Tassel incense (1)
By this time, the sky was already a little dark, and the sunset was almost invisible. Wu Fan looked carefully at the face of the girl at the door.
It's Suya.
Although he had a premonition of this scene, when he really faced this situation, Wu Fan was still a little flustered. He took a few deep breaths, pretended to be calm and straightened out his schoolbag, and then pretended to be surprised and asked, "Hey, why are you here too?" ”
Su Ya's eyes flashed brightly, and she looked very moving in this dimly lit classroom. She tilted her head and thought for a moment, then the corners of her mouth curved into a good-looking arc, and said in a serious tone: "I'm worried about you, a little uneasy, so come and have a look." ”
Wu Fan didn't know what to say for a while, and his serious tone was no different from a confession. But he still churned in his heart with the question, how can a person like two people at the same time? Can this really be done?
He was so distracted for a while, and when he reacted, he found that the sky was darkening at an accelerated pace, and Su Ya was still standing at the door waiting for him. So he smiled and broke the silence: "It's going to be dark soon, let's go, otherwise you won't be able to get out after a while the school gate is locked." ”
Su Ya nodded obediently and walked side by side with him.
Then Wu Fan was very unfortunate to find that his crow's beak was hit, and the big iron gate of the school was suddenly closed, with a large iron lock wrapped around it, and the iron chain was the thickness of a forearm.
"This is a problem." Wu Fan and Su Ya glanced at each other, and both of them had wry smiles on their lips. In addition, Su Ya looks like there is a hint of ...... Happy?
"Do you want to go find Master Zhang?" Wu Fan proposed.
Master Zhang is responsible for opening and closing the school gate, and it is estimated that he is more than sixty years old, but he is still hot-tempered. It is said that when he was young, he also served as a militia platoon commander and was extremely disciplined. Therefore, for the requirements of these "disobedient" students, a criticism and education are indispensable, and the tone is extremely harsh, and the key is that it takes a long time, as little as half an hour, and as much as one or two hours. Because of this, the students in the school were a little stunned when they saw him, and they wanted to walk away.
"Forget it, I guess I won't be able to go back tonight." Su Ya stuck out her tongue, and her tone was full of playfulness.
When Wu Fan was still hesitating how to break the game, Su Ya had already grabbed his hand and ran towards the school playground, "Follow me, I know how to get out over the wall." ”
Wu Fan was pulled forward by Su Ya, his face was full of shock, but his hand did not let go, and his steps did not move unconsciously.
And Su Ya, who was assertive, ran forward with her head down, and her face was flushed that others couldn't see.
The two trotted all the way until they reached a remote corner of the school playground, and when they looked up, they saw a half-broken fence, which happened to have an opening for people to pass through, about 1.5 meters above the ground.
Su Ya quietly let go of her hand, deliberately calmed her breathing, and said breathlessly: "This is the opening, it should be able to turn over." ”
Wu Fan also seemed to have forgotten what had just happened, he unloaded his schoolbag and handed it to Su Ya, "I'll try to climb first and see if it's okay." ”
Su Ya held his schoolbag in both hands and nodded obediently.
Wu Fan put his hands on the opening, exerted his feet with strength, climbed up the mouth twice, and found that the wall of the school was quite thick, enough to accommodate one person to stand. He carefully bowed his body, looked at the terrain outside the wall, and found that it was only less than a meter high, and it was convenient to jump down.
After seeing the situation, he turned around carefully and said to Su Ya, who was still standing in the school, "It's very convenient outside, come up." You should give me the schoolbag first, otherwise it will be difficult to climb. ”
Su Yayi handed over the schoolbag, Wu Fan took it and jumped lightly outside the wall, found a clean place to put the schoolbag away, and then jumped on the wall again, squatted down, held the wall with one hand, and stretched out the other hand.
"Come on quickly, it will be miserable when someone sees it."
"Okay." Su Ya smiled sweetly, stretched out her hand without hesitation, grabbed the opening with the other hand, and climbed up with her feet on the wall.
The mouth was too small to accommodate two people, Wu Fan jumped down first, and guided Su Ya to jump down outside the wall: "Go here, go here, this side is stable." ”
Su Ya was about to bend down and jump when a voice suddenly came from the playground that was full of anger but was angry: "What are the two people doing over there!" Stop me! Don't move! Then, the sound of hurried footsteps began to accelerate towards this direction.
Su Ya panicked, hurriedly jumped down, did not stand firmly, stumbled, and almost fell, so she instinctively grabbed Wu Fan's shoulder, and her head unconsciously leaned on Wu Fan's chest, and Wu Fan, who pulled down, also tilted his body and almost fell to the ground.
But the two didn't have time to say anything at all, so they hurriedly stood up, picked up the schoolbag on the ground, and rushed towards the path next to them. The voice behind became more and more angry, and the voice became louder and louder: "Don't run!" Which class are you from? See if I don't call your homeroom teacher! ”
The two of them didn't look back, and they ran all the way for five or six minutes.
