If life can be better because of this, I think it is not because of anything else, but because the sun is good enough, the wind is cool, the air is fresher, and you are smiling sweetly.

Some people say that brothers are like siblings, I think the sister and brother should be like the relationship between the palm of the hand and the back of the hand, when he was young, Zhao looked for his younger brother to shelter from the wind and rain and resist the cold;

When I grew up, now I am a younger brother to wipe away the anxiety and bitterness from the corners of my sister's eyes, no need for flowery rhetoric, no need for perfunctory hugs, he understands all your good and bad.

Zhao Xun didn't know at the time, in fact, the ring that his younger brother bought when he suddenly ran to the toilet at the station that day was simply his brother's temporary idea.

Although Zhao Xun was very surprised, this ring was placed on the model's hand at that time, and the price must not be very cheap.

Despite Zhao's repeated questioning, the younger brother still did not give in, and the younger brother only said that I bought it myself, and I bought it myself.

Later, Zhao Xun really believed it, until that time he saw his younger brother Alipay's transfer record to others, Zhao Xun went to the store and asked how they got this ring.

The clerk said he remembered very well that the young man who was running that day said he wanted the ring on the model's hand, but he didn't have the money.

In fact, he didn't think that he was going to take it away that day, he said that he wanted to wait for a while to buy it, let's keep it, because we said that Valentine's Day is coming soon, this ring is new this year, and it will definitely sell well when the time comes, and it may not be able to keep it for so long.

Maybe it was because the young man didn't have much money with him at the time, and then he kept calling and sending WeChat to borrow money from others, and then he finally borrowed enough.

We were all still saying that this young man's girlfriend must be very happy, and later Zhao Xun told the clerk that the young man was his own brother.

Zhao clearly remembered that the expressions of the clerks at that time were really surprised.

Zhao Xun was moved by thousands of emotions in her heart, but she didn't know how to express it, maybe family affection and love are the same, love to the depths, that is the most touching hidden in the bottom of her heart, and it can't be expressed in words.

Of course, there can be many kinds of expectations, either for the parents at home, or for the lovers around you, or for the children at home, because only in the face of such struggles, we will feel the warmth from our relatives, the sweetness of our lovers, and the kindness of strangers, so that life will not be so bad.

And Zhao Xun's expectation is just the big house that he will give to his father with his younger brother, which is a big house that his father has never lived in, although every time his father chats with others, he will talk about something:

"Oh, we're rough, we're not used to living in that big house, and it's too boring to live in a building! You see that we live in a bungalow is lively and convenient, and the relationship between the neighbors is good, isn't it! Hahaha~"

Every time he hears his father speak to others like this, Zhao Xun feels uncomfortable, and sometimes he even feels that it is because of his incompetence that his father can say such helpless words, but what can be done? It's not because my previous ability is really not enough.

It was probably nearly half a year later, and Zhao Xun finally found a house, which was recommended by a colleague.

However, before this, Zhao Xun was also deceived by those so-called intermediaries and small advertisements, which is probably the embarrassment that most people who rent a house may encounter.

Maybe it's because Zhao is looking better, sometimes it is inevitable that some talented people with bad intentions will have some bad intentions.

Zhao Xun remembered the most profound time, she found a house in a QQ exchange group asking for a shared house, and the middleman gave a speech, which was very exciting to Zhao Xun, so after negotiating the price, Zhao Xun made an appointment with others to see the house.

Zhao Xun, who was not deeply involved in the world, how could he know how to write the words unspoken rules at that time, and he was stupid and went to see the house alone without anyone to accompany him, and the moment she opened the door, she began to regret it.

She swore that she would quit the group!

It was a group of shirtless middle-aged greasy men with tattoos, all of them with a tiger's back and a cigarette in their mouths, no, it seemed that they were still talking about NMP swearing!

After they saw a young and beautiful Zhao Xun, all of them had gold stars in their eyes, and some people even threw away the cigarettes in their mouths.

Zhao Xun, who has had a shadow of bare-chested men since she was a child, this scene suddenly brought her back to ten years ago, those men who sat in the bone tube and hummed and said comfortably, reproduced here perfectly, all this came so unexpectedly......

"I'm sorry, I made a mistake!" When Zhao was about to turn around and leave, he was stopped by them.

