Originally, I thought that my sister was just angry and would be able to return home soon, but after waiting for a few days, I didn't see my sister's shadow. Without my sister, I always feel that this home is a little empty.

And these days, Aunt Shen is also very melancholy, and she won't even say a few words for a whole day, and I never see her smile again.

I blame myself, I know that I hurt my sister, I hurt Aunt Shen, and I hurt this family to break. I wanted to leave this house, but I didn't dare, I was afraid that Aunt Shen would have no one to take care of, and I was even more afraid that I wouldn't be able to survive outside alone.

I have to find my sister, I have to apologize to her, I have to bring her back, I have to give her back everything that once belonged to her.

At night, the streets are empty, and the bleak night sky is like a veil of light clouds, shrouding the whole city in a haze. I walked slowly along the road alone, and the dim street lamps stretched my shadow long, long, like a bottomless cave, enveloping me tightly in the darkness.

My sister is right, I'm a wreck, a coward. If I can catch up with my sister that time, maybe my sister will be able to come back. But I didn't, I brought it all on myself, and this was all the trouble I caused.

The night wind poured down my cuffs to my neck, and I couldn't help but shiver, but I didn't give up, and walked slowly through the street. I don't know if it's because I'm dazzled, or if I miss my sister too much, but several times, I seem to see a few shadows scurrying in front of my eyes, but when I ran over, I didn't find anything.

I searched for several days, but I couldn't find my sister. I knew in my heart that my sister was gone, and she would never come back.

I blamed myself and felt guilty, so much so that in the latter part of my senior year of high school, my grades plummeted, and I could no longer become the three good students in the teacher's mouth.

Aunt Shen didn't blame me, she just asked me to work hard, even if my grades were not good, I must be a person who is beneficial to society in the future.

Looking at Aunt Shen's old appearance, I nodded fiercely with tears in my eyes.

Fate was always against me, and instead of getting into a good university, I got into a private university with poor grades.

This university is in a very remote town, very far from home, so I can only choose to stay overnight, and Aunt Shen will also give me a living allowance every month for me to eat and wear.

The students gathered at this university were generally misbehaving, so much so that the whole school was in a miasma of smoke and lawlessness every day.

The girls here, each dressed in fancy dress, with over-the-knee stockings tied to their legs, deliberately buckled a few holes as if they were deliberately attractive. They wear heavy makeup, walk charmingly, and sometimes look at groups of girls with cigarettes in their mouths.

And, because of my appearance and cowardly character, I was once again the focus of attention of the class.

Being beaten for being in a bad mood, being beaten for running errands for others, and even being beaten by others as a gas bag.

But I never resisted, because I knew I didn't have to fight them. I just want to study hard and find my sister, I can't let Aunt Shen down on me.

Beds were taken, sheets were thrown into toilets, and school supplies were thrown into sinks. Gradually, I became the joke of the whole school. Whenever I walk alone on campus, I always feel like thousands of eyes are shooting at me, like falling into the ocean under a glacier, making my whole body shiver.

It was disgust, it was ridicule, it was ridicule, everybody hated me, they treated me as a joke, and they wanted to see me bullied differently every day.

Sister, I miss my sister, I miss Aunt Shen, I hope someone can look at me again with gentle eyes, let me feel warm again, so that I no longer have any timidity.

But these are just my fantasies, no one can care about me, this school is like a prison, and everyone is a demon.

But this time, God didn't go against me, it gave me hope again.

It was early in the morning, I was about to go to class, and around the corner, I saw that familiar back.

Her slender black hair was naturally draped behind her shoulders, her jeans wrapped tightly around her legs, and her bright red coat stood out in the sunlight, especially the bear bag she carried around her waist, which reminded me even more.

It was my sister's school bag, and I'll never forget it.

Only she will not be polluted by the smoky miasma, and only she will not go astray. My sister is like a snow lotus on an iceberg, white and flawless, even if the cold wind blows coldly, she will not waver for half a minute.

As if I saw hope, I ran towards her like a madman and hugged my sister tightly from behind.

However, what awaited me was not my sister's comfort, but a resounding slap in the face.

With a scream, she pushed me away in a panic and slapped me in the face. A burning pain that crept over my face.

I covered my face and looked at the woman in front of me, disappointed again.

She's not an older sister, she's just a lot like her sister.

"Bastard! Are you sick? Get out of here, and disappear from my eyes in no time! ”

As if harassed, she frowned and stared at me fiercely. And I could feel the familiar disgust in her eyes.

I nodded knowingly, like a down-and-out pug, and left without looking back.

The inferiority complex once again invaded my whole body. And the heart in my chest gradually shattered, and with that unbearable past, it turned into dust and melted into the dust.

My sister is right, I'm a coward, I'm a wreck. If I could have stood in front of Aunt Shen to protect my sister that day, and I could have run out immediately to catch up with my sister, I would not have been as muddy as I am now, living in panic every day.

At night, I had a dream that my sister came back, and she smiled like me, opened her hands, held me in her arms, and called my name over and over again.

Her smile was so gentle, so sweet, it made my trembling body feel warm again.

But when I woke up in the middle of the night, I felt the cold wind in the corridor and the tears in the corners of my eyes.

Once again, a never-ending sense of emptiness permeated my entire body.

And what happened over the next few days was like a nightmare, and I was deeply enveloped in a haze.

I never thought that because of a misunderstanding, my side would change again.

And I also completely remembered the girl's name, Wei Xi.