21. On the night of the class reunion, you rejected me
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Date...... October 20, 2009......
Tuesday
Time...... After six o'clock in the evening......
Tonight, this is the seventh time I have seen you.
……
Today, at sunset, at six o'clock.
I received a call from Fan Guozhu, saying that he was getting together, and I didn't know if it was his birthday or the birthday of another high school classmate, Zhang Hecheng, but I actually received an invitation, and I still had to go, and there were no classes in the evening.
I arrived as promised, on the sidewalk opposite the school's north entrance.
This sidewalk, at night, becomes a popular place for a whole row of shops to set up stalls at the tables in front of each door, eat hot pot, and sell barbecue.
I came relatively early, so I met with two classmates first.
When male classmates get together and chat, after various topics, they will naturally talk about some gossip issues.
When Fan Guozhu brought the topic to me, he asked, "What about your girlfriend?" Tell her to come out and get together for a while..."
I was like, "Where did I get my girlfriend?" Any of you will find me one? ”
Fan Guozhu looked at me and said, "No? Pretend, I've got the news. ”
I asked, "What's the news?" ”
Fan Guozhu said directly: "I'll go!" You're still pretending, what's so embarrassing? I'm in college, why are I so secretive? ”
Zhang Hecheng on the other side said: "Yes, this guy is still pretending, and he is not frank and lenient." ”
After I heard the two of them say this, I was depressed, which way is this blowing?
I looked at these two old classmates left and right, and said fiercely, "I'll go!" Who spread rumors and slandered me! If I had been single for four years in college, I would have hammered him to death. ”
When Fan Guozhu heard me say this, he laughed and said: "I'll let you be hypocritical, Li Jifeng and Liang Lin will come over later, I'll see how you act." ”
When I heard Fan Guozhu say this, I suddenly realized that I understood where the problem was.
I looked at him and said, "You can't be talking about Liang Lin's roommate in their dormitory, right?" ”
Because Xinyun is in the same dormitory as Liang Lin and Li Jifeng, whom I haven't met yet, it must be that Liang Lin asked me to go out to play with Xinyun, and she revealed it.
Fan Guozhu looked at me with that cunning look and said, "What do you say? Still say no? Do you dare to bet? If you don't recognize it, I'll dry half a bottle of this beer. If you admit it, you'll punish yourself. ”
When I heard him say this, I said, "Then you drink, I haven't even caught up with anyone, what kind of girlfriend is it?" ”
Zhang Hecheng looked at me and said, "When did you start the matter, it was so secretive, I said that I didn't see anyone on Sunday." ”
Fan Guozhu cheered and said: "Yes, what do you think you are doing, I didn't see a sound on Sunday, it turned out that I was going to play with a beautiful girl." ”
Hearing them say this, I was very depressed and said, "Look at what you said, I haven't written these eight characters yet, and even if I have one, I haven't done it yet." ”
Not long after, Liang Lin and Li Jifeng came over.
After Li Jifeng came over and Fan Guozhu introduced me, I learned that Li Jifeng and Zhang Hecheng were in the same class, and Liang Lin and Fan Guozhu were in the same class.
I looked at Liang Lin and whispered a little secretly, gossip woman! It's okay to be successful, but wouldn't it make everyone embarrassed?
What is hateful is that Liang Lin didn't consider my feelings at all, looked at me and said, "Oh, Ruan Min, you called Xinyun over, she's in the dormitory." ”
I looked at Liang Lin and said, "My name?" Can I tell? ”
Seriously, it's all old classmates getting together, and I really don't know if I can call you out because I feel like you're quite shy.
Liang Lin said: "Why can't you call it? You call her and come out, don't you hang out with her often?"
Li Jifeng also said: "That's it, all the people in our dormitory know about you, hurry up and call out." ”
Then even Fan Guozhu and Zhang Hecheng followed suit, shouting for me to call you out.
I thought about it for a while, just call it, if Xinyun doesn't come, it's nothing, because I'm also worried that she will be embarrassed.
So, I called Xinyun.
