Chapter 165: A Letter to His Wife
The body was uncontrollable, and he slowly stood up with his weak hands on the wall.
Obviously, the movement of less than a few seconds seems to have passed a century. He felt his organs deteriorating, his senses aging, and protested.
I can't tell, did he himself have a terminal illness and died suddenly? I don't know.
Finally standing up, he looked at the seemingly airtight window that had been fixed, and silently raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.
The arc is so small that it's hard to notice. A long period of indifference has created a person's brain to be sluggish and spin poorly.
A piece of iron is thrown out of the eye, deeply embedded in the tail end of the alloy steel.
It's funny to say that once he jumped from here, thinking that he could end his life and understand all the pain.
No one expected that he would just break his leg, hurt his head, and break some bones.
Although his head had been hit with blood on the hard brick, he was fortunate enough to be a little short of it, and he could quickly end everything in front of him.
There's nothing to be done here.
Everything was put in order and taken away. Everything that threatens human life will be taken away.
This glass was originally also able to be smashed open to cut arteries, but they replaced it, and the best solid glass in the world is something that cannot be broken by a physical body.
Or, when he wants to do so, a crowd will rush in from outside, grab him, tie him up, and give him a tranquilizer.
That kind of medicine is actually quite good, it calms people. When he can't calm his heart, he likes to go crazy, so he looks at the potion in the needle, slowly passing away, into his body.
It's cold, but it can make people feel, a little bit of a feeling of being alive. The erosion of external objects is a good proof of how seamless and innate the cooperation between the inside is.
The hand unconsciously reached out, grabbed the piece of iron, and pulled hard.
He stood extremely skillfully, just blocking the monitor with his body. The exertion in his hands, the sudden wetness, did not give him the slightest pause. Those superficial feelings don't matter anymore.
Judging from the screen of the monitor, he must be looking out the window.
Minutes and seconds passed. His vest was sweating, and the strength of his whole body was gradually drained by the flow of blood. However, this did not stop his actions.
The blur of flesh and blood could not resist his determination to break the iron piece with his bare hands.
Can't help it. He thought that he wanted to make something and put his thoughts on it. The person who is far away in the world, is he thinking about him Wei Jin, is he nostalgic, those years together.
The topics they discussed together, the cold jokes they laughed at, the sunsets they watched together, the scenery they guarded together, and the hats they knitted together...... Kite ...... made together The road we have walked together......
Tears welled up in his eyes, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably. Tears fell from the eyes to the face. That's not cowardice, that's missing, that's love.
Wei Jin missed Jiang Se. I really want to, I use my life, and I also want Jiang Se.
He was afraid that this cage would trap him for the rest of his life. He was afraid of himself, and he would never see the lovely Jiang Se again, the coquettish Jiang Se, and the understanding Jiang Se......
There seems to be more stuff in the palm of your hand...... Wei Jin didn't care. In his heart, he only pretended to be Jiang Se.
At this time, he didn't want to talk about how many things he had, he just loved that silly girl with all his heart and soul.
Wei Jin's silly girl, is she thinking about herself? Still, she couldn't wait for a long time to marry those men who loved her. She deserves someone better. It was he Wei Jin, who thought very highly of himself and forcibly broke into her life.
If you hadn't met Wei Jin, Jiang Se like that, I'm afraid I could have a better life!
He is looking forward to the person he loves, he can always remember him, remember everything about Wei Jin and her, why not bless and don't look forward to the person he loves, he can be better, forget him, and have a bright future.
Time seems to stand still.
Relative stillness, perhaps.
How can it be still?
His heart is moving, thinking that the person's heart is moving. Twist, force, twist, force......
When he broke off the piece of iron with his bare hands, Wei Jin's eyes had already dried up. At that moment, he wanted to use this piece of iron to drill his heart for a moment.
The red color didn't blur his eyes. In the same position, Wei Jin stroked the piece of iron, moved his fingertips, and slid on the smooth wall.
He smiled in surprise, even though it was only a slight arc, it was still too good-looking.
The years have erased his age and polished his eyebrows, but he can vaguely see the man's elegant facial features from the mess of his face. It's not the amazement of the wanton flying when it's young, but it's full of the echoes of the mature inventory.
With the fall of the red eye, the piece of iron held in the palm of the hand regularly marked the traces of existence on the wall, which was "the book with his wife".
He didn't stop, and continued to scrape the tip on the next line, leaving a pen and a word.
"Baby, how long have we not seen each other?
I miss you so much.
I miss you so much.
Miss you so much!
I've been in this place for a long, long time. At first, I counted the minutes and seconds, and suddenly I felt full of disappointment and despair.
The more I care about the passage of time, the more I feel like I have buried a long needle in my heart. Every time I think of you, the needle pierces the heart a little deeper.
When I picked up the piece of iron, my hands trembled and my heart trembled. Since I was caught here, I have been forced to cut off all contact with the outside world, and I can't find any way to come back to see you.
Actually, I should feel like I'm not worthy of you. I have nothing, you have a bright future, you have people who protect you, and you can be surrounded by many people who treat you sincerely.
Even, even if I die, it won't make much of a storm in your life.
In the past, I thought that although I didn't have many things, at least, I felt that I could support you, give you a sheltered home, make you happy, and make you feel that Wei Jin was relied on and had the qualifications to spend this life together.
But now it's different, I failed the college entrance examination twice, my family was ruined, and I was imprisoned, and I wanted to see you, it was like a pipe dream.
If possible, I'm afraid that until the day I die, I still won't be able to see you for the last time. There is no hope of life.
I tried to choose to leave this world, but I was stopped several times. Now I can't even decide my own death. How can such a person still be worthy of you?
Smaller, I really miss you.
Thinking about the vows we once made, thinking, I will give you a future to look forward to.
Think, my baby, will the distant side of the earth miss me and blame me for saying goodbye?
I can't help myself. I'd rather be hurt by myself than you be wronged. However, I don't seem to be of much use now! ”