Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

I took the opportunity to stuff the money into Qin Guotai's pocket.

The less involved I have with him, the better. And I'm already working part-time, so I'll make my own money to support myself.

"Huh......"

It's very strange how I feel that someone is following us today.

Coming out of school, on the bus, and all the way......

"How?" Brother Wang Yang came back to his senses from Qin Guotai's incident and asked me.

I shook my head, "Let's go!" ”

Because I looked around and didn't notice anything unusual. I thought maybe I didn't have a good rest these days, and I had hallucinations.

When I returned to school, I was determined to study hard, and I was determined to be a strong person, and I was determined to live happily every day.

Because, my life is not my personal, it still belongs to my relatives, and I want to live well for my relatives.

Yes, thank God that I am alive.

To live is happiness and hope.

Come on!

I want to be a little strong who can't be killed!

Although, I will cry when I am in pain.

At school, I cried and would stick my head in my desk and pretend to look for something. Then wipe away your tears, get up and sigh, and pretend to be sleepy.

At home, I would calmly walk into the bathroom, look in the mirror to see if there were any signs of crying, and then go back to my bedroom to calm down.

At night I cried, tears from the corner of my eye to the bridge of my nose to the other eye and finally to the pillow.

I was fragile and wanted to lean into my mother's arms in search of warmth.

When the tears are rolling in your eyes, when you endure it and don't let it fall...... Very heart-wrenching vulnerability.

But, I still want to be a strong person. If I am not strong, who will be strong for me?

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That string of pearl necklaces was given to me by my father half a year ago.

"This is my dowry." At that time, none of us would have imagined that so soon, we would have a day separated by heaven and man.

Is there something predestined in the dark?

Now, he really doesn't have a chance to watch me grow up.

I didn't have a chance to watch me fall in love, and I was worried that my daughter would suffer like other parents.

There is no chance to watch me get married. On the day of my marriage, I was relieved to hand over to my other half.

That necklace, in fact, I know, was left by my own mother.

Before, I found him saying to the necklace, "Our daughter has grown up, and she is beautiful." Looks exactly like you. ”

I knew at that time. This chain is the biological mother's.

My mom has only one that is now. As for the biological mother, I don't have any idea.

I read this necklace every day, mainly because my father gave it to me.

Whenever I miss my dad, I take it out, and it seems that my dad's body temperature is still on it.

The day before my father's 100 day, I took it out and missed my father for a while, but I forgot to put it in my safe.

The safe is a small iron box, 20 cm long, 15 cm wide, and 10 cm high.

It was also given to me by my father.

When I was in junior high school, I would hide my favorite things to the side and not let the snow and flowers move.

Dad gave me this little safe.

He said, "Oh, my drifting has grown up and has its own secrets!" Daddy will send you a safe and you will be able to pack your goodies in this little box. ”

This safe, very good quality. Once Shijie and Shibo tried all kinds of ways to destroy it, they fell several times, and once hit it with a hammer, but they didn't hurt it.

Moreover, it is a combination lock, which is very strong, and no one can open it without me.

It's not a simple little iron box.

It contained my precious things, like the necklace. Moreover, it is small in size and easy to carry, so I take it with me in my dorm.

Unexpectedly, the necklace was broken by Gong Jingyang's guy all at once.

At that time, I was really angry because it was left to me by my father, so I would fight with him if I couldn't find it.

That's possible.

However, I figured it out later, it was left by that woman, and if it was broken, it would be broken, maybe it was providence.

Still, twenty beads I still want one is not less. I thought I could sell it in the future when I was struggling to make ends meet.

I didn't think that guy was just lying to me, he didn't throw the beads away.

Today, I was very surprised by Gong Jingyang's behavior, he took the initiative to apologize to me, and he was so sincere.

I was really taken aback.

According to his character, he won't apologize to anyone for killing him, and he really did it today, why, sympathize with me?

I accept his apology.

Although it was the only memorial that my father left me, although it was broken, in my heart my father was eternal, and that was enough.

But I don't need his sympathy.

The teacher arranged for him to tutor me in English, and I knew he had that ability. His English is pretty good, and I admired it for a while.

Well, I decided to study hard and live happily.

So, just follow him

Now, I wash up and leave the dormitory every day before half past five in the morning. Then go directly to the classroom and memorize the Chinese or English text.

From 6 o'clock to 6:40 a.m., I devoted myself to self-study, I didn't want to waste a minute or a second, I wanted to make up for all the time I had wasted in the previous two years.

From 6:50 to 7:20, I pay attention to exercise and never skip morning exercises. The body is the capital of the revolution. If you want to live a better life, you must have a good body.

From half-past seven to seven-fifty, I quickly had breakfast and found time to memorize English words.

For the rest of the lesson, I didn't dare to be distracted at all. In the past two years, in order to meet the requirements of some people in my family, I have really lost a lot of knowledge, and now I have to make up for it bit by bit.

Two hours at noon for meals and breaks. I ate as fast as I could, and then quickly lay down in bed for a while.

Half an hour later, I regained my energy and went back to the classroom to brush up on the questions. Ten minutes before class in the afternoon, go to the toilet and breathe.

Then concentrate and listen carefully to the lecture, not wanting to miss any knowledge points.

Extracurricular activities, I used to get carried away, but now I play for ten to fifteen minutes, and I brush up on the questions for nearly twenty minutes.

I had dinner for twenty minutes, and then I started memorizing again.

On such a busy day, my heart is full.

"In the past few days, what's wrong with Yin Piaoxu? Her desolate power has exploded! ”

"It's just that I've never seen her so serious."

"She was like that, and I started to reflect on myself."

"Was she stimulated by anything?"

"What will be stimulated? Look at the people who are proud of the spring breeze, the left is a Wang squad leader, and the right is a palace to learn the gods......"