(Chapter 12) tormenting each other

A week has passed since that day ended. An Hao had never seen Song Ciyi at school, and Chu Xuan looked at An Hao several times and wanted to say something. Waiting, she wanted to know what Chu Xuan told her. But Chu Xuan didn't say anything.

Until noon one day, An Hao unconsciously walked to the rooftop. actually saw the familiar figure in front of him, shook his head, and just looked at Song Ciyi's back quietly.

Seeing his hands wrapped in a few circles of gauze, her heart skipped a beat, and she wanted to know how it hurt, but An Hao looked up at his lonely and cold back, and the words were blocked. There was a sour feeling in my heart, their distance was obviously very close, but it seemed to be very far, and they never seemed to know each other......

Song Ciyi seemed to notice something and turned around, and there was no one behind him. Song Ciyi turned around with a wry smile.

He locked himself in his home for the week, allowing the wounds on his hands to fester. As soon as Song Ci closed his eyes, he was crazy with jealousy, and he thought about her like crazy, as if he was enchanted.

No one taught him how to love others, and no one taught him how to love himself. That's how he grew up.

The weather was gloomy, and the classmates after school were all walking out, Chu Xuan and Lu Minghao followed behind Song Ci, this person disappeared for a week, and he didn't say a word, and his wounds were not healed, and both of them were worried.

Suddenly, Song Ci froze, and his body stiffened. He Yiyang met Song Ciyi's gaze, Song Ciyi clenched his hands and walked with his feet raised. The two people behind saw it and hurriedly followed.

Song Ci stood in front of He Yiyang and couldn't help but ask, "What are you doing here?" ”

He Yiyang sent An Hao home last time, and He Yiyang always couldn't contact An Hao at that time, so he came to the school to take a look when he was worried about An Hao. Thinking of the day she lost her soul, it seems that it was because of the person in front of her. He Yiyang smiled: "Just like you think, I'll come to find Anhao." ”

Song Ciyi continued to ask, "What is your relationship with her?" He Yiyang felt funny, looked at Song Ciyi, and said word by word: "I like her." ”

At this time, a light rain had begun to fall in the sky, and Song Ci was stunned for a while, not knowing whether to be happy or unhappy for this answer. "You're not a good fit for her, you're not going to have results." He Yiyang spoke again.

As soon as Song Ci heard it, his reason was broken, and the fist that he had endured for a long time could no longer be contained, and he hit He Yiyang in the face with a punch. The rain became heavier and heavier, and the students who got out of school also ran to the teaching building to escape the rain, looking at a few people on the playground and discussing.

He Yiyang's beaten body staggered a step diagonally, stabilized his body, He Yiyang stroked his face, licked the corners of his mouth, and spat a mouthful of blood. raised his head and continued to meet Song Ciyi's gaze, and sneered. Song Ciyi swung his fist again, and each punch was extremely powerful. Venting fiercely. He Yiyang didn't hide or fight back, he was stubbornly next to each other.

Song Ciyi was stimulated more and more fiercely, shouting: "Fight back!" You're fighting back! Song Ciyi rode on He Yiyang's body, like a beast that had lost its mind, waving his fists in the heavy rain. Chu Xuan and Lu Minghao couldn't hold it at all.

"Song Ciyi!" Ann shouted in the rain. Song Ciyi's figure froze, his waving fist stopped in mid-air, and his eyes looked at An Hao with scarlet eyes. An Hao approached them, looking at He Yiyang being beaten and dying, his face was covered with blood, He Yiyang coughed twice, slowly looked at An Hao, pulled the corners of his mouth, and breathed well.

She pushed Song Ciyi away and pulled He Yiyang up with great effort. Song Ciyi knelt on the ground unsteadily, the wound on his hand had collapsed, the blood opened the gauze, dripped down his fingers on the ground, and was patted away by the rain. Chu Xuan and Lu Minghao hurriedly stepped forward and pulled up Song Ciyi. But his eyes were always on Anhao.

After An Haoyang helped He Yiyang to stand firm, she looked at Song Ciyi, her heart tightened and tightened, she really wanted to know, what was he thinking? She really wanted to know why he hadn't caught up with her that day. She really wanted to know if he liked her or not. If you like why you don't catch up with her, don't explain. If you don't like it, why be so gentle with her, so special.

She really wanted to know everything, but he didn't say anything. An looked at He Yiyang beside him, turned his head and asked, "Song Ciyi, is this how you explained?" Is that the answer you gave me? Song Ciyi looked at An Hao's eyes, opened his mouth, his throat was pinched, and he couldn't spit out a word.

An Hao suddenly deflated, and the sourness in his heart surged again and again. She no longer looked at Song Ciyi, and walked past him with He Yiyang. When He Yiyang passed by Song Ciyi's side, he whispered in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "I said it all, you are not suitable." ”

Song Ci froze in place, what He Yiyang said pierced his heart like a knife, making him tremble in pain, so painful that he knelt on the ground, the rain was so heavy that he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on his face.

In this heavy rain, Song Ciyi was drenched for a long time, and the wound was soaked and white. No matter how Chu Xuan and Lu Minghao pulled, he just knelt and sat like that, drooping his head.

Chu Xuan looked at the uncomfortable sourness in his heart, obviously he liked each other, why did it become like this, why did he torture each other.

Until Song Ciyi lost consciousness and fell to the ground. Chu Xuan and Lu Minghao hurriedly sent people to the hospital.

During this time, Song Ci drank a handful of wine as water, smoked cigarettes uncontrollably, and didn't care about the wounds, which had already been inflamed and festering, and had been drenched in rain for a long time, and his iron body couldn't stand it.

In the hospital, the doctor explained to Chu Xuan and the others that the patient now had a high fever caused by the ulceration of the wound, and the high fever did not go away after being drenched in the rain for so long. After the doctor treated Song Ciyi's wound, he came out and said to Chu Xuan: "You wait for him to wake up and enlighten him, no matter what the reason, you can't spoil your body like this." Chu Xuan nodded, Lu Minghao patted Chu Xuan's shoulder, turned around and followed the doctor over to pay the bill.

Chu Xuan pushed the door in, sat on the chair next to the bed, and looked at Song Ciyi lying on the bed, his eyes closed, frowning, his lips were bloodless, and his face was pale.

Chu Xuan thought of Song Ciyi in the heavy rain, he was so paranoid that he was crazy, and no one could persuade him. Chu Xuan thought that he knew him well enough, but it seemed that he had never really entered his world to understand.

"An An...... Ann. Song Ciyi muttered. The salutations he had shouted countless times in his dreams, the ones he had never spoken, were shouted in a daze when he was now in a high fever and not waking up.

Chu Xuan froze instantly, and only after a long time did he tear open his mouth bitterly and said slowly: "You say, is she here to redeem you or to destroy you......"

Song Ciyi had a dream, there was only endless darkness in the dream, Song Ciyi kept running, kept running, until a glimmer of light appeared in front of him, he desperately wanted to catch it, wanted to keep the light. But he found that he was still there.

People live in the gutter and still look up at the stars. Some people grow up in the dark gutter, until a beam of light comes in, surprised, but also strange, like a clumsy and ignorant child, just want to simply grasp.

And he grew up in the dark, drowning alone, he didn't know how warm the light was, and he didn't know how dazzling it was. He didn't know that he couldn't hold it......