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After Li Xinyun and I sat down, the two of us were quiet for a few minutes.

I don't like it when I'm surrounded by people and it's like I'm alone.

I looked at Li Xinyun, who didn't speak, and asked, "What's wrong?" Why don't you speak? ”

After Li Xinyun heard this, she raised her head, turned her face slightly sideways, looked at me and said, "It's nothing, it's that you don't speak yourself." ”

After listening to it, I was a little embarrassed.

I asked myself, "Is this my problem?" Are all girls like that? ”

I want to think about it, but I wouldn't say that.

I shifted my body posture and sat on my side towards Li Xinyun.

I glanced at Li Xinyun, then looked at her feet, and asked, "Are you tired after walking in high heels for so long?" Do you have crurale pain? ”

Li Xinyun sat on the stone bench, her feet in high heels stretched out and closed, and the two shoes gently bumped together a few times, and she was relaxing the part of her feet that squeezed the soles.

Li Xinyun put her legs away, took off her shoes, revealing her two feet, she looked at the soles of her feet and said, "Well, I haven't worn it for too long, I'm not used to it, my feet are so tired when I walk, and it hurts..."

When I heard that, I said, "Don't wear it next time, just wear flat shoes." ”

Li Xinyun glanced at me, then retracted her gaze and said, "Other shoes don't match clothes..."

Suddenly, I suddenly remembered in my heart that before Li Xinyun went out in the morning, she changed her clothes for an hour before she came out...

I looked at Li Xinyun, thought for a while and said, "That's it, in fact, I don't think it's okay, it's good to be comfortable..."

Li Xinyun quietly glanced at me, and then said, "Girls are different from boys....."

I looked at Li Xinyun and was instantly speechless for more than ten seconds.

I don't even know what to say...

I lowered my head and watched Li Xinyun keep pressing the soles of her feet against each other.

Maybe three minutes passed.

I raised my head and looked at Li Xinyun, who was looking down at the soles of my feet, and said in a calm voice: "Li Xinyun..."

Maybe it's the second time I've called her by her first name.

Li Xinyun raised her head when she heard the voice, looked at me sideways, and said, "What's wrong?" ”

I looked at Li Xinyun's eyes and said quietly: "In the future, I will call you Xinyun..."

Li Xinyun looked at me fixedly and didn't speak.

I also looked at her directly and continued: "I think I can call your name Li Xinyun directly... It's too strange, it's better to call you Xinyun, it's good to listen to and remember. ”

(Your name and my surname, when I write this, I finally don't feel embarrassed anymore, because I'm really not used to adding one more word, Li Xinyun.) I'm only used to shouting you, Xinyun. Even one more word makes me feel uncomfortable. In my heart, when it comes to Xinyun, it's you. Even if ten years have passed, another ten years, if I see you again, you will still be the joy of my heart. ）

Xinyun blinked, lowered her head, and replied to me softly: "Oh." ”

Hearing Xinyun's simple answer, I looked at her as if she didn't want to speak, so I didn't ask.

The two of them also quieted down with each other, and the scene seemed to cool down.

It took about five or six minutes.

I had already sat upright again, looking at the Sun and Moon Twin Towers and the lake, when I suddenly heard Xin Yun's opening beside me, so I turned my head to look at her.

Xinyun looked down at the ground and said: "Actually, I think you are very good, you care about people, just like crossing the street, you always carefully hold my hand, which makes me feel quite relieved..."

I quietly watched Xinyun speak, wanting to hear what she had to say.

Xinyun lowered her head and continued: "I know you don't take the opportunity to take advantage of me, unlike those boys outside, who always want to take advantage of girls, I feel that you are like my sister, you really care about me..."

I continued to listen and did not speak.

After Xinyun said this, she raised her head, looked at me and said, "However, if we are a couple, I think we should still be friends." I don't think we're the right fit..."

Hearing this, I don't plan to listen to Xinyun continue quietly.

Hear here.

Say I'm sad? Actually, I'm not sad at all.

But say I don't care at all? I still care.

I looked at Xinyun and said calmly, "Are you sending me a good person card?" ”

Xinyun looked at me and said, "You're fine, but I don't think you really like me..."

At this moment, I seemed to figure it out.

Why Xinyun has not been talking much since she passed the clock tower, and she always looks quiet, which is not the same as the one I know her.

From the first time I met Xinyun that day, from her soft voice and cheerful demeanor when she spoke, I felt that she was a more lively and open-minded person.

At this time, I felt a little uncomfortable and blocked in my heart for some reason.

It may be that the impression of her in my heart makes me feel remorseful, it may be that I can't bear to see her bow her head and be unhappy, it may be because of that sentence that a woman is the one who pleases herself, or maybe she belongs to the kind of girl I like in my heart......