I said on the phone, "Hello? Xinyun, what are you doing? ”
Xinyun said, "I didn't do anything. ”
After I heard Xinyun say that it was okay, I said, "Then do you want to come out and eat barbecue together?" ”
Xinyun: "Is it the two of us?" ”
I glanced at a couple of old classmates and replied, "No, I'm with my high school classmates." ”
Xinyun: "Huh? How embarrassed I was in the past, I didn't even know your classmates. ”
I immediately said, "I know, Liang Lin and Li Jifeng are here." ”
After I finished speaking, I didn't hear Xinyun's reply for a few seconds, and it felt as if she was thinking about it.
I said, "There are not many people, and there are only six people with you." ”
Xinyun: "Okay, where?" ”
I looked up at the neighborhood and said, "Xinyun, you came out of the gate of the apartment city, walked straight down to the right-hand side, just a little down the kiosk on the side of the road, you come out here directly, I can see you." ”
Xinyun: "Okay, then I'll go out now..."
I just said, "Okay, that's it for now." ”
So, I hung up.
Liang Lin saw me hanging up the phone and immediately said, "I said it all, your name is Xinyun, you will definitely be able to call her out." ”
Li Jifeng said: "That's it, you don't know how many times you've made an appointment with Li Xinyun, and you still can't call it." ”
Fan Guozhu said: "Na, this beer is yours, I will let you be hypocritical, whether you will just take a sip or drink it in small sips." ”
Zhang Hecheng said: "Of course it's a mouthful, and at first glance, he doesn't look like a person who doesn't drink." ”
I watched them say a word, so speechless. But I also drink beer, and I take that beer and finish it in one gulp, and a bottle of beer is only three glasses at most.
When it comes to drinking, I'm the kind of person who blushes when I touch it.
After a glass, my face started to turn red.
By the time Xinyun came out, I had already finished drinking a bottle of pure raw with Fan Guozhu, and was taking the second bottle.
I'm just blushing, not drunk.
As soon as Xinyun came out to the newsstand, I saw her among the passers-by.
I stood up directly, raised my hand and shouted, "Xinyun, here." ”
When Xinyun heard it, she walked over.
I quickly pulled out the stool and asked her to sit down.
Xinyun looked at me and said, "You drank and your face is so red." ”
I replied, "Well, drink a little." ”
Xinyun looked at me and said, "Did you drink a lot?" ”
I said, "No, I'm the one who blushes when I touch the wine." ”
After Xinyun sat down, I asked, "Xinyun, what do you want to drink?" ”
Xinyun said, "Let's have a drink." ”
I asked, "What about the coconut water, do you drink it?" ”
Xinyun nodded and said, "Hmm." ”
They looked at me and kept looking at you, and they joked with me and said, "You're so attentive." ”
Li Jifeng opened his mouth and said: "It's either a traitor or a thief." ”
I looked at her speechless, how did she speak? What kind of emotional intelligence?
Depressed.
I retorted, "Why am I either a traitor or a thief?" I'm obviously pursuing this above board. ”
After the people arrived, they quickly served barbecue meat skewers, corn, mushrooms, greens, snails, and vermicelli.
There were six people at a table, I thought it would be me and Fan Guozhu drinking, but I didn't expect Liang Lin to also drink beer.
As the saying goes, drinking makes mistakes.
There's no interest in drinking, it's not enjoyable, Liang Lin said that he wanted to shake the dice, and whoever loses will drink.
I don't care, shake it if you want to, if you don't shake it, I'll drink it directly.
I watched Fan Guozhu and Liang Lin shaking the dice, and I didn't participate in guessing the boxing, I didn't participate in shaking the dice, I just drank quietly one cup after another.
I took a look at Xinyun, and she quietly watched them shake the dice, and then guessed the fist after shaking.
I clung to my glass, remembering the time when I used to drink with my classmates, and also thinking about the time after dropping out of school, my mind would fly and I would look back a little on the old days.
Zhang Hecheng looked at me and said loudly: "Ruan Min, this guy is very hidden, he has been quietly and directly finished two bottles of wine, what are you thinking?" ”
When they heard this, they looked.
