7. Life, the first time to send flowers

Zhengyang Pedestrian Street, aerial photography is like a "囲" character.

In front of Jiefang Bridge, on the left hand side is a Wangcheng department store, and on the opposite side is a popular utensils store.

From these two buildings, the street is lined with shops of clothing, shoes and bags, and there are also some restaurants on the second floor.

Li Xinyun and I walked on the street, watching as we walked, and I didn't know if she needed anything she wanted to buy.

So, I looked sideways at Li Xinyun and asked, "Do you want to buy anything?" ”

Li Xinyun thought for a while, and then said: "Don't buy it first, it's not convenient to take it and play with it, let's take a look when I come back." ”

I thought about it for a while, and then said, "Then if you see what you want to buy, you can also go and see it first, and then buy it when you come back." ”

Li Xinyun replied softly: "Okay." ”

After I listened, I didn't have anything I wanted, so I went forward with Li Xinyun.

As you move forward, you soon come to a clock tower in the center, which is simple and stylish, with four two-meter-high stone pillars supporting four iron frames, a bit like a scissorhands.

I saw a lot of tourists standing under the clock tower with their cameras to take pictures, and many couples holding up their phones to take selfies.

This scene made me feel a little sad.

Suddenly, I remembered so-and-so in my mind, and I began to think a little bit in my heart.

Thinking about it, I felt like I had sunk in.

After a while, I suddenly wanted to hear Li Xinyun call me, I looked at her with a little doubt, and said, "Huh? Did you just call me? ”

Li Xinyun looked at me and said, "Well, I've called you many times, what are you doing?" ”

I suddenly didn't know how to say it, it was wrong to go shopping with a girl and think about others, but I didn't want to lie, and I didn't want to deceive her, so I shook my head and didn't speak.

Li Xinyun looked at me and saw that I shook my head and didn't speak, so she didn't ask.

After walking for a while, I felt that I was at a loss, so I asked Li Xinyun as I walked.

But I found that Li Xinyun didn't want to talk much except for "oh, um", and walked straight forward with me quietly.

I don't know what Li Xinyun said when she called me just now, because she didn't say anything when I asked her later, but I was a little unhappy at this time.

Different environments, the same way, will bring different feelings to people.

It's fine if you walk by a quiet lake, but when the two of them walk in a lively street market, they look quiet, and they seem out of place, and they feel quite depressing.

Li Xinyun rarely spoke all the way, and she didn't go in to which store, and I didn't really want to talk at this time, so I didn't ask her.

Because I think a girl's mind, don't guess if you don't know.

It's good to guess right, but it's bad to guess wrong.

Therefore, after I felt that Li Xinyun didn't want to speak, I also began to fall silent.

After the bell tower, the oncoming shops are some specialty shops in Guilin, and there are many leading brigades to buy osmanthus cakes.

I looked at Li Xinyun who didn't speak, and I felt even more depressed, I don't know why she didn't speak.

If I'm alone, I don't feel anything about loneliness.

But I really can't stand the words of the two of them.

My heart was very dull, and my heart was tumbling: "Oh my God, why don't you talk when you're so good?" ”

I walked through the second resting place, the open-air disc pavilion.

Walking all the way, looking at the clothing stores, restaurants, and Guilin specialty shops on both sides, and seeing the shop where a man was painting for a woman at the door, I finally passed through an antique street with tents and stalls, and came to the north end of the pedestrian street.

I looked at the fountain with a large metal ball and a few cascading ashlars, and stopped with Li Xinyun.

I thought about it, looked at Li Xinyun and said, "Why don't we go and see the Sun and Moon Tower?" ”

After a long road, Li Xinyun didn't speak, and I was also very depressed.

Li Xinyun nodded and responded: "Okay." ”

After hearing Li Xinyun's words, I finally stopped nodding silently or answering a word "um" and "oh", and I felt a lot more relaxed in my heart for a moment.

So, Li Xinyun and I crossed the Shirt Lake Road.

