Gao Feng dare
After the heavy rain that only Wu Fan and Ye Qixue knew, the short-term intimacy between the two seemed to have never existed, and it was still a calm and even indifferent classmate relationship.
During this period, the relationship between Wu Fan and Su Ya became better and better, and even in some aspects, it has exceeded the limits that ordinary students should have. Su Can saw all this, but he didn't remind him, and even faintly added fuel to the fire.
And also in this eventful season, Gauguin, who changed his girlfriend four times in two years, fell out of love again.
Wu Fan's only contact with Gauguin before that was a private transaction when he pursued Ye Qixue, and the relationship was not very good. But perhaps it is the reason for the increasing maturity, Wu Fan always feels that there seems to be some special reasons behind Gauguin's frequent change of girlfriends, which may be a long-term illness.
On the other hand, Gauguin would sometimes comfort Wu Fan and encourage him to continue to work hard. According to his original words, it is not easy to like someone, especially someone like Wu Fan. Although Wu Fan felt that these words seemed to be putting the cart before the horse when he came out of Gauguin's mouth, the other party was sincere, and he was not disgusted, and listened carefully a few times.
In this way, after coming and going, Wu Fan and Gauguin, two people who couldn't beat each other with eight poles, turned out to be good friends.
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After school on Friday night, Wu Fan, Su Ya, Su Can, and Ye Qixue went home together as usual, and when they were halfway there, Wu Fan remembered that he didn't bring his physics and chemistry test papers.
"What else to bring, I'll be done copying it tomorrow. You are a primary school bully, and the last county No. 1 middle school must be stable. Su Can persuaded with a nonchalant expression.
"Otherwise, I'll go with you." Su Ya stopped and looked at Wu Fan with a sweet smile.
Ye Qixue on the side didn't speak, and silently let go of the hand holding Su Ya.
"It's okay, you guys can go back first, don't wait for me. If I'm fast enough, I might be able to catch up with you and walk with you. Wu Fan waved his hand, turned around and ran in the direction of the school.
On Friday nights, the third year of junior high school does not go to evening self-study, so the school will organize personnel to clean classrooms and stairs after students leave school. When the school gate is locked, it will be very troublesome.
Wu Fan panted all the way, and when the school arrived, he found that a few cleaning aunts were already cleaning the playground unhurriedly, and it seemed that the teaching building had been almost cleaned. At the same time, I was also vigilant about the danger, thinking that I would immediately look for my homework and leave.
After walking back to the already clean and tidy classroom, Wu Fan hurriedly found his homework. He was about to leave when he noticed that in the shadow of the far corner of the classroom, there was still a person sitting there silently.
He thought it was a thief, but when he looked closely, he found that it was Gauguin, sitting in a position that did not belong to him.
Gauguin seemed to be in a daze before, but only then did he raise his head in a little panic, and when he saw that it was Wu Fan, he was obviously relieved, and his tone deliberately pretended to be casual: "The book was removed, right?" ”
"Well, come back and get it." Wu Fan nodded, walked closer to Gauguin's side, and realized that it was Ning Rou's position.
"You...... Isn't it Chen Sisi? How did it become...... She? Wu Fan still couldn't hold back his curiosity.
Gauguin stood up, sighed, beckoned to Wu Fan, and motioned for him to come and sit down.
After Wu Fan complied, Gauguin removed the thick textbooks piled up on Ning Rou's seat, revealing a line of handwriting carved with a knife, the knife marks were deep, and it seemed that the person who carved it was very forceful.
Wu Fan leaned over curiously, looked, and slowly read out the words: "Gao ...... Peak...... Isn't ...... Dare, more ...... Margin...... Monarch...... Change. ”
"It's ...... You? Wu Fan looked up in surprise, only to find that Gauguin lowered his head in pain, the expression on his face was tangled and distorted, and his voice was low: "You said me...... Isn't it...... It's perverted...... I was always, I couldn't control myself, I always wanted to know what she was thinking, and I was always ...... even if I was a thief who flipped over her seat Do it often...... I hate myself too, but I just can't control ......"
Wu Fan looked at Gauguin's depressed appearance, stood up and patted him on the shoulder silently, "This is not right, but I can understand that I have done such a thing." ”
Gao Gu raised his head in surprise, looked forward at Ye Qixue's position, and glanced at Wu Fan inquiringly, Wu Fan nodded silently and did not speak.
