The wicked will cry in the night, because the night is dark and no one cares about the tears (1)

Fang Chuchu knew very well that she had never been an infatuated species, she was just nostalgic for the old.

Speaking of Ou Yutian, Fang Chuchu really liked him for a while at that time, so according to the chronological order, Ou Yutian was her first love. But many years have passed, Ou Yutian is so vague in Fang Chuchu's mind that there is only one name left, and she has even forgotten the reason why she liked him in the first place.

So Fang Chuchu is definitely not an infatuated person, she just has a good memory and hasn't forgotten that person's name, which doesn't mean that she likes him. But if the other party wanted to think so, Fang Chuchu could only pretend to be polite and not deny it.

Otherwise, what can you do, saying that you don't love you under slogans?

"Fang Chuchu, you're trying to hurt me!"

Fang Chuchu was even more wronged, he was misunderstood to like him and didn't say anything, and he was misunderstood to kill him. She obviously wants to kill herself, how can she harm others?

But what made Fang Chuchu most aggrieved was that she couldn't explain it.

After Ou Yutian handed her over to the doctor, she disappeared without a trace. Fang Chuchu was very helpless, she wanted to make a name for herself. "Excuse me, can you help me find my boyfriend? The one who just sent me, and I need him now. ”

Fang Chuchu grabbed the nurse's shirt and was very earnest. The little nurse didn't speak, looking down at the hand holding her clothes, a little distracted. Fang Chuchu may have guessed something, and said with a smile: "Don't be afraid, just quarrel and play as a couple." ”

Can you cut your wrist in a quarrel? Who believes! The little nurse looked up at her and nodded in agreement.

"I'm sorry for you!" Fang Chuchu smiled even more happily, but only the little nurse knew that no matter how happy she was with that smile, she could only see despair on a pale face without a trace of blood.

When Ou Yutian appeared, Fang Chuchu was about to fall asleep, and when he opened his eyes, he was standing at the door and didn't dare to approach, and he was frightened when he saw it. But Fang Chuchu didn't bother to explain at this time, and lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "Take me back!" Ou Yutian immediately took a few steps back, vigilant: "Fang Chuchu, what do you want to do!" "The child was really scared.

Fang Chuchu was like a tolerant mother at this time, sitting on the edge of her bed, educating the children who didn't enter the house because they came home late, "I said, take me back." I'm not the devil who can't eat people, are you so far away from me because you're afraid of me? ”

"Fang Chuchu, you're going to kill me!"

Fang Chuchu couldn't hold back his laughter for a while. Because she thought of the setting just now, how much this sentence is like a child's fear of his mother - "I don't want to go over, you want to hit me!" Then mom would reply, "Good, I won't hit you." ”

But such words are often deceived by children, and the results are the opposite of expression, and smart children will never be fooled. So when Fang Chuchu learned his mother's trick "Be good, I didn't want to hurt you", the equally smart Ou Yu genius would not come over, even if Fang Chuchu didn't lie to him, the result would not have developed according to the opposite meaning.

Alas! Stubborn children.

Fang Chuchu pulled out the drip, but decided to take the initiative himself.

But the child was crazy - Ou Yutian almost jumped out of the room, grabbed the door frame, and said tremblingly: "Fang ...... Fang Chuchu, I and you have no grievances, no, no, no, even if I... I'm going to sleep with you today, you don't want to talk to me directly, why are you here! ”

Ou Yutian stammered for a while, Fang Chuchu didn't hear a word, only heard "I'm going to sleep with you" so he laughed again, "Brother Xiaotian, do you like me or do you want to sleep with me!" ”

Ou Yutian was stunned at this time, and his panicked brain couldn't organize the right answer to deal with it, so he said in a daze: "You, you, you, still deserve more people's like." ”

"Really?" Fang Chuchu was very interested and walked towards him.

Ou Yutian saw that she didn't have any sharp weapons in her hand, and looked around that there were no dangerous items except for the wooden chair, so he had to calm himself, stuck to the door, watched Fang Chuchu come over, and began to talk nonsense:

"Chu Chu, if I do something wrong and offend you, you can bring it up, and I promise to respect and love you in the future. Tonight is my lust, I apologize to you, I will compensate you for your medical expenses and mental damages, and then, you and I will have nothing to do with each other, okay? ”

An illogical but somewhat long apology, Fang Chuchu had already walked up to him and looked at him carefully-well, haggard and serious, vicissitudes and mature. It turns out that this is the price of growing up, experiencing something that you don't expect and overwhelming, and then being forced to grow up.

"Brother Xiaotian, do you still like Chu Chu?" Fang Chuchu suddenly wanted to know the answer.

Ou Yutian was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, but he couldn't think of a proper answer, "How can I answer you to be happy?" ”

"I'm glad you answered." Fang Chuchu lied, because she couldn't be happy with any answer now. Happiness was a luxury for her, and she was so barren that she had nothing.

Fang Chuchu's answer made Ou Yutian suddenly understand that he had something to be afraid of-he was most afraid of Fang Chuchu's madness, but now she is a normal person, where is she crazy. So he no longer stuck to the door, and Ou Yutian stood in front of Fang Chuchu generously.

"You have an accident, the first one I thought of was Lu Yan, so I just called Lu Yan, and he said he would come. Therefore, I think Lu Yan really likes you, rumors are not rumors, they are the truth, Fang Chuchu, you really won Lu Yan. ”

Fang Chuchu didn't understand why Ou Yutian kept avoiding positive answers, and he also pulled Lu Yan, Fang Chuchu didn't have the patience to talk to him anymore, "What about my clothes?" ”

"What?"

