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Li Keer stood in front of the window, looking at the world outside the window, the sun had not yet come out, but the birds had already gotten up, occasionally a few pairs flew by in front of her window, and occasionally there was a lonely person who wanted to rest on the windowsill, but after finding her, he fled in a panic.
Li Ke'er said to them, "It's okay, I won't hurt you." They didn't understand her, but she told them that in the gentlest and most beautiful voice. Even Mu Sen had never heard her voice so gentle and so good.
The most important thing for birds in a day is to forage, early birds have insects to eat, so the birds get up very early, Li Keer likes these birds who get up very early, hearing their chirping sounds, she always feels very beautiful, more beautiful than any music, a hundred times a thousand times a thousand times ten thousand times more beautiful.
Therefore, the place where Li Keer lives always seems to be remote, and once she even lived next to a cemetery. Because there were few people there, and the birds were bolder than elsewhere, a few birds would land on her windowsill every morning to wake her up.
She liked them so much that she would put some millet or other food on the windowsill and peck at them. When the birds pecked, she lay on the bed and looked at them, even breathing carefully, for fear of scaring the little ones.
A friend once said to her: Treat ants kinder than humans. Li Keer can't refute this, when she interacts with people, she always has a kind of vigilance and can't always open her heart. But looking at the birds on the windowsill, she can enjoy the beauty of this moment unscrupulously.
Perhaps, because she doesn't hurt them, they don't hurt her. People are different, no one knows who is thinking what, maybe they are friends on the surface, but behind the scenes they are thinking about other things. Li Keer has a lot of such experiences.
But she didn't feel sad at all, because she was sad enough the first time, so after the first time, from the beginning, she didn't believe that this person would be good to her without asking for anything, so she could laugh it off when she encountered betrayal or something else.
Li Keer once said to herself: "Even your parents are partial to your sister, who do you expect in this world to be really good to you." When this thought popped up in her mind, she could already face any bleak things, whether it was the betrayal of her friends, or the slander of others behind her back, she could not care about it all, as long as it was not something that affected her life and her interests, she didn't even bother to care.
Because those who say bad things about her behind her back, those who have hollowed out their minds to design her, there is a blind spot that can't be shaken off, that is, they are not as good as her, why should they be angry with people who are worse than themselves, Li Keer feels that it is really not worth it to be angry for them.
Of course she won't do things she knows isn't worth it, and she's not a fool, so she won't do things she knows aren't worth it.
In this matter, Mu Sen is very similar to her, and Li Keer even felt that it was precisely because they had too many similarities with each other that she liked this boy so much.
The moment Li Keer looked out the window, there was a knock on the door. Don't think about it, it must be Mu Sen, at this time, her mother will not come to knock on her door, her sister should not have gotten up yet, and if it is her sister, she will push the door in directly.
This is a habit that sisters have had since they were very young, and they have agreed with each other that they do not need to knock on each other's doors to enter each other's rooms. The purpose, of course, is to avoid the eyes of parents. At that time, their parents were not as open-minded as they are now, so the two sisters secretly made small moves in private. Later, although the problems of the family gradually became clear, this habit did not change.
Li Keer opened the door and saw that Mu Sen was ready to go, so she couldn't help but ask him curiously, "You want to go out?" She regretted asking this sentence, because yesterday Mu Sen said that he was going to meet a friend, and it was a female friend. It's just that Li Keer didn't expect to go so early.
Mu Sen told her, "Well, you have to go early." I called her last night and she said let me come over early today. ”
Hearing Mu Sen say this, Li Keer was a little unhappy, and the woman's intuition told her that the other party meant that she wanted to stay with Mu Sen for a while, that is to say, this woman's feelings for Mu Sen didn't want Mu Sen to be as simple as her.
Although Li Keer believes in Mu Sen, she feels uncomfortable when she thinks that her boyfriend is going to meet a woman with bad intentions, although she will also follow, but this uncomfortable feeling cannot be dissipated because of this. Compared with being jealous, what she was even more unhappy about was that this woman took advantage of Mu Sen.
It should be regarded as utilization, although Li Keer felt that such a thing was actually not a use, but because Mu Sen was involved, she felt that it was a use.
