Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

My classmates continued to talk about my unusual behavior.

"Why did the school grass only smile at her. I want it too!"

"Yin Piaoxu usually doesn't look very pretty, but it's really beautiful when you smile. No wonder the college god is obsessed with her. ”

"That's true. Is it the power of learning, a person will become beautiful when he has connotation? No, no, I'm going to faint, and I'm going to start studying hard. ”

"Why do you let me eat dog food in your language?"

"So, let's learn! Both of them are at the level of learning gods! ”

"It has to be together...... The two gods are handsome to me. It's just that their eyes are all grown on some people. Why? Why? I'm pretty too, okay? ”

"You...... Forget it! A look of disgust.

"I doubt it...... Gong and Yin ...... On the high speed, but I have no proof. They thought that no one heard what they said, but before the words fell, others had already spread and drifted into my ears.

I turned a deaf ear, though, my hands were itchy and I wanted to beat someone. But I now have my own more important things to do. For the time being, let them have a good time.

Girls, either work harder or have a little money, and if you work hard and have money, you can drag a little. I have to work harder to pull more!

They went on and on.

"Originally, it was just bronze, did she want to be the king? Is it possible? If she could, then wouldn't we...... OK? ”

"You'll find out if you try!"

"Me...... Be on top of the pack and wow everyone. Heh, hehe......"

"You...... Spoiled ...... It gave me goosebumps all over my body. ”

"I'll tell you something...... Gong Xueba spent the night at Xu Caijing's house......"

The voices grew quieter and quieter, and only two or three of them could hear them, and I was sour by the unexpected remark I heard...... Gastric acid!

Gong Jingyang ...... Xu Caijing......

Small things, big shocks. And, they really ......

I patted my confused head: "What are you thinking?" Learn! Endorsement! ”

Then, he threw himself into English texts and ancient poems.

More often than not, we just work hard, and God has its own measure. If you work hard, you may succeed, but if you don't work hard, you will definitely not succeed!

Actually, this was my mindset before I was in high school.

I've always been strict with myself, and that's who I think I am, but then I started to give up on myself.

Now I won't live for anyone, I'm going to live for myself.

As for some people's warnings to me: I can't study hard, I only take a technical school or something, I think it's P.

I never gave up on myself.

I've always wanted to get out of that home.

Compared with people who have been growing up at home, I prefer to be independent in personality, financially, spiritually, and have ideas.

And in this way, I have to work hard, study hard, and then, get into the ideal university, and then ...... Chase the life you want.

Step 1: Learn, Learn, Learn!!

Friday.

Gong Jingyang and I made an appointment to go to the school library to read books together.

There is a new batch of learning materials in the library, and Gong Jingyang said that there are English materials for review.

We made an appointment to meet downstairs in the library at 3 p.m., and I was downstairs at 2:40.

Look at the time and laugh dumbly.

If he looks like this, he seems to be "impatient", will he laugh?

So, after going around the library building, it was fifty-five minutes.

Seeing that the time was coming, my heart couldn't help but beat hard. Looking at the road he was about to come, his heart was "poof, poof", and he was a little scared!

What am I afraid of?

It's not like we've never met? What is there to be afraid of, he won't eat me again!

Every day in a classroom, I don't see anyone looking up. What's more, we still endorse together in the morning!

However, there is still no reason to be afraid. Even a weak heart!

There is a ...... The feeling of dating!

Since Qin Guotai threatened me and I agreed to his request, in order to reassure Qin Guotai and not to hurt other innocent people, I tried my best to hurt Gong Jingyang several times, and I could feel his dissatisfaction with me from his angry eyes.

We have a terrible relationship, and we have conflicts at every turn.

But what do I think in my heart?

Yes, a good contradiction is a kind of contradiction that longs to see him from time to time and is trying to escape from him.

I seem to have lost my firm heart in him.

How could I not be afraid? And, this ...... Does it count as a date. Two people...... Library......

I can't help but feel soft when I think about it.

Now, it's time to meet.

Although it was for "official business" and tutoring, I was still nervous.

Standing downstairs in the library management, I was very anxious, so I had to take out my mobile phone and pretend to play games seriously, but every pore on my body was in a state of high tension, waiting for his arrival at any time.

Some time ago, when we had a good relationship, I was often unreasonably pulled by him to the library, magazines, and review materials......

The important thing is that we both like such a quiet place.

Coming here, the whole person becomes cheerful, relaxed and comfortable.

However, many things happened later, especially the influence of Qin Guotai, and we never came here together again.

Today, he says he is studying in the library. Why not a classroom? I don't know what he means, but I have a warm feeling in my heart, as if I have returned to that time.

I wait.

Half an hour before three o'clock!

I'm still waiting. It's just entertainment, I'm not in the mood to play, and I've played more than a dozen levels. He hasn't shown up yet.

So, I turned off the elimination and started to fight the glory of the king again!

Four o'clock...... 4.10...... 4:20...... Half-past four...... Five......

I called him twice.

One was at half past three, and I wanted to ask him when he was coming, or if he wasn't coming?

One was at five o'clock, and I wanted to tell him that I was leaving, and I wouldn't wait for him......

Neither phone call went through. To be exact, it was opened, and no one answered!

5:20...... When I left step by step, he still didn't come, not even a phone call.

I opened WeChat and found that there was no WeChat ...... However, even if there were, I didn't want to say anything.

Eventually, I walked around the garden about 50 meters from the library, and I didn't know what to expect, but my eyes were always looking at the entrance of the library...... He still hasn't come!

I...... Leaving around the library, I didn't go back to the dormitory, alone, in a depressed mood...... Out of the campus, wandering aimlessly through the streets.

At this time, it was already past seven o'clock.

Gong Jingyang, he, has no news!

He lied to me like that!