Chapter 200 [I prefer my current self]

The dark road, still not very quiet, this point of the city is still as lively as day, An'an and Regeneration walked on the street, facing the night wind, An'an suddenly felt a little cold.

"Is it cold?" An'an asked regeneration.

"Seems to be a little!" Regeneration said: "I regret it, I should have a bottle of liquor, the beer is not warm." ”

"You'd better drink less in the future, it's not good for your stomach."

"It's okay, I'm not drunk."

"Are you okay if you don't get drunk?"

"Got it, drink less."

"Regeneration!"

"Huh?"

"Why do you think people have so many ideas?"

"What do you mean?"

"Wouldn't it be nice to keep it simple?"

"What's wrong?"

"I suddenly feel a little tired."

"Is it too stressful?"

"I don't know, although I think you're very powerful, and everything has been said by you, but don't you feel tired?"

"Of course I'm tired, I don't want to use my brain, it's simple, but sometimes, it's a last resort."

"yes, it seems that everyone likes to use their brains, but I don't like it."

"What no one likes is forced by the environment, and only in front of trusted people don't need to use their brains, and they don't need to pretend."

"And what about you in front of me? Do you know how to use your brain? ”

"No, don't worry, I definitely won't use the tricks I used on others on you. Sometimes I think it's good to be as stupid as you. ”

"What do you mean? Call me stupid? ”

"You know I didn't mean that."

"I didn't expect Zheng Mingyang to really take the initiative to find us, apologize, and return my brothers and sisters, I'm really stunned today."

"I'm right."

"yes, you're really good. With you, it seems that many things can be seen clearly. ”

"But seeing too clearly also comes at a cost, and knowing everything is sometimes not necessarily a good thing for you."

"yes. Anyway, you've really changed a lot in the past two years, it's not the same as before, even your brain has changed, I used to think you were stupid. ”

"That's for you! Fool. But I've changed a lot in the past two years, and I know it. You also have your credit, in fact, you have also taught me a lot, and I now feel that my former self was really too naΓ―ve. ”

"It's not just you who have changed, I've also changed a lot, and now I'm no longer a person who doesn't dare to say anything, I feel a lot bolder and a lot easier, at least if I don't want to, I will refuse."

"All your mom must think I'm the one who brought you bad!"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because I have done a lot of things that you would never have done before, believe me, in front of those relatives of yours, including your mother, you are no longer the little girl you used to be, you have grown up, you have become different, but these may feel that you are not well-behaved in their eyes, you have become bad."

"I don't think I like my current self more than before, although I don't have such a handsome personality, but at least I've changed a lot, and I used to be a person with no personality at all."

"Remember what I told you when I was in college? If you want to change, I will help you change. At that time, you always quarreled with me and didn't listen to me, in fact, I had the hardest time in those days. ”

"Really?"

"Yes, I can't be together every day, and I don't know your situation even more, but I just say on the phone that sometimes there are a lot of misunderstandings. Your temper is really stubborn, you just look docile on the surface, you didn't listen to anything I said at that time, do you know how sad I am? I'm doing it for your good, but you just don't listen. ”

"How do you say I'm like a child?"

"yes, you're a kid, aren't you? If it weren't for me, you would still be the same as before, although you endure what others can't bear, but how stubborn you are, only I know that I have suffered like this. ”

"Is that an exaggeration?"

"I was really tired and helpless at that time, but what could I do? Who made me love you! ”

This sudden confession made An An stunned for a moment, "What did you say?" ”

"What?"

"What did you just say?"

"I'm tired and helpless."

"No, the last sentence!"

"I love you!"

"Hmmm! I know! ”

Regeneration smiled.

"It's rare to hear you say that."

"How so? Don't I say that often? ”

"That was before, and very little recently."

"Because love is not said with the mouth, you know how much effort I put into you, as if it was so hard to raise a child."

"Am I not working hard? There are times when you can't figure out the situation, and I'm tired too, okay? ”

"Okay, let's tolerate each other, each other!"

An'an and Regeneration chatted all the way, and before they knew it, they were home.

An'an sat on the bed and watched the TV series with his notebook.

"An'an!"

"Huh?"

"Look, it's ......" Regeneration handed the phone to An'an.

An'an blinked vigorously, and then looked at it again, "Is it a rose?" ”

"I'm not sure, it feels like a rose!"

