"Sister, do you want to get out of here?"

"I've thought about it."

"And where do you want to go?"

"I thought about it before, but I don't think about it now."

"Do you want to stay here for the rest of your life? Are you really willing? ”

"Maybe I'm used to seeing the sun at eight or nine o'clock when I open my eyes, and I'm also used to the smell of soy milk fritters at the end of the alley, I don't know what kind of life I should have in a big city, but at least now I think I'm happy."

Faced with Ziyi's questioning, Zhao Xun didn't know how she should answer.

For so many years, what she can't face is her old father who is old and needs someone to take care of her?

Or a scarred, mottled heart that desperately needs to be touched, she doesn't know.

Ten years of cold window, Zhao found herself to work to earn tuition fees and living expenses, so that one day in the future, she could get out of here.

If you haven't experienced it, you probably can't appreciate the kind of waiting until late to turn on the lights in order to save one kilowatt-hour of electricity.

In order to save one kilowatt-hour of electricity, you have to get used to cooling down by hiding in the tap water tank in the summer when the temperature is in the thirties every day.

"You shouldn't belong here, you should go to a distant place."

Ziyi said these words, Zhao Xun didn't understand.

In front of reality, Zhao Xun was crushed and couldn't breathe, she wanted to desperately breathe the outside air, even if it was only one mouthful.

She found that the harder she tried, the more she looked like a dry fish, and without the umbrella of her father and hometown, she couldn't go anywhere.

Even she couldn't breathe anymore.

She couldn't bear to look directly at her past, it was a hurdle stuck in Zhao Xun's heart, like a ** that urgently needed to be poached, threatening Zhao Xun's life at all times.

Zhao Xun really doesn't know how strong his heart must be to be able to support those unbearable years.

In many stormy nights, Zhao Xun was awakened by the sound of thunderstorms.

The voice, the dream, was like a bloodthirsty ant, gnawing at every inch of her skin all the time.

She was afraid, terrified, and struggled, until the next day, at dawn, when the fiery red sun rose from the horizon, and they were like a group of papier-mâché clay figures, unable to withstand the direct rays of the sun, and finally withered and withered.

Only during the day, when Zhao Xun was wearing plain clothes, could her heart get a little peace.

And the other self who lived in Ziyi's body was willing to sleep.

Ziyi saw her brother again half a year ago.

Since the younger brother and Lisa separated, the younger brother has changed places.

Because he had no money in the past, in order to save hundreds of yuan a month in rent, his younger brother found someone on 58 to share the house.

Looking at it now, the house was not only small, but it was also far from where my brother worked.

Now that my younger brother has been promoted, he has enough financial conditions to support the rent, so my younger brother has changed his residence.

The new house is a two-bedroom room with a bathroom and a kitchen, in addition to convenient transportation, the subway entrance as soon as you go out, and the lighting is much better than before.

And the younger brother only needs this subway trip every day to reach the unit, except for the cumbersome reversing in the past.

At that time, not long after Lisa got married, her younger brother had barely come out of the previous failed relationship experience, and met Ziyi on the subway home.

"Ziyi, do you know? You were so beautiful that day! ”

Zhao looked at her younger brother, she clearly remembered that the time her brother looked at Ziyi that day, his eyes were shining and infinitely gentle.

That's different from family affection, something different.

So, Ziyi, do you know? You're in luck.

After four years in college and two years of work, my younger brother hasn't seen Ziyi for about five years.

Ziyi is more down-and-out and generous than before, her immature face is less shy than before, and her professional clothes interpret the beauty of women to the fullest.

If it weren't for the eyes that I remembered when I hugged at the beginning, my brother really didn't recognize Ziyi at all.

"Hey! Zhao Muxuan! ”

"Huh? Xu Ziyi? ”

"Well, it's me, long time no see."

"Long time no see."

"Why, are you surprised to see me? The eyes widened. ”

"I just didn't expect us to meet here."

"So where do you think we should have met? Tianjin? ”

"I seem to remember that you didn't say you were going to study at a university in Tianjin? Why are you running to Beijing now? ”

"What, does the law only stipulate that you are allowed to drift north alone?"

"Hehe, of course not, I just felt a little surprised when I suddenly ran into you today."

"Do you work here?"

"I'll go! I forgot to get off the bus and passed the stop. ”

"Isn't that just right, eating? Just going for a drink together? ”

"The big beauties in our school have spoken, so what else can I say? Then we went together. ”

Ziyi and her younger brother chatted and came to a restaurant where Ziyi often went alone.

