Chapter Twenty-Seven: Only a Thousand Tears

Lin Chuxia has been away from home for a month, I don't know what about my parents who are thousands of miles away? She didn't dare to imagine what her mother's state of mind would be when she saw the words she left.

Lin Chuxia dialed his father's phone, and it rang for a long time before his father answered the phone.

"Dad, what are you doing?" There was a loud voice on the phone.

"Run some errands out there."

"Is my mom okay?"

"Okay, okay......"

Lin Chuxia suddenly heard someone calling for a nurse.

"Dad, what are you doing in the hospital? Is my mom sick? ”

"Your mom is hospitalized, depressed."

"I'll be back tomorrow."

"Are you still leaving? If you want to leave, don't come back and make trouble. ”

Lin Chuxia was silent, and it was the first time that her father spoke to her in such an impatient tone.

"Okay, don't come back, coming back will only make your mom more emotional, you take care of yourself."

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Lin Chuxia hung up the phone and burst into tears. She had to go back and see, even if it was just for a look, she had to go back.

Lin Chuxia sent a message to Store Manager Gao and asked for leave.

The next morning, Lin Chuxia refused Luo Yichen's accompaniment and flew to Beijing alone.

Coming to the outpatient hall of the hospital, this place is always so lively and bustling.

After Lin Chuxia asked the medical guidance desk, he came to the psychiatric inpatient department.

At the nurse's station, she asked for her mother's bed number, and when she came to the door of the ward, she saw her mother lying on the bed, and Aunt Liu was sitting on the edge of the bed, talking to her mother.

"It's been a long time since you saw Xia Xia?"

"She went to study abroad."

"Oh, what a good child, sensible and motivated, you and Lao Lin are waiting to enjoy the blessings."

Lin Chuxia saw her mother pull out a tissue and began to wipe her tears.

"Ouch, why are you crying again, do you miss Xia Xia? Okay, let's not talk about children, you will shed tears when you say it......"

Lin Chuxia's tears came out, and she covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.

"How do I feel that the older I get, the more I can't do without my children, I know that children have their own things, but ......" the mother cried and couldn't say it.

Lin Chuxia couldn't bear to look at it anymore, turned around and left, and met his father with a lunch box.

She stepped forward, hugged her father, choked up and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Professor Lin dragged his daughter around the corner of the hospital corridor.

"Don't cry, Dad will ask you, do you still insist on your choice?"

Lin Chuxia looked at his father, he hadn't seen him for a month, his father had lost weight, and he had added a lot of gray hair.

"Dad, there's no way I can turn back......"

"The path you choose, go by yourself...... Dad can't do anything about it, he can't protect you, don't come back in the future......" Professor Lin finished speaking, and turned to leave.

Lin Chuxia saw the tears in the corners of her father's eyes, and she hugged her father from behind: "I'm sorry, Dad, I'm sorry......" Tears soaked Dad's clothes.

"Take care of yourself, the doors of this home are always open for you, whenever you want to come back." Professor Lin pushed his daughter away, he couldn't be entangled with his daughter like this, his heart was already hurting uncontrollably.

Lin Chuxia looked at her father's back, sobbing and squatting down, she tried her best to control it and not let herself cry out loud.

Professor Lin stood at the door of the ward, wiped away his tears, sorted out his emotions, and pushed the door in.

"Dinner is coming...... Professor Lin walked straight to the window and put the lunch box on the windowsill.

"Lao Lin, what's wrong with your eyes?"

"There's a small flying insect in the eye, and it's ...... panic"

"Let Xia Xia's mother show you."

"No need, it just so happens that you are accompanying Xia Xia's mother, there is still something in the academy, I'll deal with it." Professor Lin hurried out of the ward.

He glanced at the end of the corridor and saw his daughter nowhere to be seen, tears welling up in his eyes. He left quickly, just looking for a place where no one was around.

"Lao Lin doesn't seem to be right......" Aunt Liu opened the lunch box for Lin's mother and brought it over.

"He's been too busy lately, busy with work, and has to take care of me, maybe too tired."

"If there is something to say in the future, I am idle at home after retirement, just to talk to you, as the saying goes, distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors, the children are very busy, we all help each other." Aunt Liu said and sat down, she was an idle and warm-hearted person.

"Okay, then I'll trouble you."

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When Mother Lin saw her husband come in, her eyes were red. She understands her husband, and only her daughter can influence her husband's emotions. In this life, he protected his daughter like a treasure. Only her daughter will make her eyes moist. My daughter must have come, and although I didn't see my daughter just now, her heart was felt.

Mother Lin walked to the window and stood on the high floor to look at the ground, the person was as small as an ant, and she couldn't find her daughter. When I saw the young girls, each one looked like their own daughters.

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Lin Chuxia returned home and looked at everything familiar, and the warm pictures of the past were vivid. Her room, as it had been when she left, was spotlessly clean, as if she had never left.

The Barbie doll she had been holding when she slept was still lying on her pillow, smiling at her.

She picked up the Barbie doll, turned around and went out the door, and quickly left. She couldn't stay, the home she had lived in for more than 20 years, from childhood to adulthood, came to mind one by one. Dad's smiling face, Mom's voice, and his own shadow are all over every corner of the house, lingering......

The happiness of the past and the desertion of the present are in stark contrast. Suppressing every nerve of Lin Chuxia, she can only support herself and prevent her heart from collapsing by escaping and escaping from this environment.

Lin Chuxia got in the car and went straight to the airport, she had only one thought, to leave the city, to leave this familiar city.

However, she will come back, she will definitely come back, and there are concerns here that she cannot let go.

Professor Lin returned home, washed his face, and habitually came to his daughter's room. He was shocked that his daughter had come back and she had taken her favorite Barbie doll.

In an instant, his eyes moistened again.

Family affection is always an unchanging emotion in this world.

Parents and children are the best gifts to each other in the long river of life.

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Luo Yichen received Lin Chuxia's flight information, and he felt very uncomfortable, he knew that Lin Chuxia must have returned sadly.

In the airport hall, Luo Yichen looked at Lin Chuxia, who was crying with red eyes, and he took her in distress and protected her in the crook of his arm.

At this moment, language is pale and powerless, only the arms of his lover are the warm harbor of Lin Chuxia, so that Lin Chuxia's sad heart can get a trace of comfort.

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When I woke up in the middle of the night, it was dark outside the window, and Lin Chuxia wet his pillow with tears.

In the dream, her father's tears and her mother's scolding made her wake up crying without sleep. She got up gently, sat in front of the window, looked at the bright moon in the night sky, and thought about her parents in the distance......