(Chapter 13) has nothing to do with their own joys and sorrows
Chu Xuan asked Lu Minghao to go back, and he stayed with him in the hospital all night. Song Ci's fever gradually subsided. Chu Xuan hesitated for a long time, but finally picked up his phone.
He Yiyang's nose was blue and his face was swollen after being beaten, and he didn't mention the events of that day at all, and coaxed An Hao to be happy. Seeing him like this, the guilt in his heart became even stronger. An Hao smeared medicine on He Yiyang and asked, "Why don't you fight back?" He Yiyang smiled, shrugged his shoulders and replied heartlessly: "I can't beat it." ”
Seeing him like this, An Hao didn't ask any more questions.
But how could An Hao know that He Yiyang learned sanda since he was a child, won various awards, and boxing is comparable to a professional player. But He Yiyang thought that day, he had never seen such a depressed peace, he felt distressed, he felt sorry for her, he also felt sorry for who made her so sad, until he saw Song Ciyi, he understood, but he liked her, and he had no way to give up.
Therefore, He Yiyang did not fight back, only he was injured, and only in this way could she take a look at him more. Even if it's just guilt, I don't want to have no place in her heart.
He Yiyang just wanted to ask An Hao if he wanted to eat together, An Hao's mobile phone rang, An Hao saw that it was an unfamiliar number, breathed tightly, and answered the phone, "Hey?" Are you okay? I'm Chu Xuan. An Hao heard that it was Chu Xuan, and said, "Well, it's me." ”
“…… He was hospitalized. An Hao heard Xuan's words clearly, his heart was instantly clenched, the hand holding the mobile phone trembled slightly, and asked, "Where is it?" After hanging up the phone, An looked at He Yiyang, pursed his lips, and stopped talking.
He Yiyang looked at her, and He Yiyang knew it from the time she answered the phone. He Yiyang swallowed all the words he wanted to say just now, pulled the corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "You go and get busy first, contact me when you have time." An Hao looked at it, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll come to see you again." "Get up and go.
He Yiyang looked at the figure of An Hao leaving, and slowly lowered his head, he was still looking forward to it for a second just now, only for a second. He Yiyang smiled bitterly.
An Hao stopped the car and went to the hospital, ran to the outside of the ward, slowly pushed the door in, and saw Song Ciyi lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, the tip of his nose was sore, and his eyes were instantly red.
Chu Xuan looked at An Hao and said, "He locked himself at home during this time and didn't know how much alcohol he drank, and then the injury on his hand caused a high fever, and he was also having a fever when he was in the rain yesterday, and then he collapsed." ”
Ann Hao heard it, and her eyelashes trembled. Chu Xuan continued: "I have known Song Ciyi for five years, and when I first met him, I was just curious, he was very indifferent, he spoke little, and his grades were the first in the school, but he was alone. At that age, someone must have looked down on such a character, and many people always talked about him, but no one dared to provoke him easily. No one had ever come to give him a parent-teacher conference, and everyone said he was an orphan. When An Hao heard this, his heart trembled.
Chu Xuan slowed down and continued to speak: "That day, someone threw the first stone at him, saying that he was a child without a mother. He didn't care about what others were saying, but he heard that sentence that day. He was like crazy, he hit the man as soon as he caught him, and every time he used all his strength, the man was beaten by him and had no power to fight back.
Everyone was stupefied, and it wasn't over until the teacher came. I was watching from the sidelines, and everyone noticed the brutality of his beating, only I saw that his eyes were red, and he was biting his mouth fiercely, desperately trying not to let tears fall out. ”
Later, the matter was over, and the man also changed schools, and no one dared to mess with him anymore. I wanted to know what kind of story he had, so one day I secretly followed him and saw him kneeling in front of his mother's tombstone, and I knelt for a long time. Later, I learned that his mother died when he was eight years old, and his father let Xiao San and his illegitimate son move into the house in a grand manner, and Song Ciyi's mother was still alive, he was only eight years old at the time, he was so young, he was so forbearing. Growing up strong alone. ”
Speaking of this, Chu Xuan's voice couldn't help but choke. An Hao couldn't hold back any longer, tears flowed down, covering his mouth and sobbing.
Chu Xuan sighed and said, "I really feel sorry for him, I want to pull him, but after so long, I still don't seem to have known him before." He has never loved anyone, and he has never been loved, but I can tell that he has feelings for you. ”
After listening to this, the tears could not be stopped, and it took a long time before he slowly spoke with a trembling voice: "My father died in a car accident a few years ago, and overnight, the betrayal of my relatives, all my relatives and friends turned their faces, and my mother and I were isolated and helpless, and we learned everything. I didn't want to compare anything, I just wanted to say that no one lives easily. If he is willing to live in the dark, even if it is me, there is no way. ”
Chu Xuan was stunned, and continued to say: "I am even in darkness myself, how do you want me to bring light to others?" Chu Xuan hurriedly said: "No, since you appeared, the first brother has changed a lot and become flesh and blood, it was you, it was you who made him change." ”
An Yankan looked at Song Ciyi, who was lying on the hospital bed, and said, "Even if it's me, I want to hear him say to me in person." ”
When Chu Xuan heard this, he was stunned and sighed, yes, these words only make sense if he says them himself. It's too hard, it's really hard. Song Ciyi is paranoid and arrogant, and his self-esteem is also extremely strong, even if he faints in pain, he never shouts a word of pain. Forever shut yourself in your own prison and hold the keys yourself. No matter how many people try to release him, if he doesn't hand over the keys himself, he will always be trapped there.
An Hao's eyes reluctantly moved away from the hospital bed, and then turned to leave, Chu Xuan watched An Hao leave, and did not stay.
At night, Song Ci moved his fingers, slowly opened his eyes, and turned his head to see Chu Xuan standing at the window. Song Ci opened his mouth, but he was very dumb, his throat was astringent, and he couldn't say a word.
When Chu Xuan heard the voice, he turned around and saw that Song Ciyi was about to sit up, so he ran over in surprise, and slowly said, "How do you feel?" I went to call a doctor. ”
After the examination, the fever has completely subsided, except for the hand injury, that is, pay attention to rest. Only then did Chu Xuan relax and sit on the chair. Song Ciyi drank the water, couldn't see any expression, and didn't say a word.
Chu Xuan thought for a moment and said, "She came to see you. The cup that Song Ci handed to his lips stiffened.
Chu Xuan was entangled for a moment, and then said: "First brother, you and Sister An ......" Before Chu Xuan finished speaking, Song Ciyi was suddenly excited, threw the cup to the ground with a bang, and roared in a dumb voice: "Don't say it!" Chu Xuan looked at Song Ciyi like this, his heart was even more uncomfortable, and he opened his mouth and didn't say anything after all.
They are like two parallel lines, each with its own joys and sorrows, and has nothing to do with it.