Chapter 47: Alone
When you are almost twenty years old, you will find that no matter how good your friends are, you can only accompany you for one stop, and you will be separated at a fork in the road, and after that - you will see each other indefinitely.
Too many disappearances that are too late to know the reason, too many feelings that end abruptly before they have made a heart, too many intimate stories are annihilated in time, too many sudden losses of contact, I hope they will not be lost to everyone.
How much fate and luck should be able to stay by her side, she can't bear it for Lian Bing after all, the path they went may be different from the beginning, and sending this trip is her last gift.
Xin Xiaoluo hurriedly went out, unaware that her socks were dressed in one yellow and one green, and Zhang Yunjie laughed at her for a long time before she noticed her embarrassment.
"Xiaoluo, it's really you who go out to take a plane in the middle of the night."
"It's not as good as you Zhang Yunjie, I called you at nine o'clock, and I came faster than me!"
"It's not comparable, I'm in the same city as Lian Bing."
He was surprised when he received the call, he was sweaty after playing, and the news that Lian Bing was leaving bombarded his heart and rushed to the airport without thinking about it.
"How? Say it, is it so embarrassing? No, when I didn't ask. β
There is no result, it is strange if it can be good, Zhang Yunjie is not an iron man, she shouldn't ask this question, sin! Sin!
"It's good." The corners of his lips fluttered, raising a bright arc, as if he had been reborn from the fire.
"I've been ready to let go since a long time ago, and today it's really a complete laydown." He walked beside Xin Xiaoluo, strolling with long legs, and the amplitude of his arms was very small.
That day, when he saw her kissing someone else, he didn't rush up to stop him at the first time, and he was completely defeated. He and Lian Bing can't be lovers, her gaze at him is as clear as water, and she is confused about that person, he doesn't know if it's like, but at least it's not friendship.
"That's good, it's too early to fall in love or something!"
"Xiaoluo, like a person is unavoidable, unprepared and unaware. By the time you find out, all past theories will be completely overturned, and there is no way to save them. β
"Zhang Yunjie, what you told me is not the right one! Don't talk about love, let me eat first!"
Her stomach is ringing all over the sky, grunting uncontrollably, and the digestion of the stomach and intestines is too good, which is also a disease, disturbing!
"Haha, I forgot it's dinner. Let's go, I'll have a treat to dinner!"
"Zhang Yunjie, you are so understanding! Remember more... More meat, not meat, not picky eaters!"
With a shy pocket, she can't get enough money for the air ticket to eat a full meal right away, and happiness comes too fast like a tornado, which wants to sweep her into the sky.
After eating, the person pinched the plane again, and went back and forth between the two cities within a few hours, the process was sudden, not laborious, if she was very rich, it would be no problem to go back and forth to ten cities a day, the problem was that she had no money, and the plane naturally could not be fast to the speed of light, teleportation is suitable for thinking about in dreams.
For more than a month, he and Lian Bing occasionally talked on the phone a few times, and the international distance was scary, and she usually called her to pick it up. Xin Jiangguo refused to lend her money anymore, because she not only used up the money and didn't pay it back, but also made a small report to Xin's mother Zhang Meiling, and she didn't talk to her for several days.
Every day is to stay home to see the store, play games, walk the dog, go to the park from time to time to play chess with the old man, lose hundreds of games, fortunately do not gamble, otherwise she will go bankrupt.
It's a new semester againβ
The green and ignorant face of the freshman student is not very similar to her at the beginning, she only stays for so much longer than them, except for recognizing all the shops next to the school cafeteria, she is shallow, lazy as a salted fish, and does not have any grades.
However, height and face are the biggest restrictions, which can confuse her age, experience and academic level, and enter Liuying's school gate with a bunch of freshmen, but there is no sense of disobedience, and no junior sister calls her a senior sister.
"Senior sister, do you want to help? Seniors are here to carry your luggage!"
β...β
Stepping into the retractable door was stopped by someone not long after, all black caps and white T-shirts, handsome and extraordinary, Liuying's welcome team is all of the best looks. The boy in front of Xin Xiaoluo had handsome facial features, and his tone was as warm as jade when he lowered his head and asked her.
But this "junior sister" is enough to knock him down to eighteen layers of hell, and his eyes are so bad that he really deserves a pair of glasses.
"Senior sister?"
"Well, I'm not..."
"It's okay, you're welcome, I'll help you carry it!"
Without letting her finish speaking, she snatched the suitcase, Xin Xiaoluo looked confused.
"Classmates... Hey, I don't need you to mention it, I'm not a freshman!" Xin Xiaoluo hurriedly grabbed the suitcase and pulled it back into his hand.
"Are you shy? It's okay, I'll help you. β
"Huh? No, no, you're mistaken!"
Several batches of new and old students have come and gone, and the two of them have been in a stalemate with each other, not letting go of each other.
"No, big brother, please spare me, I can carry it up the stairs by myself, I am as strong as an ox."
"I'll help..."
