Chapter 60: You're Not Wrong!
No need to mix?
Hearing this, Ji Junyan was about to explode, "What do you mean I don't need to get involved?" If I don't need to get involved, then why is Qin Ye looking for me tonight? β
Okay, Shen Gu understands, when it comes to eloquence, he is really not Ji Junyan's opponent.
And Ji Junyan was right, she didn't stop Ji Junyan when she intervened, and now that Qin Ye has found him, he has indeed been involved.
However, if this matter is turned over the old accounts, there will be absolutely no good fruit to eat, so why implicate others!
"Ji Junyan."
Suddenly hearing Shen Gu call himself so calmly, Ji Junyan felt a little uneasy in his heart, "What...... What's wrong? β
"I know you treat me as a friend, but this thing ...... You'd better leave it alone! Shen Gu knew that he was at a loss, and his tone softened rarely.
Listening to Shen Gu say the word "friend" in a serious manner, Ji Junyan didn't know how he should feel.
He was silent for a long time before suddenly turning his head to stare at Shen Gu, "Do you really think a friend would do this for you?" You're such a smart guy, I don't believe you didn't see anything! β
The last sentence Ji Junyan shouted in a suppressed voice, and at that moment, he felt extremely aggrieved.
You see, even when I'm angry, I still take care of your precious brother!
But what about you?
Usually I run to the second floor whenever I have time, even Lin Lan said that I am stunned and pestering you every day, but I just want to see you for a while and say a few more words to you!
But what about you? You're ignoring me.
Knowing that you and Fan Wenyang are not in harmony, I also sent someone to keep an eye on him, for fear that he would make you hurt again!
You're telling me not to get involved!
Why? I'm just ...... Like you!
But why are you pushing me so far?
Forcibly suppressing the pain in his heart, Ji Junyan stared at the indifferent Shen Gu again and asked, "I just want to know, what did I do badly?" β
Time seemed to stand still, the rain outside the house was still dripping, Ji Junyan looked at Shen Gu without saying a word, and he didn't wait for an answer for a long time.
"I see!" At that moment, Ji Junyan suddenly felt so stupid, his voice was full of exhaustion, and he left directly after saying this.
He thinks silence is the answer!
It's just that she doesn't like herself, it's not her fault.
Although he has been comforting himself, Ji Junyan still can't stop the grievances in his heart.
Or are you too naΓ―ve?
Maybe he saw the most beautiful love between his parents, and he thought that all the love in this world would have a perfect ending!
But he forgot, how can a person's wishful thinking be called love?
So imperfection is the best outcome, right?
It's all my mother's fault for talking about this, if she hadn't been nagging and egging herself on, things would definitely not have developed to this point!
He can still be friends with Shen Gu as before, but now it is impossible to even be friends.
Thinking of those sons and brothers like himself, Ji Junyan felt even more pitiful.
If only he were like them, one today, another tomorrow, how could he have all these troubles now!
Thinking too much in his head, Ji Junyan almost fell on the side of the road!
returned home in a daze, and Ji Junyan directly lay on the bed and fell asleep.
Seriously, he really wants to make everything that happened tonight so that he can forget it when he wakes up tomorrow!
The dry clothes he was wearing were wet again, but he just felt tired all over his body, and he wanted to cry but couldn't cry, not to mention how aggrieved he was.
I think that his father took him to the military camp to practice for two months, and he never felt so tired!
Let's sleep, what does she care about, tomorrow is a new day, who is afraid of whom!
After Ji Junyan left, there was no need for Shen Gu to stay on the sofa any longer, and he returned to the bedroom like a walking corpse.
Shen Gu, who thought he was really hard-hearted, tossed and turned in bed for several hours and didn't fall asleep.
Obviously, her body was already very tired after a day of work, but she just couldn't sleep, and her eyes were always hovering with the disappointed eyes when Ji Junyan left.
She remembered Ji Junyan who stared at her in the classroom for the first time, Ji Junyan who cheered for herself at the sports meeting, and Ji Junyan who was driven downstairs by Lao Chen when she was about to start class......
Buying breakfast, playing basketball, going to and from school together, and having fun together...... It turned out that unconsciously, he had entered his life.
In a trance, it turns out that I have known Ji Junyan for so long!
I thought I had forgotten everything, but now these scenes seem to be right in front of me!
In the end, she couldn't help but think of Ji Junyan who was decadent and lonely when she left.
Could a proud man like him not be able to stand it?
Maybe it's really yourself too much?
I thought about it a lot intermittently, but Shen Gu couldn't help it after all, and went out as soon as it was dawn.
She must admit that she can indeed see Ji Junyan's thoughts, but she has always felt that the likes of her youth cannot withstand the corrosion of time.
After all, people who have been in love for many years are not so neat and tidy in the end!
The relationship between many people in this world can't be thought about, and if you think about it, there is nothing to do with it.
And people like Ji Junyan are not in the same world as her at all, and after a year, everyone will go their separate ways, who will always remember whom?
But since she met him, Ji Junyan has been really good to herself, what should she do?
The rain had stopped, the morning breeze was mixed with a hint of coldness, and Shen Gu suddenly didn't know where he was going!
The world is so big, but there is no place for her to hide and heal herself!
Walking aimlessly in the cold wind, Ji Junyan's smile hovered in his mind again, and finally became the lonely back when he left......
Shen Gu suddenly wanted to say sorry to him, no matter what the result was, she felt that she always owed him a word of sorry!
Because she didn't want to face Ji Junyan, when she came out in the morning, she subconsciously walked in the opposite direction, and she walked far unconsciously!
When Shen Gu appeared in front of Ji Junyan's house, she was still panting.
However, looking at the closed door, Shen Gu hesitated, after seeing Ji Junyan, how should she tell him?
The sky was gloomy, and there was still no tendency to clear up, and the heat that ran from Shen Gu's body gradually dissipated.
After wandering for a long time, Shen Gu finally knocked on the door as if he had made up his mind, but after waiting for a long time, there was no movement inside!
Could it be that he has already gone home?
Thinking of this possibility, Shen Gu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
What's ridiculous is that she even made excuses for her cowardly evasion, comforting herself that this is called temporarily avoiding the edge!
Putting down his hand, Shen Gu was about to leave, but the door suddenly came, and then Ji Junyan's unhappy face was revealed.
Shen Gu was directly able to be in the same place, it seems that he can't escape if he is robbed!
Then don't run away!
"Ji Junyan, I ......"
"Come in and say something!"
Shen Gu's words were truncated, so he could only follow in.
Sitting on the sofa, Ji Junyan was a little angry with himself!
Look at you, you're really unproductive!
People have already rejected you last night, but looking at her thin figure standing outside the door, you don't even want to let the family in, you are purely cheap!
But his mouth was still disobedient, "Are you cold?" Why don't I find you a dress and put it on?" β
The opening was last night's topic, and Shen Gu didn't know how to answer, so he could only answer, "It's okay, I'm not cold!" β
Then there was a long silence.
In the past, when he got along with Shen Gu, he always looked for topics by himself, but now the embarrassment that belonged to last night is still there, and he doesn't know what topic to find!
In the end, it was Shen Gu who broke the silence, "I'm sorry, I ......"
However, today Ji Junyan is very good at interrupting others' words, "No need, you're not wrong!" No need to apologize! β
You just don't like me, what's wrong?