25. On the night of November 6th, you became my girlfriend
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I saw Xinyun crying so sadly, so I got up from the stone pier seat and came to her.
Xinyun's crying made me feel very uncomfortable, I couldn't see girls crying.
However, now he lets the person he likes cry in front of him.
Not only did I feel sad, but I also felt guilty.
I squatted in front of Xinyun, put my hands on her knees, shook her legs gently, and persuaded: "Xinyun, don't cry, okay?" ”
But Xinyun didn't listen, didn't speak, and cried even more, tears rippling.
I squatted on the ground and watched Xinyun crying, and I felt more and more uncomfortable.
I looked up at Xinyun and began to comfort her.
"Xinyun, please, don't cry, okay..."
"Please don't cry, okay..."
"It's so uncomfortable for you to cry like this, it's really uncomfortable in my heart..."
"Don't cry, okay..."
"It's all my fault, don't cry, okay..."
"It's okay for you to scold me, it's okay to beat me, it's all my fault, don't cry, okay..."
"It's me who shouldn't, it's me who doesn't, I should go to your birthday, I should go to be with you..."
"In the past half a month, I really haven't forgotten you, but I'm afraid of thinking of you, because you have rejected me, and I don't dare to think about you anymore..."
"I'm really afraid of myself, I think too much, I will miss you more and more..."
"It's really painful to think of being alone..."
"Do you know, you sent a message to reject me that night, how uncomfortable I felt in my heart..."
"At the dinner that day, although I didn't care about it on the surface, it was because I tried my best to restrain myself, I didn't want to say, and I didn't want others to know that I really liked you..."
"Xinyun, it's all my fault, you beat me, you beat me out of anger, please don't cry..."
After speaking, I directly grabbed Xinyun's left wrist and pumped it directly into my face.
"Smack"
Xinyun cried very sadly, her face was full of tears, the tears fell on her clothes, she was wet, her whole body was twitching and shaking, and she didn't react at all.
It wasn't until I grabbed Xinyun's slap again and continued to pump the second time, when her left slap was close to my face, that she reacted, and she stopped it with a sharp force.
Xinyun hurriedly grabbed her left hand with her right hand and pressed it against her own leg.
I felt Xinyun grip her hand tightly, very hard. I didn't dare to grab her wrist anymore for fear of hurting her.
So, I let go of Xinyun's hand.
When Xinyun saw me let go of her hand, she touched the right side of my face with her left hand, cried and said, "Why are you beating yourself, does it hurt?" ”
My throat was a little dry and hoarse, and I felt very sad, so I endured it and said: "What can I do, I can't persuade you, you cry so sadly, I have to let you grab your hand, let you beat it, and let out your anger." ”
Xinyun choked up and said, "Then don't beat yourself, why are you so stupid." ”
I pressed Xinyun's left hand that was touching my face with my right hand and said, "Xinyun, don't cry, okay, you're crying so sad, I'm so heartbroken." ”
Xinyun looked down at me, I saw that her eyelashes were shiny, there were tears, her nose was still choking, and she didn't make a sound.
I put all my mind on Xinyun's face, and I felt very uncomfortable looking at her like this.
Suddenly, I looked at Xinyun's vision a little blurry, so I naturally wiped my eyes with my left hand, and felt that my hands were wet, and it turned out that my eyes were filled with tears unconsciously.
I can't care about this, I looked at Xinyun and said: "Xinyun, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, let you be so sad, make you sad, do you scold me, scold me for being angry, I'm most afraid of girls crying, please don't cry, okay..."
Xinyun choked up, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Am I that fierce?" Why should I scold you? ”
I shook my head and hurriedly said, "No, you're not fierce, you're not fierce at all, you're the best girl I've ever seen." ”
But after Xinyun heard this, she suddenly started crying again, and said while crying: "But you don't like me..."
I saw that Xinyun was suddenly about to cry again and fell into sadness, and instantly stood up from the ground, her feet were a little numb, and she almost fell.
I couldn't take care of the numbness in my legs and feet, my legs were very heavy, and it was difficult to exert my strength, so I still forcibly lifted up and took a step forward, bent down and hugged Xinyun, leaning his head on my shoulder with one hand and putting the other on her back.
I hugged Xinyun and said in a hoarse voice: "Xinyun, I like you!" I really like you! Don't you cry, okay? Are we okay together? ”
I felt Xinyun's shoulders, and her back, trembling against me, and I couldn't care about her tears soaking the clothes on my shoulders.
At this time, I felt that Xinyun was so sad, and I also cried in my eyes.
Who said that men don't shed tears when they have bad feelings?
That's just love before the heart is at the tip!
Xinyun didn't speak, but she cried even louder.
I listened to her crying, I couldn't bear the distress, and hugged her tightly,
I choked up and comforted Xinyun as I said.
