Be willing to be your weapon
"Aifei, listen to my explanation~"
"There is nothing to explain, if you want my blood, you can say it directly, I am willing to give it to you, but can you give it back to your heart." With that, I turned and left. The moonlight is very cool, so cold that it makes people's hearts, from the heart to the fingertips.
I thought that the prince and I might be together for some other reason, maybe even because of mutual use, but I never thought that one day, I would become a weapon in his hand, a weapon with the tip of a knife pierced in his heart.
I was lying on the bed, I knew that even if I had to leave, it shouldn't be now, if I left the Ji Wang's Mansion now, the people outside would definitely be looking at me with fierce eyes, it would be better to stay in this mansion safely.
The prince pushed the door open, and I subconsciously turned myself inside, facing the wall, tears dripping down little by little. This kind of deception and hurt is like a thorn in the heart, and it hurts to breathe.
"Late, late." The prince called my name, I didn't pay attention, I really didn't want to talk to the person in front of me, I felt like a little white rabbit fattened by the big bad wolf, thinking that the big bad wolf was my true love, and as a result, what was particularly ironic was that I was just an uncooked food in the eyes of the big bad wolf.
"Wanwan, it's really not what you think, I, I only learned about this matter recently, I always thought that this matter could be hidden, and I was also afraid that others would hurt you." I didn't answer, was it because I was afraid that others would hurt me, or was it because I was afraid that others would covet me?
I never thought that I would have such a feeling of sleeping with the prince, and when I went back to the original starting point, he stood in front of me with a sword full of blood. And all these experiences, I think I had a dream, but after waking up from the dream, my heart palpitated, and I couldn't bear the pain.
Should I pick up the sword, stab it directly into his heart, dig out his heart, and see what color this heart is, what its purpose is, or once I die, don't use my blood to do that indiscriminate Gu and dirty my life.
"Wanwan, how can you trust me, I really ??, really never wanted to hurt you in the slightest, even if I didn't tell you, I just wanted to protect you." King Ji wanted to hold my hand, but I threw him away.
"Ji Jinshu, you take away your dirty hands, look at how disgusting the corners of your mouth are." I sat up like crazy and hit King Ji with a pillow. King Ji looked at me, lowered his head, and left.
Sure enough, after letting me know the truth, I didn't need to coax, King Ji didn't come back all night after he went out, I sat on the bed and cried all night, every time I thought of the past, I couldn't help but cry, and I fell asleep while crying.
When I woke up the next morning, the prince was not in the house, breakfast was ready, I sat at the table and had no appetite at all, but after thinking about it, people are iron and rice are steel, I didn't have to be drawn to death, I starved myself to death first.
Pork liver, spinach, red date porridge, could it be that this is going to start drawing blood on me? What you eat is such a blood-replenishing thing? Eating it in my mouth makes me feel like chewing wax. But since things have been like this, and King Ji has also exposed his true colors, I can only survive, I was arrested by other bad guys at night, and I didn't just drain my blood.
After eating, I walked around the courtyard alone, and there seemed to be no change in the palace, but my heart was particularly uneasy, King Ji had been absent from the mansion, maybe to hide from me, or maybe he went to find the Gu Master to come back and draw my blood, and live one day at a time.
Hurry up, let the kitchen prepare a roast whole sheep for me, I want to eat a lot today, what is delicious, I am alone with a big leg of lamb, crying while eating, is my good life about to come to an end. But this sheep is really fragrant, this is not the last sheep I will eat, no, no, I have to drink some wine.
"When is the bright moon, ask the wine to the sky." Moon Shadow into three? Alas? I really became three people, I held a wine jug in one hand and a leg of mutton in the other, sure enough, the world is not worth it, but the food is worth it.
Although life is very bitter, but you must not have experienced it, you taste it carefully, you will find that love is more bitter, or drink wine, eat meat, eat and drink, I lay down under the tree and fell asleep, confused with a gentle embrace, with the fragrance of acacia flowers.
Coveting this tenderness, I lay quietly in that arms and fell asleep, and I had a dream. I dreamed of an early summer, flowers angry horses, two teenagers and girls, together on the tree to pick locust flowers, the flowers bloomed luxuriantly, two people laughed sweeter than flowers, the boy picked one, with the girl's hair but in the blink of an eye, wolf smoke everywhere, the man in the body of several arrows, but the girl in the arms of the girl, my tears have to stay, but the style of painting immediately changed again, the boy returned triumphantly, became the king, the girls around them are graceful, and the girl is a person dressed in white, standing on the city wall, in an instant, pouring rain, the girl jumped, blood flowed like a river, blood and rain mixed together.
The girl suddenly rose quietly, dressed in white and dyed bright red. The black hair turned white in an instant, red clothes and white hair, independent in the air, his face was full of indifference, he waved the folding fan in his hand, and in an instant, the wind surged, and the entire imperial city was split in half by a light, and the screams and moans in the city were only three seconds, and then they regained their calm, and blood was all over the ground. The woman didn't say a word, and disappeared into the bright red sky.
"No!" I suddenly woke up from my sleep, because in the end, I found that the woman's face was exactly the same as mine, could it be that this is me in which time and space, no, no, the two planes have made me confused, if I enter the next time and space, I am afraid that I will go crazy. My forehead was covered with cold sweat, what's wrong, what's wrong with me, my hands trembled and I went to get the water on the table, but I dropped the glass on the ground all at once.
Hearing the sound in the house, the maid hurriedly ran into the house.
"What's wrong, mother?" I waved her hand to let her down, but she didn't speak, quickly cleaned up the cup on the floor, and poured me another glass of water at the bedside.
I must have drunk too much to be like this, my heart, it's hard to calm down, I try to calm my heartbeat, lie on the bed, quietly close my eyes and open them again, it turns out that he didn't come back.
There's been so much going on lately that it's hard for me to digest it all at once. I looked at the darkness in front of me, the headache after the hangover made me particularly uncomfortable, and there was often a prince sleeping next to me, which was suddenly not there, and I was a little unaccustomed to it.
But how can I be so cheap, it is he who wants to use me, who wants to kill me, how can I still miss him? I must be crazy, close my eyes, I try to tell myself not to think about anything, sleep, fall asleep, it's all right.