44: Left ear
In my dreams, I dreamed of dreams that I couldn't wake up.
Is it only at the end that we will say hello to those who are looking forward to you in our hearts and who are good to you, and then say goodbye.
Zhao Xun was dying in that dream that belonged only to her.
However, after waking up, I had to continue to face the desolate mulberry field in front of me.
Can you say that she was not happy this night?
No, if that's what you think, then you're wrong, but it's a happy night, a good night for her.
Because on this night, she has a mother, she has a mother.
Maybe only Zhao can really understand the true meaning of this.
Zhao Xun didn't remember how long she had been asleep, she only remembered that when she woke up, she slept on the kang of her stepmother's house.
It wasn't the same chicken coop in the yard anymore, and she swore she couldn't really remember anything.
It's like a drunken fragment is a look.
Even now, she doesn't know if she really slept there that night.
And then how did I sleep on the kang of my stepmother's house.
Because now she feels that those are no longer so important, the important thing is that the stepmother must be soft-hearted now.
Suddenly she was lying on the kang and giggling, and she saw the kind grandmother, and the stepmother, and the father.
"Oh my God! It hurts, what is it? ”
"Don't move, don't move, and you'll be drumming with your hands on your back!" The stepmother said anxiously.
After all, she is a mother, and it is inevitable that some maternal love will overflow at this time, not to mention that the relationship between Zhao Xun and his stepmother has always been harmonious.
It turned out that Zhao Xun didn't know that she had been lying on her stepmother's kang for almost a day since the rain.
Zhao Xun had a high fever, and her whole body was no different from the stove, and her stepmother wiped her body with warm water, and then she went out to borrow alcohol from others when it didn't work, and tried to wipe it with alcohol.
But Zhao still didn't wake up for a long time, so he was so anxious that he called the barefoot doctor in the village and asked the family to come and see.
Later, the little doctor came and said that the child was too young and suffered from the cold, which was just a severe cold, and he might wake up after a while by infusion of some liquid.
So the stepmothers were relieved.
But for Zhao Xun, she has never taken a small piece of oral medicine from childhood to Dalian, if it is an unfortunate cold, it is a hard resistance every time, let alone an infusion.
She thought that she was glad she didn't know anything just now, otherwise she would have been unconscious again when she watched the long needle enter her body.
"Dad, when did you come? Can't rain outside? ”
"You kid, can't you see or hear if it's raining?"
Listening to his father's 2-0 answer, Zhao Xun also felt very uncomfortable in his heart, so he stopped talking and stopped asking.
"Kid, are you awake? After waiting for the hanging bottle, grandma boiled ginger water for you, you drink a little, warm your body, and you should have chills after the temperature is lowered! ”
"Thank you, grandma."
For Zhao Xun, the grandmother at that time was like a mother in a dream, giving her shoulders, giving her an umbrella, giving her warmth, and giving her ginger soup to drink.
She was grateful.
After losing for nearly 1 hour, Zhao Xun didn't know what the doctor and the adults were talking about.
It was only when I grew up that I realized what antibiotics I used when I had a severe cold when I was a child, such as streptomycin.
After the infusion and the needle was pulled, Zhao Xun immediately slid down from the kang to the ground, she was afraid that her stepmother would talk about her, and even disliked her, thinking about it after all, her stepmother didn't even let her in yesterday at home.
"What are you going to do? Why don't you lie on the kang when you're sick? The stepmother said sternly.
But Zhao Xun felt a trace of warmth in her heart, and she felt that her stepmother was so good.
She thinks it's really good in this family.
Then it was nice to make her sick and make her cold for a night.
Even her father, who usually hates her the most, came to see her, and it seems that she really doesn't look like what those bad boys say about his nemesis, broom star or something.
She has people she loves, and people who love her, and one day, she will grow up.
Zhao Xun went back to the kang again, but since she woke up, she hadn't seen her stepmother's father, she thought that it rained so hard yesterday, did she go to work in the field again?
Zhao Xun drank the bowl of ginger soup, and although every bite was spicy, she felt that she had to finish it.
Even if she was in tears, even if she wanted to vomit frequently, she couldn't show it, because she felt that it was the love that her kind grandmother gave her.
And she must not trample on this love.
Immediately after that, the stepmother and the others brought the food again, and Zhao Xun smelled the smell of chicken while lying on the kang, and the little roundworm in his stomach was already doing trouble.
"Come, child, this is made for you, you are sick, take care of it, eat more."
Zhao Xun listened to the words of the kind grandmother, and the tears of anger seemed to fall like a water curtain hole.
However, everyone chose to be silent and pretend not to see.
Maybe they also felt that they were a little cruel to put a small child in the heavy rain in the yard overnight, but fortunately, Zhao Zhao's life was great, otherwise......
Of course, Zhao Xun wouldn't really understand what they were thinking at the time.
Zhao Xun had to wipe away his tears and continue to eat.
My father moved a small bench and sat on the edge of the kang.
Zhao Xun thought that his father and stepmother had reconciled, but in fact, at that age, she didn't know anything about human affairs at all, it was just a reasonable gift for her son-in-law to come to her mother's house.
