On Sunday morning, because of the cold weather, An'an and Reborn were in bed together and didn't want to get up.

"When are we going to get up?" Anan asked.

"Sleep a little longer!"

"Are you asleep?"

"I can't sleep and I don't want to get up, how warm it is in the quilt!"

"yes, you see it's foggy on the glass, it must be cold outside!"

"When the sun comes out, it's a lot warmer."

"I don't know if there is a sun today. It hasn't come out yet. ”

"It's cloudy and sunny, there will be."

Reborn approached An'an, put a hand under her neck, and then turned to her and held her in his arms, "Is this a little warmer!" ”

"Hmm!" An Shore said with a smile.

"So what?" Regeneration hugged it tighter again.

"It's so boring to lie like this, hand me my phone!"

"What are you going to do?"

"I see that you like to swipe your phone before you get up, I want to try it too!"

Regeneration turned and handed An's phone on the table.

An An opened Weibo and swiped it for a while, "No, the screen will fog up when you put it in the quilt." It's too cold! Anan said and put his hand outside!

"It's even colder, you see it's empty between us!"

"Then I'll turn around!" An'an turned his back to Regeneration, who embraced her from behind.

"Oh my God, Jay is married!"

"Huh?"

"Look at you! is on the hot search, and it's all his news. ”

"Show me!" Regeneration approached the phone screen.

"There's a video here!"

Although it was just a fragment of a wedding, the ancient and mysterious cathedral, her idol seemed to be a prince, the woman like a princess stood there waiting for him, the white wedding dress dragged the long tail, the woman's father handed over her hand to the man's hand, the two held hands through everyone's eyes, laughing and moving forward, with the swaying of the camera and the rendering of the background music, An An was a little moved, and unconsciously stayed in his eyes.

She thought to herself, this is worthy of the idol she has liked for so many years, such a wedding is probably the dream of every girl, it is a dream wedding of the prince and princess of the century, just like the ending of a fairy tale. At the end of the video, the man lifts the woman's veil and helps her straighten it up, and the two kiss each other. This candy, An'an is gladly accepted.

"Why are you crying?" Regeneration asked.

"It's nothing, I just think it's very touching!" An An said, touched his tears with his arm, and then continued to search for the news of this Jay union, it turned out that this background music was written by himself, it was really amazing, and he couldn't help but admire this man even more in his heart, not only because of his talent, but also because of his intentions. Yes, it must have been in his previous life to save the universe to marry such a man.

She once wanted to have such a dream wedding, and she also fantasized that she was a princess and would meet her own prince, but from the day she met the day of rebirth, she gradually knew that her princess dream was dead, and her prince was also dead. She gradually knew that there was a long distance between reality and dreams, and some people might be destined to live a dream life, but she could only live a life of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

She used to think that as long as they were together, they would be happy, but gradually she knew that what she wanted was not only love, but also that she wanted more than her. In order to be able to live with Reborn, she chose a job she didn't want, suffered pressure that she didn't want to bear before, and no longer even liked to go shopping, nor did she buy what she liked.

She knew that she had given up a lot for the sake of this relationship, and so did her rebirth.

Sometimes she also feels a little tired, although she knows that she loves the man in front of her, but there are always times when she wants to be alone.

In the past, she thought that as long as two people loved each other, they could get married, but now she understands that it is far from enough, she is too naïve and simple to think, and the burden of life will always remind them all the time.

Such a wedding did not make her want to get married more, but she was a little afraid of getting married, she didn't know what her wedding would be like, and she didn't know what her married life would be like in the future.

An'an has recently suffered from an inexplicable disease, that is, once he starts watching TV, he will desperately stuff things into his mouth, which can also be said to be overeating.

Especially at night, when I look at TV dramas or variety shows, I don't know how to eat wildly, even if I don't like to eat much on weekdays, I will stuff it into my mouth. Once you start to be obsessed, you desperately, uncontrollably, and completely irrationally stuff it into your mouth, as if as soon as you stop, your heart will be so empty that it makes people panic.

This feeling is like a greedy monster living in the belly, this monster's appetite can completely devour all of An'an's will, only under his control, but to feed him, it is really not an easy thing, often to hold on to the stomach is about to explode in the next second, to the point that it seems to spit out after another sip of water, An'an will stop eating.

In the process, An'an didn't feel that any snack was delicious, she was like an open bottle, just to stuff the food into her stomach, nothing more, she couldn't taste delicious at all.