It's easy to come here, do you think this is a place where you can walk if you want, those men who are as hungry as wolves, tigers and leopards are staring at each other, and it is impossible to release people!

"Little sister, why are you going? Who said you went wrong! ”

"Yo, isn't that the little bird that loves barley? I'm - strong Liu, don't you know me? I know you, we've all seen your picture Ai, what a beautiful little girl. ”

Listening to the man say his QQ screen name, if Zhao Xun hadn't eaten that day, he would have vomited it in front of them at that time.

At first glance, it was a sissy of TM, and a lollipop was stuffed in his mouth that was eight degrees larger than his mouth, and he even wore a pair of women's slim pants, which seemed to be seven minutes long, and there was a fork at the bottom, and a pair of Hello Kitty's cotton female drags on her feet were super eye-catching, K! It's actually cotton-style, cotton-style!! What is this going on? It's not winter!

But he still gave his screen name what a strong Liu! It's just a weak Liu, is it good! At this time, Zhao Xun had a feeling of being deceived into getting on a thief ship.

Zhao found himself and thought to himself, how did she know these people, it was simply a crime, she must quit the group when she goes back, she must quit the group, she must quit the group, she must quit the group! Leave the group!

Even though there are a thousand in my heart, ten thousand regrets are useless now, because now they are in the tiger's mouth, I just hope they can be lighter!

"Hey, big brother, big brother, hello, big brother."

Zhao Zhao, who has worked in the business hall for so long, of course, will still have this bit of public relations.

When the shirtless men heard these words, they all instantly smiled.

"Come on, come on, come in and sit, come in and look at the house, see if it's suitable."

They don't look like good people, and if they are so quick to be courteous, they must be either traitors or thieves.

Zhao Xun was also wondering if her vigilance was also a little stronger, in case those people were just fierce and vicious on the surface, would she have a feeling of judging people by their appearance just by these points, but later when the facts were in front of her, Zhao Xun felt that she was not wrong at that time.

Because this world is both light and dark!

It's just that she herself didn't think that before she was twenty years old, no, before she was thirty years old, her life was dark, no matter what kind of crying she was, how she escaped, life gave her nothing but darkness, darkness, endless darkness!

Listen, that wonderful, crisp and lovely, accompanied by Zhao Xun's voice for twenty years, sounded again.

"Once you let go of your thoughts, you must learn to let go, learn to let go, let go of others, and let go of yourself."

Zhao Xun didn't know, if it weren't for this voice, how long would she really be able to last, how long would she be able to last.

It was a miserable hand, it was a shameful hand, it was a sinful hand, it was a pair of hideous hands, from the tips of my hair to my cheeks, from my breasts to my waist, from my buttocks to my thighs, and they said they liked me and said they wanted to do that with me......

I refuse, I roll, I struggle......

Later I found that the more I resisted, the stronger and more excited they seemed to be, and finally I decided to comply, I decided to give up, I decided to let them laugh and play.

It may be that no one loves someone who is destined to live this day in this life for the rest of his life, and Zhao Xun even feels that he is no longer saved.

This is true at the age of twenty, and it is the same at the age of thirty, because of his weakness and because of his own incompetence.

"What kind of bullshit are you still pretending to be with Lao Tzu, when you married Lao Deng Tou at the age of 20, I see that you almost gave birth to a child, if it weren't for the short life of that old man, you would now have such a chance to enjoy the beautiful youth of my brothers! Besides, aren't we younger than him? Not stronger than him! Hahaha"

"Hahaha, hahaha......"

"Hahaha, hahahahahaha... Refreshing... Refreshing! ”

It was a harsh, bruised, gnashing laugh that made people's scalps tingle to hear.

Later, Zhao Xun said that she really didn't remember, at least in her diary, she wrote about it.

Alone, lonely, flooded, fell, fell, fell, fell step by step.

Maybe this is the automatic defense function that a person turns on, so sometimes we choose amnesia, choose to forget, or even choose not to be.

For a long time after that, Zhao Xun didn't want to mention buying a house or looking at a house for a long time.

It wasn't until later that Zhao looked for an intermediary recommended by a young lady in the business hall, it seemed that there was a relative on the young lady's mother's side, of course, it was a very reliable one.

Although it is an intermediary, because of this colleague's relationship, the intermediary fee is also omitted.