Without further ado, let's get into the story.

The story of my first love, I'll tell you slowly in the future. Now, I have to tell the story of my breakup with this man.

Yes, we scored.

That was more than a decade ago.

You know, he's a good man, a wonderful man. It's because he's a good man that things get worse.

Isn't it? It is precisely because I am an outstanding man that in my life, I am bound to make many people feel that I am a little happy because of this possession.

What a luxury! In this life, I was almost at the beginning of my love career, just like squandering the balance on my bank card, I not only squandered the bank of my feelings, but also became heavily indebted.

That is, I made myself feel like I owed this man a debt for the rest of my life.

This man, do you say ruthless? Men are ruthless masters! Men are ruthless!

But I have no regrets. As a woman, what kind of woman can she be if she doesn't really experience happiness that borders on luxury? If it's just asking for a man to get married once, to have a so-called home, such a life, why do I need it?

Without further ado, I've said enough that I've inadvertently told you that at the age of seventeen I experienced the most extravagant first love in the world.

Now, I have to write down this first love.

Siping said back then that he would also write down this paragraph.

When I was owned by this man, no, when I had this man, of course I promised him: "Write it down, I want to see what kind of girl you write about me?" ”

However, I also know that Siping will not be able to write about me anymore. At least, he couldn't have written me under his real name, let alone the name of the deity in his book.

Now that they broke up, it's impossible for him to write anymore.

When we parted, I warned him almost viciously: "You are not allowed to write!" If I want to write it, I have to write it myself. I can't give you this resource for nothing. All love has been given to you, and books have to be given to you, where is there such a truth in the world? ”

When I saw Cheng Siping's pitiful appearance, I suddenly felt a burst of amusement in my heart. He must have been desperate, thinking that there would be no more stories and climaxes between me and him in this life.

You see, this man is like a child who has done something wrong.

He may not know that although I am vicious in my mouth, when I broke up, my heart was full of reluctance and unwillingness. In fact, I can't bear to give up this beautiful relationship like this.

I think we're beautiful. Yes, we are pure, we love very purely. We just love, with our bodies, with our emotions. Nothing else.

So, you probably didn't think that when we broke up, I was different from any other woman. I broke up with him in a very special way.

Yes, you guessed it, I announced our breakup in a carnival way.

Actually, it's not an. For me, it's still a ritual.

When we parted, we used a bed celebration as a ceremony to announce that the two of us were going their separate ways.

I didn't understand why I was going to bed with him again. Is it a final goodbye? Or is it a real commemoration? I don't know.

It's just that in the joy of the bed this time, when I hugged and bit this man again, I was sad and relieved to find that the man I really loved was indeed him.

I even feel that I'm finished, because, in this life, I really only love him alone, no matter whether I will have any other man in the future, what I really love in my heart can only be him forever.

I myself didn't understand why I had to break up with him again.

It seems that I have to break up with him.

I have to tell you honestly, because this man has made me unbearable without a man. This man has made me empty in my days without him, lonely, lonely, and sad, and I can't bear the days without him.

He made me feel that life without men was a disaster.

That's what he is used to, because, in the days of having him, I am not only a queen and a princess, but also a happy elf, with endless joy and passion, with boundless trembling and spasms.

He really is an ocean, a sea.

Again and again he sent me to the peak of joy, and again and again he threw me to the bottom of screaming.

He has a lot of tricks and tricks.

He was full of energy and turned the night into a joyful day.

He is passionate and can set me on fire at any time.

His smooth, wet body was always a fatal temptation for me.

His hard, domineering offense always made me cry with joy at once, and I was happy and sad at once.

I must admit that when I have him, I have the whole world.

I must also admit that sometimes, the whole content of love is actually a kind of love. Without love, the beauty of love pales. If there is no love, it may not be called love.

When there is marriage, when there are responsibilities and obligations, it may not be love, what it is, I can't say clearly. Love should always be with passion.

Look at this man, and all the days without him have become long and hard nights.

And in the days of Him, all the days are the flowers before the moon and the moon for our love; All the long nights have become our passionate days.

However, I still have to tell you that he is so rare that he cannot be recruited immediately.

Not only is it impossible to recruit me, but he also occupies all my emotional space as a king. In the days without him, my space is all his shadow, my eyes are open, I see his picture, and I feel his strong presence; I closed my eyes, and my space was full of him, trance, everywhere. I really can't understand that a person is obviously not by your side, but in your experience, in your feelings, and in your emotions, it is all him. I really don't know how he did it.

Yes, he is really a king, a king of the night, a domineering king, and he has possessed me, completely, completely.

You must have understood that he, in fact, completely occupies my whole world.

He made it impossible for me to get out of his world, to have myself.

In so many days of falling in love with him, he was my whole world. Even my mother will be forgotten by me at this time.

Not to mention my stepfather.

He is a true Wind Dancer. For after he has blown the ground from me, he will leave.

Every time I parted, I could only snuggle up in his arms, crying to death, begging him not to leave. At first, he always thought it was my cozy attitude, thought it was my little woman's feelings, and thought it was the kind of reluctant attachment I posed for.

How did he know, it wasn't like this. That's not true.

I can't leave him anymore.

Even if it takes a moment, even for a moment. I can't even leave him.

It wasn't until that time in a small hotel in Huicheng that I made the decision to leave him, and I had the determination to leave him.

On that Mid-Autumn Festival night, his wife went to Qiandao Lake, and he was at home. So, I set off from my university and went to Huicheng, where I waited for him.

We met soon.

We quickly became one and were inseparable.

However, he suddenly said that he must go to see his son, and he said that he had not seen his son at this reunion festival today, and when he left home, his son had not yet woken up. Now, at the end of the day, he had to see his son, so he took a taxi to Songting.

He threw me down without hesitation, no matter how miserable and desperate I cried behind him.

I threw myself out of the door of the small hotel, and I didn't care at all about the proprietress sitting at the front desk and watching the tragic and moving scene in front of me. I watched his taxi go away and sat on the ground crying sadly. It wasn't until a car horn sounded behind me that the hostess came out of the front desk, pulled me up, and helped me back to my room. While holding me around, he said, "How can you be so stupid for a family man?" "How did she know that I was doomed.

At that time, he must see his son, and he must go to Songting to see his son non-stop. At that time, the son was his whole world.

To tell you the truth, I was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I decided in my heart that I must leave this man, and I must leave this man completely. He really doesn't belong to me.

Since he has said that the Son is his whole world, then what am I in his heart?

Besides, every time he finds a reason to leave me and go to another city. He said that he was going to work hard for a living, he had to support his family, and he had to see his relatives. However, I am skeptical. Who knows what he's going to do? Perhaps, in another city, there is also a woman waiting for him. I believe that with his toughness and domineering, it is difficult to say that there are no other women. Of course, I also know that there is a kind of woman in this world, they are not greedy for money, but they are greedy for men. I'll admit that I'm that kind of woman.

What I really don't understand is that when so many people say that first love will end soon, and the cycle of love is only three months of freshness.

However, if you look at our relationship, it has been five years. Now, it has lasted for more than ten or twenty years, and until now, we have not come out. No, it's me who didn't get out.

I'm still in our two-person world. I'm still where I am.

This is also a danger.

I decided to break up suddenly.

After five years of first love, passionate love, and crazy love with this man, I decided to break up with him.