When the two of them were sure that no one would chase after them, they finally stopped, gasped for breath, and rested. The two of them laughed out loud when they saw each other's sweaty and embarrassed appearances, and the already dark sky was full of happy air.
At this moment, on the road in the distance, two orange street lamps lit up, and then the lights were like a long dragon, swimming along the long and winding road, and in a second, they were on the top of the heads of the two people, and the warm orange light sprinkled down without warning and fell on the heads and bodies of the two people.
The two laughing suddenly fell silent.
Su Ya under the lamp is particularly moving, her tied hair looks a little messy because of her busy running, her pretty face looks more ruddy under the illumination of the light, and the cheerful and sunny sweet smile that has been hanging on her face seems to be constantly glowing.
Wu Fan looked at this cute girl who seemed to be gilded all over her body under the waiting, and lost his mind instantly, at that moment, he even felt that this girl was not a girl in the world.
Su Ya was stared at intently by Wu Fan, she was shy for a while, lowered her head and didn't say anything, but her two ears turned red in an instant.
After Wu Fan came back to his senses, he turned his head in embarrassment, touched his nose weakly, and pretended to be calm: "Let's go, it's late, if you don't go back to your house, you will definitely have to worry." ”
"Wu Fan, I like you." Su Ya suddenly raised her head, looked at Wu Fan, and said seriously.
Wu Fan was stunned for a moment, turned his head unconsciously, and happened to meet Su Ya's firm and serious gaze, and suddenly his heart trembled, and he unconsciously shifted his gaze, turned his head, and did not speak.
"Hmm." After being silent for several minutes, Wu Fan nodded lightly.
"Do you like me, then?" Su Ya walked up to him, looked into his eyes, and asked unrelentingly.
At that moment, Wu Fan looked at the bright colors in Su Ya's eyes, and the warm appearance of the ambiguous orange light falling on her, he remembered a lot, not only the flowery smile of someone in the past, but also those unknown secret words.
He nodded slightly, looked at Su Ya and said, "I think, there is a little." ”
Su Ya, who had been watching him, suddenly laughed, turned around dexterously, and began to walk forward, and beckoned Wu Fan, "Let's go." ”
Wu Fan looked at her cheerful back, paused, or caught up and walked side by side with her.
While the two were walking, they were still asking questions.
"Are we okay together?" Su Ya asked.
"However, I may still like her a little......" Wu Fan said embarrassedly.
"You just said that you like me, right?"
“…… Hmmm......"
"That's enough." Su Ya stopped again and looked at him with a serious expression.
"Can one person like two people at the same time?"
"I don't know, but I'm at least sure that I like you and you like me. As for whether you like other people, I don't care, but I believe that I will be good enough for you to forget about her. ”
When Wu Fan heard these firm words, he couldn't help but stop, turned his head to look at Su Ya, and saw her appearance of holding back tears, and his heart trembled.
He still didn't dare to answer immediately, but kept torturing himself in his heart, must this be the case?
He walked forward in silence, Su Ya stopped talking, just followed him silently, as if waiting for something. The sky was getting darker and darker, the orange light was becoming more and more solid, and the shadows of the two on the ground were becoming more and more solid.
It's obviously a shadow that is close, but it looks a little lonely.
Finally, Wu Fan stopped, looked at Su Ya, and slowly spit out a word, his voice low: "Okay." ”
Su Ya raised her head, looked at Wu Fan in surprise, and then looked at him with a gentle face and smiled sweetly.
The two walked forward silently again.
The two shadows were originally about a meter apart, but as the road extended, the two shadows got closer and closer, and finally merged into a wider shadow, and the loneliness before that point was swept away.
The two were so close together that their hands were hanging down their legs.
At a certain moment, the hands of the two accidentally touched, and Su Ya lowered her head suddenly, blushing to the base of her neck. Then she did what was probably the most daring thing in her life, took the initiative to grab Wu Fan's hand, and at the same time raised her head, pretending to be calm, as if nothing had happened.
Wu Fan felt that Su Ya's hands were trembling slightly, and her palms were wet, obviously Su Ya was not as calm as she said.
After Wu Fan made up his mind, he didn't hesitate and squeezed Su Ya's hand.
Su Ya trembled slightly this time.
The night sky is as black as ink, the orange lights, the two are holding hands, what a gentle scene.
The two walked slowly at first, and then they were unrestrained, holding hands and swaying, reopening the chatterbox, and chatting non-stop.
"I didn't expect you to be so bold."
"No, I've always been timid."
"Then how do you think you are more skilled than me in climbing over the wall."
"Wu Fan! You're not doing it on purpose. ”
"Hahahaha."
……
"Why did you want to be with me?"
