I asked the driver to drive all the way to the cemetery in the north of the city, just because she wanted to see Lu Lingqiu's cemetery.

"Extra, extra. After searching for the mysterious disappearance of Wang Mingjiu for many days, the unsolved case of the century is about to be born! ”

"Extra, extra. The International Anti-Smoking Conference is coming soon! ”

The streets were flooded with newsboys grabbing newspapers, and the scene was extremely lively. Everyone is going to talk about it, but they don't know that Wang Mingjiu has left the city a little, and now the search has not been given up, and all the entrances on the streets and alleys are intercepted, and it is still one person and one car, and everyone has to check.

Wang Ren and I were driving in the car in the autumn, and the sounds and scenes outside the window were all deaf, in fact, we were all understanding people, and the world outside the window was like a farce. At this moment, all I think about in my mind is the moment when Lu Lingqiu quietly fell from the stage, that moment will always be fixed in my mind, that he has always been happy, because he died for the person he loved, and she felt that she had died a well-deserved death.

It's all poor women.

Our car drove through several icy streets, and there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and the car drove all the way to the front gate of the cemetery in the north of the city. Wang Renqiu and I got out of the car, and after communicating with the caretaker of the cemetery to solve the problem, and then we brought roses with us, and it is said that Lu Lingqiu liked roses the most during her lifetime.

Although it was broad daylight, the entire cemetery garden was exceptionally quiet and gloomy.

Under the guidance of the cemetery keeper, we quickly found the new grave. The construction of the cemetery seems to be very simple, not made of luxurious bricks, but mixed with a pile of loess. It is impossible to imagine that this is the tomb of a world-famous Queen of Liyuan, and no one thought that her tomb was as simple as ordinary people, and it seems that her family did not have the most explanations for her. There is also a lot of dirt and rubble scattered around the tombstone. A few simple words are written on the tombstone: Lu Lingqiu's Tomb. These scribbled words can't be imagined at all, this is the final destination of a generation of celebrities.

When I saw this tombstone, I didn't feel panic and sadness in my heart, and a certain sense of guilt in my heart intensified. Although the grave is right in front of me, I can't believe that this is the beautiful woman who used to be beautiful and moving, fighting the fire for the love moth...... He loved that Jintang so vigorously that he gave up everything for him.

But I vaguely felt in my heart that her death had a lot to do with me.

She could have lived the life of a down-to-earth rich young grandmother by marrying, what kind of group of people do they belong to? I don't know, are you a person like Bai Wei who sacrificed for some kind of goal?

The sky is like a dragon, the earth is like a chessboard, everyone is just a small chess piece in the cage and the chessboard, whether it is a pawn, a horse after the cannon or an execution order, all these pawns are for the service of the handsome. Sooner or later, chess pieces with no use value will be discarded, and only chess pieces with use value can continue to live on the chessboard. The so-called lost car is only in the chessboard we see, it exists in every corner of the world, and it affects everyone's movements. Am I going to be someone else's pawn too?

And Lu Lingqiu is just a woman who seeks death for love, does the man who loves her still remember her dedication?

I don't dare to think about it anymore, it's so many years, coming from the orphanage, I'm used to never giving up in the face of any difficulties, used to facing difficulties and violence to solve, cheating, beating people don't be beaten by others, killing people and almost being killed by others, all kinds of experiences are like a kaleidoscope, but fortunately and Pony Six they have been supporting each other, taking one step at a time,

Looking back now, if it weren't for the support and connivance that Na Jintang has always had for me, and for the strong support of friends such as Song Song, Wang Mingwen, and Bai Wei. Maybe I would have been lying in a pit here, and by then, there might have been fewer inscriptions on this tombstone, and it might only be written here: The Tomb of Cat Ninety-Nine.

How much can an orphan do?

It's hard to determine what happens in life. It is because of too much impermanence and too many changes that life has become weird. How? How to live? I was caught up in a tangle that I couldn't answer on my own.

Wang Renqiu let out a long sigh: "If it wasn't for my competitive spirit at that time, I think you would have survived, sister." The struggle between men is far more brutal than we think, and they will only use the competition of our women to achieve the balance of their faces. I really regret why I challenged her at the time. ”

I shook my head silently, knowing that there were some words that she couldn't explain, this was a chessboard that had been planned for a long time, Wang Renqiu was also a child in the chessboard, and when Lu Lingqiu's wash fell, the outcome had already been predicted. One link after another, interlocking, the chess player has already realized the result of the chess game, of course, including Lu Lingqiu, who participated in this game of chess, she is not a chess player.

