An hour later, I rushed to Luhuadang Middle School, thirty miles away.

As soon as I got out of the car, Lao Li in the communication room called out to me: "Teacher Chu, Principal Jiang said that if you come, go to his office." ”

What's the matter? I rushed to the principal's office.

The principal sat in his office chair, stood up as soon as he saw me step through the door, took a paper cup and poured a glass of pure water, handed it to me, and hurriedly said, "Sit down and sit down." "I was surprised, and I felt a little unusual, and I realized that something big must be going to happen.

"Teacher Chu," Principal Jiang took a deep breath, as if looking for the most suitable words to express the most accurate meaning, "Our school leadership has decided after research that in order not to affect your body and let you recuperate and recover your health, the students in the class you teach will be separated and divided into other five classes. We were already divided into classes on Saturday, so I'm sorry we didn't discuss it with you. ”

It was like snow flying in June, just like a bolt from the blue, and I was hit hard by an unexpected event.

I felt the world spin around, and I had only one thought in my mind: my classes were gone, and my children were gone!

Anything to say in order not to affect my body, and to say that I can recuperate and recover my health, is a lie! I say this completely to take care of my face, take care of my self-esteem, and maintain my pride!

I understand that the real reason is that I am afraid that my family's conflicts will continue, and the wind and rain may crush the future of a class and the future of a group of students! What else do you say sorry, you didn't consult with me, what, isn't this an obvious modern version of the three hundred taels of silver here?!

I smiled at the principal and didn't say anything.

What more can I say? What can I say!

I just felt that something was about to flood my eyes, so I turned my head sideways, and ran down the office building without saying a word, and ran up to the fourth floor of the school building without saying a word.

I stood in front of the classroom door and gently pushed the door open, and I was stunned for a moment.

The classroom was literally empty, not even a book, a scrap of paper. It took me a while before I came to my senses from the clay sculpture.

My class was broken up alive.

At this moment, I wanted to shout, but I couldn't get a word out of my throat.

After the shock pain, I collected my heavy heart and slowly moved into the junior high school office.

In the evening, the principal shouted to me downstairs: "Teacher Chu, come down, your good friend Hua Jiehao is here, let's have dinner together!" ”

Hua Jiehao is here? Just the one who married my high school friend who married the daughter of the deputy head of Luhuadang Township?

Even though we're all in the same township, maybe we're all busy, or maybe I'm always living in a corner sky surrounded by four long walls, and we haven't seen each other for a long time, and seriously, I really miss him! But now, there is still nothing more worthwhile to drive away my long sadness, boredom, loneliness, and even pain.

"Okay, Chu Mingxi, your shelf is so big," I quickly raised my head buried deep in my arms, Hua Jiehao had already climbed up from downstairs, dragged me up, and left, "Friends come from afar, aren't you happy?" You have friends from afar, and you are sad! Afraid of spending money, isn't it? Don't worry, brother, I'm in for a treat. ”

It's hard to be warm.

I laughed as I walked: "The poor brother has no other skills, and he really has nothing to say when he comes up with a little shelf." Who told you to be the leader of the township finance office, if you don't knock you out, will you still knock me, a poor teacher? ”

Talking and laughing, we have stepped into the Oasis Hotel.

But as soon as I sat down, I found Feixia and her son Tianyun sitting at the dining table.

I understood everything: eating is just an excuse to mediate family conflicts!

I stood up without hesitation, and just as I was about to turn away, Hua Jiehao quietly pressed my thigh under the table with his hand. I sighed quietly, what can I say, I can't refuse a friend's kindness too much, right?

Principal Jiang smiled and said to me, "Sit over there, it's too crowded here." ”

What a pale and ridiculous reason! With such a big table, there are only five people seated, and it will be crowded!

I didn't move, but Hua Jiehao on the left desperately squeezed me towards Feixia without showing the dew, and also used a clever trick: with the illusion that my body was not sitting firmly, he suddenly fell towards me, and with a huge momentum, I had to move a seat, and naturally sat next to Feixia.

I can't help but laugh and cry, can the change of spatial distance shorten the mental distance and emotional distance?

Didn't the poet Gu Cheng write such a verse, "I think, when you look at me, it is far away, and when you look at the clouds, it is very close"?

As if in order to interrupt the dull atmosphere, Principal Jiang accompanied Hua Jiehao to take a sip of wine, and then finally turned to the topic: "Teacher Chu, in fact, who has not bumped into each other between husband and wife, fighting is love and scolding!" We invite you to sit down at a table today for a reunion dinner, just to hope that you will get back together. Come, I give you a toast! ”

Drinking it in my mouth, I didn't taste this glass of Sprite, I just knew that I was about to leave, I had to leave!