"You're starting again? Don't talk about stomach aches and can't sleep at night! Regen had a look of disgust, because it wasn't the first time, and such a crazy An'an made him feel scared.

"Got it!" An An also said impatiently: "You don't have to take care of it if it's uncomfortable!" An An thought to himself, anyway, every time she was uncomfortable, she slept like a pig and didn't know, and even if she knew, she would only teach her a lesson, saying that she was not right or wrong, so she was full of resentment.

Seeing that she didn't want to see herself, she didn't say anything more.

It didn't take long for An An to feel a faint pain in her stomach, and she held her stomach with a frown.

"Eat too much, let you eat less, you won't listen."

An An gave him a blank look and did not speak.

"Didn't I say you, you can't control yourself when you watch TV, are you a child? Do you have to eat until you spit it out? ”

"yes, I can't control myself."

"You've been counting me down since the beginning, can't you talk well? Who can you show with such a bad tone and such an ugly face? ”

"Is it useful for me to tell you well?"

"When did you talk to me? With a disgusted expression, you are blind to me? Don't you have times when you're uncomfortable? What did I do to you? ”

"You did it all yourself, can you do the same?"

"Then you mean that if you're uncomfortable, there's no way, and I just deserve all the work I did, right? Do you usually eat the right food? Isn't there anything you shouldn't eat? Who took care of you when you were drunk? Didn't you drink wine? People poured you? ”

"I don't want to quarrel with you, where is this all going on."

"Don't argue with me! I'm just noisy when I talk? Is it? How can I say that everything is wrong? An'an's forehead hurt very badly, and when he saw Regeneration's impatient expression, he suddenly felt very aggrieved, but he still couldn't hold back and didn't cry, picked up the bag and walked out of the house, and Regeneration didn't say a word behind his back.

An An was carried away by the anger, she only knew that she was desperately moving forward, she couldn't think of anything, and the wind was blowing at night, and she didn't feel cold. I don't know how long she walked, but the wind blew her anger away a lot, and even the hot water couldn't be hot for long under such a cold wind.

She subconsciously put her hand into her bag and took out her mobile phone, and suddenly found that she didn't bring her mobile phone out, and then she began to get nervous, no wonder she didn't call her after walking for so long, it turned out that she didn't bring her mobile phone out, so if she was in a hurry, no, or he didn't care at all. Thinking like this, An'an turned and walked back.

I finally walked downstairs and looked up to see that the light in their room was on, and finally breathed a sigh of relief. Standing downstairs hesitating whether to go in, does going in mean that you bow your head first? So what's the point of just turning around and leaving?

After struggling like this for a long time, An An slowly went upstairs, took a deep breath before slowly raising his arm, and when he knocked on the door, he found that there was no response.

Did he go to her? An Shore thought to himself. She crouched in the doorway to see if her phone would ring, but it didn't. After waiting for a while, Anan decided to get up and look for him. But after looking for a long time, I couldn't see him. An'an began to panic and wanted to call him, but there was no cell phone. Looking for a pay phone, I found a whole street, but there was no one. I don't know what to do. Finally, in a fruit shop, An'an mustered up the courage to go up to the boss and ask to borrow his mobile phone to make a call, and the boss agreed.

At that moment, An'an's anxious heart calmed down a lot, and she expertly pressed the number, which was the only phone number she remembered.

"Hello?"

Regeneration recognized An'an's voice in a second, even though it was an unfamiliar number, "Hey! Where are you? ”

"I'm home now."

"Then you wait for me at the door, and I'll go back right away."

An An hung up the phone, bowed to the boss again and again to thank him, and returned home downstairs and waited for a while before appearing.

"Where did you go?" Regeneration's tone was full of tenderness, for fear that she would turn around and walk away again.

An An stepped forward and put his arms around his neck and cried, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have run out alone." Do you know how scared I am? I'm afraid I won't find you, and you won't find me! ”

Reborn hugged An'an, just said: Fool, you have to bring your mobile phone when you go out in the future! As soon as you went out, I saw your phone on the table, and you definitely didn't have any money in your bag, so I hurried to find you. ”

Regeneration wiped away her tears and dragged her upstairs.

Do you know how amazing it feels to be lost and regained? It's not about how happy you are, it's about how scared you are. Because I was afraid, I hated myself for why I did it in the first place. I don't even want to think about it again.

In the future, no matter how unhappy they are, An'an will not leave the door. Won't leave each other's sight.