At this dinner table, except for the kind grandmother who occasionally had a few simple conversations with Zhao Xun, there was no other voice.
The kind grandmother said that in fact, the child (Zhao Xun) is also a hard-working child, and this life is not easy.
At that time, I was still young, and I didn't know what life was, and I didn't know what it was not easy.
After eating, I was about to go down to the field and go back with my father, when the uncle who didn't like to talk came back, and the mobile phone rang with a plastic bag.
The kind grandmother took the bag and stuffed it into Zhao Xun's palm.
It turned out to be a bag of apples.
"Eat more fruit when you have a cold and take it home to eat."
"You're so polite, quick, thank you grandma." Father said anxiously.
"Thank you, grandma, Mom, won't you get in the car with me and Dad?"
"I ......"
What the stepmother said later, Zhao Xun doesn't remember.
Because Zhao Xun fainted again at that time, he almost fell off the motorcycle.
Her father carried her all the way home, and the family hurriedly called the barefoot doctor in a hurry.
After the doctor came, they were injected with a drip, and the conditions at that time did not allow them to go to any big hospital for treatment, that is, let these doctors in the village who could see a doctor give infusions.
But I don't know if the amount of medicine that the doctor used for Zhao at that time was too large, or because she had been infused with fluids for several days in a row.
In short, the current Zhao Zhao's left ear is not very good hearing.
If you are standing in her left ear and speaking, then it is possible that Zhao Xun is very vague.
She couldn't even hear it.
The kind grandmother said that their family has direct medical insurance in this place, and the infusion is cheap.
If I go back to their home, I will definitely go to a small clinic nearby at least for the infusion, and the cost will be too much.
Later, his father simply asked Zhao Xun to stay at his stepmother's house for infusion.
Before leaving, he put 5,000 yuan on the kang.
Of course, the stepmother knows what this means, even if it is a year's worth of fluid, it won't cost much.
This is obviously lost to the stepmother and the kind grandmother, and he hopes that the next time he comes to pick up Zhao and find home, the stepmother will be with them.
Naturally, the stepmother didn't postpone anything, pretended to be nothing, put away the money and sent her father out.
My father rode the old motorcycle, Tara Tala, and walked away.
Zhao Xun lived in his stepmother for a week, talked to the school teacher on the phone, explained the situation and asked for leave, and then lived in his stepmother's house.
During the day, the stepmother's parents had to go to work in the fields, and the stepmother didn't know what to do when she went out, so she was the only one at home.
Every morning at about 9 o'clock, the barefoot doctor came with his little medicine kit on his back.
Zhao Xun panicked every time he saw the slender needle, but in order to get better as soon as possible, he didn't cry out in pain.
Seeing that he was gradually able to pull out the needle, and he was able to get down from the kang to wash the pot and sweep the floor for his stepmother, Zhao Xun knew that he was almost good.
On this day, the stepmother came back early.
But as soon as the stepmother came in, she squatted on the ground and retched endlessly.
Zhao Xun put down the work in his hand and hurriedly ran out to take a look.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? ”
"I'm fine, you go in and scoop me up with a scoop of water!"
"Okay." Zhao Xun is also recovering from a serious illness, but he runs extremely fast.
"Mom, here you go, are you suffering from heat stroke? I used to watch the first place in our class sit on the playground before the exam and then she threw up. ”
"You little kid, what do you know!"
"Oh." was said by his stepmother like this, and Zhao Xun didn't dare to say anything.
"I think you're almost fine, so you'll call your dad tomorrow and ask him to come and pick you up."
"Okay."
Zhao went back and borrowed the phone of his stepmother's house, and his father called in the afternoon.
Knowing that Zhao Xun was about to recover, his father came over again in the afternoon, and this time his father didn't ride the big motorcycle again.
After lunch, the family was resting, when they heard the whistle of a car in the distance, and a taxi slowly stopped at the gate of my stepmother's house.
Zhao Xun was still stunned on the kang, and the stepmothers and the others immediately went out to see who was coming.
Who thinks that the people in this village are people who don't go out often, and when they see the cars from this city, they feel very magnificent, and they all come to watch.
When the stepmother saw that it was her father who got out of the car, she thought that this old man didn't know what he was doing, so she turned around and came back.
The father must have been angry with his stepmother, so he simply took out all the things in the trunk of the car.
It seems that my father has really invested heavily this time, and he has not bought so many fruits and supplements during the Chinese New Year, and there are several packs of large and small, anyway, he can't finish it alone.
Zhao looked for his father and saw that his father was coming, so he hurried down to help carry things.
The father followed the stepmother back to the house, but he didn't expect to be coquettish.
Who knew that the stepmother threw a word to her father, leaving her father standing in place, speechless.
"No one can be bitter with your woman, in this life, you have already lost a woman, do you still want to lose the next one? If you know today, why bother in the first place! ”
What the stepmother said was categorical, but no matter how the kind grandmother persuaded her, the stepmother still didn't go back with Zhao to find them.
On the way back, my father said angrily in the car:
"Damn, the car is rented for nothing."