Wang Renqiu nodded and said: "In this world, you are still a loving and righteous person, sister, you are happier than me, when you die, there are still people who can be remembered by you, work for you, and worry about you...... I am in Huo Zhuoshan, in my eyes, it is not as good as a piece of clothing, what is a husband and wife for a hundred days overnight, and they fly separately when disaster comes...... I finally understood that I was lucky this time, but soon, I would also become a living dead, and no one would care about me, no one would be running for me. Quietly disappear into this world......"

I have some admiration for Wang Renqiu, I never expected it, I thought that this Wang Renqiu was very easy to fool, and it seemed that he was also dry in the outer wall, and he was re-materialized and realistic. Compared with Lu Lingqiu, she is less willful and more straightforward, and if it weren't for this incident, I would have always looked down on this third grandmother.

I thought that like many fireworks women, I relied on men to get on top. But today I am clear: no one is successful by chance, they must have put in hard work behind them. What is the difference between them and the temple figures of Huo Zhuoshan or higher? But the path to success is different.

Everything we want to fight for may be worthless in the eyes of others; And everything that others want may seem more like a joke to us.

But for one thing that seems to be a joke to others, sometimes the heart insists that it is very valuable, for example, Song Da, Bai Wei and Wang Mingjiu The faith they are pursuing is noble, but in the eyes of others, it is a road of iron and blood, every time they pay more effort and blood than ordinary people, so there will be many ordinary people who think that this is worthless, and it is not correct in their hearts.

Or that Jintang, I feel that he is a redeemer in the true sense of the word. He worked hard to maintain the new social order with all his might. He was involved in all fields, but he never organized drug trafficking or fireworks houses, and he never let anyone who came to the door to beg go home empty-handed. He would even try to correct the unfairness of the law, although he wanted to use the force of his prestige to overthrow it, although he did not succeed, at least he tried. Is he stupid? I do not know.

Or maybe for me, my greatest wish is to stop the Pony Six from starving and homeless, I want to have a real property of my own, my destiny is in my own hands, I don't want to look at anyone's face, and I don't want to send people under the fence. I can go when I want to, eat when I want, play when I want, this ideal is also a kind of lack of life in the eyes of others, and it is my true heart choice.

Or Brother Ghost, I think his greatest wish is to help me, and realize his ideals, his beliefs, he gave everything for his beliefs, he sacrificed his life for me. I don't know if he's stupid or not?

Or Lu Lingqiu, I'm thinking that his dream for her is to give everything seriously for him to say that he loves deeply, and finally take his own life, it seems too stupid from the outside, is she really a fool in the end? No, I was thinking that at that moment, she must have greeted death with a smile. In his own way, he wants this man to keep her in his heart forever, in the weakest part of his heart.

Or Wang Renqiu, I was thinking that his greatest wish was to pass on the lineage to Huo Zhuoshan and live the rest of his life in peace. She said that she once squeezed the grandmother in a coercive way, is she very poisonous? In the eyes of outsiders, she does have the means. But for herself, this may be the only path to success.

For some reason, I have a feeling of sympathy for this running grandmother, she is another mirror of me, through it, I see myself in the dark.

I knew what I wanted, and now I had a clear idea, I took a breath hard, and bowed deeply to the tombstone: "If I were still here this time next year, I would definitely sweep your grave and burn incense." There are two men who are inconvenient to visit you, please forgive them for having to do it, I know you all have such a dream, my ghost brother also has such a dream, sleep well......"

After Wang Renqiu bowed to the tombstone three times, he wiped away the tears on his face, revealed a calm face, and slowly left with heavy steps, gradually moving away...... I turned my head to look at Lu Lingqiu's tombstone, and then turned my head to look at Wang Renqiu's back, with mixed feelings in my heart.

Suddenly a fresh breeze blew, blowing the fragrance of August osmanthus flowers, I couldn't help but look up at the sky, a flock of geese were soaring by, allowing the fragrance of flowers and birds to spread around.

In the haze, I mean, I heard a woman's singing, distant and empty, ethereal, amorous and meaningful, maybe Lu Lingqiu is attached to this world, especially crying about his love......

I couldn't help but shudder, catching up with Wang Renqiu's pace, she kept herself straight, and tried her best to control herself, so as not to reveal other feelings.

The workers began their work after we were gone, and I think it would be no longer a month before the graves would be renewed, and the Iraqi people had been scattered with the wind, and the living should live stronger, for whatever purpose, whatever the means I had, to live according to their own wishes, and so on......

Everyone has to learn how to survive in a dangerous world.

When we were down the hill, there was actually a car still waiting for me quietly. Our original driver sent Wang Renqiu back first.

I laughed because I saw that out of the car was Na Nishido, he was wearing a pair of sunglasses and a long black trench coat, I don't know why he found here, maybe because my every move was protected.

I looked at him from afar, step by step towards him, his classmates opened their hands to welcome my arrival, at this moment I need a shoulder to cry well, I don't know why, I just want to cry happily.