The two were silent for a moment.
Gauguin suddenly asked: "In your eyes, am I a person with a lot of affection?" ”
"Sort of."
"But I'll tell you the truth, I've only really liked Ning Rou."
"Then Chen Sisi, how many of them are?"
"I may indeed be a little cheap, but for a few of them, on the one hand, I have a good impression, and more, I still want to use this to anger her, isn't it stupid?" Gauguin had a pained expression on his face, "It's a pity that she chose another way to respond, ignoring me at all, and even wrote me a note wishing me happiness." ”
Wu Fan didn't know how to comfort him.
Gauguin said again: "Do you wonder, why don't I care about Chen Sisi, who looks more beautiful and has better grades, but I can't let go of Ning Rou?" ”
Wu Fan nodded obediently. He really couldn't figure it out, Ning Rou's appearance could only be said to be average, her grades were the same, and her sense of presence in the class was also very poor, the only thing she was known for was probably her fiery temper, and in other aspects, he really couldn't think too much.
Wu Fan looked at Gauguin again, and found that some tears flashed in his eyes, and with a smile on the corner of his mouth that he didn't know whether it was sadness or pride, he slowly told Wu Fan.
Wu Fan realized that he might have to listen to a long story again, so he sat down and listened carefully to Gauguin's story.
Gauguin's hoarse voice slowly echoed in the empty classroom.
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"You and she are elementary school classmates, right, this is what I slowly learned by myself. I know you don't pay much attention to her, indeed, she is not a radiant girl like Ye Qixue, she is thin and has a bad temper, so few people can get along with her.
But I've liked her for more than two years and it hasn't changed.
Let me think about the beginning.
It was at the beginning of the first year of junior high school, and she sat next to me with only one aisle in between.
I remember it was still very hot that day, and I guess it was what others often call autumn tigers. Everyone wears very few clothes, and most of them are still summer clothes. You also know that she is so thin, and if she wears it thin in the summer, it is easy to pull her clothes down, revealing her neckline, cuffs or something.
At the end of class that day, she bent over to tie her shoes, and you know our seats are very narrow, so it was natural for her to put her feet down the aisle and bend down to tie them. I also happened to drop the pen on the floor, so I bent down to pick it up. I remember that day she was wearing a green short-sleeved dress that was a little oversized, and the moment she bent over, the big piece of the dress at the neckline hung down.
I swear to God, I really didn't have any evil thoughts at that time, but I just glanced at it inadvertently. As a result, she saw it, glared at me, immediately pressed the clothes on her chest, scolded 'pervert', and then got up and smashed a book at me.
You know her fiery temper, and she didn't get angry. Seeing that I was still stunned, she was even more angry, and stretched out her hand and scratched my arm fiercely, the pain was five blood marks on the spot, and even now, the scars can be seen. ”
At this, Gauguin suddenly stopped, staring at the empty air with a smirk on his lips, clearly immersed in his own memories, and rolled up his sleeves, revealing a few shallow white marks on his right forearm.
"At that time, I was also angry, stood up and scolded a foul word, and then I actually fought with her, which is really embarrassing. Although she has a lot of strength, no matter how she is, she is just a thin little girl, and her strength is definitely not as strong as that of a boy. Finally, when I was pushing, I was in a hurry and pushed her to the ground, and her ruthlessness disappeared immediately when she collapsed, just sitting on the ground crying helplessly, looking pitiful.
I panicked for a while, I didn't know what to do, so I hurriedly said sorry and reached out to pull her up. She opened my hand and glared at me, her eyes full of sadness and anger, with a hint of inexplicable grievance, and then she got up silently and stopped looking at me.
Later, I found out that she was wearing the wrong big clothes that day, and she had been ridiculed several times by several naughty boys in the class in the classroom because of the exposure of the cuffs and neckline, so I thought I was deliberately molesting her and embarrassing her, which is why she was so angry and wronged.
She didn't say a word to me for the next week, didn't even tilt her head to me, and didn't walk down the aisle after class. I was a little reluctant to go and apologize to her, but she ignored me; Deliberately asked her to borrow something, but she turned a blind eye. That week, I always felt a little guilty and self-blame, and I felt uncomfortable when I saw her indifferent, and I only felt a little relieved when I saw her joking with other classmates.
