"Let me die?"

"Dead?"

"Nope!"

"Then I'll say a few more. I held you that night because I saw another man hugging her a few hours ago. So, I hug you. On the bus, I didn't push you away when you said your name and took advantage of me because I thought of her. After that we did act like a couple, I thought we would really want to be like a couple, but when I saw this—"

Lin Sen took out her mobile phone and pushed it under Lin Chu's nose, which was an intimate interaction photo of Lin Chu and Lu Yan after getting drunk a few months ago, and her brain exploded with a bang.

"When I saw this, the first feeling that jumped out was not angry, but distressed, I felt sorry for my Xiao Chu and met the scumbag again. Then it occurred to me that I was a scumbag too. ”

"Who sent it to you?" Lin Chu asked stiffly.

"You don't care." Lin Sen took back his phone, "Maybe I should bless you, if you are true love, please catch that man well, don't let him harm Xiao Chu." ”

"Lin Sen, you are not qualified to care about me. I will never do what you say. Lin Chu gritted his teeth.

"I know!" From beginning to end, Lin Sen had no feelings.

Lin Chu clenched his fists and let his nails trap his palms. "Lin Sen, one day you will regret it."

"I'm waiting for this day. If it's okay, I'll go first. Lin Sen got up.

"Lin Sen!" Lin Chu still stopped him, "Will you call me one last time?"

"'Xiao Chu'? Sorry, that's not calling you. ”

But now, Lin Sen passed out on the bed, the scars on his face left a few days ago were covered by Band-Aids, the green stubble also came out, and when the light was sprinkled, he was still so handsome and charming. Lin Chu leaned over his chest and listened to him shout one after another: "Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu......"

When the woman handed the drunken Lin Sen to her, she asked, "Are you Xiao Chu?" ”

Lin Chu hesitated, but still replied, "Yes." ”

How she wanted to "yes", to blatantly become the regret and jealousy in that woman's eyes. In fact, she is "Xiao Chu", and many people call her Xiao Chu.

So Lin Sen, the person you are shouting at now may be me!

Because I long so much that the man is me, even if I lie to myself, I am willing.

Lin Chu closed his eyes, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.

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But Lin Sen knew very well that Xiao Chu was just Fang Chuchu, and there was no one else.

They won that basketball game. At the end of the game, a large group of people poured up, but Lin Sen didn't see Fang Chuchu.

Squeezing out of the crowd and out of the stadium, Lin Sen found her by the side of the track - wearing a flat school uniform, with her head down, kicking the sand pile at her feet.

The goblin is now in human form! Lin Sen ran over with a smile, "Why, I don't know it's ugly now!" ”

Just now because she was looking for her, she had been forgetting to drink water, and it was only when she came to her that Lin Sen remembered to open the bottle cap, pour water frantically, and observe Fang Chuchu while drinking water - the girl seemed to be a little shy and kept her head down.

"Is it really ugly?"

Is it ugly? Not really, but on the contrary - unusually pretty. But this shy Fang Chuchu is rare, Lin Sen decided to tease her, "Well-a little!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Fang Chuchu kicked his calf fiercely, Lin Sen jumped up in pain, and shouted aggrievedly, "Hey! ”

Fang Chuchu looked up at him at this time, his apricot eyes were round, his lower lip was biting, his chin was raised, and he looked angry every day. What is a little different is that the meticulously high ponytail tied up to match the outfit just now leaked out of laziness, and the broken hair on the forehead fluttered gently in the breeze, adding a bit of tenderness to this angry face.

Lin Sen swallowed deeply. "Yes, I'm ugly!" This is Fang Chuchu's statement to vent his anger, and Lin Sen knew that he didn't need to reply and forgot to reply.

"I'll never wear that dress again." Silence will solve everything, Fang Chuchu's anger comes and goes quickly, and when Lin Sen was thinking about how to talk, Fang Chuchu was already muttering to himself in a low voice.

At this time, from Lin Sen's point of view, the blue and white polyester shirt under the collar of Fang Chuchu's school uniform was the navy style just now, and it turned out that she was still wearing it.

"Where do you look?" Fang Chuchu suddenly yelled at him and pulled the collar of his school uniform.

Lin Sen realized his unscrupulous eyes at this time, and immediately withdrew his gaze, quibbling: "I, I...... I didn't look at you, what do you have to look at. ”

Fortunately, Fang Chuchu didn't entangle, pulled on the chain of the school uniform, and she paid attention to the mineral water in Lin Sen's hand, "You drink my mineral water." ”

"What?" Lin Sen just wandered and listened to Fang Chuchu's statement and asked, "I don't know, just take it." ”

Fang Chuchu rolled his eyes, grabbed Lin Sen's wrist, raised it, and pointed to the mineral water in his hand, "Look, this is the number I made." ”

Lin Sen wandered again, the girl's temperature heating up at his wrist, and if she felt it carefully, she might be able to feel his pulsating pulse.

"Hey! Did you see that? Fang Chuchu shouted in his ear, Lin Sen finally came back to his senses, and only then did he notice the word "Sanmu" engraved on the body of the mineral water bottle.

"What is this?" Lin Sen suddenly remembered that she seemed to call him by this nickname.

"Your nickname." Fang Chuchu replied generously.

"When did I have a nickname?" Lin Sen felt inexplicable.

Fang Chuchu looked up at him, as if nothing had happened, "However, not now!" ”

Lin Sen couldn't understand it anymore, "It's not for a while, what do you mean?" ”

Fang Chuchu, who had already walked away, heard this, and retreated, tilting his head to look at Lin Sen, "What do you want to mean?" ”

Lin Sen was suddenly nervous, but he still pretended to be calm and said: "I think this name is very good, you can call me that in the future!" ”

"Yo! Give yourself a number! Look what you can. Fang Chuchu began to be indecent again.