As soon as I crossed the road and came to the lakeside walkway, I felt a cool smell of water, and there were garden guards who sprinkled water on the low flowers and trees.

It is well connected and has access to many places. Li Xinyun and I were standing on the side of the road, and we were about to ask her which way she wanted to go left and right, when I heard the voice of a child.

When I looked back, it was a little girl of seven or eight years old.

The little girl looked at me and said, "Brother, buy a flower for my sister." ”

The little girl was holding a bunch of thorny roses in her arms, and a small hand was holding out a red rose wrapped in white transparent plastic and reaching out to me.

I looked at the roses in the little girl's hand, and I was stunned: "Buy roses for my sister?" Give it to Li Xinyun?? ”

I hadn't encountered such a situation before, and I thought about it for a while: "Roses, you can buy them, but the meaning of giving away a rose doesn't it mean that I love Li Xinyun?" ”

I glanced up at Li Xinyun, who looked to the side and didn't say anything.

When the little girl saw me standing still, she didn't say to buy it, and she didn't say she wouldn't buy it. So, he said again: "Brother, buy a rose and give it to my sister, my sister is so beautiful, how beautiful." ”

When I heard the girl say this, I continued to look at Li Xinyun again, and a strange thought appeared in my mind: "A girl, go out shopping with you, do you want to give her a flower?" ”

This vague idea led me to buy roses.

I looked at the little girl and asked, "How much?" ”

The little girl said directly: "Ten yuan." ”

I looked at the little girl, and then at the rose.

After paying the money, I bought one.

After the little girl took the money and left, she went to the men and women who were playing and sold flowers.

And Li Xinyun and I looked at the Sun Moon Tower Lake and walked to the right.

I held the roses in my hand, and when I wanted to send the flowers, I felt a little bumpy, after all, I am not a person with thick nerves, and I can't be a person who can send a rose to a girl by picking it up straight.

Also, I haven't given flowers to anyone else.

But I know what it means to give roses to girls.

I walked slowly for a few steps, landing behind Li Xinyun, thinking in my heart for what reason to send the flowers out?

But under what excuse should I give it away?

As for the idea of buying flowers, it is long gone.

I looked at Li Xinyun's back, my mind was constantly filtering, I didn't convince myself, I didn't have the courage to send it at all.

Saying I fell in love at first sight, is that?

Saying that I like her seems to be just more like, right?

Say she's good-looking? There are a lot of good-looking people, and I won't give them away?

……

Thinking about it, I don't know how to do it.

However, I think that a man is holding a rose in his hand like this, and there is a girl next to him, so he doesn't give it away? Not only do you feel embarrassed, but it's also a little too pretentious, right?

When I think about it, I don't think about it anymore.

I walked quickly in front of Li Xinyun, turned around, looked at Li Xinyun, plucked up the courage and said, "This, give it to you." ”

Then, I handed the roses in my hand to Li Xinyun.

Li Xinyun looked stunned for a moment and let out a surprised voice.

Li Xinyun replied directly: "Huh? ”

I whispered in my heart: "Does a boy look good walking with a rose?" Besides, why should I buy roses? It's not for you, so why should I buy it? ”

However, I think it's better to give it to Li Xinyun,

I looked at Li Xinyun and said, "Give it to you." ”

Li Xinyun blinked and didn't speak.

I looked at her and continued: "Take it, don't think about it, I'm embarrassed to take it as a man." ”

Li Xinyun looked at me, took it, and then said, "Thank you." ”

I didn't care, and said, "You're welcome. ”

Afterwards, Li Xinyun and I walked in the direction of the two rivers and four lakes.

The road around Sun Moon Lake is relatively narrow, and it is a path that can only be parallel to two people. If there is no one, it is a place where couples take a walk hand in hand. If there are people, then there can only be one person in front and one person behind.

Today, Sunday, a lot of people came out to play.

Li Xinyun took the rose and put it on her chest, and then I walked behind her, looking at the appearance behind her, she looked quiet and elegant.

