15: I can't be happy in this life
After Zhao Xun thanked the neighbors, he gave the specialties that he brought to her "mother" from Beijing to the neighbors.
The neighbors took over this rare thing from Beijing with one hand, and even their eyes were about to pop out, and they shouted a few times in a row! What a girl!
Zhao Xun knows that her mother may not be able to eat these things again in this life, when she was young, because her family was poor, she couldn't even afford to eat oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, how could she have spare money to eat these things, and now when the child has the ability to honor her, but she is gone.
The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, and the son wants to be filial and does not wait.
In the second year of going back to continue working, Zhao Xun still worked in the previous hemp spinning factory, and became a foreman in less than two years with her excellent performance, she no longer had to be as tired as before, and the life of the family was getting better and better.
Zhao Xun is in her spare time, in addition to helping her father's bone tube, the rest of the time she reads alone in her cabin, she wants to take the civil service exam.
She also wants to have a decent job like other graduates.
In the future, I will find a good husband and live a plain life with Hemeimei.
But in a business place like a restaurant, any messy person can be encountered, and some drunken men in the bone tube are even ridiculing:
"Oh, come and take a look at the eldest daughter of the old Zhao family, she looks like a person, and her hair has grown together, it is estimated that it is, who can taste it is considered to have not lived in vain in this life! Hahaha" Several big men laughed more and more.
Everyone picked up the wine bottle, and one of them took a big sip.
Zhao Xun's father only smiled slightly, he didn't dare to say anything more, they didn't dare to offend these masters, after all, this small shop still relies on these uncles to take care of! Otherwise, a bad review will be passed on to you this year, and I don't think anyone would dare to come to your store to eat!
Her father even sometimes said with a smile on his face:
"Uncles, are you such a young man of childbearing age? If you have a good seedling, remember to find one for my family, but the home can't be too far away, and she helps take care of the bones, you see that this girl is not too small, and there are still leftovers at home! ”
After saying that, everyone in the bone tube laughed, and the lively men shouted, Lao Zhao, you see that your girl has such a good appearance, I want to kick my old pearl mother-in-law in the family flirting with your girl in the bed, I am afraid that your girl will not agree, and the laughter in the bone tube is even louder.
Later, as long as Zhao asked for help in the bone tube, there were many guests in the bone tube, most of them were men, bare-chested men!
So Zhao Zhao is still flustered about the shirtless man, and every time Zhao Zhao is stubborn, he lets these men say indiscreet words.
Sometimes, when my younger brother came over from school to help and heard someone talking about ridiculing his sister, he would slap him back like a gun, leaving those big men speechless.
But forced to make a living, every time my sister would say to him, let him go home and read, and my sister could endure this little hardship.
In fact, every time he hears these ugly words, Zhao Xun is not bitter in his heart.
After all, my younger brother has not yet graduated, has not yet found a job, and will marry a daughter-in-law and have a son in the future, and the savings in this family are really not enough to buy a house for my younger brother in the suburbs of the city.
However, Zhao Xun's heart was very warm, she knew that it was not easy to have someone who really loved him in this world, and it was worth it for all she did.
At the end of the year, Zhao found 23,000 yuan in the factory, which was already a lot for that meeting, Zhao Zhao saved 3,000 yuan for emergency use, and the rest was given to her father, ready to be left for her younger brother to marry his daughter-in-law in the future.
The moment my father received the money, he was so happy, he had never received so much money at once, his eyes were red all of a sudden, and he said again and again, good girl, what a good girl, but I didn't follow your unobtrusive wild mother! It's my good seed!
Zhao Xun hated it in his heart, even his mother, who had died, was scolded like this in the end, but she didn't dare to resist, in this life, she was destined to be suppressed by his father like this.
My younger brother has always had a good academic performance, he gets a scholarship every year, and his family has saved some money, but in his senior year, suddenly something happened in his family, and everything can never go back to the original appearance.