Li Jifeng looked at me and said, "You won't be drunk, your face is so red." ”
I said, "No, that's how I drink, I'm sober." ”
Fan Guozhu said: "Something on your mind? Good and bad, say it and listen to it? Let's have fun. ”
I said, "It's nothing, it's just that I miss it a little bit." ”
Zhang Hecheng said: "What do you think, do you think of your former girlfriend?" ”
After I heard it, I almost cursed, there was Li Jifeng in front of me, and Zhang Hecheng in the back, are these guys lacking hearts, or what do they want to do? Emotional intelligence is so low, I'm pursuing Xinyun, and I'm talking nonsense!
I said, "What girlfriend?" I've always been single. Na, if Xinyun agrees, then she will be my girlfriend. ”
Zhang Hecheng looked at me, then at Xinyun, and then reacted and said, "Oh, I said the wrong thing, punish myself with a glass of juice." ”
Then, Zhang Hecheng looked at Xinyun again and said: "This beauty, look, Ruan Min is handsome and chic, and she is a good person, otherwise, you two are together..."
When I heard it, I felt more comfortable, and finally this was my old classmate.
Although I drank a lot and was a little dizzy because I had been drinking mostly dry, I was more energetic and my mind was clearer.
The four of them even coaxed and said, "Together... Together... Together..."
I took the wine glass and looked at Xinyun.
Xinyun didn't nod in agreement, thinking about something.
After a while, Xinyun said: "What do you do together, it's good to be friends, he has others in his heart..."
Listening to Xinyun say this, I felt really powerless in my heart, and I said, "That's in the past, okay?" ”
After they heard this, the fire of gossip was blazing, and they immediately started to heak again!
Zhang Hecheng said: "Confess and be lenient! ”
Li Jifeng said: "Spit out the truth after drinking! ”
Fan Guozhu said: "Tell me honestly! ”
Liang Lin said: "With you, one foot on two boats!" ”
I was speechless when I heard them.
What a confession of leniency, I think it is a prison seat!
I also vomited the truth after drinking, I think it's not enough to die quickly!
Honestly, I've always been honest and don't lie!
As for two boats on one foot? I don't have a boat, what two boats?
However, Xinyun didn't spare me.
She said, "His high school classmates..."
Fan Guozhu and Liang Lin asked, "Who?" Who do you like about our high school? Which class, say it and I'll see if you know it, you hurry up and say it to see which beauty it is! ”
I didn't care what they said, but I listened to it so well that I didn't know what she thought.
But I looked at Xinyun and felt in my heart: "Hey, forget it, I've been chasing you for so long, you don't agree, I care so much about you, I don't appreciate it, don't you understand my intentions?" Be friends? Am I short of friends? What am I trying to do? ”
So, I said to them, "It's not our Liwen High School, it's the high school I used to attend......
I said a lot, and it was a long time, because Xinyun's words tonight made me sad, and the loss was a little heartbroken.
You can doubt my abilities, but I never exaggerate or lie.
But those who don't believe in me, I refuse to stay away.
What I said, since I met Xinyun, I haven't said it so clearly, except for telling her that I once liked someone else.
Since Xinyun doesn't trust me, I don't have anything to worry about if she knows about it, she doesn't believe me, so what's the point of everything I do?
Since Xinyun doesn't believe me, then it is impossible for her and I to be together in the future.
I really spoke freely, and when I was talking, I glanced at Xinyun, she was expressionless, sitting quietly, as if she was listening, as if she was thinking something.
I don't care about anything, since Xinyun doesn't trust me, I'll say the good and the bad.
But one thing, and I'm not exaggerating, is that it's the truth.
Moreover, I also let go of her in my heart.
Since Xinyun didn't believe me and mentioned this matter again, I said it as a past, like a bystander, but my heart was indifferent, because I had already let go, so I didn't get entangled at all when I said it.
After saying that, I have drunk more than five bottles, and my head hurts a little because I haven't drunk it in a while, and some of them are starting to get used to it.
The meeting lasted for nearly three hours, and by the time it was over, it was already ten minutes after nine o'clock in the evening.
After the meeting broke up, I went back to my house and I received a message from Xinyun.
Xinyun didn't go on QQ, she texted me directly and said: "Since you remember her so deeply, then let's stop being lovers, be friends, be good to everyone, that's all." ”
When I saw it, my heart ached.
Could it be that anyone who is sincere and frank will be the result?
Do you have to lie and deceive others so that others will feel at ease?
Well, since Xinyun said to be friends, let's be friends.
Yes, yes.