Life has to go on, and people have to move on.

I know you're tired and the rest of your life is long, so I'll agree.

Let me hug you, hug your untold loneliness, hug your unspeakable pain, hug your clenched teeth and move forward.

Finally, it's good, it's all, I'll give it all to you.

The breeze in May will give you, half of Coke will be given to you, Fujijia lollipops will be given to you, the first bite of ice cream will be given to you, the last fish ball from Haidilao will be given to you, and the rest of your life will be given to you.

Gradually.

The bone pipe operated by my father is also getting better day by day.

Zhao Xun also went to high school, and his younger brother also began to study in elementary school, so he can also make up classes like other people's children.

The family is no longer like before, and only during the New Year's holidays can only eat a good meal, and the house has also installed a refrigerator, so that things in the house no longer have to spoil so quickly, and my father does not have to buy 3 peaches every time to come back.

But in the summer, Zhao found the three of them crowded in that hut, and there was no special kitchen for cooking or anything, so my father couldn't bear to go to the furniture store and buy an electric fan back.

In fact, many people can already install air conditioning, including hotels.

But the conditions at home have just improved, and the bones are all about opening doors and windows to dissipate heat, and the family's spare money is only enough to buy these things.

However, this electric fan can be said to be a big piece of the family for the Zhao and Zhao sisters.

After his father brought back the fan, Zhao Xun and his younger brother looked around the fan and touched it left and right, but they liked it very much.

Especially the younger brother, for this new friend who can bring them a cool summer, he shows a warm welcome.

Later, under the roar of his father, Zhao Xuncai and his younger brother moved away from the fan a little.

My father said that only if you stay away from the fan, the wind will blow, so that everyone can feel the coolness.

However, it is not possible to turn on that fan every day.

Although my father is a big man, my father has been a father and a mother for so many years, and his mind can't help but become much more delicate.

Every time I turn on the fan, my father is set to be after 20:00 in the evening, because my father is in the store at noon, and Zhao Xun and his younger brother also go to help, if there is still time left, then they will lie down in the back kitchen for a while and then go to class.

In the evening, if there are no drinkers in the store, it usually closes around 8 o'clock.

At that time, when the family sits together, cooks, eats, chats, and does homework, it will be the hottest time in the house.

It can be said that when they are not yet growing up, Zhao Xun and his younger brother are looking forward to their favorite time in the summer is 20:00 in the day.

Because only at that time is the summer cool.

Later, when they grew up, they learned that why their father set the time to turn on the fan every day at 20 o'clock at night was because their father was afraid of electricity.

If you blow the fan for 4 months of the year, the electricity bill will definitely increase this month.

The family is now adding a refrigerator, and with this fan, you must know that the power is not small.

Zhao Xun was wiping the table in the bone tube, and his younger brother was sitting at the dining table at the door writing homework.

The sun shines on my brother, and perhaps the afternoon sun is the best of the day.

It is not like the sun that has just appeared in the morning, nor is it like chasing the afterglow that is about to fall, it is like a kind mother.

Then he gently stroked his favorite child, warm, soft, and mixed with a trace of beautiful fantasy.

Zhao looked back at her brother, she felt that all this was very happy, and what she wanted most was to be with her favorite family, a lifetime of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, even if she had millet porridge and steamed buns with pickles for a lifetime, that was what she was willing to choose.

After all, that's what she wants to live.

"Find a child, when your college entrance examination is over, if you pass the exam, continue to go to college, and then I will buy you another mobile phone!"

Oh, my God! This turned out to be a sentence from the mouth of my stern old father, Zhao Xun couldn't believe it.

"Dad, I must study hard and take the exam well!"

"Okay, your own studies, you can control them yourself, you will be admitted to school, you will eat and drink spicy food all your life, I can also follow you to get a little light, if you can't pass the exam, just like me, you will be at the dinner table for the rest of your life, go up and down, or go back to your hometown to farm."

"Well, I know I only have this one chance, and I will definitely take advantage of it."

"I'm about to enter the third year of high school, you won't have to help in the bone tube during this time, go home every day after school to read and write homework, take care of your younger brother by the way, don't let him run away after finishing his homework, if a big boy can't get into college in the future, it will be difficult for his daughter-in-law to marry."

"Okay, then Dad, I won't be here tomorrow, and I'll help you when I finish the exam."

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, Zhao Xun has entered the tense third year of high school.

Most of the courses basically ended in the second semester of the second semester of high school, and Zhao Zhao was studying science at that time, and the memorization things were okay, mainly because of the flexible application.

Just when Zhao was nervous about reviewing and preparing for the third year of high school, the unfortunate news came.