"Xiao Xun, go back and take a look, go back and see your unsuccessful father!"
The old Zhang Tou who lived at the entrance of the East Lane ran directly to Zhao to find the factory, and said hurriedly.
Zhao's head was hot, she thought that something had happened to her brother, after all, she was the closest to her brother.
Zhao Xun said hello to the factory director and ran away regardless of it, the factory director was still scolding and scolding behind, you think the hemp spinning factory was opened by your family! You can go if you want! If you want to come back, you'll come back!
But she couldn't care about that much.
She rushed back all the way to see what was going on, and as soon as she reached the alley, she heard the sound of scolding, shouting, and SY......
Zhao Xun rushed into the house to take a look, there was a CL woman with heavy makeup and a big breasts lying on the kang, panties on the ground, bras, stockings, toilet paper, flying all over the ground, her father was crawling on the paper towel on the ground at the moment, and the corners of his mouth and nose were bleeding.
"Oh, it's the eldest girl who is back, come and see your wild father, my own woman is running away, dying, I'm here to engage Lao Tzu's woman, if you are not afraid of infectious diseases, if you want to engage women, go to the bathhouse!"
It turned out that his father had engaged Liu Laizi's woman across the street.
"Then you guys are fighting now, you and I want this kind of thing, what do you want!"
"We don't want to do anything, we ask you for money, and you don't have it, that bone tube will be ours in the future, your dad and my woman have a bone tube in one meal, and your dad won't pay for it!" After saying that, Liu Laizi and a few Lai Pi laughed, completely ignoring what happened to the naked woman on the kang.
The father, who was panting after being beaten, no longer had any strength to quibble, and nodded his head a few times in a row, he just thought that these people should leave quickly.
The bone tube, which has been hard to operate for decades, is given in this way.
After Liu Laizi left, the woman slowly climbed down from the kang, picked up the clothes on the ground and wrapped them casually, and prepared to leave without wiping the lipstick on her face. People will be waiting for you outside in the future! After saying that, YD laughed and walked away.
The angry father shivered and snorted, ", BZ, it's really a stinky BZ, you get out of me!" Get out of here! ”
Only then did my father react, it turned out that he had fallen into the pit, this woman had come to eat in the bone tube a few days earlier, and she had been eyebrow-to-eye with him, and she slept with him in a few days, and when it was time for the dry wood and fire to try, her man broke in.
Zhao Xun cleaned up the smashed furniture, and asked his father, what should I do if I don't have a bone tube, my father howled, in order to sleep with the woman, I spent a lot of money on her, and it was a mobile phone, and a necklace, and now there is not much money at home, even if you give me tens of thousands of yuan, I don't have it, and now I have lost the bone tube.
What will I do in the future!
After his younger brother came home from school, he knew that the bone tube was gone, so he wanted to run to find Liu Laizi to settle the account, but was stopped by Zhao Xun.
"Brother, don't go! You know, it's not easy for us to gain a foothold here, so what's the use of you going to make trouble? They are Laipi, they are not afraid of going to prison, and they are not afraid of death, we are different from them, we are ordinary people, now is your graduation period, we can't have any more trouble! Did you know? ”
"But sister, I can't watch them on our head!"
"Now things have come to this, we have no money and no power, we can only break our teeth and swallow them in our stomachs, we don't want the bones, we can still earn money without money, but our lives are gone......"
The younger brother is a fierce man, and he can't stand the bullying of others in his family, but what can be done, this is a real society.
After Zhao found a place to settle down at home, she went back to work, and as soon as she returned to the factory, she saw several colleagues walking around her, and no one even paid attention to her when she said hello.
She thought it was the big guy who knew about what her dad had done.
After a while, the factory director called someone to find Zhao.
After Zhao looked for her, the factory director threw an envelope in front of her, and a wad of money fell out.
"What do you mean, Director?"
"Xiao Zhao, you see that there have been a lot of things at home recently, I see that you don't have any intention to work in the factory, just leave, and other people in the factory who want to ask for leave and I didn't give it leave have come to protest."
