92: Torment
In addition to his younger brother's lack of prominent background in the family, Ziyi's parents are relatively satisfied with his younger brother's work and personality.
"Xiao Zhao, Auntie has to ask you, where will you live after you get married? Xiaoyi also told me, but you can't let Xiaoyi run around with you for the rest of your life. ”
"Auntie, my current career has just started, and we are now going to rent a house in Beijing first, and when we have saved enough money in the future, we plan to settle down in Beijing."
"You also know the house in Beijing, we outsiders have worked hard for decades, in the end it is good to be able to buy a toilet in Beijing, and when you buy a house and a car in the future, you will have to repay the mortgage and car loan, if you have children in the future, have you thought about how heavy your burden will be?"
"I've calculated carefully, and with my current salary, in a few years, I'll be able to make a down payment on a house."
"Do you have any other plans for your future work? For example, self-employment or something? Look at me and your uncle, we don't have much culture, and we don't have as brains as you young people now, and we all rely on our brute strength to earn these few hard-earned money. ”
"Auntie, uncle, please believe me, I will definitely give Ziyi happiness in the future, I will."
"Well, that's natural, Ziyi is your woman with you, and you naturally want to be good to her, but your uncle and I hope that this happiness is built on a certain material foundation."
The younger brother knew very well in his heart what Ziyi's mother wanted to say and what she wanted.
It is not easy for a woman to bring up her daughter with hard work, she can't always watch her suffer with another man.
Ziyi's mother also talked about it later, without a house of her own, it always felt like something was missing.
What she said, my brother understands it in his heart.
However, the housing prices in Beijing are too expensive, and for a person who works in other places, it is simply sky-high.
If it had been in the past, my brother might have retreated, and he would not even have thought that he would be able to buy a house of his own in Beijing in the future.
But now it's different, my younger brother has been promoted, his salary has been raised, and the days of a good life in the future are just around the corner.
For men, dignity is everything, and even it can transcend everything.
They desperately want to give everything good to the person they love the most, and for this, they will work hard, and they will work hard.
Ziyi remembered that one time later, in order to sign a business, her younger brother accompanied the leader to drink until he had acute stomach bleeding and was sent to the hospital for rescue.
Ziyi stood at the door of the rescue room, she looked at the doctors and nurses in white coats coming and going, they were pushing all kinds of rescue equipment back and forth, at that moment, she was very scared.
If her brother hadn't been rescued that day, she would have hated herself for the rest of her life, and it was she who indirectly pushed her brother step by step towards the abyss of death.
The emergency department is too noisy, it is not like a general outpatient clinic, where you can queue up and tell your doctor about your condition slowly.
In the emergency department, everyone is very anxious, some people drag bloody and bone-bare hands, and the bloody and unconscious perpetrators are pushed on the flat car, no one will line up, and no one will be humble.
It was very late, Ziyi didn't dare to alarm Zhao Xun, except for a few staff members who sent his younger brother to the hospital, the other big leaders who drank together were afraid that something would happen and took responsibility, so they slipped away early.
Ziyi stood alone in the bustling crowd, shouting, crying, crying, and wailing one after another.
Ziyi's heart is very chaotic, very chaotic.
She couldn't help but want to push open the door of the emergency room every time, but was stopped by the medical staff inside.
Everybody calmed her, calmed her down, told her to wait a little longer.
Only Ziyi herself knew in her heart how painful it was to see that the people closest to her were in danger, not only could she not help with anything, but she also did not even have the qualifications to accompany him.
Ziyi was crushed by the air in the emergency room and couldn't breathe, how desperately she wanted to breathe the air from the outside world, but found that she was like a dry fish, the more she struggled, the more she couldn't escape, until she could no longer breathe.
"Oh no! Oh no! Come on! Nurse! Nurse! Someone's coming! ”
"What's wrong? What's wrong? ”
A nurse rushed to hear the news, still holding a hanging bottle that I don't know how many beds it was.
"Nurse, quick, someone here has fainted!"
"Quick, hurry up and hug it into the rescue room!"
"Xiao Liu, call Dr. Li, someone fainted at the door of the third rescue room."
Ziyi was too worried about her younger brother, and her sleep quality was too poor recently, so her younger brother collapsed first before he was out of danger.
After his brother's colleague sent Ziyi into the emergency room, doctors and nurses arrived one after another.
The nurse put a hanging bottle on the back of Ziyi's hand, inhaled oxygen, put it on the ECG monitor, and within a few minutes, Ziyi woke up.