From the beginning to the end of this game of chess, I really don't know the so-called only Wang Renqiu and me, if I don't understand the final meaning of this game, I don't know what kind of mood I have to face this matter.

Maybe it was fear and avoidance, and my heart was gloomy for a while: "The world is like a game, and the situation is new." ”

Wang Renqiu shook his head and asked puzzledly: "Why does the final retribution of the struggle between men fall on us women?" Why is it so unfair? I was speechless.

Wang Renqiu looked at Lu Lingqiu's tombstone, she squatted down and burned some paper money, worshiped three incense sticks, and sprinkled some good wine, she didn't feel sad from her heart, and began to cry again, tears and rain wet clothes, she cried and whispered to the tombstone: "Sister, she used to be the real Queen of Liyuan, and she became famous earlier than us, but I know that although you have never been waiting to see me, I am not convinced." But I know it's just a fight in my business, a play on our stage. In fact, in the final analysis, the two of us have been sold to the opera theater since childhood, why haven't we suffered all the hardships since we were children, and we haven't looked at other people's faces carefully, just to have fun and spend our lives with each other, originally we all had a reasonable home, but unfortunately, now it seems that it is all a dream. ”

After speaking, she sprinkled a glass of wine on the loess, and said reverently: "Sister, you want to drink and eat well over there, the two of us are from poor backgrounds, both canaries who have been imprisoned by others twice, but you have no troubles and go cleanly." I'm going to be happy when I get there......"

She then sprinkled a second glass of wine in the loess, and said to Ai Ai: "It's a pity, sister, no one in this world really treats us as a human being, no matter how high we stab, it's a plaything, if there is any wind and waves, I will lose it, and no one will really hurt me at that time." The world says that the drama is ruthless, and I think the real ruthlessness is those men......"

She then sprinkled a third glass of wine in the loess, and continued to say to herself: "Sister, I really can't stand you, when you provoked me and wanted to hold a double autumn party, I really shouldn't have answered you, I thought you were trying to challenge my status." I never thought that I would hurt you to this point? Sister, you too, why do you have to compete with our juniors? If I had known, I would have let you win, and I wouldn't fight for it. Everyone can't get on the stage of the lower ninth, who looks down on whom? Sister, I really regret it, you know it, don't hate my sister again...... Sister, if I have the coming year, I will burn incense and worship the Buddha for you every year. ”

She smiled bitterly: "Sister maybe, my sister can't come to see you again in the future, there is another version of the ending of this matter, this is my residence in the countryside by Huo Zhuoshan." Maybe it's goodbye, it turns out that we don't be friends who are opposites, step by step in this troubled era, don't enter the pear orchard, don't be a woman to be a man, don't live for me wronged, one day we are willing to live openly, freely, and never sit in the cage in the next life. ”

"Third grandmother, you should mourn and change." I persuaded her, I looked at her, saw that the eyes were full of loss and helplessness, she let out a long sigh, bowed deeply to the tombstone, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and wiped the tombstone clean with a hand towel.

She was standing in the wind, like a person with a soul, and she suddenly asked me, "Mao Jiujiu, do you know why Lu Lingqiu died when I died?" ”

I didn't know how to answer her, so I could only avoid the important and say, "She was blackmailed by someone else and died." ”

"Who knows if he wants to? As if for someone else's? Wang Renqiu I appeared a kind of yearning: "At that time, there was only Wang Mingjiu and her on the stage, and I only lasted a minute on the stage, if it was normal, she would find that this order was different, but she didn't interrupt it so much, or she knew how to act early, Wang Mingjiu is such a man is really exciting, maybe they really once loved each other deeply, I pale my body, I haven't met any man's real love." It's really pitiful for me......"

Halfway through the conversation.

At this time walked a few workers, and they stood in front of this. The oldest one asked me, "Are you their friends or their family?" It's really pitiful that no one cares about this after this book is repaired. ”

I looked at them in confusion: "What are you doing here?" ”

The workers humbly replied: "We have been entrusted by a young master, who has spent a great sum of money to make the tomb a good repair, to restore the most luxurious tiles, and to plant some pine cone trees around it, and to plant roses under the trees, and to build a lamp next to the tree, saying that the mistress of the tomb is afraid of the dark." This is the first time we have received this kind of large-scale order, which shows how important the people for this project are. ”

My whole body was for a while, and I already felt that this person was someone I was familiar with, was it Wang Mingjiu or that Jin'er? In this troubled world, who else would miss her so much? I looked at the worker in amazement and asked, "What will this mysterious man write on his tombstone?" ”

"We have carved the content of the tombstone, and it reads: A generation of famous singers Lu Lingqiu, Li Meiting."