Chapter 190: The Star That Deviated from Its Trajectory
At this point in the story, it could have ended, everything was a foregone conclusion, but life was originally a change, even if we wanted to be a planet that followed its trajectory, we couldn't predict when a meteor would knock us out of orbit.
In the autumn of that year, an old friend arrives, bringing the story to an unexpected end.
That morning, Shu Zhi went to the factory, Nian An also went to school, Ruojun cleaned up at home as usual, Xiao Simei staggered behind her mother, babbling and talking to her mother.
Suddenly, there was a quick knock on the door, Ruojun was flustered, walked out of the yard quickly, and opened the garden gate, but it was Xu Ziyan standing at the door, his expression was nervous but a little excited, and his eyes behind the lenses flashed with sparkling light.
"Ziyan? How did you get to Shenyang? ”
Xu Ziyan glanced left and right behind him, quickly flashed into the courtyard, closed the garden gate, and pulled Mei Ruojun to the house.
Mei Ruojun was surprised, but Xu Ziyan didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, nervously pulled her into the house and locked the door.
He barely breathed evenly, so he spoke: "I know that Shu Zhi and Nian'an have gone out, I can only stay here for two hours, and I have to rush back to Beijing immediately, you must listen carefully." ”
Mei Ruojun looked at him in a panic, Xu Ziyan looked at her steadily, unbuttoned the two blouses, cautiously took out a small envelope from the pocket of the clothes, and solemnly handed it to Ruojun.
Mei Ruojun poured out a small notebook from the envelope in confusion, and her eyes widened involuntarily, a British passport! Mei Ruojun's heart was beating wildly, her hands were trembling, she didn't understand what it meant, but she vaguely understood some of the meaning.
"Open it and take a look."
Mei Ruojun opened her passport, and what jumped into her eyes was her ID photo, which was already a big surprise to her, but what surprised her even more was that in the name column next to her, the pinyin name of "Hu Xiaofen" was written.
She was already completely shocked, raised her eyes, and waited for Xu Ziyan's explanation.
Xu Ziyan whispered: "I got this passport by accident some time ago, so you don't need to ask for the details in the middle." Hu Xiaofen's matter, not many people know, this is a real passport, Yafen and I do underground work all the year round, there is still a little skill in stealing dragons and phoenixes, you can leave the country safely with this passport, go to Hong Kong first, Jiaqi will pick you up in Hong Kong, and then send you to the UK safely, when you arrive in the UK, Song Yuanyang will pick you up to Ruikang's manor, you can rest assured, there will be Ruikang's friends to take care of you along the way. ”
Mei Ruojun was shocked, flustered, and confused as if she was listening to a fantasy, she was completely overwhelmed, and she didn't know how to react at all.
How so? How so? There was only one sentence in her mind, spinning like a marquee.
Xu Ziyan said urgently: "Ruojun, if it weren't for Ruikang's serious illness, our friends would not have made such a decision." We know that you and Meng Shuzhi have a deep relationship and a stable life, so we have never bothered you, but Ruikang is our good friend, and we can't watch him give up on himself like this and be tortured to death by illness.
As Song Yuanyang said, the only person who can save him is you, only you. So as soon as I got this passport, I thought of this way, and this is the only way to reunite you, but I want to. Ruojun, you have to make up your mind as soon as possible. ”
Ruikang is seriously ill?! Going to the UK for a reunion?! Get an idea as soon as possible?! How is this possible? Just two hours ago, she was having breakfast with her husband, and she personally sent him out to work, and they kissed goodbye affectionately. Now you want to let yourself go to England, a country on the edge of the world to see your old lover? Is there anything more absurd and incredible?
"No!" She stood up strongly, almost fainting, holding the corner of the table with one hand, looking at the passport in her hand, she really hated the tricks of fate, two lines of hot tears welled up in her eyes, shaking her head She said repeatedly: "No...... It's too late, it's too late......"
She put down her passport and tightly covered her heartache: "I can't let go of Shu Zhi, I'm already Meng Shuzhi's wife, how can I take a passport to find my old lover?" No, no! No way! I can't do it. I love Shu Zhi, I have a son and a daughter, how can I leave them to go to the UK? ”
"What about Ruikang? His unswerving love for you to death, he came back to see you at the risk of going to jail, he would rather be alone in order to keep the oath between you, Ruojun, he is sick now, very sick, Song Yuanyang is in a hurry, all of us are dying. And you, you, the woman he loved all his life, the woman who waited all his life, didn't even want to look at him? ”
Ruojun looked out the window in pain, burst into tears, his heart was broken, and he just shook his head helplessly: "I can't, Ziyan, I can't." I can't. If I'm gone, Shu Zhi will hate me for the rest of my life. ”
Xu Ziyan sighed and said, "Ruojun, I knew before I came that you would have such a difficulty, which is actually human nature. After all, you and Shu Zhi have been in a relationship for so many years, and the children are so old. It's really hard to choose. But Ruojun, listen to me. I have the best of both worlds. Do you want to listen? ”
Ruojun wiped his eyes, looked at Xu Ziyan with flashing eyes, and asked anxiously: "What's the way, you say it quickly." ”
"You tell me first, do you want to see Ruikang, I want to listen to the truth, you know, for your business, I am thinking of a way for you with my net worth, you have to tell me the truth."