Do you know? In fact, she is a very kind person, but she deliberately pretends to be pungent and wants to protect herself. Sometimes maybe she already knew that she was wrong, but she was too ashamed to say it, so she could only continue to pretend to be cold.
We were in the Cold War for one week until Monday of the following week. She was happy all day that day, but for some reason, I felt even more depressed when I saw her happy face this time.
It was delayed until the end of school, and I felt uncomfortable, so I slowly packed up my things and was ready to go home until late. She didn't know why, and she left late, but she was in a good mood, humming a song and cleaning up. In the end, there were just two of us left in the classroom.
After I cleaned up, I was still very uncomfortable, so I slowly moved my steps outside, this time I also deliberately avoided the middle aisle, and walked around the other side, not daring to talk or contact her again.
I was about to walk out of the classroom when she suddenly stopped me from her position: 'Stingy, you're not still angry, are you?' ’
At that moment, my mood was extremely comfortable, like suddenly jumping into the swimming pool in the middle of summer, and like the frozen earth thawing in an instant. I turned back and made a childish grimace at her: 'You're the stingy guy, Chai Huoniu. ’
This time she didn't get angry, but made a grimace at me: 'Stingy, big fat. ’
'Firewood girl. ’
'Big fat man. ’
'Firewood girl. ’
……
After fighting childishly for a long time, she suddenly burst out laughing, revealing two little tiger teeth, which was really cute. She put her hands around her breasts again, and pretended to be old-fashioned, 'Isn't that good, don't be miserable every day, as if someone owes you money.' Well, yes, it's my birthday...... Just eat a candy. ’
She said as she handed over a piece of candy, and the two of us walked home while eating the candy and chatting.
After that, I think I knew her. After that, the two of us fought from time to time, but we never got angry again, and perhaps it was in that time and time again that we gradually ...... Love it.
During the winter vacation of the first year of junior high school, I asked her to go out to play. We walked around the forest park for a day that day, and the park was so deserted, and the two of us didn't even feel bored. Finally, on the way home, I confessed.
She looked at me with her eyes wide open, and cursed again: 'Dead fat. Then the tears kept pouring out of my eyes, and I scrambled to wipe her tears, not daring to ask her what was wrong.
It took a while for her to calm down, and then she embraced me boldly and whispered in my ear, 'I promise you.' ’
I still remember her embrace, thin, light, weak.
During the winter vacation, I visited her a few more times and called her a few times, and the relationship became better and better.
At the beginning of the second half of the semester, we were both fine. As a result, somehow, after the first monthly exam, she turned out to be cold and wanted to break up with me. I didn't know why, so I didn't say anything when I asked her, and then she simply ignored me. Even now, he hasn't taken the initiative to find me once.
I really can't figure it out.
That's why I made a mistake and went to Zhao Lanyu and Chen Sisi, on the one hand, to numb the hollowness in my heart with a little good impression of them, and more to show her a show, in order to be angry with her...... What a fool I'm in, what a fool I'm in! ”
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Gauguin lowered his head in pain, his hands pulling at his hair, his eyes teary.
Wu Fan didn't speak, just handed over a tissue.
Gauguin wiped away his tears and calmed his mood for a while. His eyes were slightly red and he smiled at Wu Fan: "Thank you for listening to my nagging for so long, these words have been pressed in my heart for a long time, and I feel much more comfortable when I say it today." ”
Then Gauguin carefully set Ning Rou's table right, stacked her books neatly, carefully wiped the tables and chairs, and found that her table was a little unstable when he left, and carefully helped her pad the corners of the table.
Then Gauguin patted Wu Fan: "It's not early, I'm leaving." You should also leave early, I live in the school, I am not afraid of locking the door, and it is not easy for you to go back and wait for the door to be locked, so you can only find the master to unlock the lock or climb over the wall. ”
Wu Fan smiled and waved his hand.
Then he picked up his schoolbag and walked out, and inadvertently saw the location of Ye Qixue and Su Ya.
He suddenly remembered something, and stood silently in the classroom, looking at the position of the two in a daze.
Boy, boy, why, can't we be honest?
He couldn't think of a reason.
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As it slowly darkened, he came to his senses and walked outside, only to find someone waiting for him at the door of the classroom.
It's a girl.
His long hair flowed and he seemed to have a gentle smile on his face.