When I got back to the ward, I was tossing and turning on the bed and couldn't sleep.

Sometimes people who are good at forgetting are always happy people, and I know that, but I'm not so lucky right now.

When I think back to the night, I find that things have become a blur......

I only remember that I hugged that man, I only remember that man's slight gasp and kind eyes, and the pleasure I generated in his comfort.

I'm still wondering, who is my birth mother?

Is it the man's wife?

Still is......

I suddenly remembered that my eldest sister Minglan came to see my father at noon yesterday, and it seemed that she had called Mr. Lin a few times "big brother".

Why do you call him big brother?

Does it mean anything else?

When the bell of the bell tower struck 12 times, I was so tired that I finally fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning, arranged for my father to wash and eat, and then shuttled between the bathroom and the ward, and after everything was done, I sat at the bedside table and wrote the manuscript. As I carefully transcribed the finished draft, I heard a jumble behind me.

Turning my head to look, I saw that the man who had embraced me was walking out with his wife in his arms, followed by a slender man with a large travel bag in his left hand and a bulging plastic bag in his right hand.

They were discharged from the hospital today!

A kind of loss, a kind of pathos, a kind of sorrow, a kind of sourness mixed together, like the Yangtze River water rushing from the sky, rushed towards me in a mighty way, and all my emotions were washed away without a trace.

I sat stupidly on the square bench, my thoughts interrupted, and my eyes went blank.

When I realized that the bed across from me was empty, a desire to cry rolled in my chest, but I knew I couldn't, especially at this moment.

I stood up, shook my head gently, took a deep breath, and turned my gaze to the door of the ward, forcibly suppressing the surging emotions.

At some point, I saw the man, the man with whom I had been talking all night, standing at the door of the ward! I thought it was a hallucination, biting my lip, it hurts, and I know it's a living fact!

"Why are you up again?" I couldn't hold back the trembling voice anymore, "Is there anything I need help with?" ”

He looked at me with a smile and looked at me calmly for a moment before his deep magnetic voice was like a pair of big hands massaging my whole body: "I came to see that something I forgot to take away." ”

He seemed to glance at me again, then quickly glanced at the ward, and then turned around without hesitation, leaving me with a kind and resolute back, which imprinted an unforgettable memory for my life.

I pushed open the door of the hospital room and stood in the doorway, letting my thirsty eyes wander through the hallway until his back disappeared completely.

With my hands crossed behind my back, leaning feebly against the cold wall, my heart was once again empty, as if I could see nothing in front of me, as if I could hear nothing in my ears. But in an instant I ran up the corridor again, I ran to the elevator, the elevator had not yet come up on the first floor, and I immediately flew down the stairs from the sixth floor.

Boom, boom, boom, the hallway was filled with the sound of my hurried footsteps.

Standing on the hospital parking lot, carefully looking for the familiar back, I was disappointed.

I can no longer touch that warm back, I can no longer get close to the back that I love and hate.

The back was like a gust of wind blowing from nowhere, and suddenly it blew in which direction.

I sadly found that I was like a speck of dust whirled by this gust of wind, dancing happily and sadly in the sun, and the wind passed, and the dust slowly fell from a thousand rays of bright light into the unknowable darkness.

I ran to the gate of the hospital, and there were a lot of people coming in and out, and the car was crawling like a snail.

My helpless sad gaze casually cast into the distance.

A great surprise hit my heart with the freeze frame of sight, and I finally saw the kind and kind back, the back that made me love and hate.

He was getting into a black sedan, the slender man shutting the door for him, and the car slowly picked up speed until the sedan quickly disappeared from my view.

Dad, your son is watching you from behind, you know?

Do you understand your son's pain when you see each other but can't recognize each other?

I'd love to call you Daddy, but I can't, I can't.

Why did you bring me into this world? Brought me but cruelly abandoned me?

You have not fulfilled your responsibilities as a father, you are not worthy of being a father!

Whatever the reason, I won't forgive you!

Won't forgive!

I don't know how long it took, but I felt something crawling on my face, and when I rubbed it with my hand, it turned out to be tears.

I would cry in front of everyone!

I quickly wiped away my tears, smiled faintly, shook my head, tried to shake off the worries and aches in my mind, and only when my mind calmed down did I walk to the sixth floor of the ward.

As soon as I came in, my father asked me, "Mingxi, what are you doing in a hurry?" ”

"I went to check the zip code of the magazine "Junior High School Students", I forgot. It's a pity that I didn't find it, and the manuscript had to be sent back to school. I replied very casually.

I feel like I'm cheating on my honest father, I'm so cruel!

My father raised me as an adult, and I actually hid from him to find a biological father, where is my conscience? Where is filial piety?

In my heart, I secretly made a decision: I will be transferred back to Hongqi Township Middle School this year, and I have to accompany my old father well!

"Mingxi, have you asked the doctor when I can be discharged?" Anxiety was written on my father's face.

Indeed, who wants to live in a hospital?

"What's the hurry, Dad," I teased him deliberately, "the doctor said there was still a week." ”

The father really believed: "One more week? It's not my life, alas. ”

Seeing my father's helpless expression, his eyes dimmed, and his mouth pursed, I laughed: "Dad, lie to you, the doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." ”

Father's face was instantly bright: "Hello, you are still joking with me." Is it really tomorrow? ”

I smiled and nodded earnestly: "Yes!" ”

The day passed quickly, and the day of discharge arrived.

Several of my father's children came to the hospital to discuss how to accommodate my father.

I started with a start: "Dad's body hasn't recovered yet, so he can't live in his hometown." These days, let's be at your eldest brother's, and I will take care of my father in my hometown during the summer vacation. ”

The eldest sister and young lady had no opinion, and Mingyu had no choice but to agree.

I called a taxi and dropped my father off at my eldest brother's workplace, and I left.

I have to rush to school quickly, the high school entrance examination is approaching, and I have to hurry up to finish the education and teaching work at the end of the semester.