Ruojun sighed and said, "Yes, but I can't go back with him." ”
"It's good to think about it, you listen to me, how to solve the problem between you and Ruikang and Shu Zhi, I can't intervene, but if you go over this time, you will go to see Ruikang as a friend, save him first, and let him get out of danger first, and survive first. You are his heart disease, and if his heart disease is not removed, it is useless to take any medicine. ”
Ruojun lowered his head and hesitated.
"I am a member of the Communist Party, and I firmly believe that our country will get better and better, but at present our country is indeed weak and poor, personally, Ruikang can provide you and your children with a good living and educational environment, from a practical point of view, this is also a good thing. When you arrive in the UK, Ruikang will immediately handle your identity, you get a British passport, and you can apply for Shu Zhi and a pair of children at the first opportunity. You don't have to worry about how to do it. Ruikang can reverse the situation for you, and there is also Song Yuanyang's long-sleeved and dancing guy to help. ”
"If you don't miss the opportunity, don't come again. You and Shu Zhi have a good discussion. I'll come back on Sunday, you must give me an answer, and as soon as the decision is made, we must leave at once, and I will send you to the border. ”
"Shu Zhi has always been wary of Ruikang. How am I going to open my mouth, how am I going to make him believe? "Ruojun is really miserable.
"Ruojun, it is impossible for Ruikang to come back in a short period of time. Even if the fate of the two of you is over, can you take it as a kindness and save his life? ”
Ruojun was silent, Xu Ziyan left, and her world was chaotic again, chaotic, chaotic into a pot of porridge, chaotic into a battlefield, chaotic into a ruin.
Until Xiao Simei fell in the yard, the loud cry woke her up, she rushed out of the yard and hugged Simei tightly in her arms.
She wiped Simei's tears, kept kissing her beautiful and immature little face, Simei hugged her mother's neck tightly, God, how could she give up on them, she couldn't give up any of them.
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There was a sound of ping-pong smashing things in the bedroom, cups, plates, teapots, chairs, everything that could and couldn't be smashed was thrown to the ground. It was the first time since the establishment of this small and stable family that such a fierce war had broken out.
Nian An hid in his room with his sister Simei in his arms, listening to Meng Shuzhi's crazy roar and bombardment with his ears pricked up.
He's crazy, he's crazy......
He was mad, his eyes were red, like an angry lion, staring at the British passport on the table.
He trembled all over, bruised tendons burst out of his forehead, clenched his fists, the muscles of his arms bulged, he clenched his teeth tightly, his tight gums were bleeding, and the arteries in his neck kept beating.
After a roar, he stared firmly at her who was cowering in the corner and sobbing, he hated her, he hated her, he thought he would have a different fate from Ding Xiaohui, he thought that he would not be abandoned by her, but how ridiculous he was, the little self-confidence he had built up with great difficulty was once again shattered by her.
He could see that she was hesitating, she was struggling, she was struggling, which meant that he didn't fully own her heart at all, and she still had that person in her heart.
She slowly crouched down, hugged her knees, buried her head in her knees, and cried.
He angrily rushed up and pulled her up, yelling at her: "Why are you crying? Yes? What are you crying about? Are you crying that my and Simei are hindering your great love? You said! You say! ”
She hung her head, not daring to look at him, she had never seen such a fierce and vicious Shu Zhi, he had always loved her like that, and cared for her so affectionately. But at this moment, it was as if he was going to eat himself alive.
Her silence made him even more angry, and he grabbed her shoulders tightly, shook her desperately, and ordered her like a thunderbolt: "Raise your head! ”
She trembled and slowly raised her head, but her eyelids drooped, her pale face was full of tears, and he yelled, "Open your eyes! Look at me! ”
She could only raise her eyelashes and look at him, his handsome face was distorted by jealousy, her heart hurt so much, she loved him, she couldn't bear him at all, she just wanted him to know about it, she didn't want to hide it.
"How many men have you seduced with this damn face? Brother Ryan, Brother Ding, me, and your damn Zhou Ruikang! You make us all fascinated for you, don't care about life and death for you, are you worth it? Are you worth it? Are you worth it? He yelled at her in heartbreak.
"I understand now, I finally understand, you are the same as Zhou Ruikang, there is only yourself in your world, Cheng Jiaqi is a victim, Hu Xiaofen is a victim, Brother Ding is a victim, and I am also a victim! We are all victims of your great love, aren't we?! ”
Ruojun just kept shaking his head, trying to explain...... But he rushed ahead of her and shouted:
"Yes, I'm not as good as him, I'm not as handsome as him, not as great as him, not as brave as him, not as successful as him, not as brave as him, not as charming as him! No money without him! Maybe I'm not as good as him even in bed! You're right to choose him! You were so wrong to marry me! He began to say nothing.
"That's it! It's good now! You have a British passport, you can go to him, he is waiting for you in the UK! Aren't you going to ask my opinion? He pushed her against the wall, tears streaming down his face, turned around and picked up his passport from the table, and sneered at her: "I agreed, I agreed, I agreed!" He grew louder and louder, threw his passport at her, and yelled at her: "Take your passport, get out of here with your son!" Get out of here tomorrow! ”