Chapter 166: Love and Cowardice

"I don't know what to say. This thing, even if it has wings, can't fly in front of you, right?

How ridiculous it is that one day I would believe that such a false thing exists. Perhaps, it's because of you!

Learn to fantasize, learn to yearn, know the word clean, or start by knowing you.

The time we spent together, whether it was skipping class, or simply lying on the lawn in the sun with each other, or ......

Imagining the beautiful love in the legend, and the unclear but hopeful future, are all extremely sweet.

I sometimes even think about how nice it would be if people could have the ability to control time and space!

Good will always freeze, bad will always be broken and thrown away, my beloved Jiang Se, she will always be by my side, watching the stars and the moon, growing old together, how good it should be.

Remember you told me to be a kind person. No matter what others do to you, you must maintain a good original heart and a normal heart.

I promised it well, but, baby, I'm sorry, I can't do it.

I felt like I couldn't be kind. I can't accept what I'm doing, I can't accept the abuse of being tied up in my hands and feet, and my heart locked in a cage.

Therefore, I also feel that I am to blame for falling to the point where I am today. If I hadn't given up cowardly at the beginning, I wouldn't have ended up trapped here.

My wife, so many years have passed, ten years, I'm afraid that you have already achieved fame now, and you have someone who loves you more, right?

I'm so unwilling, unwilling to give up like this, the girl who is so beautiful that she is better than everything in the world, unwilling, just trapped in a square inch of land, unwilling, the person I love, has forgotten me since then.

All the unwillingness, but so redundant. I'm also afraid that you won't have a good time and live a bad life.

Well, compared to that, I hope you can see clearly who really loves you and is with him.

He will be very good, very good, so good that he is a thousand times ten thousand times stronger than me, a bastard whose heart is higher than the sky but has achieved nothing.

Before we were together, I knew he had different ideas about you, and it was definitely more than just being brothers. That guy, I'm afraid, no matter how many years have passed, is still silently guarding you fool.

Even if the fool doesn't know, he still enjoys it. If I hadn't known who you are, and I knew that he was cowardly and cowardly, I would have kicked him to an alien planet.

Now, is he still with you? Oh, I'm so stupid. At this time, he, as your inseparable brother, must be there.

Are you guys, already ......

Smaller, I miss you so much. Now, I can only use my memories to support myself and find a reason to persevere. I don't know what year or month, I will die in such a long ordeal.

When the time comes, the bone-eroding miss will accompany my fragile body to die!

Ashes vanished, small as dust, devoured, annihilated, and then disappeared without a trace.

The memories in my mind, I love your soul, will also turn into smoke and rain with my death, and in the warm winter, the wisps will be quietly sprinkled, witnessing the traces of our love.

Heh, it's funny to say. Wei Jin, how can he come to such a predicament.

There is despair in front of him, and he can't help but seize the only remaining hope to quench his thirst.

After being born in darkness for a long time, I always want to find a person who is full of light to come to redeem.

At the beginning, I knew that the person I liked at a glance was not full of light, but I would still fall into the cloud of love for you without hesitation.

I don't look forward to how brilliant the future will be, I just think that if I can be happy for a second, then for a second. I can have you for a while, then for a while.

It's ridiculous.

You said that love is just a whim. When the ears and eyes are clear, it will naturally not be so simple and naïve.

However, later, I found that I loved you more deeply, more and more.

I saw Jiang Se, although she was imperfect, covering herself, pretending, and even being so clumsy that she didn't know how to protect herself, but I just liked it, and I liked it so much that I was about to go crazy.

I want to possess all the time, I want to beat and kick everyone who comes close to her, I want her to be my own.

Just miss her, safe, wish fulfilled, and always sincerely laugh like a fool in front of me.

However, these are all in the past. The person I loved forever is not by my side now, and I can't give her everything she wants.

Even if it's just holding hands and hugging, even if it's just a distant greeting, I can't do it.

That's right, Wei Jin is so incompetent. Why did such Wei Jin get her liking? There are so many excellent people in the huge world, why should that girl wait for me?

Maybe it's the end of the world forever, and there's no time to see each other, or maybe they don't know each other. No amount of ridiculous extravagance can become a reality.

How much I hate myself like this, but I have to be controlled by it.

I could have chosen to die on this hard glass, but that choice made no sense to me.

Because as soon as I make a move here, a large crowd of people will rush in outside and pull me back from the ghost gate.

I have control over my own mental survival, but I can't decide whether my body lives or dies.

Ha, speaking of which, I was still helpless, and went around to the distance again. I don't know what I'm going to say, I just can't get out of this circle.

The only certainty, I love you, Jiang Se, I love you, I love you very much. If I can see you when I die, then I will fight with my life.

However, I sensibly understood that the you I saw after death was not real.

The person Wei Jin longed to see day and night was in a foreign country, and he didn't know what he was doing.

In the dead of night, do you lie in bed, tossing and turning, thinking about this person you shouldn't miss?

Sometimes, even though they know it's a dream, humans refuse to give themselves such a blow.

I should be thinking, if we have hope, will it come true one day?

A thousand words, I don't know why I wrote it in the middle of the night.

Come to think of it, we're all in our thirties.

After so many ups and downs and personnel fiascos, I still have a delusional idea that it would be nice to go back to when I was younger.

In that way, we can watch the beauty of this prosperous world together.

If something is originally bad, two people watch it together, and that's good. The world is no longer as bright and full of novelty and special as it was when it was young.

It's just that when you meet someone like you, the bad will be good, and the good will be beautiful.

How can I meet someone like you. What a privilege to meet someone like you in my lifetime.

Warm, gentle, kind, wise, tenacious, beautiful, talented...... There are so many words to describe, but none of them can fully match you. ”