After attending the funeral of Grandma Chengliang, I later learned that Zhao Xun had not stayed in the chicken coop at all on the night of the heavy rain that year.

Listening to the sound of thunderstorms outside, the kind grandmother was always tugging at her heart.

As an elder, as a mother, she was very distressed.

She could even feel how a poor child had survived the unknown pain and misery on that thunderstormy night.

But she really can't do anything, on the one hand, because of her own daughter's anger with her husband, and on the other hand, her young granddaughter, although this granddaughter is not related to them by blood.

The kind grandmother had to endure it all the time, and she couldn't think of anything else that could be solved.

finally waited until the stepmother fell asleep, and the kind grandmother quietly slipped out.

She was ready enough to wake up the next day and be blamed by her daughter, but now, she had to do it.

She must set an example for her daughter, born as a human being, please put away your so-called edge.

No matter what kind of entanglement she has with her husband, she can't take all her anger out on this young child.

Zhao Xun is still a child, why should she let her weak body resist the quarrels of adults, this is unfair to her.

What a poor child, Zhao Xun at the mouth of the chicken nest was covered with rain, plus the yard was originally paved with bricks and mud, Zhao Xun at this time was simply a living clay man.

The kind grandmother picked up Zhao Xun in the yard and rubbed it on her body, her eyes full of love and pity.

But who knows, Zhao Xun has been weak since he was a child, and he can't withstand such a toss.

As for the ototoxicity caused by Zhao Xun's improper use of streptomycin because of the high fever that persisted and did not go away, it has also left an important impact on Zhao Xun today.

And all this is a heavy blow to the kind grandmother.

After the kind grandmother left, several of her children discussed the idea of sending the old father to the nursing home.

Because the children are all working in other places, they can't go home to see them often, and they don't feel at ease when they stay at home.

In the past, there was a kind grandmother, and the sweet and bitter life was finally accompanied by the old couple, but now only the old father is left.

The children of the kind grandmother discussed that each family should take out 5,000 yuan first and pay the living expenses and housing expenses for the year to their father.

And my father also took the initiative to count him, and his own family would pay the same amount of money as your children.

The crowd also said that there was no need for Zhao to find his family for this money, after all, ······

But my father insisted again and again.

Zhao Xun understood in his heart why his father did this, which can be regarded as a kind of compensation for the stepmother, and it can be regarded as the last filial piety for the stepmother to the kind grandmother!

But what the big guy didn't expect was that this old man didn't agree with the children's approach.

Even the eldest son was a little anxious, he felt that the old father was a little unobedient to the children's arrangements.

But they didn't know that this kind, taciturn old father was reluctant to leave here at all, and even didn't want to cause any more trouble to the children.

"Dad won't go, I can walk and jump now, I can support myself, I will go down to the field to see when I have strength, and I will go out for a walk when I am free, but you, don't forget the old mother at home during the New Year's holidays, she loved to nag when she was young, and I want to listen to you when I come."

"Dad, the sisters are just afraid that you will suffer!"

"Gotcha! Don't worry about me, call home when you're free, I'll definitely call you if I have something. ”

Before leaving, his father kowtowed three times in front of the spirit of the kind grandmother, and Zhao Xun didn't understand it very well, anyway, he followed his father's example and kowtowed three times.

When he looked up, Zhao Xun faintly saw his father's hazy eyes.

It seemed to be the first time I cried except for the time when my father lost his bone tube.

Zhao Xun could hear his father's unbearability and helplessness.

Maybe only in the face of life and death, you will feel that everything is a trivial matter, and death is also a fate that everyone cannot escape.

The people we are born can only face them calmly and then spend the rest of our lives remembering them.

"Grandpa, can I still come here in the future?"

"Of course, as long as you want."

After saying goodbye to the kind grandmother's family, my father rode a motorcycle to take Zhao back, after all, they knew that the family must still have something to explain, and it would be inconvenient for them to be there.

Along the way, my father and Zhao Xun didn't say a word.

Suddenly, Zhao Xun felt that something was missing, but he couldn't say it.

She thought that if her stepmother was still alive, and at this time, in the face of the separation from her dearest person, then her stepmother would definitely cry in a daze.