"Gu Ye, she's a sophomore."
A third voice interrupted their conversation, one arm parrying between them, and cold white fingers climbed up the corner of the suitcase, stopping them with absolute force.
"You're really a sophomore?"
In a sharp tone, a boy named Gu Ye asked her.
"It's like a fake!"
"It's okay, I can help."
Fart, what to send, she doesn't need it, buy and sell?
"Gu Ye, I'll send it, you go to receive the new students."
"Tang Yifeng, what are you doing?"
"What do you say?"
What's the situation, these two people are on the bar? Why did you let her run into it?
"Two, I can carry my luggage myself! That one is called Gu Ye, are you crazy? I've said tens of thousands of times that I'm a freshman, phew! I'm a sophomore, why are you stopping me? β
Don't scold a few words, hold back and hurt your body, you met this kind of person on the first day of school, what is your heart, I don't know what to think behind my back.
"Forget it, lazy robbery."
Gu Ye spat and let go of his hand, stared at Tang Yifeng a few times, turned around and turned around. Tang Yifeng was left alone holding the suitcase.
"Well, that's... That, I... I'll come, you can go there too. β
Strangely, she knotted... What are you stammering?
Tang Yifeng looked at her for a while, then pulled her suitcase and walked forward.
"With your physical strength, it is estimated that it is enough to go upstairs, several big bags."
Indeed, last year she took all her luggage upstairs with great effort to pull and pull up, rarely looking for help, she felt that she could do it alone, even if she was not tall and did not have much strength, it didn't matter if she was tired and tired.
"Thank you then."
I don't know why, I just don't know why I'm relieved of him for no reason.
"In the future, I will pay less attention to people like Gu Ye, a habitual offender who is inconsistent with his appearance, he likes a lolita-type girl like you." He tugged at the corners of his mouth, his steps steady.
"Huh? He doesn't look like him! No wonder I keep dragging me! Also, I'm not Lori..."
Short is Lori, where is the judging standard? She was very grumpy and gave him a roundhouse kick.
"You look like Lori, especially the height, next time you meet it, go around, nothing else."
looks like Lori, is it complimenting her on her good looks? It's a bit of fun!
Tang Yifeng walked steadily and quickly, and Xin Xiaoluo's steps couldn't keep up with him. He walks like a soldier, and his pen is very good-looking, while Xin Xiaoluo walks like a mouse, jumping up and down but not fast.
He is wearing a uniform white T-shirt issued by the school, wearing a black hat, handsome and mysterious, Xin Xiaoluo is the only cartoon jumpsuit, short hair is cute and cute, the two of them are funny together, and they are like another missing piece of each other, and they must be together to be complete.
The first time he went back to the dormitory, it was very easy, he put it down at the corner of the stairs, and he didn't glance at it when he entered the girls' dormitory building, and his heart was really good.
Pulling her suitcase and carrying her bag, she walked to her old dormitory, where there were two new faces that she didn't recognize.
"Who are you?"
The long-haired girl sitting in the chair answered her first: "Hello, my name is Lan Xin, majoring in painting."
The explosive curly-haired girl who happened to come out of the toilet also replied: "Hello, is it Xiaoluo?" My name is Yu Changxi, and I am a painting major like her. I was off campus last year due to some special reasons, and I applied for a residence this year, and I'm glad to be roommates with you. β
Xin Xiaoluo shook hands with them one by one and smiled: "Do you know me?" But I still want to introduce myself, my name is Xin Xiaoluo, a marketing professional, and I am very happy to meet you. β
After speaking, everyone does their own things, last year's four-person dormitory was only her and Lian Bing, and now there are two more people who seem to be very crowded, she is not used to it, she is a sophomore, and she has to meet new roommates and get in a new relationship.
After making the beds and tidying up the desks, the dormitory was empty. Friendship is also very pretentious, and it has to be divided into first come and first come. Suddenly, the place that she and Lian Bing called another home became someone else's home, an indescribable feeling, an empty heart, and a desire to cry.
Will Lian Bing, who is far away in another country, be like her, miss everything far away, it's not good to be alone, can you come back soon?
There are many unfamiliar faces in the cafeteria, and the canteen on the first day of school is always the most crowded, Xin Xiaoluo hit her favorite chili fried meat and sour shredded potatoes, mixed with rice spoonful by spoonful and fed into her mouth, the taste is the same but she can't eat it, obviously the fried color and flavor are complete, and the gastric juice is constantly secreting, but she can't swallow it.
She sat in the cafeteria for an hour, half of her meal unfinished, unconsciously put it in her mouth, chewed it slowly and swallowed it down her throat.
A porridge and a meal are hard-won, a wisp of perseverance is difficult, she has been in this textbook thinking since she was a child, she hates waste very much, and would rather not eat her than waste it, but today she is destined to not be able to eat.
It's too difficult to be alone, especially in a free-roaming university, without Lian Bing to accompany her to chat, and there are waves of frustration in her heart.