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Because, it has been more than ten minutes of walking.

So, Xinyun and I went to a stone bench on the edge of the square in the center of Guilin and wanted to sit down.

I was also worried about Xinyun's foot pain, so I wanted her to sit down and rest for a while.

Although I am a man, I don't know the pain of wearing high heels. But if you walk too much in shoes that you are not used to, your feet may not only hurt, but also wear out the skin.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "Xinyun, let's sit down for a while." ”

Xinyun replied directly: "Oh." ”

So, I wanted to sit down, but Xinyun directly grabbed my arm.

Then, I saw Xinyun take out a tissue from her bag, and she started from the position of the stool in front of me, and began to wipe the dust on the surface of the stone bench from left to right.

Xinyun bent down to wipe the stone bench and said, "After a night, there is a lot of fine dust on the stool in the morning, I'll wipe it." ”

This heart touched me instantly.

Although Xinyun just wiped the stool very simply, her unexpected action made me feel that she was not only kind and lively, but also a very attentive and caring girl.

I watched Xinyun bend down and quietly wipe the stone bench, and suddenly an idea popped up that if I was really with her, maybe it would be really good.

Soon, you wiped the stool and I sat down.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "Thank you." ”

Xinyun pursed her lips and smiled, and then said, "You're welcome, just wipe off the stool." ”

Although Xinyun said this easily, I didn't think so.

I don't think Xinyun just did it casually, but I think her simple kindness is very exciting.

I sat down and looked up at the sky slightly.

When I came out this morning, the weather was good, and it was still cloudy and sunny until now, and the sun did not come out to shine.

……

I looked at Xinyun and thought silently in my heart.

I think Xinyun should have a crush on me, otherwise she wouldn't have gone shopping with the two of us alone...

She won't accept the roses I gave her...

I won't dress up for more than an hour...

And in order to look good, I wore a pair of high heels that I am not used to walking and it is inconvenient to come out and walk with me...

When I was asked to pursue her, she also said that we should get along for a while before thinking about it...

She had a sore foot and continued to walk with me...

If I hadn't had those unhappy times today, maybe I would have succeeded in confessing directly...

I asked myself: "When you meet a girl who likes you like you like this, if you don't dislike it, if you want to treat her really well, then what are you hesitating about?" ”

I'm not blind, why don't I understand?

However, I really don't know whether I should like Xinyun or not, whether I should really pursue her.

When my heart was still empty, I suddenly met someone who liked me, and I liked her.

Meet the right person at the wrong time...

I'm really worried that if I don't do it well, I'll hurt Xinyun.

I looked at the sky quietly, but my heart was turning over the river and the sea, and I said to myself silently in my heart: "Ruan Min, the person you have always liked in the past has passed, and it is no longer possible, just let it go, she is doing well, don't always think about her alone..... There is no beginning, there is no end, and I like her because of her character, which is pitiful..."

One minute...

Three minutes...

Five minutes...

I don't remember how long it took ...

I sat quietly on the stone bench, still struggling to myself in my heart: "Put it down, it's useless to think about it again..."

Suddenly, Xinyun's voice interrupted me.

Xinyun looked at me and asked, "What are you thinking?" Such a fascination......"

I came back to my senses, turned my face sideways to look at Xinyun and said, "It's nothing..."

Then I lowered my head and said in my heart, "Think about it, what's the use, make a decision..."

So, I took the green tree gold-leaf privet next to the seat and directly broke a branch about 20 centimeters long.

I looked at the golden-leafed privet in my hand and said in my heart, "It's too difficult, let's use this leaf to decide!" ”

I glanced up at the sky and said in a small voice, "God, you can decide for me!" If it's singular, then let go of the past and chase Xinyun. If it's an even number, then don't fall in love, just wait for marriage later. ”

Xinyun looked at me suspiciously and said, "What did you say?" ”

I turned my head to look at her and said, "Nothing..."

Xinyun was a little dissatisfied and said directly: "You are so strange..."

At this point, I'm making a decision to leave it to fate, it's!

I glanced at Xinyun and didn't speak.

Then I lowered my head and picked the leaves one by one, counting and plucking.

Pick the first one, single.

Pick the second one, double.

Pick the third one, single.

……

That's it, until the end.

I looked at the leaves in my hand and said to myself, "Double..."

I plucked the leaves of a tree on the ground, and when I read the last "double", I looked at the last leaf in my hand that was as small as a bean sprout.

I looked at the last little leaf that had not yet grown up, and asked in my heart, "Is this a one?" ”

I've always attached great importance to relationships.

If it's just me who likes it, I can like it for a long time.

But if it's two people, it really can't be forced.

I turned my head sideways and looked at Xinyun's somewhat sullen appearance, and my heart was wandering.

I asked myself in my heart, "Is Xinyun okay?" ”

I looked at Xinyun and thought, "Actually, Xinyun is really good. ”

Xinyun seemed to be looking at me all the time, and when I looked at her, she didn't know that I had gone through a lot of struggle in my heart at this time, but I could see from her face that she was not very happy.

I saw the unhappiness on Xinyun's face, which touched my heart.

I silently said to Xinyun in my heart: "No matter what the future holds, I like you to be happy." ”

So, I made a decision in my heart.

