Chapter 3: Insults to Me
It was after a night self-study class, and I walked in the direction of the dormitory building under the moonlight, but before I could get out of the teaching building, I bumped into a group of people around the corner of the corridor.
They wore strange dyed hair, unorthodox clothes, and heavy makeup, like looking at a lamb, and their eyes were full of disdain.
But there was one person, wearing a white school uniform, like a lotus flower, breaking through the soil deep in the muddy mud and waving in the wind. Especially the bear schoolbag she carried on her waist made my heart faintly uneasy.
After seeing her appearance clearly, I couldn't help but be stunned, only to feel that my head was blank, and those unbearable pasts, accompanied by unspeakable pain, spread to my whole body in an instant.
"Bastard, you don't pee to see how you look, you dare to harass me? I don't think you want to live anymore! ”
It was that familiar look again, and another domineering question, and I was stunned in place, at a loss.
I didn't dare to look at her, I just lowered my head in annoyance, I wanted to explain, I wanted to tell her out loud that it wasn't like that.
But even if I blushed and squeezed my throat desperately, I couldn't say a word.
A growing sense of fear hit me, and my whole body trembled. Tears flowed down uncontrollably, fell to the ground impartially, and shed mottled traces.
My sister is right, I'm a wreck, I'm a coward, I only cry when I encounter things. I don't have my own opinions, I'm a pug who is spurned!
It's not the life I want at all!
From the day I came to college, I had already secretly decided in my heart that one day, I would find my sister and prove to her that I was not a bastard!
I mustered up my courage and looked up at the woman standing in front of me.
But before I could speak, I felt an irresistible blow to my abdomen, and I fell out and hit the corner hard.
The pain spread to the entire body again.
"Disgusting bastard, today I'm going to let you know what it means to be self-inflicted!"
At her command, the group of women lunged at me like crazy, knocking me to the ground, punching and kicking me.
In the face of the rain of bullets, I had no room to resist, so I could only huddle on the ground with my head tightly in my hands, praying that this disaster would soon pass.
"Disgusting pug, slug, you don't pee to see what you look like, you still want to chase me? Only a blind woman can take a fancy to you! Ugly! Do you think I'm a freshman and a bully? Don't think you're going to be able to do whatever you want at this university! When did I, Wei Xi, suffer such a grievance, why did you insult me, why! ”
Wei Xi's voice became more and more excited, and vaguely, I seemed to hear crying.
No, it's not like that, I'm not harassing, it's just a misunderstanding!
I shouted in my heart, I tried desperately to explain, but it was all in vain, and even if I mustered up the courage, I couldn't say a word.
The feeling of vertigo was getting worse and worse, and my body was in so much pain that I could only curl up in a corner and wrap myself in a small ball. Later, I didn't even feel the pain, only the muffled sound of my back coming from my back.
"I'll teach you such a lesson this time, you'd better give me a little restraint in the future, otherwise don't blame me for being rude!"
As the words fell, no one continued to beat me, and I could hear their footsteps moving farther and farther away, until I held my breath and could no longer hear anything, and then I quietly looked up.
The corridor at night was exceptionally quiet, with the sound of rustling from the fallen leaves, and I could hear a few barking dogs from outside the school from time to time. It's as if what just happened never happened.
I stood up, wiped away my tears, dusted myself off, and limped out of the building toward the dormitory with a slow pace.
There was no moon tonight, just bottomless clouds, like a never-ending abyss that shrouded me in a haze.
There are no people on the campus anymore, and the dormitory building not far away is brightly lit, and they are laughing and making noise, like good playmates, sharing the joy of life.
But none of this belongs to me, I'm just a pug, wretched, wretched. I was beaten and spurned, no one wanted to be friends with me, and no one wanted to treat me as a normal person.
At all times, I am alone, and I do not deserve sympathy.
Ridicule, ridicule, I hate the looks, I hate what they do to me!
My sister is right, I'm just an orphan, an ugly bastard, I robbed her of everything, and I don't deserve to live in this world!
There have been many times when I have had suicidal thoughts, but I don't dare. I can't be sorry for Aunt Shen, and I can't be sorry for my sister. It was they who gave me love, and it was they who made me feel warm in the haze.
I have to promise Aunt Shen to become a person who gives back to society. I have to find my sister and prove to her that I'm not a wreck, I'm not a coward!
In a trance, the screams of a woman pulled me from my thoughts to reality, and I followed the sound to see several figures in the garden not far away, as if they were doing something.
Driven by curiosity, I limped towards the garden.
"I'll give you one last chance, when will you be able to do what you promised me?" The voice sounded unreasonable.
"I beg you, give me a few more days, promise you, I will do it, I beg you."
Hearing this sound, my heart chuckled, like a thunderbolt from a sunny day exploding in my head.
I couldn't be more familiar with this voice, she is none other than Wei Xi!
"It's that sentence again! I think I'm a cheap woman, what kind of pretending to be high, I think you don't know what to do! ”
As the words fell, I saw the figures gathered together, the sound of scuffling accompanied by the wails of women echoing throughout the campus.
I saw Wei Xi being pushed to the ground with my own eyes, and those figures trampled on her rudely, without mercy. And the bear schoolbag she was carrying around her waist had also broken and landed heavily on the ground, looking extremely lonely, just like me.
I felt very bad in my heart, I wanted to run, but I didn't dare. Even though this woman had just bullied me, I didn't hate her at all.
I don't know when it started, I subconsciously regarded her as my sister, and she beat me as a way to make up for my sister's fault.
I've done it wrong once, I can't be wrong a second time, I have to protect my sister as she did for me!
I don't know where I got the courage to shout out all the grievances that have been buried in my heart over the years, "You all stop me!" ”
But when I finished yelling, I regretted it. Because I obviously felt that those eyes mixed with various emotions were all concentrated on me.
And my legs gradually began to tremble......