When she began to understand it like this, all the things that had been suppressed in her heart in the past were immediately relieved. Parental eccentricity, and everything else. Because Li Keer regarded all the previous things as the experience given to her by time, and the gift of the experience was Mu Sen.

Now that she has received the gift, all the hardships in the process of training should naturally disappear.

Li Keer is grateful for everything that has happened, because she loves this gift very much.

The week she was with Mu Sen just now, she always liked to look up at the sky at night.

She felt that if she looked at the sky, she and Mu Sen would be under the same sky.

Of course, the more important reason is because they are together at night. Therefore, Li Keer, who used to dislike the night, fell in love with the night.

When she began to look up at the sky, she realized that the starry sky at night was so beautiful.

Li Ke'er smirked at the sky alone, and then said something to herself.

Before, she had always thought how boring it was to look at the stars and count the moon.

But now she was expecting something like that. Because there are people who want to look at the stars and count the moon together.

People's hearts are fickle, and this is the first time Li Keer has actually experienced it.

She couldn't wait, she couldn't wait to go one step further with Mu Sen, and she wanted to announce to the world that this man was hers.

So, she proposed to Mu Sen to meet her parents. originally thought that Mu Sen would not agree, she just wanted to reach a relatively simple thing through a difficult matter, such as two people making a verbal agreement or something.

But what she didn't expect was that when she said this, she received the support of so many friends, and Mu Sen actually agreed. Of course, Li Keer was also panicked, afraid that Mu Sen agreed to meet her parents because of the pressure from her friends. But Mu Sen said: "No, firstly, I actually have nothing to do, and secondly, I am looking forward to being able to spend the Dragon Boat Festival with you." ”

When he heard Mu Sen say this, Li Keer immediately gave him a bear hug and shouted happily. For Li Keer, Mu Sen feels happy to be with her, and looking forward to being with her is more than anything else.

In those days, she was actually very nervous. I'm worried that Mu Sen will regret it, and I'm worried that my family will not like Mu Sen. When she sent Mu Sen's photo to her mother, she didn't know how many times she asked if you thought this boy was good.

Every time, her mother simply replied to her 'yes', and she suspected that her mother felt that she owed her, so she was perfunctory.

But she didn't expect that Mu Sen and his mother had known each other for a long time. Mom's satisfaction with Mu Sen is simply not satisfied, and she even wanted to introduce him to her sister.

However, this still made Li Keer feel unhappy. If this person was not Mu Sen, she would feel lucky, but if this person was Mu Sen, she would be a little sad, because this boy was hers.

However, seeing that her mother was so satisfied with Mu Sen, and hearing what her mother said to Mu Sen, Li Keer was really happy. What she knows is that her mother likes Mu Sen so much, in addition to Mu Sen being really likable, there is also a large part of her reason.

Since the misunderstanding was resolved, the relationship between mother and daughter has been very harmonious, it is easy not to quarrel, and there will be no clumsy situation, they have discussed, what must be said, whether it is good or bad.

For Li Keer, the conversation with her mother was not only a misunderstanding, but more importantly, she found the feeling of home that she had lost for a long time, she finally felt that she had a home, and finally no longer felt that she was a wild child that no one wanted.

With a place to belong and a place to go back, her pursuit of Mu Sen is even bolder. This is what her mother encouraged her, and if she likes it, she must be brave enough to pursue it. The mother also compared my sister's boyfriend, and the mother said, compared to the one your sister is looking for, the one you are looking for is simply an angel, no, it is simply God.

Her mother also told Li Keer: "Your love is yours, no matter what others say, it is important to pursue your own life." I objected to your sister being with that guy, but I never felt she was wrong. Love is one thing, life is one thing, marriage is another. All three can happen at the same time, or they can be separated, don't be swayed by the eyes of the world, your life is your own, not in the eyes of others. ”

Li Keer didn't understand what her mother meant, but she understood one thing, that is, her mother thought Mu Sen was a very good boy. This is very important to Li Keer, although she will not give up her boyfriend because her mother doesn't like it, but if she can get her mother's approval, then whether it is her boyfriend or her family, it is an important step forward for her.

