cell, and then surged out with every hiccup.

She felt like she was going to lose her legs, she felt like she was going to fall, she felt like she was going to babble, she felt like she was about to throw up.

But she can't stand still, she can't fall, she can't talk nonsense, she can't just spit on the ground.

She has to hold it, yes, she has to hold it.

In order to pay twice the salary, for the living expenses of my younger brother in the next semester, even if I risk my life to go to this old age!

Rolling up her sleeves, rolling up her trouser legs, and rubbing the beads of sweat on her forehead, Liu Ya felt that she had to do a big job.

Gradually, Liu Ya felt as if her hand was beginning to disobey, and the hand holding the wine bottle gradually began to shake.

Wow...... Wow......

Suddenly felt a little rush in the nose, the stomach was overturned, and the burning sensation became more and more intense, and finally couldn't hold it back, Liu Ya jumped over, and all the beer poured into her stomach gushed out, fortunately, there was a big trash can next to the coffee table.

I don't know if I'm drunk, looking at the red wine bottles on the coffee table on the ground, some of them seem to be shining, and some of them seem to be whispering, in short, they are staggering, even the big bosses and men on the sofa seem to be dancing.

"Oh my God! Am I not drunk? Why am I so dizzy? Why do I feel like I have gold in my eyes!! ”

After spitting it out, Liu Ya felt that her stomach was instantly much better, and she was also much more sober, and glanced at the men sitting on the sofa opposite, who didn't know what brand-name cigarette they were smoking, and the men were flashing with hideous faces.

Is this a hallucination? Am I drunk? Am I about to faint? I felt like I was going to faint! I'm really going to faint!

"Drink! Drink! Drink! ”

Liu Ya, who was staggering, fumbled out another bottle of wine in her hand, and then picked it up and poured it violently, she didn't know what would happen in the next second, the only thing she could do now was to pour it in this second! Pour!

Yes! She can't sleep! She must not be asleep!

In fact, whether to fall asleep at this time, whether to lie down or not is no longer up to him.

Because she's really going to faint again!

Liu Yaqiang, who was in a daze and used up her last bit of strength, slowly lay on the ground with her eyes propped up.

A man wearing a thick gold chain around his neck suddenly took out a pile of red and blackened renminbi from his bag and still on Liu Ya's head, clothes, and body......

In this way, Liu Ya lay on the money and the yuan.

The men didn't seem to let her go, and there were bursts of shouts and shouts.

"I'll go! Suddenly a chill hit, what is this! ”

An unknown liquid slipped from the top of Liu Ya's head to her mouth, and Liu Ya could be sure that this was a stream of alcohol that was not mixed with water at all! That's right, it's alcohol!

“shit！”

Maybe it's to wake up, or maybe it's for fun, just when she was about to fall asleep in a daze, Liu Ya, who was pouring a clear stream, woke up again.

I don't know if it's wine or saliva or tears, in short, it's sticky, thick and thick little by little along the corners of Liu Ya's mouth, and her cheeks slowly slide down.

"Can you still drink it? Chicks? ”

"What the hell? What a chick, someone is a little sister! Hahaha. ”

The magical laughter unique to middle-aged men echoed throughout the room, as if even the air had given way, and time stood still at this moment.

Here, there is no other colleague to help, no manager, and no boss, or the manager at this time may be waiting at the door for Liu Ya to bring out something better to make them happy!

Just then, a strong voice came out.

No, that's not a strong voice! Isn't that the young uncle who Liu Ya entered the private room just now and was singing?

"Okay, okay boss, we can't affect our mood because of a little girl, let's play with ours, I'll go out and let them have some wine, okay?"

"Okay, but she hasn't finished her drink! We can't buy this wine today! ”

Liu Ya, who heard the words "can't buy", buzzed in her head as if it had exploded.

Not being able to buy it means that all the work has been lost! My brother's tuition, living expenses, salary that can be raised immediately, and the sin I just suffered!

No, it must not be like this, even if she is crawling to drink, she must drink the rest of the wine.

Liu Ya used her last strength to hold the coffee table and was about to sit up.

"What a fierce woman! Give you a thumbs up, by the way, do you want to tweet? ”

"Is it still in the headlines?"

"Okay, then you can try!"

Liu Ya felt that she was a clown at this time, being played around by others, and she seemed to be a leather ball, being kicked over and over.

"Okay, I'll drink the rest!"

"Hao, you're crazy! What does it have to do with you? Don't be nosy. ”

"It's okay, I'm afraid that it will delay everyone's process and affect everyone's mood, so I'll drink the rest for her!"

"Okay, Xiao Wang, you can drink as much as you want! Wait a minute, then you have to accompany Mr. Liu, drink a few more glasses! ”

"Okay, no problem, then we must have a good drink today."

"Isn't it? Did I hear it right? He's going to drink the rest of the beer for me, oh my! How can there be such a good person in this world? Could it be that they are playing some trick again. ”

Just as Liu Ya was immersed in her own self-talk, Wang Hao snatched the remaining wine bottles from Liu Ya's hand and blew them one by one.

What whistles, cheers came and went, even stronger than just now.

Liu Ya, who was paralyzed on the ground, looked through the flickering lights, and it was really a pair of knotted hands with golden glitter.

That's right, he was really drinking, because the empty bottles were thrown on the ground one after another, and there was no way to fool people on the coffee table.

In a trance, Liu Ya seemed to see a pair of wings behind Wang Hao again, this time, she felt that she was awake, she was not mistaken, she really saw that behind him, there was a pair of wings.

In the midst of this cheering, Liu Ya slowly fell asleep and fell asleep......

In the dream, Liu Ya seemed to see him again.

"Hello, my name is Wang Hao, Bai Ritian."

"Hello, my name is Liu Ya, it's a pleasure to meet you."

For the rest, Liu Ya swore that she really couldn't remember anything anymore, and she didn't know what happened later, so that Liu Ya never had the chance to say "thank you" to Wang Hao face to face again.

Liu Ya said that this is another torture she faces in the face of human nature, for money, she can do anything, but she has lost the most precious thing in her life - dignity!

When she went back to look for it, she found that everything could never go back to the past, and the scenes that had been staged in that KTV were like a lingering shadow that haunted her, controlling her, and she could remember it when she felt that she was about to take a step towards nobility.

I remembered every plea she had made on her knees, every forgiveness.

Remembering the man who was willing to give her a wine bottle.

That day, Liu Ya had a long, long dream, in which she saw her dead mother in addition to the man named Wang Hao.

They met in a wilderness, Liu Ya desperately ran to her mother, but she found that the more she ran, the farther the distance seemed to be, so far that it seemed to be separated by a galaxy, she couldn't touch it, and she couldn't reach it.

In the end, she could only scream desperately, shouting:

"Mom, Mom, why can't you take me away! Why can't you take me away! ”

"If I'm the only one who goes like you, I can get rid of everything here! I'll be able to dodge all the disappointments here! Mother, please, Spirit of Heaven, take me away! ”

"I'm running out of it! I really can't hold it! Mom...... Take me away......"