The girl in the photo has blonde hair, peach-faced lips, thick eyelashes, rough eyeliner, and a peaked cap, with an unruly face!

β€œLvy? A tsundere princess born out of nowhere? An An read the news on Weibo, his face dazed.

"Are you sure?"

"It's really too similar to look at the face, but I'm really not sure, I'd better check the information of this Lvy." An'an said punch in the search engine, typed "Lvy" and then popped up a lot of news about Lvy, "Chinese name rose" An'an fixed on these words, regenerated found her strangeness, and also came up to take a look.

"So it's Rose, right?"

"yes, it can't be such a coincidence, it's called the same name, and it looks the same."

"So she's back home now?"

"I don't know, the nationality shown on the information is Australian, but this is also right, didn't I immigrate before. Is it to come to China for development? ”

"Don't you have her QQ? Contact her above. ”

"I haven't looked for her before, so I don't think I need to." Regeneration saw An An's thoughts, so he comforted: "Yes, you have lost contact with each other, and now you can only be regarded as former friends, just know that she is doing now, don't think so much, we and her are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers." ”

"yes. Separated by thousands of mountains and rivers! An'an knew that even if Rose came back now, they were getting farther and farther away, and she hadn't contacted her, probably because she had really forgotten about her friend. Although there is a faint loss in my heart, I am also very happy, she has really succeeded, she has really become a star, and she has become what she hopes.

There is another person who feels this way, and that is Su Jingyi. Su Jingyi knew that Rose was because of Mu Lingxue.

Mu Lingxue was turning on the TV, sitting on the sofa watching a TV series.

"Coming back?" Mu Lingxue asked, but her eyes didn't take off the TV.

"Hmm!" Su Jingyi took off his shoes as he spoke, changed into cotton slippers and walked into the living room.

"Have you eaten dinner?"

"Oh, I ate a little outside with my colleagues."

"If you're hungry, heat up the soup in the kitchen and drink some more."

"Good!" Su Jing glanced at the TV series and suddenly saw a familiar face.

"You don't have to pretend to be sad, I know, you never liked me, I was just making myself amorous, I won't be so stupid in the future, I will leave you!" The face of the woman who said this line, the expression and the voice, he seemed to be familiar with it.

"What are you looking at?" Su Jingyi couldn't help but ask.

"Oh, the latest TV series "The Year I Missed", just watch it if you're fine! Do you want to watch it together? ”

"Look, I'm going to have hot soup."

"This heroine is really, obviously both of them like each other, why so many misunderstandings! The plot is also quite bloody, if it weren't for the beautiful heroes and heroines, the estimated ratings would not be very good. Mu Lingxue muttered to herself, and suddenly turned to the kitchen, "Okay, give me a bowl, I'm hungry too!" ”

"Good!" As soon as Su Jing heard Mu Lingxue's voice, he replied. made a fire and cooked soup, took out his mobile phone, typed in "missed year", and then popped up a lot of messages, clicking on the introduction of the heroine.

Sure enough, he didn't admit his mistake, it was really Rose, he forgot how he lost contact with her, anyway, he didn't know how to contact her. I wonder how she's doing now? Did you contact An'an, would it be even more sad if An'an knew that Rose was back, but didn't contact her all the time. It's all their own fault in the first place, causing Rose to have such a big misunderstanding of An'an, if it weren't for herself, maybe they would still be good friends now.

Su Jingyi sent a message to Regeneration: "Do you know that Rose is back?" ”

"I know, I saw the news on Weibo."

"What's An'an's reaction?"

"There's no reaction, it's been so long, no matter how good the relationship is, it's fade."

"Otherwise, I'll contact her to see if I can get in touch."

"Whatever you want, but don't contact her for An'an, some things are better to go with the flow, and meeting doesn't mean it's necessarily good, it's better to miss it." Who knows if the current rose is still not the same as before. ”

"Well, you're right. It's better to go with the flow. ”

"If there is fate, we will become friends again. She is not what she used to be now, if she takes the initiative to find her now, if people don't mean this, we will become Gao Pan, aren't there many celebrities who will leave their circle after becoming famous? It's just to get rid of the old self, including those acquaintances. ”

Distance can really make people's feelings slowly blurred, and time will also make many things change subtly, so everyone is cautious, not daring to take the initiative to take this step, no one knows whether to cross a small river or an ocean.