"Because I don't want to miss it. No matter what happened in the past, I don't know what the future will look like, but I like you very much now, and I'm afraid that if I don't confess, maybe one day, I won't have a chance again, and I will regret dying at that time. ”
Wu Fan listened, did not answer, and silently clenched her hand.
……
No matter how far the road is, there is a time when it is finished. Wu Fan sent Su Ya downstairs all the way, and the two stopped under a street lamp downstairs.
"I'll send you here, go back quickly, your parents must be worried." Wu Fan let go of his hand and touched her head with a smile.
"Okay, it's dark, you can go back too." Su Ya also smiled.
"Hmm." Wu Fan nodded, ready to see her upstairs.
Su Ya didn't turn around immediately, stood in place for a while, paused, looked up at Wu Fan, lowered her head shyly, and her voice was as small as a mosquito fly: "You...... Can...... Can...... Hug me. ”
Wu Fan's hands trembled slightly, looking at Su Ya's shy appearance, he slowly raised his hand, and finally just touched her head again: "Okay, go back quickly, I will be miserable when your mother sees me." ”
"All right, big fool." Su Ya raised her head and smiled, "Look at your stupid appearance, I am just testing you, you don't agree to hug me so soon." After saying that, Su Ya waved at her again and turned to go upstairs.
Wu Fan watched Su Ya walk into the stairs and waited for a while before he breathed a sigh of relief and turned to leave.
Su Ya didn't go upstairs, but just lingered on the stairs for a while. When she secretly turned around, she found that Wu Fan had already turned around, and then she herself turned around, and was just about to go upstairs, but she covered her mouth and tried her best not to cry.
"Big fool, big fool." She cried out in her heart.
"Sister......" Su Can didn't know when he had already gone downstairs, he looked at the crying Su Ya, his face was full of seriousness. He carefully wiped away Su Ya's tears, "Okay, don't cry." It's not that you don't know, he's this slow character, a little stupid, it's okay slowly. ”
Su Ya nodded, slowly stopping her tears.
Su Can was stunned, his eyes were full of tears, and he touched Su Ya's head, not knowing what he was thinking.
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Wu Fan silently walked home on the way, and his heart was very chaotic.
He looked at his shadow, half dazed, half confused. He didn't know if it was the right thing to do, and he didn't even know if he made this decision because of that person's words or his own heart.
He lowered his head and pondered, and when he suddenly saw a shadow on the ground in front of him, he didn't have time to stop and lightly bumped into the person opposite.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Wu Fan apologized while raising his head, but when he saw someone, he was stunned.
It's Ye Qixue.
"Why are you here, it's so late. Didn't hurt you just now, did you? You too, you don't know how to put on a coat when you come out at night, and now it's very cold at night. Wu Fan kept asking, his tone full of concern.
Ye Qixue had a serious expression and asked rhetorically, "...... you and her?"
Wu Fan quieted down suddenly, lowered his head and didn't speak, not daring to look at her.
Ye Qixue looked at him like this, knew what was probably going on, and comforted him softly: "It's okay." ”
"I'm sorry." Wu Fan looked up and saw Ye Qixue's long hair glowing under the lamp, his heart was full of unpleasant taste, and he apologized softly.
Ye Qixue also lowered her head, like a child who made a mistake, and whispered: "Don't say that, it's me who should say I'm sorry." ”
The two were silent for a moment.
"Alright, let's go home, it's late." Wu Fan lightly touched Ye Qixue and broke the silence.
"Hmm." Ye Qixue nodded, she had already come out of the guilty emotion just now, and asked as she walked: "You don't come home so late, aren't your parents worried?" ”
"Huh." Wu Fan smiled, paused and said: "They work in other places all the year round, and my grandmother is the only one at home, and my grandmother doesn't care much about me." ”
"Uh-huh."
The two of them just said something that didn't hurt or itch, and always kept a distance of more than 20 centimeters. In the meantime, Ye Qixue came closer and closer, and touched Wu Fan's hand several times, but Wu Fan quietly avoided it.
"Actually, I ......" Ye Qixue walked halfway and suddenly raised her head, but she only said these three words, then lowered her head again and swallowed the rest of the words.
Wu Fan pretended not to hear.
When she walked to the door of Ye Qixue's community, Ye Qixue said again: "Don't send it, I'll just go in by myself, and you should go home quickly, otherwise your grandmother will be in a hurry." ”
"Well, you too." After Wu Fan finished speaking, he wanted to smile at Ye Qixue, but he only squeezed out an ugly expression.
Ye Qixue turned around and walked home silently.
What she actually wanted to say just now was that she regretted it.
But it was too late.
Wu Fan stood in place for a while, watching Ye Qixue's back get farther and farther away, and finally disappeared into the darkness and could no longer be seen.
He silently answered the question he had asked.
It has to be.
Then silently turned around.