It turned out that the factory director was still thinking about the incident when she ran home after saying hello to the factory director that day.
Zhao asked him in the office if he could give her another chance, she still had a family to support, but the factory director didn't even say a word to her.
Zhao Xun knew that this job was a no-brainer.
After returning home, she didn't tell her father that her job was gone, but paper couldn't contain the fire after all, seeing that she didn't go to work for several days, she had to confess under her father's repeated questioning.
The job in the hemp mill was lost.
At that time, Zhao went to university and studied accounting, so she was going to try her luck at the supermarket cashier, after all, she didn't have much chance to go back to a large company or a shopping mall.
Running into walls everywhere, she returned home disgraced.
As soon as she entered the house, her father said to her happily:
"Looking for a son, Dad found you a mother-in-law, now it can be regarded as your father's wish, his family promised to wait for you to marry, and then open a small restaurant for Dad!"
"Dad, I don't want to get married yet! Can you wait any longer? ”
"What are you talking about, if you don't get married, can you still wait at home to eat and drink for the rest of your life! Your brother can't even marry a daughter-in-law! ”
"Dad, I am self-reliant, I will definitely find a job, honor your old man, I will not eat and drink the things at home in vain."
"Okay, okay, don't say it anymore, it's decided, it's the Uncle Deng who used to come to our bone tube to eat and give tips."
"Ah, what? Is it Old Man Deng? He's in his 50s and 60s now, right? ”
"Child, 50, 60 years old and now nothing, the old Deng Tou has said, he has no children and no daughters in his life, if you can give him a son and a half daughter in the past, he will be good to you for the rest of his life, and the family property will be yours in the future."
"But Dad, he's a bad old man, don't talk about how I live when I get married, he can be my grandfather, we, how can we have children?"
No matter what means she uses, you have to marry this marriage contract, and you have to marry if you don't marry! In front of his father, all she can do is be obedient, only obedient!
Later, Zhao Xun also accepted her fate, she was thinking, maybe this life is destined for her tragic fate, a child who has no mother and no father, it is a blessing to be able to live until now!
Within a few days, Lao Deng took the 60,000 yuan bride price and a few killed and washed animals, and came to Lao Zhao's house to officially propose.
Old Deng Tou is also interesting enough.
He spent 200 yuan for Zhao Xun and rented a wedding dress, which included makeup, plate fees, and the two also took a wedding photo in the town's photo studio.
In their town, what kind of makeup, taking wedding photos, are all things that rich people do, and it is enough for ordinary people to wear red wedding dresses.
But Lao Deng Tou looks at Xiao Zhao as a big girl with yellow flowers, and she has a college diploma, and she looks good-looking, and it's not good to be too lazy, and he is afraid that people will poke his backbone and scold him for eating tender grass, and it is not good for young grass.
Zhao Xun looked at himself in the photo, fresh and refined, and the beauty was a little different from himself.
In the past, she thought that her life would slowly get better, and she also longed for what kind of personable and beautiful man her future husband would be, but now the man she wants to marry is a bad old man!
An old man who is more than 20 to 30 years older than her, and his face is full of big pleats! An old man who reads countless women!
After being forced to get a marriage certificate, Zhao asked his father to spend 500 yuan to compensate her for a Changhong color TV, which can be regarded as a dowry, and asked someone to make a new quilt.
Sometimes Zhao Xun even thinks about why he has such a father in his life! God is so unfair!
Does that count as a deal?
Is he selling his own daughter?
In her father's heart, she may be a bargaining chip that can be exchanged for money!
She could have escaped, she could have traveled and not come back, but she couldn't, she was worried about her brother who had not grown up at home.
How to say that she also grew up in this family, he really doesn't want to watch this old father who "raised" him for more than 20 years, but in the end, he is accused of having no one to support his old age!
So, she chose to bear all the hardships alone.