I wiped my mouth with a napkin and calmly said to everyone, "I'm sorry, I'll go out for a while." ”

Then, he opened the door and walked out, turned and quietly closed the door, and fled as quickly as if he were avoiding the plague.

I ran to a small shop on the street, bought a bottle of Qinqin eight-treasure porridge, and just opened it and took a few bites, someone behind me snatched it from my hand. I opened my mouth to vent something, but I turned my head to find that Hua Jiehao was standing beside me at some point, his eyes were dark and dark, and he seemed to burst out with a chill.

"How can you do that! Chu Mingxi, I'm really ashamed of you! Come back with me! ”

He pulled me desperately, and I stood firmly in place. Since my good friend is already ashamed of me, I have no choice but to make him ashamed.

The friend is gone, and the back that gradually dissolves into the night seems to carry a deep sadness and heavy concern.

I'm sorry, my classmates who have slept with me, and friends who have been in the same boat through thick and thin!

The evening breeze blew my hair, and a bright moon hung in the lonely black and blue sky.

Suddenly, I had a strange feeling, I felt that walking on the concrete floor seemed to have become a speck of dust drifting in the universe, lonely and lonely, and almost at the same time, Mr. Goyanagi's poem "Life has no roots, floating like a strange dust" also jumped out of my memory, so faintly stinging me.

I just thought aimlessly, and slowly walked into the campus.

Students are studying on their own in the evening.

Standing on the playground, passing by the conference room, I noticed that it was brightly lit.

Through the open door, I saw the principal, Hua Jiehao, and Feixia holding the child all sitting on the sofa.

I quickly quickened my pace, as if I was chasing a fierce wolf and tiger after me! It's a pity that I am destined to end tragically in this life! I don't even have the possibility of getting rid of the people I don't want to meet! You see, I just skimmed through the door of the conference room like a white horse and was spotted by Hua Jiehao!

I couldn't escape his eyes, and since high school, I had few secrets in front of him.

I was caught in the conference room by my good friend, and I couldn't escape if I wanted to, and I couldn't hide if I wanted to.

The headmaster sat to my left, and he looked me in the eye, never before so solemn and solemn, and his voice was indeed kind.

However, I can hear that there is clearly a familiar strangeness in it: "Teacher Chu, how to make family harmony is a major event in your life." If the family can't handle it well, how can it do other jobs? I always thought you could handle the housework, but also other more important things. You say, yes? ”

I know what the principal is saying.

Of course I want to do more important things, and if I don't want to, it must be hypocritical.

However, I hate to simply associate or oppose the background of the addition of officials and the rise of Huang Tengda with family and marriage.

So, I said in a cold tone, and said what was in my heart in a more dismissive manner: "What I want to deal with most now is family issues, and other things will be talked about later." To be honest, principal, I don't think the people who can do more important work are necessarily the ones who handle the family well......"

Hua Jiehao, who was sitting opposite me, clasped his hands on his chest, leaned back to the back of the sofa, and couldn't help but stop me: "You are really a nerd, the opportunity waits for no one, there is no such shop in this village." We are both the same, with excellent grades and appreciated by the leadership. As the saying goes, we stand at thirty, and we must seize the opportunity to stand up. If you lose the rare opportunity to stand up just because of a small family problem, Mingxi, the opportunity will probably never patronize you again! ”

Seize the opportunity? A small family problem? Weird! Ridiculous! It's ridiculous!

My leader and my most intimate friend actually didn't worry about my emotional problems, but talked about the so-called career and future, for the sake of the career and the future, I could even throw away the principles of being a man, throw away the pain of my family, and give up the torment of feelings!

"Jiehao, I'm afraid I can't do it. My biggest ideal is to do my job well, and as for what kind of cadre to be a leader, I am not very interested. I spoke very quickly, with a bit of ** flavor in my tone, "And I think that being a good cadre and doing a good job in a family are two different things." If I think that my family can't be promoted if it doesn't do well, then I won't be promoted! ”

After saying that, I forced myself to squeeze out a little smile to maintain the kind of demeanor called cultivation, and said to the principal and friends: "I'm really sorry I let you down!" I'm leaving! ”

I stepped out of the conference room door, and the cool night breeze and the discouragement rising from the bottom of my heart came rushing towards me.

Career, family, family, career, is it the main theme of life? People who can't handle their families well are doomed to fail in their careers? Is it possible to sacrifice family for career success? I'm confused, I'm wandering, I can't find my way anymore!

But suddenly, a voice in my heart shouted to me:

You can't afford to repeat the mistakes of the past! Are you going to bury your happiness and crush your children's future?

No, I won't make a mistake again, I don't want to look back again, leaving more pain, more insomnia!

I quickened my pace.

From today onwards, I will no longer be living at home until the day of my divorce.