Chapter 4: You're a
"Who am I, isn't this a pug who is treated as a puff by the whole school? Why, do you want to play a game of Hero Save Beauty with me? ”
The unfriendly voice rang out again, echoing in my ears.
I stood there at a loss, not even daring to breathe.
And the man at the head also walked towards me, and when he walked up to me, I could not help but gasp when I saw his appearance clearly.
This person, I am very familiar with, he is a demon, he is the Satan of hell, he has never understood what it means to respect the teacher, for the so-called 'righteousness' in his mouth, he walked with some fox friends and dogs, and even provoked the teacher in front of the whole class. He was the only one who, when he was in a bad mood, would beat me up indiscriminately.
Lin Xingchen, his name, has long been memorized by me.
"I ...... I don't allow you to bully her. ”
Even though I blushed, my voice was so small that I couldn't even hear it.
I will never forget the look my sister looked at me when she left, it was loss, it was despair for me. I can't repeat the mistakes of the past, I can't be sorry for my sister.
I want my sister to understand that one day, the pug she called a wreck can also stand in front of others and protect the people she wants to protect.
However, things are not as simple as I imagined, and Lin Xingchen's savagery is well known.
Just as I was finishing, he suddenly reached out and slapped me in the face.
Reflexively, I closed my eyes, and out of survival instinct, my head was slightly to the side, but my legs stood in place as if they were rooted, trembling more and more, and I couldn't take a single step.
But after waiting for a while, I didn't feel the hot pain after being slapped, and the surrounding was surprisingly quiet, as if all this was my dream.
But just when I opened my eyes, Lin Xingchen's wild laughter exploded in my ears, "Hahaha, you don't look at your own pocket, just like you, dare to be a hero to save the beauty?" I haven't hit you yet, you're scared like this bird, what face do you still have to live in this world? Could it be that this girl is your girlfriend? Then she's really blind! ”
The sneering voices gradually rose and fell, and their voices echoed in my head like a magic sound.
Tears flowed down again, and I covered my ears tightly and shook my head desperately, trying to shake off all these unpleasant sounds. However, these are my useless efforts. I was pushed to the ground by Lin Xingchen and beaten viciously again.
Men have more strength than women, I can't stand their punches and kicks, my lips are so dry that my vomiting is getting stronger and stronger, like thousands of mosquitoes flying into my head, buzzing, I can barely hear any sound, and I am about to fall into a coma.
However, I know very well in my heart that I must not give up, and I want to prove to my sister that I also have someone I want to protect.
From beginning to end, my eyes were focused on the broken bear bag, and I squirmed little by little, ignoring their beatings, and hugged the bear bag tightly in my arms.
"Phew! Cheap bones, worthy of a punching bag! ”
I don't know how long it took, I heard Lin Xingchen muttering a few curses. I didn't get beaten any more.
Except for the crickets and frogs in the distance, I could hear nothing else.
I rubbed my head, struggled to get up, stood up, and dusted myself off. And the little bear schoolbag was also tightly held in my hand.
My mind has never been calm, I don't know whether I should cry or laugh, I did it, I Shen Mo did it, I am no longer a wreck, no longer a coward!
"Ugly bastard, did you come to see my jokes? Do you think I'm just as useless as you are, bullied and unable to do anything? Do you think that if you help me once, you will make me like you? I'm telling you, you're just daydreaming, I don't need sympathy, you get out, you get out of me! ”
Wei Xi's hysterical cry made my whole body freeze in place, I looked at her in a daze, watched her tears cross her cheeks, looked at the grievances in her eyes, and watched her roar at me like a madman.
She raised her fist and slapped it at my chest, again and again. I squirmed my throat and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, so I could only act like a fool and let her vent.
In the end, Wei Xi pushed me away and ran into the distance with his face covered.
I wanted to shout, I wanted to chase, but I didn't, I could only watch her run farther and farther until I couldn't see her again.
The feeling of emptiness mixed with low self-esteem, like sea water, rushed over my whole body again.
I felt very uncomfortable, but I couldn't do anything, I could only hold the bear bag tightly in my hand.
Originally, I thought that if I had the courage to stand up and protect others, I would be able to make friends, gain the approval of others, and feel the gentle gaze again.
But all of this is just my fantasy. No matter what I do, I'm a wreck in everyone's eyes, a slug, a poor ugly bastard, and I'll always be alone.
Tears flowed down again unhappily and fell on the bear schoolbag impartially. I'm wronged, I'm sad, I don't understand why everyone is doing this to me.
"Why! Why doesn't everyone want to approach me, why everyone hates me! What the hell did I do wrong, why! ”
I cried and screamed, like a madman, and ran as hard as I could in the school, until I had no more strength, and I lay on the ground weakly, looking at the starless night sky.
Suddenly, I saw a figure walking towards me, she was gentle, she was pure, she stretched out her hands to me, hoping that I could throw myself into her arms and cry bitterly.
But the biting cold wind once again pulled me from fantasy to reality, except that darkness is still darkness, nothing, everything is just me!
"What are you doing lying here?"
The familiar voice reached my ears again, and I even thought I was hallucinating. But when that voice sounded again, I realized that it was all true.
Wei Xi, she's back.
I didn't want her to see my embarrassed appearance, so I quickly dusted myself off and stood up.
I didn't understand why Wei Xi came back, but when I found that her eyes had been staring at the bear schoolbag in my hand, I guessed the answer in my heart.
"Do you care so much about this bag? Being bullied into this nest and blocking it under you, you are really a cheap bone! ”
Even though Wei Xi's voice was unfriendly, I didn't blame her at all. And this time, I seemed to catch a trace of complexity in her eyes, no disgust, no ridicule, it was a look I had never seen before!
I pursed my lips and mustered up the courage to walk up to her and shove the bear bag into her hand, "Give it back to you." ”
Without nostalgia or lingering, I walked slowly in the direction of the dormitory building with embarrassed steps.
Originally, I thought this was the end of the matter. However, what I never expected was that Wei Xi was accompanied by unfathomable disasters, and in my subsequent life, the number of occurrences became more and more frequent......