I came to his side and looked at him quietly, and I knew that I loved him, and this love was so deep that every time we looked at each other, we felt three lives and three lives.

He hugged me tightly: "It's all over, it will go back to the way it was." ”

I couldn't hold back my tears, he used a handkerchief to wipe away my tears today, but I was also like a kite that had lost its string, it had already lost control, I cried and asked him, "Is this what you call faith?" Die one by one? Who's going to be next? Eventually, it's your turn, isn't it? ”

The Jintang contemplative, he was silent for a long time, and said in a low and gentle voice: "Life and death for everyone is an instant, some people want to be vigorous, some want to be muddy, some people want to be plain, no matter what way, life is only a hundred and ten years, no matter which way, the pursuit of the heart is the best." ”

"Are Lu Lingqiu and Brother Ghost the same? Did they live according to their heart's will, but they all died! Although life is short for only 100 years, but how painful it is for the friends around him is, I don't allow you to encounter danger like them, if you encounter danger, what should I do? What are you going to do, the Six? "I said it a little bit out of control, and I was really scared of being separated.

At some point, my heart has become fragile, perhaps because of the sight of Lu Lingqiu's grave.

Na Jintang said affectionately: "Born in troubled times, there are things we have no choice, are you willing to follow me?" If we don't die, we can live a life of love and love. ”

There was a long silence. For the first time, I felt the murderous aura emanating from Najin Tang.

Na Jintang said softly: "Say yes." When you were 16 years old, when you climbed the tower with me, your destiny was destined to be my woman, and you came all the way from the orphanage to here, wouldn't you be my wife? In the dark, it has long been decided. ”

I sometimes deliberately contemptuously said, "But I want to make it clear to you, I wanted to beat you up when I was in the tower, why did you drag you so badly, even after you were bitten by a snake, I wasn't going to forgive you at the time." My greatest wish was to give you a good beating, and I never thought that we didn't say goodbye. ”

Na Jintang laughed loudly, he kissed my hair, looked down at me, and said affectionately: "That's a piece of cake, who made you born to be my nemesis, you are my nemesis, I am willing to let you die for the rest of my life." ”

I swung my fist at him: "If you make me unhappy one day, I will still see you fight once, and I will ignore you after the fight." ”

……

When we drove back home, we saw the old man teaching Pony Six, Ah Wu Donkey, Oil Four Chickens, Niu Ba, and Pig Head Three to learn to play basketball in the small yard.

The old man hated the iron but not the steel cursed: "Are you really pigs?" So that you can't pass the ball, change positions, and shoot in three steps! ”

Na Jintang and I looked at each other, and the basketball game in the courtyard was counted. The old man said proudly: "As long as I am the head coach, a few of them will not be a problem, no matter how stupid they are, they will become a smart monkey under education." ”

That Jintang whistled, the old man asked the pig head three to throw a ball to the Jintang, the Jintang took the basketball in a chic manner, moving quickly, the appearance of the car revealed confidence and demeanor, dazzling to a standard three-step blue, the pig head three and the little horse six happily also learned to whistle, Ah Wu donkey eyes were stunned, Niu Ba fool shouted: "Little boss, I worship you as a teacher!" ”

The four chickens innocently said: "So handsome! ”

Na Jintang grinned: "Great! I haven't played for many years, so it's a good time to relax. ”

The old man said very proudly: "Your little boss, when he was studying in the United States, he was the main striker of a school, and Americans are willing to bow down and ......learn from him."

Na Jintang smiled and said with a smile: "The old man is really powerful, why are you so happy to teach the pony six today?" Is there anything good ......"

The old man pretended to be mysterious and said: "Let's talk about it after playing, the premise is to win against us, and we are also our team." ”

The old man waved his hand to the six ponies: "You are in a small group, and the Jintang is in a group." Niu Batong thinks that there are many people, and there should still be a chance to win.

"Be calm, be brave," Mr. Wang sat on the stool, strategizing, winning a thousand miles, enriching his tactics all the time, and he was pointing out the pony six: "Pay attention, Jin'er is an old guy in the mixed basketball world." ”

It's autumn, and the air is starting to get a little cold, allowing the blood to flow. The sun was really bleak today, and I couldn't help but tighten my clothes.

Najin is very experienced in playing, and he humbly let my friends. Pony Six and Pighead Trio try to intercept him everywhere. But that Jintang was quick and broke through them. Score a layup.

I stood there, amazed by his speed, he played fancy basketball, teased monkeys and played Niu Ba, Na Jintang never made three-point long shots, Uncle thought that it was handsome to get rid of the opponent's entanglement and make an easy layup.

The old man was very happy to see from the side. Looking at Na Jintang's natural haha from the heart, I think he has been under too much pressure recently, and he hasn't smiled so happily and naturally for a long time, and his angular face shows a seasoned smile.

I turned my head to look at the old man, who was also looking at me, there was a railing between us, and at this time silence was better than sound, he was not also relieving the pressure on Jintang.