Chapter 60: Even if We Meet (1)

The white rabbit pounds medicine in autumn and spring, and Chang'e lives alone with whom. Today's people don't see the ancient times and the moon, but this month once looked like the ancients.

The summer heat is finally receding at night, and the wind blowing in the face also has a slight cool touch, tonight's moon is big and round, silver like a big disc hanging in the night sky, a few stars are scattered around, the night is blue, there are frogs and insects chirping in the ears, Su Yi sat quietly in the rocking chair and looked at the square night sky overhead.

Qiu Ruo and Yun Rou sat in the room and kept looking out, Yun Rou said, "I don't know who I saw today?" Why has Su Yi been like this since she came back, and she didn't say anything when she asked her. ”

Qiu Ruo sighed, "She's just afraid of what grievances she has suffered again, she has always been like this, she buried everything in her heart and refused to say it, I'm really worried...... It's really distressing to see her lose weight day by day. ”

"I'm also worried, but what's the way, I don't know what the Lord of Long Live means, he spoils Su Yi while refusing to make Su Yi a concubine, if it goes on like this, I'm really afraid that something will happen one day." Yun Rou said.

Su Yi only looked at the bright moon above her head in a daze, closed her eyes and heard the queen mother's voice hovering in her ears, she knew that there would be such a day, but she didn't expect the queen mother to just ask her to persuade the emperor to give the harem, the rain and dew were even, she let her go so simply.

She raised a sad smile, tears ran down the corners of her eyes and buried them in her temples, what qualifications did she have to worry about the Queen Mother? She is just an ordinary palace maid, her only bargaining chip is his favor, since the day she entered the Heart Cultivation Palace, she has no dignity, the so-called life, is just a soulless shell. She is alive, but it is like death, she will spend the next eventful years in this Forbidden City, all she can see is the big world above her head, the fate is so ridiculous, she tried her best to escape from here, but she imprisoned her whole life in this huge cage, her father's case was rehabilitated, she should have been happy, but she was never happy, her father died, and she was going to live in this cold palace, everything could not be repeated, her father would not come back from the dead, She won't change back to the original Shen Suyi, everything has changed......

Qiu Ruo saw a few sporadic lights moving towards them from a distance through the window, but they didn't know who it was, and when those people got closer, they found that it was the emperor, and the two hurriedly came out of the room, and were about to ask for peace but saw the emperor make a silent gesture, so he only bowed and saluted and did not dare to speak.

She was almost about to fall asleep, but in the fog, she felt light, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Hongli looking at her gently, she reached out and wrapped her arms around his neck, and heard him say, "Why don't you go to sleep in the house?" ”

She didn't speak and only buried her face in the crook of his arm, Hongli noticed the tears in the corners of her eyes, her eyes sank slightly, and without saying a word, she carried her into the room and put her on the bed, the candle flame was lit in the room, Su Yi's eyes suddenly saw the strong light and couldn't help but squint her eyes, only to find that Hongli was still wearing a bright yellow color cloud gold dragon makeup satin robe, he didn't have time to change his clothes to come to see her, but his heart felt sour and astringent, just stared at him blankly, Hongli saw that she looked abnormal and stroked her sideburns, and said softly: "What's wrong?" ”

Su Yi sat up slowly and said, "I want to ask for one thing......

Hongli said: "You say." ”

"I want to go to my father's grave and put incense on ......the pillar," Su Yi said softly.

"Okay, you really should go to your father's grave to have a look, but I can't leave these days, I'm afraid I can't go with you." Hongli groaned.

Su Yi nodded and said, "Qiu Ruo can accompany me." ”

Hongli said again: "That's good, it's just that you two girls are always uneasy when they go out, how about asking Wu Shu to find someone who knows kung fu to pretend to be a coachman and go with you?" ”

Su Yi was grateful and said, "Thank you......"