In my heart, Li Xinyun is a gentle and elegant girl.

I can see that Li Xinyun must know that a boy gives a girl roses, once this is accepted, what it represents.

Although Li Xinyun accepted the roses, I don't know what she thinks.

But like I said, don't think about it.

Because I don't think much about it.

If you can give away the roses in your hand, you should be happy.

But I didn't feel much happiness in my heart at this time, but felt uncomfortable.

It's not that Li Xinyun is bad, it's my own problem.

Li Xinyun is very good-looking, but I don't fall in love with Li Xinyun just because I meet a good-looking girl.

Having a good impression is just a prerequisite for liking, and liking is not the same as love.

And I...

For the first time in my life, I sent roses, and it turned out to be the person I had always liked in my heart!

If so, what then?

At this point, I thought to myself, what would I do if I were with her?

It was only for a moment that he came to his senses.

There's nothing more to it than emotions.

……

Li Xinyun and I walked slowly on a small path, and it didn't take long for us to finally walk over.

I walked parallel to Li Xinyun again, perhaps because she saw my depressed mood.

Li Xinyun looked at me and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I didn't say anything, just said, "Nothing." There are so many people. ”

Li Xinyun's eyes looked at me a little weirdly, and then said, "Are you thinking about anyone?" ”

I instantly admired Li Xinyun, but I was also paralyzed by her words at the same time.

Three seconds later, I quickly responded to Li Xinyun and said, "I don't have a girlfriend, who do you want?" Miss you? ”

Li Xinyun's eyes looked straight at me and didn't speak.

I looked at Li Xinyun's expression, and said without much thought at the time: "Really, why are you lying to you?" It's the first time I've sent flowers. ”

Li Xinyun looked at me and said, "True or fake?" I don't believe it, in the dormitory, Liang Lin She also said that you love to play......"

As soon as I heard Li Xinyun say this, my brain turned into a turnstile again, what is this?

I came back to my senses in an instant, and then retorted, "Really, don't listen to her nonsense. ”

But Li Xinyun obviously didn't believe me, and looked at me with suspicion, as if the word "disbelief" was written on her face.

I could see that I couldn't speak through my brain at the time.

I said to Li Xinyun, "Don't you believe it? Then I'll chase you to be my girlfriend! ”

After Li Xinyun listened, she didn't speak.

A minute later.

I also realized that I was saying this a little too impulsively.

After calming down, I felt that I was really too restless just now.

After that, I talked to Li Xinyun even less.

I don't know what Li Xinyun thinks, and I don't think much about it.

Li Xinyun cares or not.

I don't know what will happen to others, but I, who I like in my heart, really don't think about what other girls will think.

As we walked, Li Xinyun and I came to the lakeside accommodation, which was the docking platform for the cruise ship.

Li Xinyun looked at the Sun and Moon Twin Towers, I glanced at the towers, then at her, and then just looked at the lake.

I felt a little embarrassed, because I was a little impulsive just now, so I was embarrassed to lean on Li Xinyun so closely, standing at such a big distance from her.

Not long after, two steamers were going to dock, and the tourists on the steamers had to disembark, and there were quite a lot of people.

I slowly approached Li Xinyun, came to her side, looked at her and said, "Do you want to take a steamer?" ”

Li Xinyun looked at the lake and said, "Don't sit down." ”

I didn't think much of it, so I said, "Then let's go, there are too many people crowding here." ”

Li Xinyun said simply: "Okay." ”

So, Li Xinyun and I walked to the stairs on the couch.

At this time, it has been out for a while.

Li Xinyun was still wearing high heels, and I thought she might be tired, so I said, "Are you tired?" After walking for so long, let's sit down for a while. ”

Li Xinyun still replied to me simply: "Okay." ”

I looked left and right, so I walked with Li Xinyun to a stone bench lying like a pig, I took out a paper towel to wipe it clean, and then sat down with Li Xinyun and the two.