"The Beijing flavor of this dish is very strong, and the owner is super good, I like to come here to eat, sometimes I eat here, there is a feeling that I belong here."

"Really? Maybe in this world, in addition to my father's craftsmanship, it is difficult for other people's cooking skills to enter my heart, no matter how good they are. ”

"Oh, look at it, when we first met, we talked so awkwardly, did it make you feel a little homesick."

"yes, I'm not very unproductive like this."

"It's actually good for a man to take care of his family."

Ziyi ordered her favorite dish on weekdays, they chatted about the past and the future, if it weren't for that memory, it would really make people think that it was a little couple from somewhere.

"By the way, if you go back so late, will your boyfriend be upset?"

"Probably not!"

"Should? Then he must be very good to you. ”

"Haha......"

"What are you doing? Why are you laughing so much? ”

"I'm kidding you, I don't have a boyfriend, I really want to have one."

"Really? You don't have a boyfriend? ”

"yes, I don't have a boyfriend now, and I'm a single dog."

"You haven't talked about it all this time?"

"We talked about it, and we separated when we graduated from college."

"Then you're more trendy, specifically rushing for the breakup season."

"Of course, young man!"

"I think you've changed, and it feels like you're a little bit different from before."

"Where has I changed, it's just that you never knew the real me."

"Then will you give me a chance to get to know you now? Look at it, how is my boyfriend? Can it be in your eyes? ”

"Are you sure I heard me right?"

“of cou

SE, of course, you heard it right! ”

"You're confessing to me now, aren't you?"

"Well, I want to get to know you."

This time, Ziyi said that it was her younger brother who opened her mouth first.

Later they got together and were happy.

The happiest.

Reunited after a long absence, there was no strangeness or embarrassment, Ziyi became the best Ziyi, and the younger brother was enough to support the responsibility that a man should bear.

This time, the younger brother didn't back down again.

He didn't know if he would regret what he said at the time years later.

But he knew very well that if he hadn't said it at the time, he would have regretted it.

Cherish the present, he can't miss it anymore.

Miss a Lisa, and that's enough.

He didn't want to spend the rest of his life counting sorry.

The younger brother and Ziyi have been in love for three months, and they have occupied each other's photo walls in the circle of friends, and today the younger brother took Ziyi home to meet his father.

Although the time was very rushed, Zhao Xun could feel his younger brother's blazing heart that was willing to give everything for Ziyi.

When he got home that day, his brother's company suddenly called and asked him to take a temporary business trip.

originally planned to let Ziyi stay at home for a few more days, so Ziyi had to follow her younger brother back to Beijing first.

On the day his brother left, he came over at the station and hugged Zhao Xun.

The younger brother gently attached his head to Zhao Xun's ear:

"Sister, the last time I gave you the necklace, I saw that you were wearing it all the time, do you like it?"

"Stinky boy, it's still like your sister, but I like it very much, necklace! Thank you, sister! ”

"The most unbearable thing is that you tell me these two words, sister, you remember, in my place, you will never use this sentence, this is what I should do."

Before leaving, the younger brother secretly stuffed a bank card in Zhao's bag.

It may be that the younger brother was afraid that Zhao Xun would not accept it, so he chose to use this method to find Zhao.

"Buzz, buzz, buzz......"

After seeing his younger brother and Ziyi get into the car, Zhao Xun turned on his mobile phone, which turned out to be a WeChat message from his younger brother.

"Sister, I put a card in my bag, the password is your birthday, you are about to celebrate your birthday, buy some cosmetics you like, I'm too straight, I always don't understand what you girls like, next time I'll let Ziyi take me out for a walk, I'll buy you some good things from Beijing when the time comes, you take care of yourself and Dad!" Miss you! ”

Zhao Xun shed tears when he read it, his younger brother has grown up and knows how to hurt people.

Even if Zhao Xun pays more, it is worth it.

After the younger brother and Ziyi returned to Beijing, they soon talked about marriage.

Ziyi said that she watched her colleagues get married one after another, and sometimes she even had a birthday celebration for other people's children.

How many women can be 25 years old, so Ziyi also began to be a little anxious.

Ziyi informed her parents and made an appointment to meet this future son-in-law.

That day, my younger brother wore a black suit and tie, and he was very handsome and sunny.