"My skirt." Fang Chuchu emphasized.

"It's already wet."

"Give it to me." Fang Chuchu was directly tough.

Ou Yutian hesitated for a second, and was about to persuade her not to, but Fang Chuchu continued to be tough, "Give it to me quickly!" ”

Ou Yutian didn't dare to fight with her, so he hurriedly found clothes for her, and at the same time persuaded her, "You wait first, I'll ask the doctor to give you another injection." Fang Chuchu turned around and grabbed him, and with her bandaged hand, Ou Yutian immediately didn't dare to move.

"If you dare to call a doctor, I will dare to do even crazier things." Ou Yutian raised his hands over his ears and waved his hands again and again, "Absolutely not." ”

Fang Chuchu nodded lightly, very good, "Go and wait outside, close the door, Lu Yan came and said that I was asleep, don't let him in." ”

Only then did Ou Yutian raise his eyebrows, "Fang Chuchu, do you want to escape?" Just because Lu Yan is coming? "This talkative person, Fang Chuchu looked at him out of the corner of his eye, and his courage actually became bigger, "I don't see it, Fang Chuchu, do you like Lu Yan?" ”

It's really an interesting topic, an interesting question, Fang Chuchu sneered, "Why, I can't like him?" ”

Ou Yutian was surprised, he didn't expect Fang Chuchu to admit so quickly, curiosity drove him to be even more open-mouthed, "You also get this for him?" Ou Yutian's gaze fell on the bandage, he had always thought that Fang Chuchu was just using this way to scare him and punish him.

So Fang Chuchu went down his steps, "This is just for you." ”

"Why?" Ou Yutian has already thrown his caution out of the clouds.

"I'm not sick enough to tell right from wrong. Lu Yan and you, of course I can tell the difference. ”

"Oh?" In Ou Yutian's eyes, Lu Yan was the same kind of person as him, but he wanted to know what was different between him and Lu Yan in Fang Chuchu's eyes. "Are we that different?"

For no reason, Fang Chuchu was frightened by her attitude at this time - there was also such a day that she would actually stand on Lu Yan's side and say good things for him. But slowly, Fang Chuchu calmed down and accepted such a position, so she replied: "Lu Yan, he is a good person. ”

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What is good to her is the good people, and what is not good to her is the bad people. In a child's world, there may be such a distinction between good people and bad people.

But in Fang Chuchu's world, the people she likes are good people, and the people she doesn't like are bad people.

And in her world, there are few good people and most bad people. Moreover, with the change of age, Fang Chuchu has become more and more deeply aware that it is too difficult to like someone, and it is too easy to hate someone.

So slowly, Fang Chuchu's world is occupied by bad guys, for a child, how terrible such a life setting should be. Extrapolating from this, Fang Chuchu's world should be so terrible, so terrible that it is desperate.

Fang Chuchu just kept pushing herself to the precipice of despair, as if she would not be able to get rid of herself until one day she fell to pieces.

In fact, Fang Chuchu also tried not to define others like this.

For example, the muscular man who blocked her on the way out of school in the second year of high school, Fang Chuchu didn't hate or like him at first.

But when he confessed to her that he liked her, Fang Chuchu suppressed all the disgusting feelings in his heart and persuaded him, "I can't like you, so please don't continue." ”

The muscular man didn't care about it, and he wanted to hug her when he got started, but fortunately, Fang Chuchu's movements were agile and he quickly dodged, and the muscular man hugged the air in his arms.

Looking at each other, unexpectedly embarrassed, Fang Chuchu tried his best to find a reason for the boy not to classify him as a "bad guy", "I, I really don't like boys, so please don't do this." ”

Not holding Fang Chuchu hurt the muscular man very much, adjusting his standing posture, he blocked Fang Chuchu again, covering the afterglow of the sunset, and enclosing her into the dark, "You lie, you don't like boys, why are you so good with that boy?" ”

Fang Chuchu didn't understand at all, from the time she entered the school to the present, she had a bad relationship with anyone, let alone a boy, "I don't know who you're talking about." ”

"Fang Chuchu, don't tease me, I've investigated it clearly, his name is Lin Sen. I know he's a little handsome, but I'm not bad. Although he also plays basketball, I am the captain of my team, and you must know how good I am in this basketball game. When the time comes, I will let the whole school know that you, Fang Chuchu, are my girlfriend! "The muscular man is full of confidence.

But Fang Chuchu just wants to scold people - stinky and shameless!

For Lin Sen, Fang Chuchu was a little annoying to be honest. But compared to him at this time, Fang Chuchu simply likes to die Lin Sen. So Fang Chuchu lied to the "bad guy": "Lin Sen is my boyfriend!" ”

"You're lying!" The muscular man was in a hurry.

"Really? Then you wait, tomorrow on the pitch I will show you how much I like him. Fang Chuchu said ruthlessly.

So the next day, Fang Chuchu put on a tight-fitting navy uniform and cheered for Lin Sen before the start of the game, showing his charm and coquettishness. So much so that for a long time, whether Fang Chuchu went to the toilet, walked on the road, or ate in the cafeteria, there would always be people pointing and making irresponsible remarks behind her back.

Are they bad guys? Fang Chuchu thought that maybe it was, even if some people didn't even have feelings for hate, they would still attribute them to bad people.

Because just by thinking of these people, Fang Chuchu has countless reasons to straighten his waist and try to smile - the more bad people think you are bad, the better you have to behave.

This is Fang Chuchu's famous saying.