Chapter 61: Can you try to believe me

This sentence directly blocked all the things that Shen Gu wanted to say.

After a long silence, Shen Gu still opened his mouth, "I know it's hard for you to accept, but you should understand that people who are not in the same world will never be able to come together!" ”

However, Ji Junyan still sat there silently.

"I came today to say I'm sorry to you sincerely, I'm sorry, I failed to live up to such an expensive friendship when you were young, but I really don't deserve it!"

Speaking of the last sentence, Ji Junyan finally looked at it, and Shen Gu did not avoid his eyes.

"You heard me right, I just don't think I deserve your sincerity!"

So I'd rather be friends with you for the rest of my life than pierce me in your eyes.

In Shen Gu's view, friends can hide something, but lovers cannot, if they have something to hide, they are destined not to go too far on the road of love!

"What do you mean? Can't you make it clear to me? Isn't it funny to play such a dumb mini? ”

Ji Junyan really couldn't understand what Shen Gu meant by "unworthy", but Shen Gu didn't say it clearly, and he was angry in his heart.

Maybe it's really "in the eyes of a lover", he thinks Shen Gu is doing a good job, she is strong, hard-working and smart, taking care of her grandmother and younger brother alone, life is so hard, but she never gave up!

However, Shen Gu could only smile bitterly and shake his head, "I'm sorry, there are some things I don't plan to let anyone know!" ”

Seeing that Ji Junyan wanted to get up and refute, Shen Gu took the lead in getting up and walked to Ji Junyan's side and pressed him back to the sofa.

Shen Gu is usually not a person who talks much, but today he rarely talked a lot to Ji Junyan.

In Shen Gu's opinion, Ji Junyan is a very good friend, but it is definitely not suitable to be a lover!

The gap between them is clearly there.

Except for her grandmother and younger brother, she is left with a mess of the past and a future that can be seen at a glance!

And what about Ji Junyan! He has the best family background, the best future, and he will meet more excellent girls to accompany him through the journey of his life in the future!

So how could she be a stumbling block for him?

After the college entrance examination, go your separate ways, you take your road to heaven, and I will enter my hell gate!

So why so many episodes now?

After listening to Shen Gu's words, Ji Junyan fell silent again.

After a long time, he sneered, "So you just don't believe my feelings for you, do you?" ”

In fact, it is easy to hear from Shen Gu's words that she never mentioned her liking for her from beginning to end.

For her, she is the same as Lin Lan, Chen Haohui and Wu Fan, they can become good friends, but it belongs to her own territory, and she will never let them enter!

So there are some things that she won't let anyone know.

But do you know Shen? You've already made an exception for me, and that's enough to say I've entered your territory.

But you are delusional that this will make me quit, but I like you, how can I be willing?

You're still underestimating my liking for you!

This time it was Shen Gu's turn to be silent, Ji Junyan looked at Shen Gu, who was speechless, and spoke again, "You just think I'm just playing, and my liking for you is just a whim, and it will naturally fade after a long time!" ”

Shen Gu didn't refute after hearing this, and Ji Junyan guessed that he was right, "But do you know? I'm not like those dudes! ”

When he said this, Ji Junyan was very grateful to his grandfather, father and mother!

From childhood to adulthood, they taught him the precious qualities in this world, and it was these qualities that gave him the confidence to say these words in front of the girl he liked.

"You always say I don't know you, but now it seems that you don't necessarily know me!"

Shen Gu was still silent, Ji Junyan sighed and continued, "And Shen Gu, why do you deceive yourself? ”

"Self-deception?" Hearing this, Shen Gu finally raised his head and asked rhetorically.

"Yes, self-deception! It's not that you don't believe in my feelings, but you don't believe in love! Am I right? ”

After Ji Junyan finished speaking, he stared at Shen Gu's eyes, as if he had to wait for an answer.

However, Shen Gu avoided that scorching gaze, and she had to admit that Ji Junyan's insight was indeed amazing!

"yes, all my experiences have taught me plainly that love is not reliable, so I don't believe there's anything wrong with it?"

Speaking of which, there was no longer any need to continue, so Shen got up and wanted to leave.

Ji Junyan grabbed her wrist, "I know you've been through a lot, you can not believe in love, but you...... Can you try to believe me? ”

"Trust you?" Shen Gu asked coldly, "Why?" Is it just your liking? ”

Shaking off Ji Junyan's hand, Shen Gu left directly, but when he walked to the door, he heard Ji Junyan's voice again, "Even if you don't give me a chance, then why don't you give yourself a chance?" ”

Seeing Shen Gu stop, Ji Junyan said slowly, "Because you're afraid, afraid of being discarded, right?" ”

Hearing this, Shen Gu's whole body suddenly turned around, and she stared at Ji Junyan's eyes, "What do you know?" ”

Seeing Shen Gu's reaction, Ji Junyan knew that she had guessed correctly, her mother's departure must have something else hidden, otherwise how could she leave when her life and death were uncertain!

Thinking of this, Ji Junyan didn't hide from Shen Gu's eyes, "I don't know anything, but you know very well in your heart that your psychological problems are definitely no less than Xiao Huai's, why don't you just refuse to accept it?" ”

The last sentence of Ji Junyan's voice was very soft, but it was a hammer in Shen Gu's heart, and she subconsciously avoided Ji Junyan's sight.

The tone of his voice was also a little annoyed, "I don't need to ...... my business"

However, Shen Gu's words were interrupted by Ji Junyan again, "You don't have to scare me with this kind of thing anymore, I just like someone, what's wrong?" So I hope you think carefully and don't rush to reject me! ”

The way out has been given, and Shen Gu has no reason not to go, "I know, I'll think about it, thank you!" ”

Walking out of Ji Junyan's house, Shen Gu took two steps in the direction of home and turned back towards the city, she was now distraught, and it was not a good choice to go home.

After being at Ji Junyan's house for a while, the sky that was still gloomy in the morning was already sunny, and she thought it was a cloudy day today!

The weather is unpredictable!

I don't know why, although the things in her heart became a mess, Shen Gu just couldn't concentrate on thinking, and in the end she had to give up!

The sun was scorching, and Shen Gu kept his head down and walked forward tirelessly.

The closer you get to the city, the more lively it becomes, and the streets are full of pedestrians coming and going, as if you are the only one with nowhere to go!

Tired of walking, Shen Gu finally stopped.

She stood in place for a long time before she came back to her senses in the voice of a girl, and it turned out that she was standing in front of someone's store!

Shen apologized to the girl, took two steps forward and turned back into the store.

When the girl saw Shen Gu coming in, she was first surprised, and then smiled, "Welcome!" ”

Shen Gu's thoughts were not online, and it wasn't until he sat down that he saw that this was actually a bubble tea shop.

As it approached noon, most of the people went to eat, no wonder there were so few people, and no wonder the waiters had that look on their faces when they saw them coming in!

She casually ordered a milk tea and looked at the waiter, who avoided her gaze as she looked over.

Shen Gu couldn't help but feel a little strange, but she wasn't in the mood to think about it so much now, so she automatically ignored this question.

However, when the milk tea came up, the girl didn't leave for a long time, Shen Gu looked up, but this time she didn't dodge again.

"You...... Is your name Shen Gu? ”

Hearing his name coming out of this strange girl's mouth, Shen Gu couldn't help but look at the girl a few times, but he didn't have any impression!