However, Li Keer didn't show it, she said to Mu Sen: "Then you wait for me, I'll change my clothes." ”
Mu Sen said: "Don't worry, ten o'clock, there is still a long time." ”
Li Ke'er was taken aback, and looked at Mu Sen speechless for a long time.
The strange feeling in her heart was really indescribable.
Mu Sen told her that the time they had agreed was ten o'clock, which was not too early.
And now it's less than sixteen o'clock, but Mu Sen is ready to go, so why does Mu Sen want to meet her so much?
Li Keer suddenly had a very bold suspicion, that is, compared to the other party's thoughts, Mu Sen may miss the other party more.
Although she believed what Mu Sen said, Li Keer also knew that perhaps, Mu Sen himself didn't realize that he liked this sister.
For Li Keer, this is the most terrible thing. She can prevent others from snatching Mu Sen, and when she can't stop Mu Sen from going away with others. She doesn't mind if someone sticks it on Mu Sen, but she can't stop Mu Sen from going to someone else's side.
What to do, Li Keer is in a dilemma, whether to find a reason not to go, or to accompany Mu Sen, or to find a reason to let Mu Sen accompany him not to go.
Although her mind was still tangled, time did not allow her to be entangled. Li Keer hesitated while changing clothes. It was really difficult for her to make this decision, to go with Mu Sen, she felt that she might not be able to resist doing something, not to go with Mu Sen, and she would not come back as soon as Mu Sen went.
Her mind was a mess, but she didn't dare to stop the movements of her hands.
Her hands were clearly shaking, but she still repeated fluently what she had done she didn't know how many times.
Changing clothes, putting on makeup, these things are done every day, so even if she thinks about things and does them at the same time, she can do them well.
Li Ke'er was finally ready, she stood in front of the door and took a deep breath before daring to open the door.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Mu Sen glanced at the time, and then smiled at her. Li Keer failed to understand the meaning of this smile. Was it because she was fast and didn't delay his trip? Or is it something else?
In short, when she saw Mu Sen's smile, Li Ke'er couldn't help herself even more than before, she had a bunch of questions, but she couldn't ask any of them, she knew how she was going to speak, but she just couldn't open her mouth, as if as soon as she opened her mouth, something would push her away from Mu Sen's side and push Mu Sen to another woman's side.
Li Keer really understood why women who were in love were so unreasonable, why those women became shrews on the street regardless of their image, and why those women just did it with a third party and didn't ask their men for their crimes. It turns out that 'love is so unreasonable', and it turns out that a woman who is in love is so irrational.
Li Keer was dragged away from home by Mu Sen, and her mind was very messy. The footsteps did not obey his own command, but were unconsciously guided by Mu Sen. From the park downstairs of the elevator road at home, she was pulled by Mu Sen throughout the whole process.
They finally got on the bus at the bus stop in front of the park, and Mu Sen suddenly smiled: "The way you look really worries me more than telling me that 'you are not allowed to go, you are my boyfriend and I am not allowed to meet other women'." ”
Li Keer lowered her head and whispered 'I'm sorry'. This sentence also blurted out, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, but apart from this, she didn't know what to say. It was probably at this time that she really understood why her mother only told her that she was sorry that day. Because I'm sorry, it contains so much that it says everything more than any other sentence.
Mu Sen gently hugged Li Keer in his arms:
"Fool." Mu Sen laughed again, why he laughed, Li Keer couldn't guess anyway. However, Mu Sen didn't give her time to guess, Mu Sen said, "Are you wondering why I want to see her so much?" Do you think I must like her, but I just didn't find out myself. ”
He said it all, and of course Li Keer admitted it. But to admit this matter, it is not easy for Li Keer, she has always felt that she is a very generous woman and will not care about such a small matter, but she finally lost to the jealousy of women.
Mu Sen laughed again, compared to the previous two times, this time the laughter could be described as rampant.
Such laughter made Li Keer feel like a fish in his throat. Stared at Mu Sen and asked, "What are you laughing at?" Am I ridiculous? When Li Keer asked this, she had already confirmed that there was something else hidden, and she was curious about what kind of interesting things were there. Even, not even the vinegar just now.
Mu Sen told her: "Actually, I pulled you out so early to avoid your mother. ”
Li Keer thought about it seriously, but she couldn't remember what her mother did, in her memory, her mother has always liked Mu Sen very much. If anything happened, it was last night after she slept.