"If you could have foreseen the future from the beginning, would you love again?"

Ziyi will also meet boys who make her feel excited later.

But every time she wanted to nod her head, she always felt as if something was missing.

Appearance? Stature? Fervor? Or hormones, Ziyi doesn't know.

Until she met her younger brother again, Ziyi still couldn't understand what the knot that was stuck in her heart at the beginning was.

The time mentioned in the chicken soup is not worth it, so the people are not scattered, and most of them are told to irrelevant people.

In later days, Ziyi would also think of her younger brother because of a certain scene, a certain sentence, or a certain fragment.

He seemed to be sitting on the chair in the class opposite Ziyi, Ziyi turned around sharply, but what he saw was unfamiliar faces.

All living beings are suffering, and later you will eventually find out that there is no such thing as a nice thing to listen to and comfort you with.

Time doesn't slow down because of someone's presence, and it doesn't fall apart because it's the person you're obsessed with.

Many years later, the bits and pieces of the past, the beauty of the past, were attached to layer after layer of dust, until they were finally sealed by memory.

Suddenly, one day, you will find that they seem to have become less important.

When you hear the news from others, you will also smile and say, "What does it have to do with me?" ”

Leave him and forget him, you can still eat, drink, go to the mall, and watch movies like a normal person......

It turns out that you can also talk about your past with a light smile and a gentle smile.

It's as if those things about love, about life, about the future, they are no longer a reason for us to be happy or sad.

Time pays off, and the way to forget old love is to have a new love in addition to time.

In the first year, the second year, and maybe in the third year, Ziyi began to slowly open her heart.

Until she met Bai Shiyan.

Ziyi didn't know if she was growing up or letting go, she only knew that at least she was right to do it now.

Bai Shiyan and Ziyi are a big boy in the same management department.

Prepared to say that it was a boy who had a crush on Ziyi for three years.

There are many three years in life, and we can also divide our life into many three years.

Three lives are fortunate to have a journey through the landscape, but it is really difficult to insist on doing one thing for three years.

What's more, a young fresh meat like Bai Shiyan, I don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring behind him.

Bai Shiyan is one year younger than Ziyi, as for acquaintance, he has known Ziyi for three years, but Ziyi has only just begun to know him.

When the freshmen were admitted to the hospital, Ziyi once followed the trend and posted a photo of herself taking a selfie in the library on the post bar, and posted a postscript that the newcomer asked to bring it.

That message was seen by Bai Shiyan by chance, and since then he has secretly followed Ziyi's Weibo.

In this way, the long three-year journey began.

Bai Shiyan paid attention to Ziyi's bits and pieces.

Every news released by Ziyi, including every sign-in and every positioning, he will look at it carefully and decompose it.

He imagined how Ziyi was feeling when she said these words.

He will be happy because of Ziyi's happy post, and he will be unhappy because of Ziyi's heartbroken expression.

Even though he knew that what he was doing was something that could not end well, he still persisted.

Looking at Ziyi's occasional post with a photo, he would save it, and he would take it out in a daze for forty-five minutes during class.

He wanted to tell Ziyi that I miss you and wanted to confess to her, but he didn't know how to speak.

In Ziyi's heart, he is even a person who does not exist.

He didn't want Ziyi to feel that he was an exaggerated boy, a man who judged people by his appearance, and a person who would only talk about love at first sight when he looked at other people's photos, he really didn't want to.

He thought about giving up, and he thought about finding a girlfriend by his side, and then happily spent the rest of his college life.

It would have been an easy thing to do, and he didn't know why it was so hard to put it down where he was.

He was unwilling, as if he was a fish bone stuck in his throat, unable to pull it out or swallow it.

But every time he opened his phone and saw Ziyi's photo, he would regret it and be angry at how he could have such a dirty idea.

His feelings for Ziyi are real, and they really exist in this world.

Even if she had no way of knowing that there was such a person in this world who was willing to wait for her and refuse for her.

Under the persuasion of his roommates, he later planned to have a mighty confession ceremony in their graduation season.

Like a heart-shaped candle, or singing a touching love song in front of everyone, even his good buddies are getting ready.

Maybe fate is such a wonderful thing, what you think will never catch up with what you do.

It was a college-wide club gathering in the first semester of my junior year.