After Ziyi woke up, she saw that there was no one around, and she didn't know what her brother's situation was now, looking at most of the bags of liquid left on the shelf, she decisively pulled out the needle on the back of her hand.
Let the blood run around your hands.
She can't manage so much now, thinking that her brother is still lying in the emergency room, she can't fall.
Ziyi struggled out of bed, and stumbled along the way to the rescue room where her brother had just been, but found that there was no one inside.
All that was left was a cold, empty bed.
For a while, all good and bad ideas poured into Ziyi's head.
With a buzz, if it weren't for the nurse who was walking towards Ziyi behind her to support Ziyi's body, she would have almost fallen to the ground again.
"Seven beds, didn't you faint just now and were on the infusion? How did you get here? What are you doing here? ”
"Doctor, I want to ask you, what about Zhao Muxuan who was rescued here just now? How is he? Where did he go? How is he now, he is now! ”
"Family, family, can you calm down first, you are Zhao Muxuan's family, right?"
"Uh-huh, yes, doctor, yes doctor, can you tell me where he is now?"
"Oh, he's out of danger now, and he's in the observation room now."
Ziyi's body shook backwards involuntarily, it was simply the distance from hell to heaven, a second ago, she was still anxious, but now when she heard the news from the nurse, she could finally breathe a big breath.
"Thank you! Thank you, Doctor! Thank you, Doctor! ”
The nurse had already walked a long distance, and Ziyi was still repeating the sentence "Thank you, doctor, thank you".
Ziyi pushed open the door of the observation room, and at a glance she saw her brother lying there with a pale face.
Teardrops the size of beans fell down Ziyi's cheeks.
She didn't know how many times she had cried.
Although she hated these useless tears, when she thought of her brother who was not out of danger of his life, the tears could not be controlled and acted wantonly on her face.
Ziyi looked at her younger brother, and her younger brother also looked at Ziyi.
At that moment, Ziyi knew that even if she didn't say anything, her brother understood, understood her uneasiness, understood her sadness, and understood her helplessness.
"Don't cry, I'm fine."
In order not to worry Ziyi too much, the younger brother endured his weakened body after surgery, and tried his best to show a strong smile in front of Ziyi.
"I can't do this anymore in the future, I don't want anything, I just want you, as long as you're good."
"I thought you didn't come just now, so I didn't tell you first, it must be Liu Qiang's mouth!"
"Xuan, don't say any more, you must rest more now.
"yes, okay." The younger brother nodded.
"By the way, are you hungry? Are you hungry, I'll go downstairs and buy you something, okay for porridge? ”
"It's okay, the doctor said I can't eat yet."
"Okay, then let's go home and eat again, I'll make it for you."
"I'm running out of fluids, I'm going to call the nurse."
Ziyi was about to get up to find the nurse, but was stopped by her younger brother.
"Just ring the bell, hey, what's wrong with your hand?"
"My hands? My hands are fine. ”
"Show me your hands!"
Ziyi was afraid that her brother would see her hand and worry about her, so she couldn't say anything.
A panic that is usually casually put on the side of the mouth, but now it can't be said.
"Take your hands!" Probably due to the stretching of the wound, the younger brother immediately choked and coughed.
"Oh, what are you doing here? I've said it all, I'm fine, I don't know where I took advantage of it, the emergency department is so messy, I forgot about it. ”
"Then you can't show me it?"
The younger brother is not a child now, and the rhetoric Ziyi made up may be just dealing with a three-year-old child.
"Rusan, what's your name?"
"Zhao Muxuan!"
"There's no liquid, this is the last bag, and the family will go and settle the rest of the expenses."
"Well, thank you, doctor."
"Ai, aren't you the seventh bed who just fainted? Have you run out of fluids? ”
"Oh, oh......"
"What? Transfusion? ”
"What? Don't you know? She fainted at the door of the emergency room just now, is she your family member? ”
"Well, she's my lover!"
My brother said heavily, she is my lover.
Ziyi suddenly felt very warm in her heart, as if the twilight that happened just now had quietly passed away.
"No wonder, we thought she was a family member of whose family, it turned out that she was left for three, so it just so happened that you settled the expenses together."
"By the way, doctor, what about the colleagues who just sent me, where have they gone?"
"They saw that you were awake, and they left first after moving to the observation room."
"Oh, thank you, thank you, doctor."