I suddenly didn't know how to describe what I was thinking, but there was one thing, when I saw Xinyun saying these words so calmly, I had some stalk in my mind.

I looked at Xinyun and said angrily, "How do you know that I don't like you?" If I really like you, what do you say? ”

When Xinyun heard this, she raised her head to look at me, and said in a loud voice: "I'm serious, if you get along with me for a long time, you will find that I am not as good as you imagined in your heart." ”

I looked at Xinyun and asked, "Do you have a boyfriend?" ”

In the next second, Xinyun said, "No." ”

I continued to look at Xinyun and asked, "Do you have someone you like?" ”

Xinyun thought about it, which made me, who had been looking at her, feel uneasy.

Xinyun opened her mouth and said: "I had it when I was young, but I haven't seen it again." ”

When I heard Xinyun say this, the uneasiness in my heart disappeared.

But I was still a little angry at this time, because I was unhappy in my heart, and I was actually issued a good person card by Xinyun.

So, I looked straight at Xinyun and said, "When I was a child, I didn't count, I can't count the things of little children!" ”

Then, I continued, "Then I'll pursue you, unless you reject me now." ”

Xinyun lowered her head and said slowly, "I think...... Let's get along for a while, and then see if it's a good fit, okay? ”

After I listened, I looked at Xinyun and asked, "Is it okay to agree now?" ”

Xinyun pouted and said, "You made me unhappy today, and besides, it's only been a few days since I met you..."

After hearing Xinyun say this, I was silent for about three minutes, and at this time, the anger in my heart disappeared, and the depression dissipated.

I suddenly realized that I was impulsive again, forget it, just try it, it doesn't matter if it doesn't work.

I looked at Xinyun and said calmly, "Okay." ”

After Xinyun heard this, she didn't speak anymore.

And I'm calming myself.

After a few more minutes, the two of us were still sitting quietly...

I turned on my phone and looked at the time.

Time...... 11：13……

I thought that when I came out with Xinyun this morning, I didn't have breakfast, so I looked at her and said, "Xinyun, are your feet still painful?" ”

After Xinyun heard my words, she lowered her eyes, and then said, "It's okay, are you going back?" ”

When I heard Xinyun say this, I immediately mistakenly thought that she wanted to go back, and my heart was a little dull, but I still said calmly: "Do you want to go back?" Alright then, let's go back. ”

Xinyun raised her head, looked at me and said, "No, I thought you wanted to go back." ”

After I heard it, it turned out to be a misunderstanding, and my heart was put down again.

Perhaps, it may be that Xinyun saw that I hadn't talked to her all this time, and she thought I wanted to go back.

I thought about it, maybe it's really like she said, two people are together, you really have to try it first, right?

But do I really love her in my heart?

I'm also a little entangled, emotional things, once someone enters the heart, it's not just to say that they can be released.

However, I should not think much about it at this time.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "No, I think the two of us didn't eat breakfast in the morning, and now it's eleven o'clock, and then slowly go back and we can eat at almost noon." ”

After hearing this, Xinyun put on white high-heeled shoes, stood up and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

I thought about it for a moment, and then said, "We're not going back, it's all over here, just go in the direction of going back." ”

Xinyun said to me, "I don't know the way. ”

I looked at her and said, "It's okay, just follow me, I have a strong sense of direction." ”

In my heart, although I have only been to the Sun and Moon Twin Towers Lake once, as long as I have walked through, I can feel the way to the places that are basically within the range of that circle. Because I often go out to visit the mountains and rivers and go to the market, I am used to paying attention to the surrounding environment.

Not to mention the city, there are basically very few dead ends.

Besides, I have good eyesight, and I can figure it out when I think about the surrounding buildings when I see no one in the distance.

In the past, when I was playing in Zhuhai, Shenzhen, I could go up and down and cross left and right at more complicated intersections, and I could walk back to the original place.

So, Xinyun and I left the boat docking, walked out of the lakeside scenic spot, and then crossed the road, and then passed through the middle passage between the Lijiang Waterfall in Guilin and the strange name of the big chicken restaurant.

Halfway through, I found a large row of iron frames, and when I got closer, I found that there was an air conditioner inside, and the rumbling sound, the hot air that spewed out was a little uncomfortable, so I pulled Xinyun and walked quickly.

It wasn't until I walked out to the side of the road in the central square of Guilin that I let go of Xinyun's hand, and this time I didn't tell her that I was abrupt.

However, after leaving this road, I was embarrassed to grab Xinyun's hand again.

Although, Xinyun said that she would get along first and then think about her boyfriend and girlfriend, I would not take advantage of her because of this.

After all, I personally feel that if it weren't for the real boyfriend and girlfriend, if the two of them intentionally held hands, I don't know what others would think, but I would feel embarrassed myself.

Xinyun and I didn't stop, and continued to cross the road again and came to the Guilin Cultural Center Square.