More than 30 clubs of all sizes participated in the courtyard, but because there were too many people, the place was set in the gymnasium.

Because there are too many people, Ziyi doesn't like to join in the fun.

At first, she didn't want to participate, and she had already asked the president for personal leave at that time.

Later, under the persuasion of Wang Xiaomin's clever mouth, Ziyi reluctantly agreed to accompany her.

The club organizes badminton, football, and a number of sports.

Ziyi looked at them on the court, and happiness belonged to them.

The sensitive Wang Xiaomin saw Ziyi's unhappiness, so she ran over and pulled Ziyi to play with them.

In one of the legging runs, Ziyi and Bai Shiyan were accidentally assigned to the same group.

That was the first time Ziyi saw Bai Shiyan.

The clean white shirt was attached to the slender arms and loosely pulled up at the wrists.

Although the dress is simple, it is faintly revealed in the bones with a bit of indescribable sexiness.

The thick eyebrows are slightly raised, and under the long, slightly curly eyelashes, a pair of big eyes as clear as morning dew are shining.

These big eyes alone were enough to make the deer in Ziyi's heart slam.

He stood with his back lit, his sparse bangs obscuring his eyebrows.

He stretched out his hands to Ziyi, yes, at that moment, Ziyi was tempted.

"Hey! Xu Ziyi, what are you doing! ”

"Xu Ziyi!"

It wasn't until Wang Xiaomin shouted loudly for the second time that Ziyi took his gaze away from Bai Shiyan.

From now on, the mountains are not mountains, and the sea is not the sea.

Everywhere you look, the rest of your life is you.

What will happen in the days that follow is, of course, self-evident.

Lang is affectionate, concubines are intentional, everyone is already adults, and their love is strong, and they swear for each other.

Ziyi said that she didn't know if Bai Shiyan was her first love, but the first person she loved was definitely not him.

The love affair in college is beautiful, from ignorance to maturity, they slowly begin to understand responsibility and responsibility.

They shuttled through the tree-lined paths of the campus, the swings of the café, the library, the basketball court, and everywhere there were footprints of their love.

God testifies, white clouds testify, wind testifies, and birds can testify that they really love each other sincerely.

At that time, Ziyi seemed to have really faded the name Zhao Muxuan out of her mind.

Ziyi thought that they would really fall in love like this.

You don't have to remember the past, you don't have to think about the future, just like that, love carefree.

After graduating, they can find a decent but stable job in Tianjin.

Then I gave birth to a little baby, a very well-behaved cat, and a very big dog.

Outside of work, they can go far away.

If life is still satisfactory, they can also give their support to the left-behind children in the border areas.

That's it, three people in one room, three meals and four seasons.

Flower viewing in spring, cool in summer, mountaineering in autumn, snow clearing in winter.

They snuggled up to each other and complained to each other.

The future is so bright......

Actually, a lot of things really happened after that.

Including the separation of her and Bai Shiyan.

There is no crying and screaming, and there is no heart-rending crying, love makes Ziyi grow, and love also makes Ziyi transform.

Ziyi said that no matter whether she was with Bai Shiyan or separated until the end, she loved and hurt, but she never regretted it.

What happened to Ziyi and Bai Shiyan later, or why they separated, Ziyi didn't say.

Ziyi said that she hoped that she could be complete in her brother's heart, or try to be perfect.

Ziyi and her younger brother still chose to be silent very tacitly, just like back then.

If you don't tell, I won't ask.

It's yours, it's yours after all, it's not yours, and you can't force it after all.

Maybe in his younger brother's heart, he feels that he owes Ziyi.

He hopes that he can use the time in the future to make up for Ziyi and make up for the past three years.

Ziyi has had Bai Shiyan, and her younger brother has also had Lisa.

If love is selfish, then, at least for now, they are fair.

Everything has a cause and must have an effect, and once the catastrophe of love begins, we have become its puppets.

You will be happy because he is happy, and you will be troubled because of his troubles.

In this battlefield without gunsmoke, "I" and you are destined to be unable to escape.

When we are in love, we can't tell if the other person is really loyal.

Those vows that are affectionate are just a nice synonym for our impulsive hormones for each other.

At the end of the day, you're still you, and I'm still me.

We are disconnected, we owe each other, no one is sorry for anyone, no one should or shouldn't, love or not, because we will all miss out after all, that's all.