I said to myself, "Since God doesn't make decisions for me, I'm in a dilemma...... Then I'll make a choice, the leaves are small, small, but still leaves. ”

Now that the decision has been made, there is a direction, there is an answer, and at the same time the action begins.

I looked at Xinyun, who was not very happy, and said, "I'm sorry, I asked you to come out to play together, and it made you unhappy." ”

Xinyun didn't look at me, lowered her head, her voice was calm, and said, "It's okay." ”

I listened to Xinyun's voice, and it felt like listening to the sound of a deep pool, so calm.

It was so calm, as if I was far away from Xinyun.

I know that my previous actions made Xinyun very dissatisfied, but since I had just made a decision, how could I let it immediately turn into a pool of stagnant water.

I said apologetically to Xinyun: "Xinyun, I'm sorry, I just thought about something..."

Xinyun looked at me and said, "What do you think?" ”

I don't know how to answer well, I can't tell Xinyun what I'm thinking, then I really don't have to talk about boyfriends and girlfriends, even ordinary friends are embarrassed.

Xinyun looked at me and didn't speak, and said with some emotion: "I've asked you several times today, and you didn't say anything, it's so difficult to communicate, I feel that we are really inappropriate now..."

After I heard it, I was also a little sad, but I still felt that I shouldn't say it.

I could only say to Xinyun: "There are some private matters, it's hard to speak." ”

When Xinyun heard this, she immediately replied: "Then don't say it." ”

After Xinyun finished speaking, she grabbed the bag placed in the middle of the stool, and already wanted to leave immediately.

Before love sprouts, there is a fatal communication problem...

I could see that Xinyun really thought that I didn't like her, and I didn't want the two of them to be embarrassed if they continued to be together, so she wanted to leave.

I watched as they were about to leave, and I didn't know how to speak.

I looked at Xinyun, and suddenly opened my mouth and said something that I hadn't even thought I would say: "Do your feet still hurt?" Otherwise, I'll rub it for you. ”

After saying that, I was a little stunned.

Xinyun looked at me, and slowly, her emotions eased.

Xin Yun let go of the bag in her hand, and then said: "My toes are a little red, I don't know if I will grind blood blisters..."

I looked at Xinyun and said, "I'll rub it for you, okay?" ”

This time, I was genuine.

Xinyun lowered her head and said, "Don't do it, just sit down slowly." ”

Hearing Xinyun say this, I didn't give up.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "Didn't you say let's get along first, then let me rub your feet." Otherwise, how can I really pursue you? ”

When Xinyun heard me say this, she thought for about ten seconds, and then said, "There are so many people here, I'm sorry..."

When I heard it, I didn't think much about it, and said directly: "It's okay, I don't care about them..."

Then, I stood up, stood in front of Xinyun in one step, and then squatted down, without looking up, grabbed Xinyun's bare feet, and without waiting for her to speak, I said, "I'll rub you..."

Xinyun didn't seem to expect me to move so fast, and almost jumped up on my feet, but before she could say a word: "I..."

And I took off Xinyun's high heels directly, revealing the soles of her feet.

Xinyun didn't continue to speak, and I didn't look up at her.

I looked between Xinyun's toes, lowered my head and said, "Your toes are a little red, as if they are going to blister blood..."

Then, I looked up at Xinyun and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

Xinyun looked at me and said a little shyly, "It hurts a little..."

When I heard Xinyun say this, I said, "It's all my fault, pulling you away so fast." ”

Xinyun looked at me and said, "You walk like the wind, sometimes I can't keep up with you..."

After hearing Xinyun say this, I felt a little sorry in my heart.

Because I play by myself most of the time, I walk very fast, and when I am alone, there is no time to slow down at all, this habit has been formed early, just like the mechanical ability of the body, I am not tired when I slow down, I feel very tired.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "I'm sorry, I used to go shopping and play by myself, and I have developed a habit, and I can't change it for a while." ”

After finishing speaking, I lowered my head and began to squat on the ground, holding the soles of Xinyun's feet with my left hand, and holding her thumbs and thumbs with my right hand, gently swinging up and down.

I didn't look up, and while massaging Xinyun to relax my toes, I asked, "Do you feel pain when I press like this?" ”

Xinyun's feet trembled slightly, and said, "It doesn't hurt, it's just a little itchy." ”

When I heard this, I lowered my head and smiled, "You're also afraid of itching?" I'm also afraid of itching. ”

After a while.

Xinyun said, "How do you know how to massage?" Have you ever given someone a massage before? ”

Without looking up, I continued to press her toes, starting with the thumb and ending with the little toes, each toe swinging up and down five or six times, and then repeating.

I lowered my head and replied, "No, I learned it by watching TV, and then I tried it on myself a few times, and I rubbed my shoulders at most." ”

After I finished speaking, I didn't add: "Man." ”

Then, I looked up at Xinyun.

I don't know why, I'm afraid that Xinyun will misunderstand.

After hearing this, Xinyun said quietly: "Oh, you press it quite comfortably." ”

I saw that Xinyun's eyes had no doubts or guesses, and my heart suddenly felt a burst of peace of mind and relaxation.

I don't know why I was so nervous.

Years later, I found out.

It turned out that it was from this moment that I inadvertently began to be afraid that she would misunderstand, worried that she would think wildly, and she began to appear in my heart.

I don't know where to start, and it's too late to fall in love.