After receiving encouragement from her mother, Li Keer didn't know how many times she had shown her heart to Mu Sen. Although I don't know how many times, it is definitely the most resolute, direct and decisive one.

That time it didn't work out, though, and she was rejected. Of course, there are happy things, although she was rejected, she was happier than before, because Mu Sen did not feel bored with her, and she became closer to her family. Such a development is really worth a glass to celebrate.

When she got home, Li Keer beat more than a dozen quilts of juice, added a little wine to it, and then drank wildly in front of Mu Sen's portrait alone. That night, although she was not drunk, she vomited from the juice. I don't know how many times I ran to the toilet at night. And hung up a drip the next day.

Although she was tortured enough, she couldn't be happy.

Thinking about these things, Li Keer had a sweet dream all night, and in the dream, she had the happiest and sweetest life.

When Li Keer woke up at six o'clock in the morning, the city had just ushered in the dawn, opened her eyes and looked at the light coming in from the window, she felt very happy, and felt that her life had sunshine since then.

Everything, as if it was predestined, became very interesting in Li Keer's eyes, the moon on the horizon has not completely set, Li Keer looked at this world where the sun is about to come out and the moon has not yet set, and feels that this is a portrayal of his life. She hasn't completely let go of the past, but she has indeed stepped into a new life, and no matter what happened last night, she is already who she is today.

Li Keer smiled, laughing very happily, this was the first time she had laughed so heartlessly. She didn't know why she was laughing or what was funny, but she just couldn't stop laughing.

Li Keer suddenly remembered a few sentences like this:

"What does the rising sun look like?"

"It's fascinating."

"Obsessed? It must be a beautiful feeling. ”

"Well, it's beautiful, even more beautiful than when you're drunk."

"That's beautiful."

This is from a martial arts book, a blind girl and a swordsman meet, there is a brief memory between them, when the swordsman is leaving, the blind girl asks him to watch the sunrise with her.

The swordsman agreed. They sat at the front of the house and waited for the sun to come out. When the swordsman told the girl that it was dawn, the girl asked the swordsman, "What does the rising sun look like?" ”

Li Ke'er felt that the swordsman should be very puzzled, how could a blind girl want to watch the sunrise.

When I first saw this paragraph, Li Keer didn't understand it either, but now, Li Keer understands.

It turns out that girls in love really want to watch the sunrise with their beloved.

is like Li Keer, sometimes it is obviously cloudy, but she will suddenly call Mu Sen: "Let's go and see the sunset." ”

How can there be sunsets on a cloudy day? Actually, I didn't want to see the sunset, I just wanted to stay with him.

If the two of them are together, the sky is beautiful, and a little afterglow of the sunset is cast from under the dark clouds, she will feel: "It turns out that even the heavens are willing to give us a ray of light." "That kind of happiness is something that men don't understand, only women who are delicate and like to fantasize will understand.

Perhaps, girls won't understand, only someone who is really in love will understand. With him, it doesn't matter what you do, even if it's a very stupid thing, even if it's an unreasonable thing, it becomes something to look forward to.

I used to look so bad about my life, but once I became a person in life, I would think, "I really hope this life will continue forever." ”

'Love is really unreasonable. Li Ke'er forgot where she heard it, in fact, she knew that it must have been said by a friend around Mu Sen, maybe Shi Youliang, maybe Wen Linxi, maybe Wen Yu, or someone else, but it must have been someone one of them. Li Keer used to not understand this sentence very well, but now, she often sighs, 'Love is really unreasonable.' ’

The difference is that when she first heard it, she should have thought that such a complaint was terrible and embarrassing. Now, every time she says this, she can't help but smile on her face, and she really understands that this is not a complaint, but a show off. Love is really unreasonable, what I say is, I love you, so I don't reason with you. I don't listen to you either.

Love is unreasonable, and all truths are crooked in the face of love. This is the thing that Li Keer has realized the most during this time. Ever since she fell in love with Mu Sen, all the things she once thought were the truth have been overturned.

It turns out that the so-called rationality is conditional. It turns out that people are born sensual. Man is not born good or evil, but sensual. The good and evil rationality of life is only a perceptual interpretation of the world.