Chapter 61: Even if we meet (2)
Her tears finally fell, Gu Yanzhao only felt that her tears seemed to not fall on the ground but smashed on his heart, he couldn't help but step forward in heartache, and said softly: "Don't cry...... " His hand was raised, and he suddenly remembered something and put it down suddenly, his heart trembled slightly, he actually wanted to wipe away her tears? He is long gone...... The fists were clenched together by him......
Su Yi looked at him with teary eyes and said softly, "Why did you come?" ”
Gu Yanzhao showed a wry smile: "Since your father died, I have come to pay respects every once in a while. ”
Su Yi put the basket on the ground and took out the things it brought one by one, Gu Yanzhao also squatted down when he saw this, and helped her set up things, Su Yi lit incense, knelt in front of the grave and cried silently: "Father, the daughter is not fil......ial" The sentence choked there, she couldn't help but reach out to touch the tombstone, the grievances she had suffered for days, the pathos in her heart, turned into tears at this time, Gu Yanzhao wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say, so she had to accompany her quietly.
She knelt there and cried for a long time, saying something intermittently, but in the end it made him uncomfortable, he looked at her with red eyes and a pale face, but he was distressed and helpless, and hesitated for a long time before holding her shoulder and helping her up.
Su Yi's tears that had just stopped were almost about to fall again, and her voice was inaudible: "Jing Han......"
Gu Yanzhao's heart was stung by this whisper, and he couldn't help but want to hug her into his arms, but in the end he couldn't help it. He replied in a low voice, "I'm ......"
Su Yi showed a sad smile: "Will you be there all the time?" ”
Gu Yanzhao looked at her in a daze, she was also looking at him, her black and white eyes were full of expectation, pleading and helplessness, he was almost about to agree, but his lips moved but he couldn't make a sound, his silence made Su Yi's heart ache, she waved his hand away and smiled: "Gu Gongzi, thank you for coming to pay tribute to my father." ”
Her smile stung him, he was in pain, she couldn't treat him like this, he felt as if someone had gouged out his heart, blood was dripping, and he blurted out: "I'm here, I've always been there." ”
Su Yi seemed to wake up from a dream, she looked at him blankly, what was she doing? How could she be so bad? It's obviously impossible, but he still has to give him a little hope, this glimmer of hope has become a shackle that binds him, he is like an eagle but trapped by her, and he can no longer spread his wings and soar. She had wove herself a net and trapped herself, but now she didn't even let him go. How vicious has she become? He can obviously have a good future, a fresh and bright life, like a beautiful wife, and a good future, Shen Suyi! You're such a bad woman!
Su Yi smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm sorry...... I was rude......"
Gu Yanzhao looked at her blankly, her expression was faint, but he felt a lot of pity, she hung her head and stood there quietly, the sun shone on her thin body and dragged out a very small shadow on the ground, because it was against the light, he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, but the brow seemed to be wrapped in a cloud of light smoke, she lost a lot of weight, and her chin was pointy and cute.
He hesitated for a long time, and finally asked, "...... you How are you doing? ”
Su Yi's eyelashes trembled slightly, nodded, and said softly, "What about you?" ”
Gu Yanzhao only raised a wry smile and said in a low voice: "I'm not doing well." ”
Su Yi might as well that he would say this, he was stunned for a moment, and looked up at Gu Yanzhao's eyes as bright as black pearls, he was looking at her, there was clearly something in those eyes that she longed for but couldn't bear to see, Gu Yanzhao said: "I thought I could forget you, I thought everything would return to the original point, I thought he would make you a concubine, I thought you would live well, but I was wrong." ”
Su Yi's voice was small: "I'm doing well......"
"You're lying! You can't lie at all, Suyi, do you know how emaciated you are now? How distressing is it? Gu Yanzhao shook his head and said.
Su Yi was silent, and Gu Yanzhao's voice was deep: "Your father once looked for me when he was in prison and entrusted you to me, but I didn't do it, I didn't protect you well, and you suffered so many grievances, I really have no shame to come to see your father." ”
"Father won't blame you, it's me who lost your ......"