Hongli laughed, reached out and pinched her nose: "Don't say such unfamiliar things in the future, I feel uncomfortable listening to it." ”

Su Yi nodded, but her heart was mixed, his doting tone, and his gentle expression made her feel moved, but there was a trace of sadness in that touch...... Three palaces and six courts, how many concubines and concubines can be treated like this by him? She should feel satisfied, but she feels uncomfortable, everything at this time is not what she wants in her life......

And the women who longed for him every day could only wait with their eyes in waiting, waiting for his occasional favor and pity, and maybe one day she would become one of those women, but I don't know if she could still be so indifferent at that time......

An ordinary carriage rushed out of the Shenwu Gate.

Su Yi sat in the car in a daze, because the carriage has been running, so the tassels on the ten brocade cloud curtains on the windows moved with the wind, and there was golden sunlight through the gap, shining on the people's bodies, it was summer, it was inevitably a little hot, only a while Qiu Ruo felt that he had beads of sweat on his forehead, and he wiped it lightly with his hand, and sure enough, he saw the water stains on his fingers, so he put down the bamboo curtain and covered the strong light.

Su Yi casually lifted the bamboo curtain and looked at the bustling street, the street was full of people, no matter how the sun scorched the earth, it seemed that it could not stop the crowds coming and going.

A few acacia trees were planted on the side of the street, and the green leaves were full of acacia flowers, like a small and delicate folding fan that spread out when the wind blew, and the air seemed to bring the smell of acacia flowers. The car went all the way to the west, and soon went out of the city, the scenery outside the city was better than the inside of the city, the green trees and red flowers, the flowers and birds, the willows weeping embankment, the roadside was the unknown small flowers in full bloom, Su Yi looked at the floating scenery outside and felt a lot of emotion. Her father's case was finally rehabilitated, and since her father's death, she had never gone to his grave to offer incense, and she always felt ashamed in her heart, but now she can finally go to her father's grave to enter filial piety.

The car traveled very fast, and after a while it arrived at the western suburbs, but there was a huge falling rock blocking the way on the way, and the carriage had to stop far away on the flat ground, Qiu Ruo helped Su Yi get out of the carriage, and the coachman said apologetically: "Girl, this car is only afraid that it will not pass, so it can only walk." ”

Su Yi looked at the messy stones on the road in front of her and nodded: "Okay, I'll go with Qiu Ruo, you can wait for us here." The groom leaned over and said yes.

Su Yi had to walk with Qiu Ruo step by step to the depths, but the coachman followed him from a great distance. Su Yi was carrying a basket, during which Qiu Ruo wanted to take it several times, but she insisted on carrying it herself, through a small forest, and saw a snow-white figure standing in front of the grave in the distance, Su Yi's heart suddenly jumped, and her body involuntarily froze there, Qiu Ruo saw her stop and looked forward, taken aback: "Huh...... Who's that? ”

Su Yi only felt that her heart was jumping up randomly, she walked stiffly, her eyes only looked at the white figure, and the hand holding the bamboo basket began to tighten slowly, and there were only some incense, candles, wine and food in the basket, but at this time she felt heavy, still weighing a thousand catties.

Seeing that she had arrived at the cemetery, she suddenly didn't have the courage to walk forward, Qiu Ruo already understood a little bit in her heart when she saw this situation, the figure was so familiar, Su Yi looked like this, she was a very smart person, how could she not understand, and stopped her steps from afar.

Gu Yanzhao already knew that Su Yi was behind him, his back was straight, his arms were hanging by his side but trembling slightly, he didn't dare to look back, for fear that this situation was just a dream. But the faint orchid fragrance that came from the tip of his nose was extremely clear, and he only felt very uneasy in his heart, and wanted to go back to see her, but he was afraid that it would be a void after all......

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, she looked at his back, the past scenes appeared in front of her, her eyes gradually filled with a cloud of water vapor, he finally turned around slowly, looking at her quietly, he lost a lot of weight, but still warm and elegant, eyes like stars, she suddenly had an illusion, and muttered: "It's you ......"

Gu Yanzhao replied in a low voice: "It's my ......"