"Xinyun, don't cry, okay?"
"You cried so hard that my heart was cut like a knife..."
"I really like you"
"I really like you very much"
"Shall we all be together in the future?"
"I swear I'll always be with you"
"From now on, you will be my girlfriend, and we will never leave in this life."
"Don't cry, okay?"
"Cry again, what if the school patrol officer is lured over?"
Xinyun suddenly hugged my back tightly with both hands, and then said, "Then you can't bully me in the future..."
I hugged Xinyun's hands tightly and said, "Okay, good... Whoever bullies you is a puppy..."
Xinyun suddenly burst into tears and said with a smile: "What you said, you are not allowed to bully me in the future, don't forget it." ”
After I heard Xinyun's laughter, my heart finally felt relieved, and then I directly let out a voice: "Wang! ”
Xinyun directly patted me on the back, and said with a smile: "Beat you, and want to bully me again..."
I hugged Xinyun, and my heart ached.
I wanted to hug Xinyun for a while, because I've known Xinyun for so long, and I've never felt so much, my feelings for her have exceeded liking, and I really love her.
However, I heard footsteps coming from someone.
So, I said to Xinyun: "Xinyun, someone came over." ”
When Xinyun heard this, she quickly let go of the hands that were holding me, looking a little panicked, and I also let go of the hands that held Xinyun.
Actually, I don't care what others see, but I know that Xinyun is a kind and shy girl.
I straightened up and looked at the cobblestone path that came from the front of the bus shelter.
I don't know if it's the school security guards or classmates.
After about seven or eight seconds, a man and a woman appeared in front of their sight.
They had a bag of things in their hands, and when they walked over, they glanced at us, and when they quietly walked around the corner nearly ten meters behind us, I heard the voice of one of their women: "I didn't expect someone on the stone table, let's go sit somewhere else." ”
Since I found out that it was not the guard patrolling the school, I stopped caring about outsiders, I took out a small packet of tissues from my trouser pocket, took out a piece, and prepared to wipe the tears on Xinyun's face.
I gently wiped Xinyun's tears with my hand, she cried for a long time, although I couldn't see her eyes, but I knew that she must be crying red and swollen eyes, I felt uncomfortable in my heart.
After I wiped away Xinyun's tears, I hugged Xinyun for a while.
Then, I said, "Xinyun, let's go sit on the lawn next to us for a while and blow the wind." ”
Xinyun responded to me: "Okay." ”
So, I pulled Xinyun to a lawn.
The two of us sat next to each other, and I put my hand on Xinyun's shoulder, and Xinyun rested her head on my shoulder.
The two of them sat silently for a while.
I turned my head sideways, lowered my head, smelled the smell of Xinyun's hair, and said, "Xinyun..."
Xinyun responded quietly: "Hmm..."
I listened to Xinyun's somewhat hoarse voice, hugged her shoulders tightly, and said, "Be my girlfriend..."
Xinyun replied, "Okay." ”
When I heard this, I turned sideways, and Xinyun looked up at me.
I held Xinyun's cheek with both hands, kissed her in the middle of her forehead, and then let go of my hands.
I looked at Xinyun and said, "Do you know why I kissed your forehead, didn't I kiss and kiss your mouth?" ”
Xinyun looked at me and said, "Why? ”
I smiled, and then said, "Because of kissing the forehead, it means that I love it the most." ”
Xinyun blinked and responded, "Oh." ”
I looked at Xinyun's appearance, and then said, "You don't seem to understand?" ”
Xinyun looked at me and said, "I've never been in love, how do I know?" Besides, kissing the forehead, doesn't it mean good night? ”
On the lawn, a little far away from the street lamp.
The light shines through, not very bright.
The night was hazy and somewhat dim.
I looked at Xinyun's little face, it was still very clear, I stretched out my right hand and touched Xinyun's face.
Then, I said, "It's good night." But good night, isn't it said to the people closest to you? Moreover, kissing the forehead indicates intimacy. Because, your thoughts are here, and my thoughts about you will be here. ”
I stretched out my finger and lightly tapped Xinyun's forehead, then pointed to my left chest.
Regarding what Xinyun said earlier, I was quite worried that she would think wildly.
So, I then said to Xinyun: "In the future, no matter what it is, as long as you ask, I won't hide it from you." ”
Xinyun nodded and responded, "Oh." ”
Later, she added, "But everyone has privacy." Don't worry, your privacy, I won't ask you for it. ”
I looked at Xinyun and said, "Everyone has privacy, but to you, I won't treat privacy as a secret, I will tell you when you ask." What's mine is yours, yours is still yours, okay? ”
Xinyun said: "You said it nicely, and when you wait until later, you will say that mine is yours, and yours is still yours..."
I listened and smiled.