Gu Yanzhao held Su Yi's shoulders and said firmly: "Su Yi, you and I have no chance in this life, only blame creation and making people, life in the world, I have nothing to ask for, the only wish is that you can live in peace and happiness, if one day, he loses you, I, Gu Yanzhao, would rather lose my life than take you out of the palace." ”
Su Yi stared at him, his words were like a stone weighing heavily on her chest, she couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, she was obviously happy, but she felt pain, he was still so stupid..................
Jiaguiren wore a crimson Su embroidered cloud brocade eight-treasure lotus pattern robe, and walked slowly among the flowers in the imperial garden. At that time, it was past the hot hour, and the imperial garden was full of green trees, bushes, and fragrant flowers, and the wind was slightly blowing, and bursts of fragrance came to the face.
Lan Yan helped her and walked leisurely, but suddenly saw a bright and charming woman sitting under the pavilion not far away, the woman was wearing a lake-green satin embroidered bamboo chrysanthemum robe, with silver wire trim, which looked unusually delicate and moving.
Jia Guiren also found the woman under the pavilion, and was stunned, and a sneer hooked up on her lips: "She actually came back from the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple?" ”
Lan Yan realized that the woman turned out to be a pure concubine, and just as she was about to speak, Jia Guiren's voice had already sounded: "After walking for so long, the palace is also lacking, let's find a place to rest." ”
Lan Yan lowered his eyebrows and replied, "Yes." ”
Jia Guiren took out a silk handkerchief and wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead as if inadvertently, and said with a smile: "Who should I be, it turned out to be Sister Chun Concubine!" My sister said hello to my sister! ”
Concubine Chun glanced at Jia Guiren and said lazily, "Sister is polite." ”
Jia Guiren's smile was on his lips, and he sat down elegantly opposite the pure concubine, and said, "I thought that my sister was still copying scriptures in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, if I knew that my sister was back, my sister would have gone to greet my sister a long time ago." ”
The pure concubine moved the corners of her lips, revealing a light smile and said: "My sister is not a frequent visitor to Yonghe Palace...... the meaning of the words is obvious.
Jia Guiren let out a long sigh, raised his eyebrows and glanced at the pure concubine with infinite pity, "My sister is just not worth it for my sister, my sister is virtuous and dignified, knowledgeable, and was punished to copy books in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple for no reason, and the rules in this palace have always been just a disguise......"
The pure concubine was punished to the Ten Thousand Buddha Temple, and she was already resentful, and she didn't want to listen to others mention it, so she couldn't help but have a gloomy face: "What do you mean by this?" ”
Jia Guiren raised his eyes and looked at the few palace maids beside the pure concubine, and the pure concubine understood her scruples and ordered the palace maids and eunuchs to exit the pavilion.
Only then did Jia Guiren approach the pure concubine, and said in a low voice: "Sister, have you heard that the emperor has been pampering a palace maid recently?" ”
The pure concubine was shocked, it was rumored that she hadn't heard of it, but it was a pity that everyone was secretive about this matter, and she went to the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple for another month, what kind of secret was hidden in it, she always didn't know.
Jia Guiren smiled leisurely: "Sister doesn't know? ”
After finishing speaking, he shook his head again, and said in a tone full of pity and sympathy: "I heard that my sister has punished several palace maids of the Heart Cultivation Hall before......"
The pure concubine frowned and said: "This palace is in the position of a concubine, can't even a few palace maids be punished?" Even if those palace maids are the people in front of the Long Live Lord, they don't understand the rules, and this palace is just a small punishment, so why not? ”
Jia Guiren sighed: "It's nothing for my sister to punish a few palace maids, but there is a ...... among those palace maids."
The words changed, "Sister, think about it, what's so special about those palace maids?" ”
The pure concubine carefully recalled the situation of that day, it seemed that there was indeed something different, the eyes of the two palace maids seemed to be staring at the body of the palace maid in the middle, and suddenly the words of the red pear sounded, and the palace maid said that she dared to ask them to kneel today, and she would regret it in the future. How could an ordinary palace maid dare to say such a thing? What must be in this? She had a flash of inspiration, sat up suddenly, turned around and walked outside the pavilion, stopped after a few steps, turned to look at Jia Guiren and smiled coldly: "Jia Guiren is here on purpose, this palace is very thankful!" It's just that this palace advises my sister: It's better for my sister to do less about the two peaches and three scholars. With that, he walked away.
A gorgeous smile bloomed on Jia Guiren's lips, but the smile was a little condensed and depressed.