As soon as she was not serious, Lin Sen immediately relaxed, "I'm in a good mood today, why don't I give you one too?" My name is Miki, so you can call him Yoki! ”

"You can really do it! Simu is ugly to death, I don't want it. ”

"Chu Chu?"

"Don't call me Chuchu."

"Why do you have so many things! This doesn't work, that doesn't work, which one will work? You see how much I know how much is enough, and if you give one, I'll take it. ”

"That's you're stupid! Don't owe a beating. Fang Chuchu finally threatened.

But Lin Sen still didn't give up, and muttered dissatisfiedly, "I finally won the battle, and I was still beaten up when I came to you?" ”

"You've won!" Fang Chuchu was suddenly very happy.

Lin Sen looked a little confused, "That's right! Why are you so happy, haven't you never cared? ”

"If you win, it means that the other party loses, and I am happy because the other party loses."

I see, but-"What does the other party have to do with you, do you care so much?" Lin Sen was cautious and tentative. Fang Chuchu pursed his mouth, looking at him with a hint of evasion.

"Uh-huh——?" Lin Sen predicted with his rare sixth sense that something must be wrong, "If you don't say it, I'll tell your father all the days today." ”

"You dare!"

"I just took up the post of life committee member last week, and it is my duty to care about my classmates, so why don't I dare."

Fang Chuchu looked at him, Lin Sen also looked at her, the two glared at each other for a while, and finally Fang Chuchu was defeated, "The captain of the opposing team always annoyed me in the past few weeks, and blocked me on my way out of school yesterday afternoon, saying that if he wins today, let the whole school know that he likes me." It's really a neurosis, but it's good that he lost. Fang Chuchu deliberately avoided the important and trivialized.

"No wonder! He saw me on the pitch like he was going to eat me, and he stopped my ball alone. Lin Sen understood the madness of the dead muscular man, and he also understood the embarrassment of the girl at the moment, so he added, "But his ball is really bad." ”

"It's not good, it's super bad! If the whole school knew that he liked me, it wouldn't be a shame! Fang Chuchu couldn't help but complain. Lin Sen looked at her, and his heart was as warm as the sun shining.

"So ......" Lin Sen deliberately left a sentence, Fang Chuchu also turned his head as expected, Lin Sen stared at her, wanting to pretend to be very serious, but he couldn't hide the smile on his face.

"You're going to let the whole school know you like me?"

Fang Chuchu didn't expect Lin Sen to come up with such an answer, and his face instantly flushed with pink, "You...... Don't, don't talk nonsense! ”

Finally let Lin Sen catch it once. In the past, he was always forced by her to be so red that he couldn't speak, but now it was finally his turn, so he was extremely bold, "You like me, Xiao Chu?" …… Oh! I know, I'll call you Xiao Chu in the future. Xiao Chu, you like me! ”

The pink color gradually turned pink, slowly expanding from the face to the base of the ears to the tip of the nose to the white neck, all turning into the peach color of spring. The fluttering eyelashes, the cramped and restless black eyes, and the biting lower lip, the Fang Chuchu in Lin Sen's eyes at this time is a cute mess.

So, Lin Sen couldn't bear to continue to ask, and jumped out to relieve her, "It's okay if you like me!" Who called me so likeable! ”

Lin Sen didn't know how cheap his words were, and he didn't know how strong Fang Chuchu's combat power was when he was relieved. As soon as the words fell, Fang Chuchu's whirlwind shadowless legs also fell, crackling to make moves to defeat the enemy, Lin Sen was so painful that he hurriedly begged for mercy: "I was wrong, I was wrong...... Stop kicking! ”

In the end, Lin Sen handed over a bottle of mineral water as a solution, "Stop fighting, be thirsty, drink some water first." Fang Chuchu was really thirsty, so he took the water and drank it without hesitation, not caring at all that this was the water that Lin Sen had drunk. Is it indirect kissing? Lin Sen thought naively to himself at the time.

It was also when Fang Chuchu was drinking water that Lin Sen dared to approach and take a closer look at her-

Because of the vigorous exercise just now, fine droplets of water appeared on her forehead, and when she looked up, it would actually sparkle in the sun. Her neck looked so long and thin at this time, Lin Sen seemed to be about to see the squirming of the water through the blue skin, and the broken hair under the back of her head was blown to the front of her neck by the wind, rubbing her lean jaw finely.

Lin Sen saw it in his eyes and fell in his heart, as if those broken hair were scratching his heart, itchy and sweet.

"Look!" Fang Chuchu roared again.

"Don't look at it, don't look at it." Lin Sen said this, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the thoughtful look of the girl next to him.

Lin Sen knew at that time that the girls around him liked him, more or less anyway. It's like he's always been clear that he likes her too, and he can't tell how much he likes it.

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Everyone who likes it and then becomes her replacement.

Lin Sen thought it was a disease, but later he knew that it was "cancer", a cancer that grew in his heart, which she put in with her own hands back then, and he grew it up with his own hands for so many years.

There is no cure, no cure, and no cure for this disease. Lin Sen had no choice but to wait, waiting for the cancer cells to spread one day, and then he died. But maybe he will never wait for that day, because his heart will die until that day, but he will never give up, and he can only grow bigger and bigger day by day and eat him day by day.

Lin Sen has always known that liking her is a disease, and he is terminally ill.