My brother's grandmother, my stepmother's mother-in-law, my father's mother-in-law, and that kind grandmother passed away.

When Zhao Xun heard the news, she decisively asked the teacher for leave, although she knew that asking for leave at this juncture could be said to do more harm than good for her college entrance examination, and even she would fall behind in the past few days.

You must know that on the college entrance examination paper, even if you are 1 point higher than others, 0.5 points, you may even pull down thousands of troops.

The competitiveness of the college entrance examination has a cruelty that you can't imagine, it is like thousands of troops crossing a single-plank bridge, but this is also the only opportunity you can turn over and change your fate, it depends on how you grasp it.

Although his father didn't want Zhao Xun to take leave from school, after all, this stage of the third year of high school was a very important period, but he deeply understood the meaning of a kind grandmother to Zhao Zhao.

At the same time, he also deeply understands the meaning of a kind grandmother to himself, and his stepmother even lost her life in order to give her a son.

Now even if he can't fulfill the filial piety of being a daughter for his stepmother under his knees, but the dead are the greatest, he can't just be a ruthless and unrighteous person.

When my father left, he took 500 yuan from the family and went to the supermarket to buy some fruit bread and dry cakes as a tribute.

Most of the gifts of the people in that meeting were 100 yuan, 200 yuan, and a little more was about 300 yuan, and you must know that the father took 500 yuan is already a lot.

The father took Zhao to the kind grandmother's house, this time he didn't take a taxi, he came on the old motorcycle of Taratara.

Looking at the grandfather sitting on the stone steps at the door from afar, it seems that he is much older, in short, his face is full of vicissitudes.

This time, Zhao Xun's brothers and sisters met his stepmother for the first time, and they were all on the photos of his stepmother's house before.

"Come, let's go into the house with the child, by the way, the little baby didn't come?"

Grandpa is still the same as Zhao Xun last time he came to see him, except for some things that must be said, there is almost nothing to say.

"The child went to make up the lesson, and I brought the girl over to see off the mother."

"Okay."

This is the first time Zhao Xun has heard her father call her kind grandmother mother, she doesn't know if her father has called her like this before, but she feels that her father's mother is very tender and natural.

The father told Zhao Xun at home that he was afraid that his younger brother was still too young, and this kind of scene was afraid that it would leave some shadow in the child's heart, so he put his younger brother at Uncle Li's house.

Uncle Li is a good person, now in his 50s, a few years ago he was found to have a cerebral infarction, usually at home is to catch some fish and do exercise.

However, I will also infuse good fluids for blood vessels several times a year, and then take some drugs such as aspirin, which can be said to be no big problem for the body.

Unfortunately, Uncle Lee's lover heard that he seemed to have died in a car accident when he was young.

They had two children, a son and a girl, but they were both married, and the children were very filial.

Uncle Li can be said to be a very talkative person, when his stepmother was buried a while ago, Uncle Li also came to help, and his father was afraid that he would tire others, but Uncle Li still tried his best to help.

Now because of the kind grandmother, Zhao Xun and his father are not at home, so they can only be sent to Uncle Li's house for the family to help take care of them.

This is the second time Zhao Xun has attended the funeral, she walked into the courtyard of her kind grandmother, and the past is vivid.

It seems that the old man who was on his brother's 100th birthday a few days ago and said that I would come and hug the child has not gone far.

The old man who was still talking in his sleep was still talking Child, this is the ginger soup I made for you, and the old man who warmed up your body is still there.

Thousands of thoughts came to my mind at once.

When Zhao Xun was in high school, she already understood things very well, and she learned from the mouths of adults that the death of the kind grandmother was very sudden, and she was fine in the morning, but not in the afternoon.

By the time the children rushed back and sent to the hospital, they were no longer alive and could not be rescued.

But the kind grandmother didn't have a little pain when she left.

I only remember that afternoon, the weather was very gloomy, and Zhao Xun saw that his stepmother's brothers and sisters were gathered around his grandmother's coffin, crying and crying.

Outside, a group of villagers gathered around, watching, pointing, and whispering.

It seems that in the whole courtyard, only the old man is sitting alone at the gate, maybe in a daze, maybe looking at something.

Perhaps the departure of the kind grandmother is the loss of the old mother who worked day and night for the children, but they still have wives and children.

For Zhao Xun, she lost that kind grandmother, but she still has a younger brother and a father.

And for grandpa, what he lost was goodbye and life.

Looking at the kind old man in the photo, Zhao Xun seemed to see the kind grandmother smiling at her again, and she seemed to see her stepmother who had been gone for a long time.

But he didn't say a word.

Laughing, laughing, laughing......