On the contrary, she did not know how to comfort her.

Seeing that the atmosphere was extremely depressed, my brother kept asking where you went.

"Okay, you nursing child, just don't meddle in the affairs of adults."

Seeing his father's harsh reprimand, the younger brother no longer dared to say anything.

"Well, let's go do my homework."

Zhao Xun mediated for her younger brother on the side, she knew that her father was not happy, so it was best for them to slip away.

After Zhao Xun and his father cleaned up the house, they told their father that they were going back to school.

Zhao Zhao, who returned to school, plunged into the tense preparation for the exam after the holiday.

Zhao Xun deeply knows that a child from a poor family like her, only through her own continuous efforts can she turn over and change her fate.

And the college entrance examination is the opportunity to change your fate.

She knows that this opportunity to study is also hard-won, and she has finally come to this day, as long as she finally grits her teeth, she will be able to go to the university she dreams of.

Although it is not the final sprint of the third year of high school, there are some people in the class who sleep in class every day, whisper, play with mobile phones, and even sit in the last row behind the teacher's back to secretly talk about love······

Ten years of cold window, how many students are looking forward to the arrival of this day, and everyone wants to seize this rare opportunity to change their ordinary fate.

Of course, there are also those rich children who are born without much effort at all, and they may easily have a job that may be higher than a graduate degree.

Maybe the college entrance examination is just a form for them, or just an ordinary exam that cannot be missed.

And you can't say anything unfair, because there's nothing relatively fair in this world.

Perhaps in the eyes of many students, in many rainy and rainy mornings, Zhao Xun kept running on the playground with a physics and English book in his hand.

A girl's grades are usually not very satisfactory, that is, the material for the college entrance examination.

But Zhao Xun didn't think so, she felt that people would win the day!

Titi had a heavy schoolbag on his shoulder, walked briskly to the classroom, filled up a glass of boiled water, and continued to read the next book.

Fortunately, it is not yet the final sprint, otherwise there should really be some scramble, Zhao Xun feels that he still has a lot of knowledge points that he has not yet understood.

The life of the third year of high school, although a little tired, is fulfilling.

Although Zhao Xun also understands that he is not a material from Tsinghua University and Peking University, he can always be admitted to one of the three and two books if he works hard.

So, she studied hard, and every morning when the wake-up whistle of the next unit had just sounded, Zhao Xun had been on the playground for at least two hours.

What defining things, memory things, and English words, ancient texts and ancient poems, she has to fight to catch up this morning, she is a stupid bird, so she must fly early.

At this time, the morning is also the best time of the day, in the playground of the University, on the campus of the University, you will find that you are the only one, calm like a lake.

When the dawn of the East appeared, gradually, there were more people who came to the playground to read early, and some sports students also started a day of training, and Zhao Xun was ready to go home.

Go back and drink a glass of water, eat a biscuit, or maybe have the milk that my father brought me.

I remember when I first entered the third year of high school, when I opened a parent, the head teacher said that if a child wants to be admitted to a good school and wants to take the undergraduate exam, eggs and milk with fish head are indispensable.

Some children who love to eat or children who have conditions at home pay more attention to three meals a day.

In order to improve their children's memory, some parents even take any traditional Chinese medicine.

After a while, maybe you will find out who in such and such a class has gained a few pounds and a dozen pounds.

And this time is also the most anxious time for students, under the intense study pressure, the nerves are highly tense, and some students are even desperate for the expectations of their families.

At 1-2 o'clock in the morning, I was still studying with a small desk lamp.

One day, in a Chinese class, the teacher said that life without experiencing the college entrance examination is imperfect.

At that time, Zhao Xun didn't understand the meaning of this, and she once thought that the college entrance examination was happy and sweet.

But it wasn't until after the college entrance examination that she knew what the true meaning of some people being happy and some being worried.

Although when he grew up, Zhao Xun also understood that the college entrance examination may not be the only path you can take to success.

Three hundred and sixty lines, the line is the champion.

As long as you can be accomplished in your own field, then you must be the best and worthy of respect.

Of course, this has a lot to do with how many books you have read and how much education you have received, and you cannot deny the importance of reading books for you.